CONCERT TICKETS

Camping by my laptop for concert tickets and I'm

NERVOUS AS SHIT. 

I am not even gonna move away from my spot from now on!! This is stressing me out hahahah can't believe what fans in Taiwan/Hong Kong go through hahahahah. I am gonna figure out how to buy tickets for Taiwan show and eventually go there one day! It's not even about the category anymore. It's being stuck in the fucking virtual room which I can never seem to get out of!! >.< 

I don't even wanna think about it but it's most likely gonna happen. I need to get a good seat because I'm going for cat 4 this round, I CANNOT AFFORD TO GET THE LAST FEW ROWS OF THE CAT!!! 

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I AM GOING TO THE CONCERT WHEEEEEEEE!! 

PARK BO GUM

To compensate my loss of not going to Park Bo Gum's fanmeet..

HERE'S FOR THE FEASTING FOR MY EYES! 

THE FACE LIKE THIS, CAN MEH!? 

THIS ONE, MY EYES PREGNANT HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. 

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Need to start behaving like my age. HAHAHAHA. 

2017

4th day into 2017! Feels pretty much the same~!

I should do up an entry on Beijing trip, though there was nothing much I can remember. There wasn't any epic moment cause there wasn't anyone to do stupid things with me! But for memories sake, I shall. There already isn't much memories from it hahahah I should write about it, in case I forgot that the trip happened.

5 MORE DAYS TO BEIJING, WHEE~!

Cannot wait to step into a new country and see new things. Actually.. I am done once we have Peking Duck and when we climb Great Wall. Hahahah how ambitious. Idk what to expect of the weather, so I'm just packing my heat tech and t shirts. I don't know how warm or cold it'll be. Just gonna prepare for both! If it's too warm, I'll just wear t shirt beneath my down jacket. If it's too cold, I'll pile on more layers hahahah and spam heat packs as what Fer recommends! I'm gonna look the same everyday with the same down, same scarf, same beanie! HAHAHAH! Mostttt likely wanna buy a new scarf in Beijing heheh! ^^

CANNOT WAIT!!

On the darker side of things.. I'll be home in 11 days, like as if nothing happened. OH GOD.

Rice

Must be mad enough to eat rice during lunch. SO SLEEPY NOW.
I didn't even had more than a quarter bowl of it. REGRETZ.

Dreadful

And we have arrived at September again. Can't help but dread it. 

Oh wells. Trying my best to look on the positive side! 

Went Pokemon hunting yesterday at ECP! There really is nothing much! /: I caught all those that I already have. Pikachu and Charmander sightings popped up on my phone but they didn't appear ): Xiao sad. HAHAHAHA. Spent a total of 5hours at ECP, with 2 hours in between talking rubbish at MCD, having cake and coffee. Which of course I regretted big time. I went home feeling exhausted and ready for a good night's sleep. But of course, coffee wouldn't let me. I was so tired physically, my eyes couldn't open to save my life. But my mind was wideeee awake, I was even singing in my mind hahahahhahhahha!!! That feeling is sooo pekcek that my will to sleep gave in and I woke up at 6am. 

Scrolled through social media, played games and finished all the lives. BEFORE I FINALLY DECIDED TO WATCH THE LAST EPISODE OF DOCTORS. Such a happy ending omg (': 

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SO TEMPTED TO BUY THINGS OFF TAOBAO. But the hit/miss part is making me hesitate soooo much. I bought once from taobao and.... dresses were too short. Jeans was too long. HAHAHAHAH. Even folding the jeans also no use!! I CANNOT MAKE UP MY MIND NOW. 

...

I'm so happy I have this space to rant. This matter has been on my mind since.. this morning. Not very long, but it's definitely affecting me more than it should. 

TBH, I should be used to it by now. But that's exactly why I'm raging/feeling disappointed over it. It's not even a big matter, but it has been weighing me down since I saw it. This is overdue because that message was sent a while back. But I have cultivated the bad habit of not reading messages/whatsapp if it's not important. 

So today morning, I opened a whatsapp because I needed to check on something and chanced upon a reply from last week. Which means if I had opened it last week, I wouldn't be feeling this way now. (Serve me right for not reading replies) Anyway, this certain reply, to me it's replied in such a way that I am disturbing that person's peace/am being annoying. THING IS, I wasn't even the one who initiated the chat. And given how well I know this person, I can totally imagine the tone used in my mind, which makes me feel worst. I normally laugh it off and brush it aside cause we used to talk quite frequently. But we haven't talked in a few months, shouldn't you be nicer? 

