im so jealous of those that has LEXUS RX300!!
its so nice la.im gonna buy it next time.
(not the car model.the ACTUAL one)
i don't care if its out dated already or what.
or i must seat in the car at least once!!
its damn nice la.like a piece of treasure lor.
so bloddy damn nice!!i like la.
and my mother said its not nice.hmpf!
whatever lor.i like can already.
than i told her not to seat in my car next time!
and guess what she said?
she said don't seat don't seat la.
i'll remember this.haha.lalalalalalalala.

i feel so useless ok.
i don't dare to call people one la.
esp. their hse!!but if its people from the clique,
i dare la.but not amanda.
i don't, know why.just very scared lor.
and the worst is when their parents or who ever
say they not at home! i tell you!
thats disaster!!you don't know if say thank you better.
or bye bye better.sigh.
i hate this.and also another thing.people don't reply msg.
and when you need their reply urgntly,they don't reply.
but when you not urgent to get their reply,they reply!!
how irritating ok.
and this actually happen to ME!!!!
grrr!! it simply pissed me off.hmpf!!

and also some people.they make use of you.
than after they get what they want,
they just throw you aside like they never knew you!
wth.i hate this type of people la.and they call you.
but only once in a blue moon.and and and.
they call you just to make use of you for entertainment.
simply because they are bored.after you call them,
they simply forget that you are still on the line.
they keep quiet.what's the difference if you are bored or not?
just don't understand these kind of people.sigh.
and.they get everything out of you.including your friends!!
they complained about your this best friend called A.than,
the next moment you her her saying that she's going out with A!
two-headed snake la!! (its zhenyi's somehow copyrighted by zhenyi.)
than few days later,you know they became the best of all bests friends.
than your these frind who made you of you,just take it as though nothing happened.
and when you call them for entertainment,they just stay on the line and keep quiet.
and when you ask them to talk,they say they are busy.wth la.
there's actually these type of people existing one earth.and they are around ME!!

and there's also this one type of people.
they think that laughing at jokes is an uncivilised act.
i mean.you would laugh at jokes WHEN THEY ARE FUNNY RIGHT?
unless that person is some crazy one or slow one who doesn't laugh at something
which is PURE FUNNY!!!sigh.these people just don't have a sense of humour in them la.
i mean.don't tell me that a NORMAL person don't laugh at things that are FUNNY??
thats how a NORMAL person would react.not that im stuborn or what la.
but what im stating is the fact.sigh.just don't understand these people.

and there also another type of people.
they say that they don't like this person called B.
but,they continue hanging out with B.and when asked,
they some say did it out of pityness.others say no choice.
i mean.what's your problem?don't like say don't like la.
just tell B straight in the face.why bother to do it.
and doing it out of no chioe and pityness!!
B can always go find other friends.not as if B is those anti-social type.
sigh.and there is also this type of people,they say you are her bestie.than,
behind her back,you complain and complain about her!!
why can't they just live together happily as friends??
there's no need to do this right??if you are those heartless people,
just hang out with who you want la.
don't go hang out with people just because you pity them.
or doing it because you have no choice.sigh.
things like these are actually happening around ME!!

happening around EARTH.
EARTH.its suppose to be a happy place.
where all of us live together happily.
and live together in harmony right?
why cause those riots??
why cause troubles because you are not happy with these someone?
and why go bomb other people's country?
just because you are not happy?
and cause people to lost their loved ones?
and why argue??
over small little matters??
not as if your friend killed your family members or what right?
sigh.
just let it be la.TOLERENCE is the word.
just tolerate with them.than,
the EARTH would be a happy place.
everyone happy with each and other.
no talking bad.sigh.but i know.
all these will only happen in DREAM.
and probably only in my dream.
its a DREAM NOT come true.


just a DREAM.

boring la.
staying at home to rot.
grr!i hate this!
its not gonna do me any good.
rarr!!!!

suppose to meet amanda and her friend today for lunch.
but after a long long timeto decided,we decided not to
go anywhere.
actually wanna go look for job with amanda.but no in the end!

i need to do out seriously!at least entertainment!
but im not getting any of this.oh man!!
this is it!!im dying.due to boredom.grr!!
i need to talk to some one!
anyone.if someone were to call me now,
i would love that person damn much la.

lalalala.
might be conferencing with amanda and friends in a few minutes time!
this better be fun!or else thats it!
i can just go die.

its a dream NOT come true;

went to collect results in the morning.
went to 3P.sigh.of all classes la.sigh.
no choice.SSG and POA.
just what i want.(:
but not the class! ):

hahaha.
amanda came in the afternoon.
left at 5+ to meet her friend than can fly..
hahaha.funny please.had this conversation
with amanda.(see clique blog)
fun la.amanda can comunicate with animals la.
in the past,i could also.but no longer.haha.
i've lost my ability to comunicate with animals.
haha.

went to play a little trick on some people.haha.
damn funny la.can't stand it please.funny la.
shall not elaborate.haha.damn funny.((:
my room is getting worst la.
its getting messier and messier by day.
sigh.i wish i could do something about it.
hmm.i will take a day to pack my whole room.
why not wait till new year la.spring cleaning.
than im gonna paint my room sky blue.
and have some drawings on it.
anyone interested to help me???haha.than there
will be nothing that doesn't belong to me.
only my things and my things!!

than its a new year.everything would be from the start.
no more believing in people.just myself.ha!i would
leave everything behind except all those happy memories
with them and them.

hmm.i dunno how am i gonna comunicate with those people
next year la.its like i dunno anyone from that class lor.im not
in the same class as zhenyi!!!grr!!!i must get my mother to buy
books asap.than im gonna study and study like siao!!!than
maybe got good results than get back to express in sec4!!!
i must!!!

but for now,i guess i'll just seat infront of my com for another
few more weeks/.than it'll be study time!!!
i think the school is damn unfair la._______ never take SAII
and she can get into 3.2.express lor!!than me and zhenyi??
we took SAII and yet we went down to normal!!WTH!!!!
its so unfair!!!!

you've finally show your true colours???
only now??well.i guess i've been stupid enough la.
getting the ______ to accept you.and than?this is what happen!!
don't ever expect me to trust you ever again!!!you've lost my trust!

ok.i have 5 minutes to update my blog.
im gonna go off at 1500.i promised to
go off at 1400 but since im late already
so go off at 1500 lor.anyway.it doesn't
matter what time i go off la.also got no
one online.there's only like 3/4 la.so
little lor.grr!!

hmm.went for sis's graduation ytd.ok la.
quite cute.and guess what?!?my sister did
not get the best conduct award.haha.
neither did she get the best effort award.
haha.and she was asking why she did not
get the best conduct award.of course
won't get la.she sang the BARNEY song
that carmen taught me to both her chinese
and english teacher lor.confirm won't get
award one la.and plus she's always playing
around.she even asked her chinese teacher
not to give any homework la.tsktsk.like
that where can get award.

i guess i better go get a job.or else im
gonna stay at home for like 1 month plus
doing nothing.lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!


oh.i was so bored that i actually added
myself online!!!haha.its already like 1504
and im still at my com.i better get off soon.

holidays sucks man!!nothing to do.
the only best part is that can sleep till late late.
but thats the only part.other than that its boring!
i hate holidays la.can't get to see all my friends
lor.grr!!!oh.i will be going sentosa with amanda
and dunno who else on wednesday.hmm.i'll be
meeting her at 0930 at tiong.wonder if i can wake
up??and wonder if she can wke up??if she can't
than i guess we might just call off the whole thing lor.
hmm.if i have to wake up early that means i'll have to
sleep early on tuesday night.and i shall do that!!!hee!

ytd went cousin hse.
auntie uncle cousin and mother played mahjong!
sister play and play and play.me??just seat there
and see lor.what else can i do.oh.and i fiddled
around with my baobei!!(camera!)
i realised that my baobei is so good ok.its didn't
gave me any problems ytd while i was taking video.

plyed hide and seek with my mother ytd at the
community centre.haha.tolda her im going infront
to get a better view than after awhile,she went looking
for me just because i never go back to my seat after
sister's performence was over.haha.
everyone was looking for me.they thought i got caught
by some baddies.nonsense la.catch me for what la?
siao!!

hey!my post is long.but never mind la.it has always
been long.haha.mother making noise le.gotta go!!
bye!

hmm.i've break my record again!!!
yeah!!!
im a happy kid once again!
yay!!!!!im happy.haha.

amanda:this time its not xin ku at all.
its so easy.as easy as abc.
actually its all because im sewing my belt la.
its keeping me busy thats why.but its not
the main reason.because i've got over it!!!
yeah!!haha.

now im totally happy kid.i can go where ever
i want.my mother just allows me to.and.
i dunno why?she has been good this few days la.
hmm.she must be up to something.but who cares?
as long as i can go out,
IM A HAPPY KID!!!!

jialing:
YOU STILL CANT DO IT!!!SO USELESS.
geraldlyn:SORRY LA.NOT I WANT ONE WHAT.
jialing:GRR!!!WHY? WHY?WHY?
geraldlyn:I ALSO DUNNO WHY.JUST CANT RESIST IT LOR.SORRY.
jialing:GRR!!YOU!!!HOPELESS LA!!
geraldlyn:I KNOW LA.SORRY LOR.
jialing:GRR!!!!!NO COMMENTS!!!!
geraldlyn:SIGH......)):
I FAILED TO DO IT.HOPELESS ME.