Like I said, I should be used to it. Which makes matter worst because, why should I even be used to being treated this way? Not everything works both ways. Me being nice and treating someone as a good friend, doesn't mean the other party will treat me the same way. I have expectations because we have been friends for so long. Don't tell me you dk how fucking sensitive I can be? 

Or maybe you just care about yourself only. I should have known because this is how you have been all along. I was ok with it all along maybe because it hasn't reached my limit yet. 

Each time I get over it, I tell myself I have better things to be happy about. Like my successful ballot for the latest NMD launch. & that I do have other friends who will willingly and happily listen to me rage and kpkb. Which is why I shouldn't even be so affected. 

But then I think again on all the efforts I have put into this friendship. 

I know I would regret this post one day, because I'm pretty sure it's my moodswing that's making me feel this way. But for now, and the past week in fact, this, is how I have been feeling. 

Helplessness

Following the best weekend I've had 2 weeks ago, the latest one was just.. bad and traumatizing.

Mel says it's a trauma, which I agree.

I've never felt this way until recent months. It's way off my limits. I've been super patient but it's starting to get on my nerves.
Yet, no one else can do anything to help me. Not even my mum or sis because it's totally out of their control.
In fact, I've never felt this helpless before.
Excuses don't work because, well, they are excuses. I need to find legit reasons. Like as if the reason I have now is not good enough.

Well, probably not good enough to escape.

Mayday Just Rock It 2016

After watching so so so many videos on Youtube and IG, IT WAS FINALLY MY TURN!
I already know what to expect based on my previous experience. But I was still going through hashtags on IG, to watch some videos of Friday's concert. IT WAS SO GOOD. I was beyond excited! My heart was already bursting with excitement on Friday night. I cannot remember how many times I told Fer that I was excited. Hahahhahah.

We reached Stadium at ard 7.45pm! So there was not much time to be impatient hahahahah. 3/4 the time spent waiting was Fer listening to me repeating "I'M SO EXCITED!"

I don''t have much pictures. I don't have the habit of taking photos because my photography skills is near to non-existence, I only take a few for memories' sake!  

Our $202 view! *.*

When the curtain dropped, IT FELT LIKE A DREAM HAHAHAHAH. Sibei xiao drama. But reallyyy, after soooooo long, and watching so many videos, I'm finally watching them live!! Then I asked Fer sooooo many times if this was real hahahahahah!!!! 

The talking was so... full of rubbish hahahahhaha!!! Super funny, maybe they can be comedians after they retired hor? 

It was so so soooooooo amazing!! 

Favourite moment!!! Though the confetti only reached the VIP area hahahahah. 

Final bow. 

They are super known for having many encores hahahahahah, and Saturday was no different! It was so good they sang for sooooo long! It was more than what I'd expected! The previous time, they ended at ard 11pm. But this time round, we ended close to 12mn! It was soooooo good, I don't even have post concert depression! ^^

I think throughout the whole Saturday, my most repeated phrases are "I'M SO EXCITED" & "AM I DREAMING" 

I am so closed to trying to buy the tickets for KL show! But then I thought I shouldn't be so bad. Give KL ppl the chance to watch it too, don't snatch with them! Hahahah! But my greatest dream will be to catch them live in Taiwan! ^^ Or HK, since they have so many shows in HK every year! /:

P.S // My ear still has the ringing sound up till now. I Googled abt it and it's recommended to see doctor if it's still ard after 24hrs? Wahh I scared. 

4th

FEELING DEAD AS USUAL!!

The week feels exceptionally loooooong because I'm looking forward to Saturday sooo much! ^^

It's down to 2 more days heheh! *\o/*
Still looking for tickets for tmr's night show! But no one's selling them! ):
But then again, with that amount, I can buy a pair of sneakers lehh hehehhe!

SO TEMPTED TO GET A PAIR OF SILVER SUPERGA!

Mayday 9th Album - 自傳

Finally laid my hands on the album! 

Story goes.. 

- Started stalking Rock Records FB since forever

- Finally announced same release date as Taiwan - 21 July 

- Rock Records have got no idea what time shops will receive stock

- Called CD Rama to leave number cause they also had no idea 

- Had to run errands at Bras Basah, so I decided to peek, but nope, not stocked yet

- Continue with errands, ending at Chinatown 

- Internal struggle if I should go back BB or head home 

- Went home, 2 minutes after I alighted from bus, BB call

- #badluckger #xiaosuay #ahsuay 

- Went home to freshen up and left for BB

- POPULAR CLOSES AT 7, I REACHED AT 7.10 T.T 

BUT NVM. All aside, I got the album! ^^ 

Here comes part 2.

- Reserved both versions cause y'know, 2nd last album

- Went down, collect, pay, and go 

- Realised that only difference was pre-order version comes with gift 

- OK CAN -.- 

- Refund the normal version paiseh-ly

END OF MY ADVENTURE, :'D 

25 July - 3 days after I have the songs in my phone. I already have some favourites! 

The lyrics are a hit! 

阿信 will always be my favourite lyricist! 

Here are some of them:

如果我們不曾相遇

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那一天  那一刻  那個場景  你出現在我生命

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如果我們從不曾相識  不存在這首歌曲

好好 (想把你寫成一首歌)

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好好假裝我  已經把你忘掉

後來的我們

-

在某處  另一個你  留下了

在那裡  另一個我  微笑著

另一個我們  還深愛著

代替我們永恆著

如果能這麼想  就夠了

派對動物

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那現實中  已經有太多讓步

~

你忘了笑  還忘了能哭

終於結束的起點

-

未來的我們  也許能說聲好久不見  好久不見

任意門

-

你問我全世界是哪裡最美？

答案是「你身邊」  只要是你身邊

As for the other songs, I've gone through the lyrics but it hasn't really set into me yet, cause... CANNOT HEAR CLEARLY IN THE SONGSSSS!! Hahahahahah!! 

Dead

It feels like death with so many things on my mind.

#1 on my mind now is, WHEN WILL MY BACK STOP ACHING.
Wait, it isn't even aching. It's more like pain. It started with the side of my hip. I thought it would go away after some day. But it went on and now even my back hurts like mad.

#2 is something useless. Like, if I should go to Bras Basah to check out if they already stock up the album hahahah.

Last day of first half of 2016

TMR MARKS THE FIRST DAY OF THE SECOND HALF OF 2016, AND....

I'm still the same!
At the same place, doing the same thing, but feeling a littleeee bit more motivated.

I'm currently at the stage in between falling sick and not. My throat feels dry as desert. But it's not to the painful extent yet. I'v been drinking so much water I had stomach cramps this morning -.-

This week feels painfully slow, we're only at Thursday! Tmr's finally Friday!! I already figured out how nua I wanna be this weekend. Gonna watch videos, figure out how to place order for the pre-order, and sort out some other things.

Cannot wait for Aug and Sept to be overrrrrrr. My most dreaded months of the year.

DECISIONS

Being the impatient me, I cannot decide if I want to do the pre-order online, Airfrov the album, or just wait patiently for it to be stocked in Singapore. But then there are chances of not getting it, idk maybe not enough stocks or something? Fer says to call and leave my number for them to call me back. I could just patiently wait for Rock Records to update their FB. Keyword: I COULD. HAHAHA. I have until 17th July to decide if I wanna pre-order from the Taiwan record company. But idk how much I'll have to pay for shipping. Ok, I can email to ask. & I shall do that.

Things I do

Up bright and early on a Saturday morning.. JUST TO BUY TICKETS TO MAYDAY'S CONCERT IN AUGUST! Then I have my mum, and Fer making sure I'm awake (': Things my family and friends do for me~ 3 more minutes until the sales start!!!!!! SO EXCITED!!

// GUESS WHO IS GOING TO THE CONCERT!! *\o/* //

How do you do it?

Is there a need to compare everything? Why can't people just control the tone of their voice? Will kicking up a big fuss really solve anything? Do you even think about your own actions before you talk about others? Why do people like to put themselves above everyone else? Does it kill to just put yourself down? Why are people so contradicting? Why are people so two-faced? How can you talk about someone, and the next moment, you talk to the person in question like as if you are so close? How can you do the things that you are doing, and still think that you are above everyone else?

Everyday, I try to be the bigger and better person than I was. But there are just sometimes, things, and people who gets on your nerves, no matter how good you try to be.

This week is terrible.

Labour Day Weekend

Started my long weekend with an interview on Friday! But I got the permission to not return back to office after work, so.. weekend start earlier for me, yay! But because it was a normal working day, got home quite early to laze around, watch drama! 

Saturday started with morning breakfast with the folks, followed by attending a funeral ): So heart-wrenching, I cannot ): 

Went home to shower, then headed off to my auntie's shop for the shop's 30th Anniversary. 