i've done it!!!yeah!!
congrats to you geraldlyn!!
haha.
its something worth celebrating!!
yupp.so i shall celebrate with jialing ok?
haha.ok!!ok.im just so crazy la.tsk.
who else can be crazier than me.and i
dunno why im feeling so pc ok??
something is wrong.but i dunno which
part of me went wrong??i guess its..
EVERYWHERE!!
sigh.thats a bad sign.
opps!!i must stop sighing.i'll go old.
not good not good.must stop.

jialing must stop.so must geraldlyn.
haiya.im crazy!!i've gone mad!!but
be due to all the boring-ness.sigh.
i just cant stop sighing and talking to
myself right jialing?there i go again.
maybe i should break my record another day?
NO!!!geraldlyn!!you can't do that to yourself la!!
your xin xin ku ku than break your record.and
now you don't wnt to break it.tsk.what you want?


geraldlyn:i also dunno la.just feel like and don't feel like lor.
jialing:haiya.you must continue.you've already come so far with it.
geraldlyn:yupp.i must jian zhi dao di!! i must.anyway.i going offline soon le mah.
so can one la.i believe i can make it!!
jialing:YES!!thats the type of spirit you must have!!!
geraldlyn:yes.i will.and will continue having it.
jialing and geraldlyn:JIA YOU!!!!

i've gone crazy!!!i need to seek professional help soon.
get myself treated soon.
wait!!thats my hobby.
talking to myself is my hobby.i like it so much.
so cannot say i crazy.its just my hobby.
not that im crazy right?
YES!!!!
im not always like this la.only when im blogging.
and when i don't feel right or when i nothing to do.
at least i don't smile to myself.like some people.
neither do i talk to my ipod.like some people.
i also don't talk to scars.like some people.
im just different!! because i only talk to myself.
oh!!and the wall la.but only certain walls.
i don't talk to every walls.haha.

what a long post today!!!haha.my hands are tired.
i shall just stop here.ok.bye jialing!!
bye geraldlyn!!!
oh no!there i go again!!can't be help la.haha.

went to meet amanda today.suppose to meet her at 1030 but end up meeting at 1400.why leh??becauce both of us over selpt.i woke up at 11 and she woke up at 11+.than at 12 i decided to call her.ok lor.say meet at 1300.than later she called me.she'll be late.so meet at 1330.but...it started to rain!!!so i was busy looking for umbrella till the rain stop.so in the end,reach there at 1400 lor.met her outside mac.she was talking to her friend.haha.went kopitiam.she had to eat and so i went there to eat ice kacang.haha.i sort of customize it.haha.nice.i like!!haha.than after that walked around tiong.got two new shops.more that words and a pet shop.

after walk until sian liao went town.took a long long time to decide to go town la.reached town.less than 1 hour go back tiong.watched SKY HIGH!!!nice la.i like.haha.hmm.on the way back to tiong i tell you.damn funny la.watched just for laughs.haha.I laughed and laughed lor.like some crazy women can??than some unknown people beside me said i crazy la.(not amanda)who's the crazy one please.the show is so funny la.no sense of humour!!hmpf!!!than amanda act as if she dunno me like that la.wth.oh.and when the bus suddenly stopped the two person infront of me like seating roller coastor like that.haha.they moved forward and backward.funny please.then one of them sort of move side way la.haha.so funny la!!!i think im really crazy.sigh.oh.i must stop sighing so much.sighing too much can make someone old very fast!!haha.

haiya.i don't wanna blog le.very tired le.go talk to people better!!!takecare people.bye!!
oh!amanda is my tortise.haha.

im posting for the second time today!!!
how bored can i get!?!?
and the worst is!!!NO ONE'S ONLINE!
not even my talking partner!!!
someone help me!!save me!!
i seriously need entertainment!!help!!!
there's only 6 people online!!!
can you ever believe it!!6!!only 6!!!
no way man!!6 is so little!!but....
if my talking partner is online than
even if she's the only one online its just like 10
people online!!but she's not!!!and no one's talking to me!!
im getting bored la!!
grr!!!!

i miss and love those schooling days man!!
when there are people laughing with me.
telling me jokes!!iknow its a bit too late la.but who cares.
i still have to say it.

to angielina/sadistic friend/retarded partner/BESTIE:
thanx for all those jokes.i'll miss them.and of course you la.
and in maths class,there'll be no one to talk to me anymore!
how sad is that.no more sound of horses riding!!
than in maths class,i'll be bored.no one talking to me.
no more you singing to me.and you won't be there to stop
me from talking to the wall.and my condition will get worst!!
sigh.how i miss those days.
no more spelling words to you in class.only when i see you.
and i hope i will have time to spell those words to you.
ILOVEANGIELINATOBITS!!

to rachel/hip hop jelly partner:
hmm..i don't really have lots of things to say to you la.
but still.thank you for all!!i'll miss you!!sigh.
we must eat hip hop jelly together again!!and make candles!!
ILOVERACHELYANGXUEJUNLOADSLOADS!

to carmen/daughter/worker/mid-night friend/ok partner:
carmen!you still owe me a night!you promised to talk to me
till morning the other time!hmpf! i dont care! i want it.
and for the msn person and that 5th november thing.
don't worry la.it will be a happy ending ok?
look on the bright side man!!and all your jokes.(that are lame
to others)well.i'll miss them so much!!and your dancing??
haha.next time,there'll be no one to entertain me after recess
outside the class le.sigh.i'll miss you loads.
ILOVECARMENSIEWJIAYIMANYMANY!!!

to ashley/complain partner/evil unfeeling friend:
hmm..i've got loads of things to complain to you
and loads of things to tell you!!we shall find a day
where we seat down and complain non stop ok.
and be evil also.haha.
ILOVEASHLEYHONGANLOADSLOADS!!!!

to felicia/stress friend/small-minded partner:
yo!!there'll be no one to play stress with me anymore!!
except zhenyi.(if she happens to be in the same class as me)
than i'll stress her till she gets real stress!!haha.than we shall go
home together ok?hehe
ILOVEFELICIAYIPTILLBITS!!!

to amanda/daughter:
hmm.all those times we had together.one word:
FUN!!!
nothing fun-ner than that.yupp.next year we must
go out together as a family ok?haha.hmm.
nothing to do now!!im getting bored!!anyway:
ILOVEAMANDATANMANQIMANYMANY!!!

to melanie/twin:
twin.although you are blur at times,moody ect but
you are still my twin!!!you shall be my one and only twin
i have!!!!i'll miss you.but still,we have to go on.but we
will still be twins forever right??
ILOVEMELANIEWONGCHUTINGTOBITS!!!
ILOVEMYTWINFOREVER!!!!<<<3!!!

why like that?blogger is in chinese??haiya.now i can use the com all i want!!hahahahaha.yeah!!!!amanda says that im evil.(in her blog)evil in what way leh?im not lor.im kind please.

amanda:im not evil at all la.im so nice lor.you must tell me evil in what sense la.im evil in a way that im kind ok.haha.if im evil i would not even bother to tell them!!at least i told them a bit la.hmpf.so im not evil.anyway.i got nothing to tell then mah.

i so dont want 26 of november to come la.carmen is not going.neither is angielina.may felicia also not going.than what for??grr!!never mind.im gonna have another one for FRIENDS only.strictly for children below 18.hmpf!!

haiya.can use com also no use.nothing to do.

long time since i update.all thanx to my mum.sigh.my com will only be in the room in 3 days time.which is so long la.and only can use the internet on the 15 la!!so long please.how can i stand it any longer??grr!!!!!2B has split.but 2STBERNADETTE2005 will forever be one!!! ILOVEALLOFYOU!!!!2B rocks!!!

haiya.im so bored la.everyone on msn is either dead or boring la.grr!!!i wished there was no holiday/weekend la.than i would not be as bored.now im like so totally bored.went auntie's hse just now.nothing interesting.not fun one.thats why homed before anyone of them la.although everyone online id dead but its better than staying there.being bored to death!!!today nothing interesting la.so not much to talk about.just my party on 26 27 november!!!!i really can wait for it to come.im not in a hurry for the day to come please.carmen is not going!!!!!no one will laugh with me on that day!!!all those that are going,[if there are people going la]i bet they won't laugh at the jokes.

i seriously regretted asking _____to go.i will thank god if i dont see _____on that day.but also not very happy la.at least better than ____going.and we,being like __________!!which i dont like at all.not at ALL!!but if we dont act like ______on that day,i'll be seriously happy!!![only if _____goes la]if not also good la.cause i dont expect alot to turn up.maybe one or two only.than what for??haiya!!dunno la dunno la!!!!i dont care anymore!

haiya.im so not happy today please.im not myself la.just now went out also like that.im not happy the whole day la.i dunno why!!!im so not myself today please.haiya!!!!

went town today.went to sign broadband.yeah!!the one with free iPod nano.haha.now i can use computer all day long without having my mother to nag at me!!!yeah!!now all i need is either a new computer!!than thats all.hah!!haiya.im so not happy so not myself today la!!im not happy the whole day please.its so seldom la.whats wrong with me today??hmm...since morning la.haiya.dont care la.im not gonna blog anymore!!its so boring!!!

haiya.very boring leh.no one online la.only like 4 can??so little la.today is friday!!there should be a lot of people online!!!haiya.maybe after exams.all go out.happily!!!today went for NE trail pre-tour.not fun at all la.i was so so tired please.haiyo.i should not have gone for it la.got so many things to do la.not fun at all.than still must talk to the primary 6s.confirm cannot one la.never mind.i'll leave the talking to zhenyi zhixian and felicia.haha.haiya.very bored la!!!msn looks so dead please.no one one!!!and im so bored!!i shall just finish everything here.and wait for people to go online.((:

yeah.i love my blog so much now.thanx to felicia!!haha.haiya.now ah.i don't care who is going/who is not going on the 26 27 novenber liao la.carmen who is the only one who knows how to laugh at my jokes is not going.because she going to her mother's company D&D to see...angielina my sadistic friend/retarded partner is also not going cause she going to taiwan.than felicia not going because she might be having piano exam.than even if she go also cannot stay over!!haiya.somemore my mother say wanna upgrade the room to two level la.i don't think there's a need now la.even if people go,i think that the most is like only 2 to 3 la.or maybe NONE!!!haiya.don't care le la.i don't bother aymore la.those that i asked,if you wanna go go.if you don't wanna go forget it.i don't care anymore!those going just msg me or give me a call la.haiya.

just came back from ashley's party!me felicia and cherng shing is the first to leave la.so early please.but never mind la.tomorrow got school.but still.even if im home early also won't sleep so early.ok.im bored now!!but no one to talk to!!!never mind.i shall go watch tv.the show is nice la.the nine o'clock one.everyone on msn is like so dead please.no one to talk to.if not is no topic to talk about!!haiya.bored la!!!

I NEED A HAIR CUT SERIOULSY!!!!

my hair is getting from bad to worst.so long so curly please.i don't like la.than so thick also.grr!but SHE said that i can only cut when school gonnareopen or when its my birthday.like why?
need to have a special date to cut hair meh?siao one!!

oh.heard from HER that HE is gonna buy a new laptop or someting.i can bet with you.even till year 2007,the laptop is not even considered to be bought yet.THEY are alays like this la.last year SHE told me that gonna buy something.until this year SHE have not even consider buying it yet.its so long that i forgot what she wanted to buy la.haiya.whatever that THEY said,its just like fairytale la.it will never come true.lalalala.i still prefer to live in realistic life la.haha.proof to me that fairytale do come true!!but i guess after all,it will still be fairytale la.never come true.

i wanna shift house.this room is so small.and there is so many things inside this room!!i seriously need a bigger room!!!unless SHE decide to throw all those big things away!!but those things will never be thrown away la.haiya.

sigh.tomorrow is holiday la.grr.hate it la.cannot laugh cannot play.also cannot..haiya.cannot do alot of things la.stay at home!!nothing to do!!dont like!!!i just decorated my small little cupboard.so nice la.haha.i like lor.must come and see!!haha.so nice so nice!!!wo xi huan!!haha.hen mei.haha.oh.we got back english and chinese paper.english i think and hope will pass.chinese i think i will pass liao la.but i hope that overall wont fail la.yeah!!im listening to tong hua!!!AGAIN!!!damn nice please!!but now not ok.my tong hua got problem.oh.or rather the whole disc la.haiya.how can??my favorite disc la!!haiyo.went carmen's hse just now.was a surprise visit for her.haha.went for a while.than her father came home.me and felicia was so scared la.haha.than we faster get out of the hse.haha.haiyo.im so bored now!!AGAIN!!!never mind.its not the first time la.so yupps.get used to it thenok liao lor.i hurted my sadistic friend cum retarded partner so many times today la.she must be very very very hurt.sigh.but i already said sorry.what more can i do right??haiya.the next time i see her she ok liao la.haha.she would not be hurt for so long la.the most it.5 minutes.haha.

gave the whole clique chocolate today.although not very big la.but still.its the thoughts that count.haha.haiya.tomorrow no school.can talk on the phone with carmen again.haha.now i talking to felicia on the phone!!haha.im always talking on the phone.because its my hobby la.haha.i love talking on the phone la!!damn nice please.on day,i must find someone that will/can talk to morning.which means throughout the night.until the next morning.haha.thats gonna be fun!!but no one has talk to me till morning before.i want!!!hmm..i shall find someone who can talk till morning.haha.fun la.but i dont think people will want.all wanna sleep!!hmpf.not fun one!!hmpf!!never mind.now i shall go rest for tonight.i wanna talk to carmen.[only if she want la.]

tomorrow's monday!!yeah.back to school.yeah!!hmm.lets see.im staying at home today.firstly: because its raining.secondly:its raining and i can sleep.haha.its my hobby la.haha.i have a new hobby!!:collecting people's name tag.haha.haiya.staying at home also not very good.because i get bored easily.oh.yesterday night talked to carmen again.haha.the night before,we said bye to each other at 2.15a.m than yesterday night,we also said bye to each other at 2.15 a.m.haha.fun man.lalalalalalalalalalalala.haha.i cant wait to go escape please.its gonna be fun!![i hope!!]tong hua is so damn nice la.i like.so nice please.nobody is talking to me.i need someone to talk to me seriously!!now!!oh.i hope we can have that big big conference again.all the people.you know or dunno.all talk together.haha.when are we gonna have it again??soon i hope.haha.and if we really have it,im gonna talk all i want.haha.then i think i'll end up talking to myself.haha.like always.so one more time wont kill la.haha.never mind.im always talking to myself.haiya.i shall end here la.

EXAMS OVER!!!!! yeah!!so happy please.im so so happy la!!!hahahahahahahaha.lalalala.nothing can make me happier please.haha.so many things happen today.haha.haiya.i got nothing to say la.just that im very happy!!!!!haha.ok.i too happy already.dunno what to say.so.here. i shall end.haha.

yeah.tomorrow's last paper.hahaha.so happy please.haha.oh.i lost my wallet today.haiya.nobody knows where it is.its a mystery!!!hahaha.now im online.haha.lost my wallet still can go online.haha.im a weird person.haha.people lost wallet very sad.i lost wallet i happy happy.haha.its ok la.there's nothing i can do.haha.what done cannot be undone la.haha.today was fun.haha.after paper went macs for brunch.than headed to felicia's house.two groups of people.rachel ashley carmen and me went.ashley and rachel in the hall.me and carmen in the computer.than italked to ashley and rachel online when they are just in the hall.haha.than rachel heard everything i said la.than whats the point of going online.huh??ok.i dunno what im talking about ok.i shall stop here.

today im at felicia's hse.haha.im going to people hse everyday.haha.because i dont wanna go home so early.if not my mother wil nag and nag all day.later have to go fetch my sister.haiya.im bored la.carmen,rachhel,ashley,angielina and,joyce and mel having lunch now at tiong.[i think]here i am.at felicia's hse.haha.ok.now she has gone to bathe.so am all alone.haha.hmm.when i reach home i shall go bathe.than sleep.when im at home ther's nothing i can do but sleep.than i will wake up.then study.tomorrow's science paper.sigh.today was maths one.not as difficult as ms sim say la.or its maybe i anyhow do thats why i think its easy la.haha.ok.tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!thats i.my science sucks la.haiyo.friday is home econs.

hmm.talk about friday.should i go to sentosa???hmm..lets see how many people going first la.if only a few going than i rather go town please.haha.i mean town is better after all.but cannot play like siao la.later people complain.i think felicia's hse so cool please.haha.but im still bored.haiya.since when am i not bored.haha.sigh.nobody is online la.so bored.no one to disturb.haiya.not fun.hmm.i shall be guai today.i will not go online when im at home.[i hope it wil come true.haha]i must control.back to the topic.should i go sentosa.i wanna go.but what if nobodys going??haiya.shall talk about it when the time comes la.anyway i always do last minute decision one what.haha.one more time wont kill!!haha.

haha!!im at carmen's hse again!!haha.with mel.ok.lets see.why do i like to come carmen's hse??hmm.first,there's no one nagging at me.secondly,i think carmen's hse is lucky!!AT TIMES la.but not today.its ok.at least there's no one nagging at me.haha.now im all alone in the computer room whil carmen and mel in the living room.dunno doing what la.haha.isn't that good??no one snatch the computer with me.haha.now the SOS club got 2 new people.angielina and melanie.she on the bus until just now keep on saying she want la.grr.pissed off leh.haiyo.today everyone very high.haha.no one is online right now.so sad.*sob* *sob*no one to talk to.sad la.hmpf.

my sadistic friend accuse me just now.haha.but never mind.she said sorry.so i ok lor.im a very easy going person.haha.ok.im beginning to like carmen's hse so much please.haha.i wanna come her hse everyday please.sigh.im bored.since when am i not.haha.im so bored now la.

oh.i lost my camera in my hse la.i cannot find it lor.haiya.so sad la.now the oly camera i have is my phone.so useless please.a bit of pictures only memory full.haiyo.im taking pictures of everyone's name tag now la.so fun please.so far i have carmen's mel's angielina's felicia's and rachel's.next im gonna take ashley's louisa's xinyi's joyce's.hmm.than i might take other's.yupp.taking pictures of other people's name tag is so fun please.i like.haha.im gonna ask rachel to make me name tags of everyone in the clique.hmm.than i'll have to check my bank first.haha.

oh.rachel ask if friday wanna go sentosa.hmm.should i go?i check my schedule first.haha.if last minute got people ask me go out than of course i go out l.but must see who.if its people like....than i wont go la.but if its people like felicia or the clique i will go la.but sentosa i really have to think first.i dont wanna get sun-burn la.neither do i wanna put sun-block.than there's no point going to sentosa.maybe i should go.get myself tann,but im so lazy.JIALING!!should i go??geraldlyn....up to you la.if you think its ok than go ahead.but im lazy to go la.haiya.let me consider la.if JIALING is going than i go lor.if she's not going than i wont go lor.oh.and if my sadistic friend going i also will go.even though JIALING not going!!because my sadistic friend going mah.haha.ok.i shoul end here.if not you people is gonna get bored.haha.

im at carmen hse again.and she's going crazy.sigh.she gone crazy liao.somebody help me!!!SAVE ME!!!SOS!!![according to carmen,its the siao of the siaos.]she can have a siao club.and she will chairperson of the club.she siao liao.haiyo.somebody help.now she is listening to 1985.then the whole song she only know 4 words.1985.hahahaha.now she translating chinese song.first lau shu aida mi.now dou jiang you tiao.haiya.she's simply crazy.haiya.now translating english to chinese.hahahahaha.now she going toilet.rest for me.i can post with peace.hahaha.tomorrow is geog paper.die la.i not even start with one chapter yet.sigh.

i just hate her la.haiyo.why like that.dont tell me she has been lying to me all this while.she told me how much she hated her.but now...sigh.things do change.nothing will be forever the same..a good example is her!!she changed so much please.from last time till now.sigh.i was that i can bring the some present to the past and some past to the present.sigh.but i cant.

TO EVERYONE:GOOD LUCK FOR THE FOLLOWING PAPERS.ITS ONLY ONE WEEK.AFTER THAT WILL BE ALL THE FUN!!((:


thats it.i've had enough!!!dont ever show me that plastic face of yours anymore.acting innocent??trying to lie to me??please.dont la.everyone cant see that.so please stop acting infront of ME!!you can go act innocent infront of anyone else but not ME!!stop acting infront of ME!!!its enough!!!you may think that i believe YOUR story but you are so WRONG!!!believing in YOUR story is just like lying to myself.please.its not as if im only 3 yrs old la.im way older than 3!!so stop all YOUR nonsense.stop acting innocent!!!it DOESN'T help.no point.

don't do things out of promise.do it out of sincerity.its ok even if you have to break the promise.its the thoughts that counts.

went dinner just now.nice.now at home.duh.haha.im bored sad hurt depressed AGAIN!!!!sigh.i wanna be happy like the last time.happy!!!but i know i can never be again.because of something.sigh.dont talk about it anymore.it only makes me bored-er sad-er hurt-er and depressed-er only.sigh.i wanna watch movie.but what show is nice??hmm.corpse bride.who wanna go with me???call me please.or i'll be in the cinema ALONE!!which i hate.anyone who wants to watch msg me or call me please!!!!!!ok.im bored.never mind.i shall go tag on people's board and go online and disturb people.haha.takecare people.

sigh.second time im posting.sigh.bored.sad.hurt.depressed.sigh.carmen and felicia are my lucky stars please.sigh.im very sad now!!!sigh.arrrggggg!!!!! i cant wait for monday please.its only saturday morning.0019 am la.haiyo.there's still sunday.oh man.i hate it la.sigh.i guess i should learn to let things go.sigh.thats the best thing.but its gonna be a difficult task to be accomplished.sigh.i must try my very best.geraldlyn wish jialing good luck!!jialing thanks geraldlyn for that because jialing is sure to need the luck.alot of it.all the best jialing!!!

amanda:sorry for not being able to solve your problem cause just now i was also having my own problems.trust me.i will help you.sigh.
angielina:sorry for not like bothering about you.haha.sadistic friend.sigh.

ok.im bored again.i feel like sleeping but i dont want to.sigh.the show on tv is sick please.sigh.there's no one online.and its a saturday night where everyone should be online.but right now,no one is online.sigh.msn look so dead now la.sigh.no one to talk to.even if there is,and i talk to one,the person also take me as dead la.so whats the point??just take me as a mad one la.haiya.so damn bored sad hurt depressed now!!!!!help!!!oh.i think tong hua is so so nice.its has been my favourite song for so long please.even till now.sigh.ok.someone please call me either on a friday night or saturday night please.im damn bored please.call me!!someone!!!please.im bored sad hurt depressed.i know im long winded la.but im really bored sad hurt depressed.sigh.if someone can call me now and talk to me,i will love the person so much please.haiya.but i doubt anyone would la.everyone is being a pig know.some are straight some not.some both.haha.like ah ___ the _ pig.haha.i feel like killing myself now la.so bored.arrggg!!!lets play a game.jialing!!??!ok.she's asleep.now it seems that im the only one not asleep.haiya.never mind.i shal also stop here.and join jialing in the sleep/.thats all.takecare people!!

at carmen house.haha.so happy please.haha.felicia also here.lunched with carmen felicia sadistic friend twin ashley joyce yansin rachel.not very nice.cause never laugh like siao.like on wednesday like that.because zhenyi got scolded by....haha.we laughed till the kfc aunty ask us to keep quiet please.so siao la.amanda now at town in casino.haha.casino.ok.i think we are leaving soon cause carmen is going her aunty's place.so ya.shall end here for now.gonna try to go online later AT HOME!!!sigh.i dont think i cant.

never go school today.so sad.because of some reasons.everyone online looks dead please.dont wanna reply me la.fine.talk to me and i wont reply you!!!hmpf.im so dead please.tomorrow's maths paper two and here i am,happily seating infront of the computer.haha.haiya.i guess this year i will just either retain or drop la.its fated.everything is fated please.and i hate it.because we are always controled by fate.i dont like.i wanna control my own fate.we are the master of fate.not at the mercy of fate.do what we want.and do what you are happy with.dont do it because people ask you to!!im bored now.no one to entertain me and also no one to talk to.so lonely.sigh.

yeah!!home alone!!!my favourite.haha.mommy's out again.i'll have to be independent and settle my own dinner.sigh.that's bad.ANYONE INTERESTED TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME PLEASE???or else i;ll have to have dinner ALONE!!!or maybe with alice.haha.sigh.everyone seems high today.haha.i like it.lunched with angielina,carmen,mel,ashley,rachel and joyce.fun please.haha.went kfc.fun.we were being sick please.and we laughed as if kfc belonged to us.haha.nice man.esp when im not seeing my enemy.haha.i love today so much please.carmen today got no piano.but dunno why she must go home so early.sigh.went to buy kitkat chunky bar.nice nice.haha.i shall eat it again tomorrow.haha.science is getting boring and boring-er day by day.sigh.esp when im seating with...yupp.that make things worst.haha.i wish science will always be at the riffle range.than i can seat with angielina mel rachel carmen and everyone la.better than now.with...yucks!!!i rather die than seat with her man!!!so boring please.sigh.i cant wait for 26 november please!!!its gonna be fun!!but not when angielina's not there.sigh.but never mind.there's still the others.haha.i cant wait!!!haha.amanda and rachel's confirm going.haiya.i wish the other's also will be confirm going.haha.

today during english amanda was being retarded please.she keep talking to the book la.like some siao people like that.haiyo.must book a place in IMH for her.haha.then we kept laughing and laughing please.fun la.than ms yew also dunno we playing.haiyo.she ah.abit siao one.happy happy,she will treat us god.not happy she will scold us like siao.haiyo.she's mad la.dont like please.but never mind.i guess she's just too stress.haha.

right now,talking to fer and rachel on the phone.haha.oh.felicia is my small-minded partner.haha.and she says that im the chaiperson of the supper club that she made up please.she's just crazy.sigh.poor thing.haha.im bored AGAIN now!!!im a person who gets bored easily la.haiyo.thats not good.i don't like.i need to go find things to entertain myself la.which i will always end up sleeping.haha.thats not good.but never mind.currently,i am talking to two crazy people.haha.they are damn crazy please.sigh.ok.i shall stop here.haha.<33s.

im sorry if i showed black face just now ok.im so so sorry.i dunno what's happening to me these few days.moods keep swinging.one moment i can be super happy.the other moment i'll be very sad.than another,i'll be showing black face.sigh.im just throwing my anger everywhere la.so,im very sorry to all the victims.

reached school damn early today please.than went to hardcourt to assemble.than walked to church.so fun please.on the way.kept arguing with angielina?haha.fun.i love the church please.its air-coned la.i love the air-com ther.so cold la.i like.haha.than of course,we had to walk back to school la.had long long recess.one and a half hour ok.haha.had home econs.mdm lim was being nice again.she never scold anyone today.neither did she nagged at us.haha.after school,my hands were super cold.which i dunno why?even when i just come out of and air-coned room,it would not be that cold.haiya.dunno la.its was so cold la.like i just held a ice cube like that???but after that,ok laready la.went back kellock.walked there.super fun please.me and carmen so high la.we kept laughing and laughing.like crazy like that la.haiyo.went to see mrs ong.she actually remember who i am.haha.surprised.but....haha.we went down to buy drink.i think that the old woman damn mean la.so many years already lor.she's still the same.sigh.a leopard never changes its spot.haha.fun.than we walked back.but not so fun anymore.half way through,i became lazy.so we took a bus back instead.when we reach school,i dunno what happened to me.my face was super black.sigh.once again,im very sorry to those people ok.

im really really so so sorry.please at least scold me or tell me that you/you all are angry.because the more you said you all are not angry,the guiltier i am.at least tell me off or something??don't just let it go by.i'll feel guilty.please.do something.

im happy today.
rachel is at my house now.
again.tomorrow's patron day.
going to church.but cannot go
straight there.so sad.than i
meet my twin wong there.so
sad.but never mind.i got angielina
to entertain me.haha.

im so so happy to day please!!!

i'll be going back kellock tomorrow.
yeah!!!(:long time no see the teachers
although teacher's day got go back la.
but because someone was grumbling.
so we had to leave early WITHOUT
talking to the teachers.haiya.than she
still show us black face la.but tomorrow,
it'll be without her.hahaha.isn't that
something worth celebrating??oh.and
tomorrow we have one and a half hour
whole school recess la.i give my blessings
to felicia.haha

im bored now.sigh.lalalala.i need someone to ebtertain me seriously.ahhh.im dying of bordom.its not the first time.and i always survived.hahaha(:everyone that is online seems like they are dead la.nobody is talking to me.besides ashley.ashley's sick!!!!!and she's still forced to study.poor thing.sigh.and me.happily using the computer.haha.im bad la.tomorrow staying back in school to do HOME ECONS!!sew and sew again.hahaha.than friday can slack.haha,fun fun.oh no.my blogging mood is gone.

new rules.computer only on weekends and only two hours per use.worst than the one use outside.haha.im multi-tasking.talking to carmen and posting at the same time.haha.ok.today was fun.home econs.i like.haha.i just know a new code: we are the master of our fate.not at the mercy of fate.nice right??meaningful right??haha.never mind.

rolling of eyes can cause your eye to drop out.haha.so.this is to people who roll too much of their eye.haha.not funny.i know madam lim's secret.haha.we stayed back in school today to do home-econs.was fun.damn fun.haha.after so long,i only sewed on the word'letter'.and its very very slow.people is almosting finishing already but im only done with the word'letter'.hate this.

today was the last day to hand up the powerpoint for pw but some people forgot to ask me for the diskette.its part of my fault la.but she also never remind me.knowing that im forgetful.ok.im not going to sleep early tonight.i will go online to disturb people and irritate people.haha.im bad.nobody cares.haha.i was saying this phrase the whole day which i believe that made rachel quite pissed off.haha.sigh.

trying to fit in ain't the point.the point is that you are willing to get back into the clique.what's the clique like now??worst than any other clique that always have arguements.yeah.there's a problem with my eye.which means i may need to wear glasses.which is what i always wanted to.i know its a bit crazy la.but.nobody cares.haha.than if really need,im gonna get those frameless ones.i love them man!!haha.i know its crazy la.i may regret it one day but for know,all i know is that i cant wait to go check my eye!!

im half doing colouring(for the art.im like way way late.) and half posting ok.i realise that i can multi-task la.like mdm lim.haha.my mother allows me to use the net la.so nice of her.haha.tomorrow early in the morning will be pe.yeah!!so fun please.but not when we have to run la.haha.than will be nglish.miss yew's gonna scream again like how she does everyday.sigh.i hate it la.doesn't she get tired of all the screaming and nagging.miss yew.i know exams are coming.so please stop nagging at us.we need to get more things into our head.sighs.than will be pw.yeah man!!its one of my favourite lessons please.so fun la.karmun has been absent since the start of school.yating too.yating is so poor thing.she got dengue fever!!so sad.sob.sob.

maybe i really have to follow what bernice says la.sighs.i want to go to changi airport!!i dunnp for what la.but i simply love to go there.just for fun.anyone interested to go after exams??sighs.i think i'll have to ask people to go with me.we will get out of hse early in the morning.than go home late at night.haha.that'll be fun please.im bored again.will anyone just entertain me??besides asking me to go play games la.i need entertainment!!now!!why cant angielina just stay opposite me.than she can entertain me everyday la.than i won't be so bored.now im like so bored.its a serious case la.i may just die of boredom anytime.maybe only a serious case to me cause i can't stand being bored.so its surprising that i survive through the exams la.but that exam is a different case.i need time during exams.im bored!!!i need entertainment seriously!!!and at this time,no one would be online!!!(besides felicia who is 24hrs online)but so what??she can't entertain me.no one can entertain me la.its difficult.unless.....heh heh.

IM VERY VERY VERY BORED!!SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!
(but don't ask me go play super mario!!)mommy is having steamboat now.never ask me to go.haiya.its my fault for going to sleep.but what can i do.im tired!!i slept at 3+ last night.cause i was online till 1+.then rachel and carmen called.conference!!i love conferencing please!!esp when there's lots of people conferencing together.that'll be so fun.like the old times.somewhere during june this year when we had this conference that consist of 6 people.that was fun.and carmen kept so damn quiet.haiya.not only her la.me too.i realised something.everytime there's a conference,carmen will always be around.haha.that conference was FUN!!will we have something like this soon??

finally!!surfing the net and signing in to msn with no problem.haha.there's always problem when the two are in use together.but no today!!im happy yesterday.im happy today.i'll be happy tomorrow i guess.if no one comes to irritate me la.but i think it'll be difficult.people will come to irritate me.haiya.i hope i'll be in good mood tomorrow.and i also hope that mommy goes out again tomorrow.than i can use the net like i've never used before.but i don't think it'll come true la.sighs.its difficult to get my mum out at times.but if she's out,than she'll only be home after what seems like a million years.haha.

my blogging mood is back!!!im starting to post paragraphs again.yeah!!i like that.if someone were to chat with me on msn now or call me on my hp,i'll love the person damn much please.but i doubt it'll happen.im always having peaceful time when im surfing the net which i don't like.but i also don't like those pop-ups la.they're irritating please.they get me fed up.than the computer gets hang,i get irritated.than i just off the switch.that's why for some reason i sign off on msn suddenly.

im hungry!!i haven eaten anything since my breakfast!!im easily hungry these few days.sigh.oh.my this month's phone bill is gonna be high man!!i have been calling out for no reasons.i over shot the time limit like 10 over mintues.it looks like its gonna rain soon.and im HUNGRY!!and cold.my tagboard now looks so restricted.no one is coming to tag!!hmpf.i think my blog looks dead la.i need to make it looks more alive.but dunno how??someone.suggestions.but than again,i love this skin.its simple la.i love it.haha.just leave some suggestions n the tagboard if you feel like.all are welcome.haha.(:i hate to be alone at home with my grandparents la.esp my grandma.she'll report to my mum when she comes home.telling her that i have not eat dinner.and using the computer for a long long time.i mean.if the computer is there,its meant to be used.than what?leave it there to rot??crazy!!and one more thing.my grandma talks to herself la.i have a witness.that time she on the TV.and this is what happen
grandma:wei shen me kai dian shi ji?duo mei you ren kan.
me:ah ma.shi ni kai de leh.
gradma:???
than she went to switch off the TV and start to do nonsense.crazy la.she on the TV than ask why on it.sigh.everyone will complain about their grandparents on la.and mostly grandmas.haha.grandmas are a pain in the neck.why?because they are vampires.never mind.its meant to be a lame/cold joke.why?because its gonna rain soon and my jokes are not wearing jackets.thats why.ok.its just another lame/cold joke.cause im trying to entertain myself but no use.but jokes are meant to be lame.they are not a living thing.and if its not lame,no one laughs.so of no one laughs at your jokes,its called a cold joke=leng siao hua.

the problem is:there are people online but those people cant really entertain me you know.they are like.not entertaining at all please.ok.lets put it in a way.the people online are all not well-trained to entertain people.they have not finish their course.ok.my grandma is nagging again.asking me to call my mum to go eat dinner.please la.im happily using the computer.ok.but to the point.people who can entertain me are people like angielina zhenyi but zhenyi cannot use computer.angielina not online.thats why im bored!!

solution: i have not come up with one!!

second post for the day

just came back from the park.was playing with carmen.haha.now im like rotting infront of the computer.im hungry please.i had to walk home by myself la.so bored can.than i got rachel to call me.haha.i did not see my co-ordinator today.it has been quite some time since i last saw her.but i saw her sister.i think she's damn naughty.talk about naughty.me and carmen did something very bad in the park.haha.we even did it twice la.haha.so fun ok.but i think it some how irritated that person.i hope that person is not gonna get mad.hahaand if the person gets mad,than she would have to go to IMH.thats so sad.haha.my mother has gone out since afternoon la.i hope she gets something for me to eat.cause im like damn hungry.i haven eaten anything since my breakfast.hungry!!

just came home from town with carmen.was suppose to go with rachel.but mommy said that got something on.so never go lor.then later she said that i can go with friends liao.than rachel cannot go lor.than in the end i went with carmen.took picture.so nice la.mainly because got our face.haha.sigh.i hate to be at home on weekends la.people are hardly online.hmpf.boring.later going to meet carmen again.to play candles.playing with candles shall be my another hobby.candles!!haha.as im enjoying myself,you are getting shorter and shorter.hahaha.just now when we were at paragon,we were laughing like crazy at one of the shops la.so crazy can.then i said that the skin of one of the shoes look like someone's face.haha.than there's this water bottle,you can keep fish and drink water with it.hahaha.funny can.than there's this water bottle that looks excatly like the adidas one.than carmen thought it was adidas one.but it end up to be some other brand.than she compared it to the adidas one.it lookalmost the same.than carmen was like what same la.one only 4.90 the other one 12 you know.than we kept laughing and laughing.hahaha.than carmen saw someone she said handsome.ask me to look.than cause just nice when i see got two mah.so i asked her which one.izit the green shirt one.than she turn around and said.huh!!that green one??ni you mei you gao cuo?oh.so its the grey shirt one la.haha.i think they both look equally bad.hahaha.than went to heeren.carmen went to HMV to see her yi ke xin poster.than she kept her fingers at the page there la.i purposely press hard hard on her finger.haha.she still kept her finger there.die also don't wanna take the finger out.sigh.one our way out we saw two monsters!!one is the zhang bu da de the other one is dunno what la.haha.this is a long long post.haha.

long time no post.haha.no time ah.exam coming.rachel's best friend is michelle chua la.my gosh!!she is actually rachel's best friend.tsktsk.bad taste.haha.hmm.i realise that talking to oneself can also be a hoddy.well.than it shall be my new hobby.now i'm listening to rachel's favourite song:don't lie.on the radio.ahhh....i think my computer is so screwed up!!so many things happening to it la.so so so many many pop up.tsk.ashley became my complain partner.and carmen is my ok partner.haha.sigh.im bored.anyone reading this?!?!?!?!? IM BORED!!PLEASE CALL ME TO TALK TO ME!!ah!!

hi hi.holidays are ending.i cant wait to go back to school.to have fun.its not like im going bck to school to lean more things or study.since when am i serious in school or during lesson time.im either playing or talking to the wall(as what ms sim and angielina says)or just seating there and stone.esp during ms yew's class.its like so boring can.you can never see me being serious in class besides when im getting scolding in class or when im not in a good mood.haha.but usually,when you see me.i'll be happy.i mean.my mood is only occasionally bad la.not always.i will only get irritated with two people in the class.or maybe more.oh.and also the watermelons la.haha.sighs.i think thats all.i shall end here.lalalalalala........

yeah!!went escape yesterday!!so fun.went with felicia,ashley,rachel,angielina and felicia's sister:freda.when we were buying the ticket,the lady told us that the pirate ship,inverter,rainbow and family rollercoaster was out of order.but in the end,the pirate ship and inverter ok.

the first thing we took was the flippers!!so fun.then went to take the wet and wild!!damn fun la!!th first time i took with rachel and angielina.then after that i took with rachel.then with angielina again.than after that,rachel don't wanna play anymore so me and angielina took la.so fun la.me and rachel actually wanted to take the inverter but we saw how fast it went so we decided not to take.

then we took the pirate ship so many times la.so fun.we kept seating on the highest one.then rachel screamed and screamed.angielina screamed too.she say she screamed because she wanted to build up atmosphere??well.i guess we know th real reason behind those screaming.then there was this once me,angielina and rachel sat at the last row.then got three person infront.i was like telling rachel and angielina no screaming then the little girl infront told her brother this:"ting dao le ma??no screaming!!"angielina was like.you know them ah??of course no la.people i know are brave.haha.

then we went to bathe.me and angielina was walking slowly at the back then when we were bathing,felicia was like we go first hor!!fine la!!never wait for us!!hmpf!!then i forced angielina to take train with me to tiong if not she have to pay me $15 for the ticket.haha.im evil.i know.haha.but she was the one who first ask me to take with her to tiong.so now its my turn to ask her to take wih me to tiong.hahaha!!

i just know two magnets thats exist in the school.of course!!we know that there are one that is stronger!!haha.but non of them works on me!!because they are the north side if the magnet,so am i.im also the north side.

must things turn out like that

orals on monday and tuesday.i'm dead.tuesday after orals will be going escape.i can't wait.i also really want the whole clique to go.but unfortunatly,because of someone havimg hatred in the clique and others who cannot go,it will not be the whole clique.sigh.we are ot that unite afterall.all thanx to.well.i guess for now,we will just have to seat there and slowly watch the clique being separated.i'm really washing my hands off the clique.no point doing all this when there are hatred in the clique between someone and someone.why can't she just accept her in the clique??what's wrong wwith her.well.i will never get the answer.why do you wanna do all this??izit because you feel left out.well.you can just tell us.isn't this what you always do to us.[me and carmen]whenever you have someone to go with,you will just forget about us.this is all that happen before we formed a clique.and after we form a clique,problems arise.when ahem comes to you,you can just walk past the clique as though we were transparent,not your friends.there are hatred in everyone.but don't you think there's just too much in you??maybe,we are just your substituition.or maybe,you don't wanna be in the clique at all.sigh.the choice is up to you.

things were not like that.you are the one who turn it out this way.but why??i don't really understand this.neither do i wanna understand it.a clique will always stay as one.no one will be left out.we will continue asking you out.we will still talk you as one even though you say that you are willing to withdraw yourself.we will still take you as one no matter what.you may take yourself out of the clique but we will still take you as one no matter what but the choice is really really up to you.i it really makes you happy,just let it be.

can't we have great bond between each other??can't we take more time to understand each other more than just thinking negative about each other??why??i guess we just need more time to understand each other better.i know saying this out,people may just laugh at us,saying that we are not unite but,there's nothing i can say or do.i'm just stating the facts.what's the reason behind all this??only you know the answer.

rachel was at my house 1hour ago.i know its long la.but still.haha.yay!!yay!!today's the last day of the term!!!happy happy!!suppose to get report book today.but because i did not hand up so never get lor.haha.so happy.lalalalala.i have zhixian as my hello partner and rachel as my hip hop jelly partner.haha.rachel claims that im the 'leader' of the clique.like why.there are no leaders in cliques one la.in a clique,everyone is EQUAL.no one is either bigger or smaller.no one can order another person in the clique to do something.everyone is EQUAL.so there will be no leader or what ever big position thing in a clique.it applies the same to my clique which consist of felicia,rachel,melanie,me,angielina,zhenyi,carmen and last but not least amanda.no one is ever to be left out or be treated unfairly.so rachel:there are no leader in the clique.not now,and never.we are all the same.

went lunch with half the clique.which is me,felicia,rachel and mel.for so long never go lunch with felicia and rachel.haiya.mel.besides the last 2 weeks,i have been going lunch with her every friday la.so.yupps!!that's all for now!!!

hello!!!yesterday was teacher's day celebration.haha.the concert half way got technical error la.haiyo!!and that idiot angielina never come.so what even if its the eve of her birthday??everytime like that one lor.half day,and she will not come!!!yesterday my mother offered me not to go to school but i rejected the offer.haha.i rather go to school.

went back to kellock.saw yijun,martha and the other one forgot who la.haha.then stay there for quite long la.and the concert there was over!!!!grr!!i was looking forward to watch the concert!!never mind.sigh.then today rotting at home!!anybody wanna go out??!!??im bored!!i shall go people's blog to see see.haha.

today was fun!!in the morning,carmen was damn high la.i hope evry morning she can like that lor.don't face black black.then keep quiet.very scary la.sigh.then got back english paper.my argumentative essay actually got 12/30!!i'm so surprise.although fail la.i did not expect to get so high lor.unexpected.haha.cause i did not argue in the essay at all.haha.then angielina was like.can i see your paper??so i showed her la.then suddenly she said:geraldlyn!!your english become french!!cause i spell dicuss with an 'e' at the back which became 'discusse'haha.then we kept laughing during art la.i went to tell carmen about this and her reaction was quite slow la.sigh.also got back science.i was surprised too!!i actually scored 14/30!!i wasexpecting a single digit.haha.today was suppose to have maths test during recess.but me,felicia and zhenyi happily went for recess.than we was like.how come canteen got no 2B people one??so we went up to class and found everyone having test there.haha.i forgot how to do la.sighs.die liao.art was fun lor.mr seow was seating on my seat.then i went there and stand.i was like:ahem.then he asked me:can i help you??i told him he was seating on my seat.then he continue seating.then he asked again la.i was like:i want my seat.then he finally got up!!sigh.never mind.shall just end here la.too lazy to type anymore.listening tong hua now!!!sooo nice!!!!!haha.

today was home super early la.around 2+ la.first time so early reach home la.sigh.after school went NTUC with zhenyi to get the stuff for her chocolate chips cookie.very fun.haha.today's the last day that the japanese student in our school.their school song damn high la.very funny lor.today during home econs i sort of created a new 'cartoon'very cute.haha.thats what i think la.haha.bernice is trying to know my chinese name.haha.hopefully no one would be kind enough to tell her.haha.im evil.haha.who cares.don't need to be kind to her one la.she's not being nice too.some people shall be treated better.haha.sigh.i think that my phone is getting out of hand la.the flip seems to be looser and looser as days pass.sigh.never mind la.i hope it can survive for at least 2years.sigh.like this then i might be able to get new one once two years is up.i hope.haha.i think shooting stars is nice.haha.must watch!!my geog marks now is no longer 28(: its 29(:haha.because Q5 was marked wrongly.so now my marks is 29!!haha.my marks is 29!!!hahahahaha.yeah!!although its only one mark la.but still.now carmen and amanda cannot laugh at my marks anymore.hahaha.so happy.

home so early today ok.nope.its home very early for the past one week.im guai.haha.sigh.today had assembly in the science lab.then got so damn little people in the lab la.mr tan was in the middle of the lab.so i went to the back where carmen is.then,mr tan ask me where i was going la.im like.to the back.then he was like you go back to the front if not stand beside me.wualao la.so i went to the front la.being 'guai'haha.after was science lesson.boring!!then was pe.i think that pe is fun these days because can play volley ball.but theball always don't wanna listen to me!!hmpf!!tomorrow's science paper.die le.today walked home from bukit merah with carmen and felicia.on the way,i thought of something stupid.then i told felicia and carmen.we started laughing and laughing la.like crazy people like that.
[people interested to know can come ask me (:]


just cant stand HER!!!so irritating!!forever la.big head!!think big of HERSELF!!forever one lor.i can't stand being HER classmate.with that big head walking around.think great of YOURSELF only!!!hate YOU la!!beat YOU ah!!act tall.but actually is so short!!!shorter then a dwarf!!!grr!!!

yesterday,went dental.so damn funny la.the dentist was talking to me.and he talked so damn soft.so i kept huh-ing la.i think he got pissed.then he said.never mind.forget it.haha.then i kept laughing la.then after that dunno what he dong to my teeth la.then i was always ouch-ing.he was like"you want me or you want that one[the head of the department i think]to do.she do very pain one."im like.then you do lor.after the whole thing when the 'that one' came in to check,it was not pain at all la.cheat me!!hmpf!after that,went tiong to meet carmen and amanda.carmen wanted to buy the 5566 third album then me and felicia had to go la.haiyo.then dunno why amanda was so high at tiong la.like crazy girl like that.haha

today during during science,mr tan called angielina up to read the paragraph for the march of the penguins thingy.then angielina called zhenyi to read and zhenyi called me to read la.and guess who i call??i called mel up to read.haha.and she read the longest paragraph.haha.then she ask me why i don't wanna ask the watermelon to read.i was like.later they gossip gossip.don't like her whole clique.me and mel named the whole clique 'the watermelon clique'haha.everyone in that clique is so damn gossipy la.don't like them.hmpf!!

I HATE THE WATERMELON CLIQUE!!!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE!!!!

school's ok today.fun.played during recess.the animal game.haha.play till hands and legs itchy la.haiyo.but its fun la.kept laughing.then was english.today's lesson was exceptionally boring.cause as you know,english lessons are always boring.haha.then was maths.as usual la.then it was art?!!had to go down to cyber-space.on the way down,zhenyi gave herself a new name.ayumi hamasac-ki.then during art we kept calling her ayumi.and she replied to it.and during art,i missed my phone so damn much ok.and its all someone;s fault[not very nice to name people.but the culprit would know who you are!!]you caused me to suffer!!i missed my phone!!hmpf!!but never mind.now my phone is right beside me!!it shall never leave me again[unless its out of no choice]tomorrow must wake up early.got morning run.sigh.tired.wanna sleep lor.haiya.no choice la.


some people just think so big of themselves la.so you think you are big??always saying that we copy you.for your information,we are not cats!!neither is hobby,interest,past-time nor talent to be a cat.who are you to order us la.we are14,so are you.you've got no right to order us around!!so what if you are well liked by people.you think you are popular??well.the answer is NO!!its just that you people go suck up to people!!one with a watermelon sized head with toothpick body.the other act cute.well.let me tell your clique all the bad points about you:act cute[most of you],allow people to suck up to you,act big[the whole clique],think big of yourselves.and one of you!!the worst of the whole clique.you:act cute,act sexy,act tall.well.please know your limits.if you do not have a mirror at home,tell me please.i can always get one for you on your birthday.i nwill make the height of the mirror according to your height.if not,if the mirror is too tall,you might not be able to see yourselves!!well.you people just bring disgrace to your class!!

today was geography paper.felt so sad la.i did not finish the paper.i studied la.and the questions came out.i knew how to do.but could not finish la.then for question 10d i knew how to do.it was a 6 marks question la.i knew how to do la.sigh.there goes my 6 marks.i only wrote two lines for that 6 marks question la.sigh.i also did not finish the last question.11d.how???i think im sure to fail this test.forget it la.i guess i can just fail the whole CA2 la.sigh.im sure to drop next year.how how how???give me some suggestion someone!!!sigh.
tomorrow is thursday.haha.going to be the end of the week soon.so fast.yet another week that past.i think im gonna wear skorts on friday??dunno la.depends.im gonna look funny la.tomorrow is chinese paper.im gonna forget how to write tons of words la.sigh.today i had a fun fun recess.we were like playing cause amanda hated this someone.then her toe was injured.i was like'amanda,go purposly step la.then say sorry lor.'haha.am i being evil??well.who cares.than angielina came up with something better.she was like.you ask her to look up the sky la.like:'eh!got bird.'then step liao then say sorry or run away.haha.not funny.i guess thats all la.gotta go study or else i can forget about passing my chinese paper.

today was english CA.i think i did terribly.the whole CA was only based on an arguementative eaasy la.and guess what?!?i did not even argue in the essay la.how good!!i don't even know that i'm agreeing or disagreeingwith it la.im gonna fail la.tomorrow's maths and lit.i somehow like lit nowadays la.haha.but today's lit lesson was terrible.because i think its because i was seating with angielina.distracting me.haha.never push the blame to others.but who cares la.

tomorrow is tuesday!!my favourite day of the week.cause got PW.than can play play in the computer lab.heh heh.fun fun fun.today after school me and carmen were like paitent who escape from the IMH like that la.we were laughing and laughing on the bus can.then felicia and zhenyi was like acting that they dunno us la.fine lor.if you are satisfy this way,so be it.haha.copyrighted by me!!and also part of GERALDLYN'S RUBBISH THEORY!!haha.sigh.i hope tomorrow will be as fun as today or even fun-ner.haha.that's all.takecare all of you!!

hello.today went to 'study' with amanda.had to meet her at tiong first.as usual.and she was like:'i don't think that i wanna go for next year's guaduation day.'then i was like.huh.excuse me.its next year la.why are you deciding it now??and she's not going because.she scared that she might tear cause its meant for AHEM!!reason being:private and confidential.(people that interested to know can come ask me personally.)haha.went popular and found my favourite pen knife.so of course i bought it!!haha.i love it so much ok.if i ever lost it i can just kill myself la.see!!thats how much i love it.haha.went to meet carmen and took some ugly pictures.dunno why but today's pictures seems ugly.all of them.but never mind.what done cannot be undone.haha.so pictures taken cannot be un-taken.haha.these are part of GERALDLYN'S RUBBISH THEORY!!haha.and carmen just came up with a new phrase to 'bang' people la.'its my talent!!'what rubbish la.got talent why never go join the project superstar or singapore idol to show off the talent??the answer is:she doesn't have any talent.haha.after meeting carmen,went to tiong.then went KFC.we were laughing and laughing there la.like some crazy people like that.just discharged from the IMH yesterday la.maybe not.its my interest to laugh what.so you cant blame me.hehe.i also met my co-ordinator today la.and we like.talked.laughed.sigh.what can i say.today is an extremly fun day!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISA!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
hello.i know its wuliao;lame or whatever la ok.but because im bored.haha.im so bored.someone please entertain me!!!karmun came my house just now.to take geog notes.haha.then she stayed to talk.well.nothing interesting.sigh.im so bored!!!sigh.i have nothing else to say.

today was national day celebration.teo zhi xian was not here!!leave me all alone la!!then that angielina.got fever.like who will believe la.so she expect me to believe this.please.people that believe are real stupid la.like.today was fun la.everyone so high.haha.then amanda was looking for her missing AHEM.shall not name people.not very nice.hehe.after that took photos.so many photos.ugly ones and nice ones.haha.then she went to print it out and happily forgot about me and carmen.fine!!haha.but her memory card is with me.can go develope it out.haha.after amanda was gone,me and carmen went to edit the pictures.haha.so funny la.but in the end,we pressed the wrong button and everything was gone.then we just went off lor.cause that carmen got piano class.so just wnt home lor.i was so damn tired that i slept.than that stupid amanda go wake me up la.call call call.so noisy.so now that im awake,i guess i'll stay up all night.haha.and play with the computer all night.till morning.today we hangout around tiong till like12+,1.then went home.haha.so fun la today!!

tomorrow's the celebration for national day in school.haha.me and zhi xian are loners for tomorrow la.no one to go with so we decided to go with each other.went popular today and bought so damn many things la.so happy.bought pens,papers and lots more.so happy.(:then went to macs and sat down from 7 to like 9.so long la.my mother was being nice today la.i ask her to buy me disc and she bought it without having me to beg her like siao la.so nice.sigh.so bored now la.


yesterday was flag day.so fun la.called people down to help me donate but no one came down.hmpf!!!our hang out place was only from far east to meridien[spelled like that??]but we went all the way to taka to eat something.after that we went to paragon.people there were nice ok.they donated.so nice of them.there's this uncle that came up to me and donated la.then after that we asked someone to donate and she said she donated and she happen to be a promoter so she ask if we wanna buy the purfume that she's promoting.like.er???then we meet amanda.she was talking to her yi ke xin when she was walking towards us.we walked to lucky plaza.i think that place is some how don link to the luck there.is doesn't seem to be lucky at all.but still manage to get some donations.something funny happen outside lucky plaza la.so damn finny.haha.after that we walk back to our area cause we scared that mr tan might be there checking on us.so we called mel and angielina there as well.after that we went for lunch.we waited so damn long for the food la.after eating we went back to school.

when we were back,mr tan said that he did not see us.of course la.we having lunch lor.he said we were slacking so i said we did not.then he said the no is a defensive no.so this is wat i tod him'mr tan.if a yes satisfy you then so be it.the answer shall be yes!!'he had nothing else to say la.haha.then went to the bus stop decidind to go with mel they all to town or to go with amanda they all to town.but i decided to go with mel they all.it was rather fun la.not bad.then my leg was like so damn pain.amanda and carmen called me like so many times la.amanda and carmen:sorry if i did not pick up your calls cause i really did not hear.my phone was on silence.not i purposly don wanna pick up.not PURPOSLY la.sorry ok. sigh.then when i finally felt the vibrations,i picked up the phone la.they was likewhere are you.cause i really have no idea where we were heading to next so i told them i dunno.and they don belive me.then they said meet outside hereen so i said ok la.but when i reached hereen,they were not there.so i also never bother to wait la.i went in.then later i called them.they also don wanna answer my call la.still ask other people to answer.and told me tales.one told me carmen's phone was found somewhere in tiong's NTUC.the other one told me that her phone spoil.so amanda lend the phone to her.ya right man!!like i will ever believe la.

please.to the people that did that[you know who you are]next time wanna tell lies tell better and more believable please.like you expect me to believe that la.sorry but i wont.so we decided to leave town.mel and angielina walked me to the bus stop la.so nice of them can.then i waited for the bus.it took so long la.when i went home,i saw my mother at the house downstairs.lucky.never get scolded.so lucky.i think the day was like my lucky day??well.i think thats all i can say from the two fun days!!

hey.tomorrow's flag day.finally.haha.cant wait la.it'll be fun i guess.cause got angielina.haha.i think she's gonna be so damn funny??today got home econs.was ok la.but mdm lim just continue her nagging la.and next week we are gonna make chocolate cookie.i think.we made hamburger today and ate in class.ha!today was geog test.i bet im gonna fail it la.well.i don't expect to pass after all.now im home alone ok.so fun.haha.i love to be home alone man!!so nice la.no one to care about me.i think carmen is damn slow can.tell her so many times she still don understand wat we are talking about.haiya.guess she will just have to figure things out by herself la.so as to know wat we talking about.haha.i know where did she got her'lulumi' name from la.its from one of the un-famous cartoon la.haha.lulumi.i think the old 'l' language is better la.larlen.haha.then im lalalyn.mel is lalanie.haha.we are twins thats why got lala one.then felicia is lelile and amanda is lalanle.well.i have nothing to say already.bye everyone.PURPLE ROCKS!!!but i think BLACK ROCKS MORE!!

hello hello.long time no blog.haha.today was fun!!my jokes were cold la.because it rained and my jokes were not wearing jacket thats why it was cold.today carmen came up with a 'h'or'w'language thing.and is was funny la.maths we learned the thing.and ms sim said that next time she don wanna hear anybody pronouncing it as tan.must pronounce it as tangent[i hope its spelled like that.]so my name is tangent geraldlyn.haha.my maths test got higher then angielina ok.haha.and she beat me because of that.haha.she's just jealous.haha.she's a fishmonger la.ask her to lend me her paper she don wanna lend me lor.geog was boring today la.amanda so quiet can??haiyo.not fun la.so boring.arg!!!but today was fun.haha.just like lor.haha.not funny.well.laughing is my hobby.

bernice yeo wrote me letter and i lost it.she was so damn angry la.haha.and that bernice ong.that time because of little matter she got angry.ask me not to talk to her again and now she come talking to me.sigh.still say i go look for her and talk to her.haiya.don talk la.why still talk to me??not as if i cant survive without talking to her.science was fun la.dunno why.i did 3 incline ok.haha.same as my twin la.and my standing broad jump.i jumped 142 or something.haiya.i jumped 14something one la.yeah!!!saturday is flag day.so excited can.haha.cant wait for saturday to come la.haha.our class area is at town ok.haha.rebecca's is all the way to little india.haha.haiya.i've got nothing else to write.

i'm so damn bored ok.lalalalala.nothing to do.well.i went shopping today with my mom.although its with my mom but today is ok.haha.went town.then went to nokia centre.wanted to change phone but the person didn't want to show the real one so in the end never buy lor.sad sad:(was suppose to go back kellock today for some concert thingy but in the end never go la.because was too tired and lazy to go.plus.no one is going with me.im soooo bored.haha.tried to solve amanda's problem just know but it is still unsolved.haha.i guess only she can slove that problem la.no one else can help besides...i shall not tell in full details..haha.just talking to mel online.she's also blogging.haha.well.what can i say.we are twins!!haha.

if you want things to remain this way i would be glad to to remain it this way.what the use of being angry now??what's the use of all this now??its all done.and btw,they would change it like sometime soon.so why are you so scared that people would see it.anyway.it might not be you and her.it might be others.so you think only you and her can have the names izit??

lala.today like so high la.haha.in the afternoon when on the way going to the hall,we were like playing la.sofunny ok.haiyo.then when we were outside he hall,someone[dunno who]was like:move it.then me and carmen started singing la.so funny can.than lather in the end amanda also like.join in.haha.so funny.then went tiong and...


so you think only you can get angry la izit??please la.you are not that big ok.its just a joke.don't be too over sensitive la.if its all the past then why are you so scared to go near??and for your information:i'm not the one that always go look for you la.you are the one that always come looking for me please.always asking me where's your letter??who's the one looking for who??since its all the past then you should not be afraid that we wrote all those thing what.why are you still so scared??!?the answer is easy.its because you still cant forget the past!!!you are in no right to get angry ok.you also told melissa what you are not suppose to but!!! i admitted to because its all the past.

if i were you i would just let us write anything because its already all the past.saying that you hate me now its no use.all is done.ever heard.what done cannot be undone.its no use getting angry now.if you had known,thats how i am la.what's the use of calling me??saying that you hate me??and not letting me say anything.like the past can be changed??no way la.what the use of doing this now??well.its fine with me never to talk to you again.i bet its also fine with you.at least in this way.no one will always come asking me for letter.its only not talking to you.no big deal.the world would continue turning.everything will continue.the same.i would be equally happy that you are not talking to me.that's totally fine ok.nothing's wrong.

today was fun.had pe and only an one round.haha.then had to do sit-ups.i did29.its like.1more to 30 then i can get an A.all thanx to zhi xian[joking]cause i keep seeing her face then i would laugh and i like wasted my energy on laughing la.then angielina and juanita never come.for maths i was like seating alone.then ms sim like:geraldlyn has a chance to talk to the wall today.then after that she like.geraldlyn,keep quiet.don talk to yourself or the wall.like.wadever.yes.i know wadever are only for losers but if a loser admit that one is a loser is a real winner.haha.

I HATE HER.so who you think you are to tell me like that la.
very great ah??big deal.who you think you are la.i just like to
play la.you just cant stop me!! I HATE YOU!!!can just go and
die for all i care la.i would not bother.would not even shed a
drop of tear for you!!

sigh.its sunday again.another week has passed.
and everything is the same.nothing has change
and nothing's gonna change.like everyday.
wake up in the morning.
-go to school.
-have lunch.
-go home.
-do homework
nothing's gonna change.everything remains
the same.nothing changes.every year.
every month.every day.every hour.
every minute.every second.
everything is the same.
no changes.its the same routine every now
and then.it all the same.nothing's ever gonna change.

depressed.sigh.
yesterday was racial harmony celebration.
something happened.terrible.don wish to
talk about it anymore.i hate her!!she can
just go die for all i care la.grr!!don wanna talk
about it anymore la.only need to know its not
a very nice thing.sigh.i hated yesterday la.


then we took carmen's father car home.me mel
fer and chermaine were seating at the back of the
back car.it was so damn squeezy la.chermaine was
like this shows that we need to go on a diet.haha.
like she don need to??mel got off first at tiong den
the three of us were like so comfortable la.haha.got
home was like so tired.den went to bathe.sms amanda
for like awhile den fell asleep.z z z...

haha.finally.tomoro's racial harmony day.cant wait.was actually suppose to where skorts tomoro but most of us decided not to wear.hehs.who wans la.haha.lets see who wear tomoro.today after pe i made rachel wet la.her back was like damn wet ok.haha.so fun.den after recess zhenyi go wet louisa den she took revenge la.louisa made the class outside so went lor.den before maths zhenyi go spray down and ms sim saw.den like after maths she call us go see her.today was geog test.died liao.sure to fail.101% la.i diden finishthe paper lor.and i think i was writing crap on the paper.sigh.wat done cannot be undone.

hey people.we(me carmen and melanie)gave***a new name which is fei-fer-fiang.haha.it was actuali given a few days ago la but because too busy;to lazy to blog thats why now den introduce it la.haha.well.today was not bad cause during the start of literature lesson i sprayed water at rachel.haha.den during the middle of class zhen yi kept spraying it at rachel's ear la.haha.den today i actually copied lit. notes ok.so guai.haha.tomoro's geog test.die.sure fail one.the very first test for geog.confirm fail one.garauntee(er.izit spelled like this??)plus stamp la.[carmen siew.if you are reading,i never copy your line.]

this friday's racial harmony day!gonna stay in school till around 2130 or a bit later?well.the later the better.don need go home so early.den don need to listen to nagging also.hehe.me carmen amanda and melanie VOLUNTEER to contribute ice and fries ok.we actually wanted to change it to chicken wings but not alot of people want so we end up bringing fries lor): i wonder how the four of us gonna bring all that heavy stuff to school man!!the weight is gonna kill us all la.then still muz bring ice box to school.wua lao.so big la.crazy.how to la.like only the four of us la.haiya.never mind la.we'll still have fun!!yeah.cant wait for friday.

today's sunday and i have not even finish my homework yet.well.i don intend to do it either.heh heh:)sigh.life's so boring.nothing to do all day long.talked on the phone with carmen and amanda.till like12.50 like that.was so tired la.den they don allow me to hang up.den today like woke up at like10.30den went to eat.after that stayed at home till now.den later going out but dunno wat time.most probably only when my father goes out to work.sigh.

sigh.nothing but homework and research all day.homework.research.homework.research.so sick and tired of all this la.*grumbles*den yesterday***scratched me and pretend not to know it.was so damn angry ok.grr!!***can juz go to hell la.i wont even care.instead,i will go celebrate her death la.idiot.I HATE***!!don like her la.hope i wont get into the same class as her next year or else i will go and die la.she's juz so extra ok.always getting angry for no reasons.i hate her!!!so unreasonable!!hate her till cannot hate.she's juz so terrible ok.don like her la.i wish she can juz disappear infront of me la.i wan her to go and die.or go to other places for good!!juz don come back to where she is now.*grumbles*

hello.today was the literature on stage semi finals.2b did well!!it was so funny la.especially that angielina la.haha."girl girl"haha! and everybody was so funny la.yanling was also very funny!!she tied two little pony tails and she looked so funny.haha. now doing geography and home econs la.stupid!!why muz have this kind of project la.irritating!!*grumbles*i wan a new computer,a new phone and so many things la ok.but most important is that i wan ***to disappear!!right now!!if onli i can turn ***into a flame on the candle and blow *** off.if onli i can!!and i will never light up the candle ever again!!if onli i have the power to!!***is juz being so extra la.SO EXTRA ok..*grumbles*

haha.today was a fine day.hehe.arter scool went polyclinic with zhenyi.waited almost 2hrs for zhenyi's turn to be called la.wua lua!!so long la.2HRS ok.i can do so many things in two hours.grr!!went home den mother's face was damn black la.hehe.but know everytihng is alright liao.talking on the phone now with carmen.nothing interesting la.hmm..i guess thats all for today!!