Hahahahah! Dk why only 30th got celebrations, but since invited then ok.. Hahahah! My uncle was mentioning next time put MJ table there then can start immediately, but cannot, police will catch hahahahaha. Then cousin said "This one not my area, if something happen, I cannot do anything hor" HAHAHAH! 

Hoped over to my auntie's house from the shop! And had a very bitchy conversation. HAHAHAH!  

Sunday was spent out of home. Shopping with mother and sis, before going for our favourite ytf for supper! We spent an hour in Sephora looking at make up omg but all I bought was a lip crayon, because they didn't carry NYX face powder at the GCW store. 

Yesterday was just.. tired. Very tired. Slept at 3am and woke up at 9.30am. CAN DIE. But no matter what, I couldn't go back to sleep. So I watched shows on my phone, until noon. 

THIS MORNING FELT LIKE DEATH BECAUSE I ONLY SLEPT AT 1AM LAST NIGHT! D:

Lucky it's only 4-days work week! Mum's bday tmr, dinner on Thur with my bestf! ^^ 

Dilemma

To go to Beijing only, or to make a trip down to Shanghai as well?
I could cover Shanghai in 3 days, which means I can arrive in Shanghai and take a train down to Beijing and leave from Beijing back to Singapore. I just checked the tickets for this route and it's only SGD506. But then I have to factor in train tickets from Shanghai to Beijing, and accommodation in Shanghai. Which is quite reasonable. But main reason would be to visit Shanghai Disneyland hahahhaha. Don't know if it's a good idea cause I'm pretty sure it'd be packed with.. local Chinese.

Hmmm, decisions.

7 more hours till end of 14 Apr

Today has got to be the worst day ever in 2016.

I've been having troubles sleeping for the past 2 nights. First night my sis kept moving ard and it was almost impossible for me to sleep. Yesterday was worse. She kept clearing her nose in the loudest way possible. Everytime I'm so close to falling asleep, she does it. THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT. Fml.

2 nights of not enough sleep, and I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, to make things worse. What could be worse right? Yupp, thought things will only get better but no. More things came up at work, my sneakers are giving me blister. Yupppppp o.o

Thinking of cancelling my dinner plans later but I feel bad doing it. So I'm either heading straight home after dinner, or I could catch a movie. But we'll see. Ice cream might make me feel better. But I don't even wanna interact with any human being right now, not even my closest friend or anything. I have this I cannot be bothered feel now. I couldn't even maintain a straight face just now.
Part of me is using all the strength I have inside me to hold me back from confronting my sis. Why the fuck does she not want to sleep at night for fuck's sake. So late do what? Rob bank ah? -.- Just sleep la.

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Something to inject a little sunshine in my very dark day, I started on DOTS, and I could understand why everyone is swooning over Song Joong Ki. Not bad, I must say. Finally a decent female lead. Actually all decent la. Except for one that I really don't like (Hint: Heirs, Pinocchio *shifty eyes*) HHAHAHAHA PRETTY OBVIOUS.

Heading for dinner in awhile and I'm still feeling full from lunch. But of course, I finished lunch only at 3pm, how to be hungry by 5?

-.-

08/04/16

We're into the 4th month of the year!! *\o/*

Sometimes it feels like time really flies. Other times, you just want time to fly.

Here's what I've been up to! (Whatever that comes to my mind)

1. Caught Zootopia with Fer on Tue!
2. Nic the fox is sucha gentleman, even better than real life guys these days.
3. One loud guy in the cinema, 1.2 the time laughing at him instead
4. Caught Batman vs Superman last week
5. Had my first box of salted popcorns
6. The first popcorn had me wishing that it was a mix of sweet and salty
7. Then I wished I was just unlucky that one salted one mixed in and I was just unlucky
8. Sorry, life is not always rainbows and butterflies, WHOLE BOX WAS SALTED >:
9. Front part was boring and I needed to talk so badly
10. That was my first "superhero" movie
11. Sick of finding for jobs already
12. FINALLY FRIDAY!
13. My hands are itching to buy a Kenzo watch
14. But I cannot decide if I need it
15. HUNGRY AF RIGHT NOW
16. Cannot wait for lunch
17. Maybe I should watch Cheese in the Trap now
18. Cannot wait to watch DOTS to feeeeel the hype
19. This was actually drafted on Wed, but only finished today.
20. (: