red is a nice colour i realise(:
i even used red is msn.
and charmaine is making me go town/bugis with her tomorrow.
i'm beginning to hate crowded places for i don't know what reason la.

today was fine.
POA;
as usual la.do and do and do.

chinese;
was ok la.
not bad.

PE;
it was fun.
i'm starting to like running.
jump again.
me jiaping and gwen didn't wanna jump.
so we sat at the 'coffin' thing there.
than we were forced to jump.
so jiaping said she sprained her ankle when SHE STILL CAN WALK!!
so ya.me and gwen went to jump.
didn't have to line up.
jump and went back to the 'coffin'
sat there till bell ring.
was being retarded la.

maths;
nothing much.got back test paper =/
7/15.yupp.
slept for awhile.

recess;
with the usuals.

geog;
like always.
it sucks.

english;
i wasn't even paying a single bit of attention la.

assembly;
horrible!!
so boring lor!
nothing to do.
so i did alot of bad things.
first i fold and tear the piece of paper they gave.
than i folded it into a plane.
than i tear some into small pieces of paper
crush them up and threw at sharon.
than i was bored again.so i put the folded plane into debra's belt.
than gayathri told her!!rarr!!
than being bored again
i went to shorten the length of sharon's bag without letting her know.
than ya.
i just continued laughing from there.
than fast forward.
rachel told me she saw someone.
so i was like
me:was she there for long?
rachel:i don't know.
me:huh...what if she saw me shortening it?
rachel:i don't know.
me:how..!!?!?
rachel:you have 2 choices.one is to make it back.second is to leave it.
me:huh......

than i decided to be nice and made it back to it's original length without letting her know again.
finally it finish.
walked off.
bang into someone at the door.
made a few people quite pekcek today =DD
than yupp.
going for kellcok's funfair tomorrow.
apparently(?) some people told me when nearer the date if they would be going but till now i haven't been told if she's going or not?!?
rarr!!this is like so so =/
so irresponsible!!! >:(

tiong-ed with angielina again.
KFC-ed again.
than went to walk walk.
laughed loudly at NTUC again =/
so malu please.
than when we were walking out,i saw someone!!!
omg!!she's damn cute please =DDDDDDDDDD
lalalala.angielina wanted to tell her la.
cause she forced me to buy somethng which i don't feel like buying?
so i just told her okok.
but in the end i never buy la.
haiya!i should have let angielina tell her la!!!
if can i would go back to tiong now(:
but nah.
i'd rather sleep at home(:
theresian award's on today but unfortunatly,stc people can't go and watch because there was not enough space?WTF!!!
i so wanna go la.
cause it would be ending like around 9?
which is like so late??
so fun please.
but haiya!!they don't need us.STC PEOPLE to fill up the gaps anymore ):
SAD CASE LA!!!rarr!!!!
but nvm.i can like seep at home(:
ok la.shall stop here la.
takecare people(:


i'm a super happy kid(:

ok.the title is lame le.
just thought of it lor.
yupps.
today is such a wonderful day please!!!(:
i'll never forget this day(:
haha.joking la.given my stm i'll forget about it soon man!anyway.

chinese;
ok lor.
read magazine.
than play play.nothing much la.

ss;
do the group group thing.
and _____ refuses to move over to the other group.
like wtf?
and I have to move la.
but in the end siqi went to her last time group so i joined back lor(:
than write and write.

english;
did the newspaper thing again.
no mood to dp leh.
so i kept talking?
and mr ng was like i can call your mother hor.
fine la!
so i do lor.

pe;
ran 5 rounds!!
round the hardcourt la.
if it's the track i won't be here le!!
than jump jump again lor.
jump once and replace felissa.cause she wanna jump than i don't want mah.
so she went to jump and i went to hold the thing thing lor.

recess!
with the usual people.
but fer they all never come leh.
so never mind lor.

pc;
as horrible la.
my belt never kena caught(:

chem;
chem was nice today.
i was abit high((:
than ya la.fast forward.
judy wrote her third letter and kena caught.
ms phee took it away.
and ya la.

after school;
stayed to wait for angielina(:
lunched with fer joyce mel and jiaping.
damn funny i tell you.
fer:*looking through file*eh!we have to do this right?
joyce:*blowing nose*give that i-don't-know look.
me:HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAon and on and on for quite long.

than they went up for cheerleading.
went to talk to rachel(ng) and.....
something happen:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
damn happy i swear.
so i got higher than i was.
and went running around.
it's retarded i know but yeah.
went locker to meet angielina(:
than went tiong.
KFC-ed.
saw judy tan there.
me:why you copy me ah?follow me everywhere.tsk.
judy:*looks shocked and turns to angielina*huh?!? i follow her?!?
i came first la.
me:haha.

ok.that was lame la.but i don't care.
because i'm happy today :DDDDDD
ok.shall stop here la.
takecare people(:

ok.A is really very stupid to think that B was her good friend.
A told B that she hated something/someone/some people and B went to tell C.
so afterall,B is still not a very good friend.
well.no special people mentioned in the above.just what i think(:

today was fine.
as usual la.
nothing special.
maths;
she continues with her nagging.
and all of us in the last row was eating(:
and she never see la.i even put it on the table lor.
haiya.she never see better.
and it was salty but yimei and judy insist that it's not.
fine.so judy finish everything.
than..
yimei:why you never keep any for me?(than judy gave her the can)
wth?!?!you very guo fen leh!!(bang the can(?) on the table damn loudly)
judy:*laughs*sorry lahow i know you want?
yimei:*give that type of face*
haha.and i was laughing away.
than jiaping was extremely quiet during maths.

ss;
never do work.so did while the rest was doing some group thing.
was the last few to finish.
2A came in!!
omg!so i just hurried and end up writing only one of the other factors =/
well.sec 2 are my phobia mah.so cannot blame me.
quite maluating right?scared of sec2s.haiya.don't care la.

POA;
ok la.do work again lor.
do and do and do.

geog;
nothing much.
just reading AS USUAL!

recess;
the hardcourt was wet.
so sat at canteen lor.
ate.
finally know the true colours.
well.
it's gonna happen some day la.
so why not now?
better than later.
met up with jiaping went locker and up to class together.
on the way up was damn funny i swear!!
i kept laughing please.

english;
had to do some disussion thing about EFL!
when jiaping's group was presenting,rachel kept talking about elainetan!
hillarious please!!

chem;
the new teacher la.
mr boey.
ok.first of all,he can't teach.
i rather miss phee please.
omg!!
so as usual,judy was talking to herself AGAIN!
apparently(?) it's not the first time already.
so yupp.used to it.
she kept giving the i-very-pekcek-face.
haha.than kept looking at the clock and count down.
well.it's her usual practice la.
and she will go 25 more minutes!
than 15 more minutes!
than yeah man!!5 more minutes!!let's countdown!!
than i will be like cannot be bothered.cause it happens everyweek.
seating arrangement was changed.
but unfortumatly still seating with judy =/
oh!
and wednesday she will be like haiya.still got 1 period and 25 minutes la.
than bell ring!!yeah! one more period!!
than she will.haiyo.25 more minutes la!!
than ya.
the usual words numbers and time will come out of her mouth.
and wednesday she's so gonna give the i-vey-pekcek-face again.
and the face also got a little combination of the lesson-faster-end-please-face.
damn funny i tell you.

tomorrow;
tomorrow's timetable is ok la.
maths first.
than double chinese!!MISS DAMP!!
than fnn(:
than recess.
should be going with dayang.
cause fer will not be joining us mah.
than ya lor.
the clique is like breaking?
ok.i don't know.
neither do i wanna know.
ignorance is bliss(?)something like that la.
tomorrow's timetable.
-maths
-chinese
-fnn
-recess
-cme
-double bio =/(disaster man!!)
ok la.
i think thats all for today.
takecare people(:

might be changing to
http://www.xanga.com
kinda sick of blogger.
but will remain here for the time being(:

i realise i got same wallet as GERALDINE!!! :D
haha.anyway.
went to cut hair today.
ok la.not bad.i'm happy with it?
haha
quite happy with it.

i feel so easily happy please.
i'm STILL happy over somethinng that happened more than 24hr ago.
haha.ok.
i feel happy now.

i wanna pon sports day.
it's gonnabe boring as usual la.
so warm.cannot walk walk.must seat and seat.
than still must cheer and cheer.
rarr!!
i don't wanna go!
ok.judy is confusing me!
thats what she always does!
and me and amanda are talking in a weird way i feel.
i don't know la.
and nowshe's not replying.
ok.it's weird.
i think my phone and msn got problem please.
i feel that people don't get whatever msg i sent.
which is bad.
than if people msg me and when msg back and they don't received than they may think i don't wanna reply.
haiya.i don't care la.
and now judy is saying that i copied her smile?
please.and she refuse to listen to whatever i've told her.
haiya.she's a girl that doesn't grow up man!
tsktsk.
i wanna ponn sports day la!!
anyone wants to ponn with me??

surprises do spring up at times ((:

surprises really do spring up at enexpected times :DDD
omg.if only today will never go away.
but haiya.there will be more surprises coming up next.
who knows.haha
morning was bad.
as usual.
than after that was much better.
but english was irritated again ):
anyway.
i only failed 2 subjects.
mdm lim was damn sad becausa i failed fnn?
oh man!haha
mother:how is her attitude in class?
mdm lim:so far ok.but sometimes quite stubborn(?)
mother:turn and look and me
me:i where got stubborn lor?
mother:see.like that still call not stubborn?

haiya.wth la.
and mrs wong never say anything about me(:
and she says that i everytime in her lessons quite good((:
hmmm.maybe she's ok with me unlike mdm lim?
that ownself stubborn person.
maybe she's not happy that she's the only one stubborn thats why she says that i am as well.
and my mother was like.
why she never open her mouth when see other parents but when see me she talk so much ah?
than i was like.maybe she prefers you?
haha.
i think my results are /:
english;63 highest-79
chinese;59 highest-75
maths;75 highest-98
science(combine);54 highest-90
combined humans;48 highest-84
POA;94 highest-96(rahh!)
fnn;47 highest-91

ok.i think my combine humans sucks please.
and my fnn.mdm lim claims that i never study for tests.
well.she everytime go through before test but still like that what can i do?
haiya.i feel bored again.
it's not the first time already la.
my sister always find self-entertainment but i can't find it.
rahh!even the com cannot entertain me la!!
haiya.
go sleep is the best la.
but than it's way too early please.
on weekends and holiday i never mid night won't sleep one.
but now really got nothing to do la.
haiya.

call me anything and i don't care.
i simply hate 3P!
the class sucks i swear!
no offence ok.
but yeah.
leave me out or whatever and i don't care.
now going to school is as good as killing me.
i get irritated by the same people more than twice everyday.
imagine going to school happily seeing your friends in the morning and....
during lesson time,poof!
someone just comes out to irritated and spoil the entire day.
try that and you will know how i feel.

give me a break man!
it's enough.
going to school and after 8,you see those faces that you don't wanna see.
and those people that you don't wish to see at all.
it sucks i tell you.
i'm not referring to anyone in 3P but yeah.
overall thats what is going on in school everyday.
that one week holiday was certainly a break for me man!
a break from all those irritating-ness.
and everything.
by right,during EFL i already saw someone's true colour.
irritating people is the best thing she can do man!
nothing better.and no one would be more irritating than her man!
IRRITATING!!!

ok.
it's been days since i update.
but nah.i'll only update when i feel like it.

oh!
and SHE is so so IRRITATING!
so cannot stand HER la.
irritating-est person on earth la.
she can't get worst =/
thats sad man!
i feel utterly sad for her.
oh man!
tsktsk.
it's just so sad.

i'm so dead.
i just remember that i need to do lecision making(decision making)
and it was to be handed up last tuesday.
but everyone just ran away from mdm lim.
haha.ok.nothing to update.
just a random post.

sentosa today!
yeah man!i got tanned!!!(:

morning.
went out at 8+ cause no one at home.
breakfast than went to meet fer and carmen.
as i knew.carmen is never early.
went to take 131 cause 855 was taking a long time =/
reached harbour.
fer went with her '3b' outing.
haha.guess what?only 6 were there.
than went off to macs with carmen to meet chermaine.
than jolene came.
they ate.went in to sentosa(:
my journey of tanning((:

arguing over which beach to go.
in the end went palawan beach!!
yeah!!!
saw fer there!!
yeah man!!
than just settled down and play la.
when in water first.
got myself wet(:
sun wasn't out yet.
so went for a wet walk with fer to7-11.
she ate.than walked back.
she saw something she wasn't suppose to see.
went back.
played a bit of frisbee(?)
yupp.
than cherngshing they all went.
stay on with fer and people.
tanned(((:
the sun was out!!
yeah man!
tann and tann.
went to play in water.
got a bit irritated half way.
scolded people la.
that irritating piece of shit.
than played.
fun fun fun.
we played train in the water.haha
fun fun fun.
ok.
i can't really remember what la.
so yupp.
shall end here.update again when i can recall what happened.
(i doubt it will ever happen)

end here.bye people.

today was ok la.
and i realised something about myself which is very true.
i am scared of boys =/
very malu lor.

went for that syf trainig thing.
suppose to meet jiaping at 12.
but in the end i only met her at 1215.
i'm always late at meeting people la.
but is always early when i meet carmen!
ok anyway.
went for the training lor.
was ultra boring i swear!
i almost fell asleep please.
was the first school to reach there.
than later more and more people come.
which includes guys as well.
omg!i was so =/
training was ):
almost fell asleep please.
my eyes can hardly open.
boring day la.

yesterday night was more interesting la.
talked to judy and xuewen.
was exchanging pointers.
haha.it's our deepest darkest secret.right judy?
must shhh......
and and haha.
i know xuewen's deepest darkest secret too(:

crapped alot with judy last night.
i even told her that i don't like 3____la.
and she forced me to give her a reason why la.
and and.she's a cheater and a very very cunning person.
so beware of her man!
don't kena cheated by her.
and she damn good la.at 3 plus morning still can go watch vcd.
very good.
than...
judy:eh.go sleep la.if not tomorrow no energy go zouk.
me:you going ah?
judy:no la.i rather stay at home and sleep.go there waste time only
me:.........(she not going but she ask me go sleep.haiya.i don't understand la)

wth can.ask me go sleep.
fine la.
and she thinks that i like _ _ _ _ _ _(go guess la)
WTH PLEASE!
I WHERE GOT SUCH BAD TASTE LOR!
and she also damn gossip-y.
she forced me to say alot of things la.
wth.she damn good la.
so far she won me thrice can.
walau.i really cannot win her.
hais....


tomorrow going sentosa with carmen.
meeting her at 9.
oh man!how am i gonna wake up?
dies....
i really wanna go la.it's to go tann and play.an also to pei her la.i'm nice(:
but than!!there's these phobia la.
it's like there will be guys.... =/ =/ =/
so ya.....
yupp.thats all for today i suppose.
more updates coming up later/tomorrow (:
takecare people.

om my.
i'm feeling camp sick now.
i miss taman THIS much!
i wanna turn back the clock and get back there.
and laugh and play.
omg!
now i won't mind if it's a ten day camp la.
i miss there la!
everything there.
haiya.i miss everything la.
it was so fun there la.
but than again...
haiz...the class sucks like shit i tell you!
send me there again!
i wanna go there for EFL again next year!
not that i wanna retain la.
but if i have a choice of where i wanna go for EFL next year i'll choose taman for sure!
i'm in love with that place la.
although it's a bit dirty.
but it's fun la.
if i can go back there,i'll make sure time goes by slowly.
sigh.
but get back to reality man!
how can we ever get back there?
we can turn back clock.
but not reality ):
so get that stupid thought of taman out of my head now!
but it's difficult la.
i'm so so missing taman!

i'm like finally back from EFL(:
it was fun la.
did not regret going at all!(:

first day;
reached school at 0615 on the dot.
the foyer had so so many people la.
then at around 0645 to 0700 like that we left.
mrs wong gave us the white card only when we're on the bus la.
so ya.can imagine the hand writing la.
then reachd the custom.
than stamp stamp chop chop and ok.
went on bus again.
and ya la.in the middle stoped for breakfast and toilet breaks.
than finally,we reached the camp site.(tekam plantation resort)
first day was quite relaxing la.
reached there.
walked around.
play play.
than went for dinner.
after dinner showered.
than fooled around again.
then went to the audi there for some weaving thing la.
than to sleep.

day 2;
went taman and climbing the mountain?
something like that la.and also to spend the night in a cave.
we had to take a boat there la.so fun!
the walk around taman was GOOD!
than there was this part that gotta climb stairs.
so tired please.but it was fun la.
than was the CANOPY WALK!!!! :DDD
it was oh so fun la.
i won't mind doing it again please.
jiaping went first.behind me was rachel then kaining than samantha.
but in the end it became kaining was behing me,rachel behind kaining than dayang and than gayatri.samantha was all the way at the back.
rachel cried la.
i really don't see a point to CRY when doing the walk la.
thats just what i think.
and than jiaping me and kaining was playing on the bridge.
it was FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!
jiaping got irritated because elaine tan was infront of her,and she was going very slowly.than after that we took a boat to another island.
this time the ride was long.
along the way it was so so windy.
reached there.
people in the other boat was all wet.(mainly judy and co.)
than went to climb that stupid mountain.
it was tring but FUN!
going up was (:
but coming down was :DDDD
there was entertainment.
elaine tan was infront of me.
she kept going opps-ing and woah-ing la.
the instructor also got fed up please.
but it was entertainment for me jiaping dayang rachel la.
funny please.
she kept falling la.hahaha.
very very funny lor.

after that went cave.
reacheed there around 7+ near 8.
it was damn scary =/
went there.
was time for dinner but totally had no mood to eat.
was scared by the darkness.
than went to waash hair only.
the toilet was oh-so-dirty.
so never bathe la.
went for night-walk.
OMG!!!
it was so so so damn scary please.
on our wau back we heard people laughing and crying la.
althought we(kaining samantha me dayang rachel xuewen jiaping gayathri)\
knew it's those instructor but ya.it was scary la.
me samantha rachel cried la.so malu please.
when we heard the laughter i thought it was kaining.
so i started scolding her.
hahahhahaah
me:kaining!shut up la!
kaining:it's not me.
me:*getting fed up* stop playing !not funny lor!
kaining:it's not me!
*laughter continues as she was talking*
me:*turned back and see and saw someone*arrrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone:AARRGGHHHHH!!!!*and ran off*

than at the crying.
dayang:OMG!!!
me:AARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!*so loud that everyone didn't hear the crying*
everyone:OMG!!!!!*and some started to cry)

so all of us started to run back.
than was time for bed.
it was funny there la.
jiaping couldn't sleep.
she was picking up stones from her back and throwing it away.
funny please.


day3;
caving and abseiling.
never go for all both.
was tired and lazy la.
and plus my toe hurts due to climbing of mountain.
so yupp.
laze around with geraldine xuewen kaining rachel and jiaping.
time for outdoor cooking.
it was so terrible la.
don't talk about it.
than went back to camp site!!!hooray!!!
went back.
dinner.wash up.
had a little de-brief and was time for bed(:
something terrible happed.
the light suddenly went off.
so i went to check.
there was no one behind me.
than weiling sudddenly said eh and i screamed at the top of my lungs la.
weiling screamed too.haha.so funny can.
elaine yeo don't know what happen but she also screamed.
and she said to build up atmosphere.whatever la.

day4;
rafting and some tour la.
rafting was also =/
our raft broke in the end.
everyone in the group was very very pekcek.
and elaine tan.i don't know what she was doing la.
she was standing there like a model can.damn angry with her please.
than ya.wanted tp re-build our raft but not much time left.
so yupp.went back.lunched,wash up.
went for the tour.
went back.laze around.
talked to elaine yeo and judy.fun(:
charmain got a little possessed.
but than she fell asleep soon.haha.
continued talking to judy and elaine.
than jiaping joined in.
we talked while others went mini-mart at 1630.
talked and soon got a little moody.
so went out to seat lor.
and also to tann myself.
and yay!!!!i got tanned!!!so happy please.
after that was dinner.damn damn pissed with someone la.
after that was much ok.
than lazed around again.played that hand game with alot of people.
than yupp.
went audi for some reflection thing.
got a very damn irritated with rachel la.
after that went to find elaine yeo liling judy and xuewen to ask for help cause i didn't wanted to seat with her.
than yupp.
in the end judy helped me(:
than ya la.walked around.
went audi again this time to do the book thingy.
than had to write something posotive about someone in the class over the oass few days.
started with dayang.
wasn't listening la.
than all of a sudden i heard my name.
and i was like oh uh!now i have to said about someone,dies..cause i never write mah.
and guess what.judy was the one who say me la.
wth can.
than i said jiaping lor.
thoser that i wanted to say all kena say already.
than ya la.
went out and time to go!!!
the journey was fun!
rachel was telling me jokes.
(put them up next time)
i was eating and playing with the bubble gum la.
i jept blowing bubble.
haha.
than at around 1+ like that judy lent me and kaining her mp3.
listened and played till the train came.
than was seating with jiaping.
ok la.fell asleep real soon.
than was sunday!!!
yeah man !!!home.but didn't really wanna go home.
kinda miss camp la.
than took bus home with jiaping.
took out clothes.bathe.lunched and tadah!!here i am!!!(:

yupp.
so this is what happened for the past few days la.
those who didn't go for it i think it's really a very sad case la.
yupp.
going to sleep le.very tired.
takecare people(:

off to taman tomorrow.,
wth?
i'm so gonna miss everything here.
i'm bringing one small pillow there.and my eeyore(:
it's 5 days please.
i'll die if i've got nothing to hug.
hais.....
5 days leh!!
without computer!
i'll die la.
omg!!
the thought of it makes me scared la.
haiyaa.no mood to blog now la.
bye people!

got back results for a few paper.
so far so good.
POA:50/50
MATHS:27/35
ENGLISH:17/25
SCIENCE(combined):21/35
CHINESE:?
GEOG:?
SS:?

yupp.
ok la.
quite happy?
i don't know la.
and and!!
my mother cheated me la.
she said if i get good results i'll get what i want.
but now she's not keeping her promise la.
i want a bag for EFL but she doesn't wanna get it for me!!
omg! such a liar la.
and she even wants me to carry her friend's son bag la!!
which is like super ultra ugly!!!
it looks so cannot-make-it la.
it's really really very ugly lor.
omg!!
i'r rather carry the one i used last year.
i don't care if i've got not enough space to put.
the most is that i carry another bag la.
i don't care id it's too ugly.
i don't care.
at least it beats carrying that cannot-make-it bag!
omg!!
and she claims it's from taiwan!
it's such an insult to taiwan people please.
is she trying to say that taiwan people have got bad taste?
please la.
maybe it's just some bag from those market please.
yes.still from taiwan.
but from the taiwan market lor.
don't ever expect me to carry that man!
i'd rather die!
kill me for all i care.
it's either she bring me go get the bag tomorrow.
or i'll just use back my old one.
even though it's small but i can bet with you it's a million times nicer man!!
and the base is like omg!!!
the over-all of the bag is just so cannot-make-it la.
it's horrible+terrible=vegetable la.
YES!! believe me or not?!?! it's THAT bad!
super duper ultra bad!


and my mother keeps comparing my marks with those clever ones last time.
and now i've got grades like this,
she's still not happy.
omg!
i really don't know what she wants la.
i gave her what she wants but she's not giving me what I WANT!
if you ever see that bag i tell you.
you're so so gonna faint on the spot man!
it's really really very super duper ultra ugly la!!
not that i'm complaining too much.
but if you're the one carrying it i bet you'll complain as much as me.
or maybe more.
it's THAT horrible!!!

trust me you'll not see me carrying that during EFL!!
it's way too ugly!!
omg!!
ok people.
thats all for today.
just needed to complain.
so yupp.
there's more but oh.nvm.

went to buy stuff for camp today.
got almost everything except.....
THE BAG!!!!
wth right?
the most important thing and i still haven't got it.
not that i don't have la.
the ones that i have is just too small.
i really need to start packing early.
as you know.got stm.
in case i forgot this forget that.i've still got time to put it in.
if i pack on tuesday.
i'm sure gonna die there!
went carrefour to get my another trackpants.
and also another shorts.and i don't know why i got it.
and the thing is i got the super extra larger one.
i don't even know why.
i can fit into large but i don't know why i got the extra extra large one.
wanted to get the bag.
but my mother insisted on getting it at queensway la.wth??
is there gonna be a difference?
bought my toothbrush.
it's orange.haha.wait till fer sees it.haha
now i only need to wait for the bagh to arrive into my home!!
and i can start packing everything.
it's a bit too early i know.
but what to do?
i've got stm.
i'll sure forget to bring loads and loads of stuff there if i pack on tuesday.

and guess what?!?!?
my period is not here yet la!!!
wth!!i don't want it to come during camp please.
if it comes 1 day before camp,i'm so not going!!
i'll just stay at home!

ok la.thats all for now.
bye people! (:
takecare for your EFL!

today's paper was ok la.
but think i'll do badly?
don't know la.
geog tomorrow.i'm so dead man!!
i didn't even touch the book la.
i'm so gonna fail geog =/
i'm gonna fall sick soon i think.

and i look forward and don't look forward to EFL.
you see.the things we'll be doing there is fun.
but than again.think about the people we're gonna go with!!!
yucks man!!the thought of it makes me sick and tired la.

haiya.anyway.
tiong-ed with fer elaineyeo and joyce after school.
came home.online for awhile.
and went to sleep.
was very very tired.
than at around 5+ my mother called.
realise i've got a miss call.
it's rachel.so nvm.went back to sleep.
woke up at 6+.rachel called again.
but hung up fast.going out for dinner.
reached home around 7 near 8.
watched tv.
till now!and here i am!

if only hp can be like msn.
can block people.than there'll be a few people i would wanna block man!!
i'm evil.
hais....
i'm in need for cash now.
every month is people's birthday la.
april---xinyi(19)
may---zhenyi(16)amanda(23)
june---mel!(9)
july---carmen(13)
august---louisa(10?)
september---angielina(1)ashley(27)
october---ok.no one
novembe---me!
december---joyce and fer!(18)

see!!thats why i'm in need for cash!
ok la.
for now,i'm going to sleep and wake up at 5 tomorrow to study(:
bye people.takecare!

CAs starts tomorrow =/
it's scary la.
and i think what i've studied is so so not enough.
anyway.i never study for exams one la.
thats why when the results comes back i'm not surprised at all.
but this time i really wanna do well.
but than,there's no motivation to get me to start studying.
i need some motivation man!!!


judy really pissed me off ok.
everytime ask her to send songs than she will have to go offline!!!
wth la!!
judy tan!!next time you come online early and don't go off so soon ok!
if not got test i don't let you copy!
haiya.now i'm at home doing nothing!
i know i should study.but.......
there's simply no motivation.
than tomorrow morning i will start to panic like siao!
and then when the paper starts,i will start to forget everything.
it always happen.
even now i can't remember how to do the addition and subtraction of standard form.
i'm so dead man!
and also the finding of unknown angles and length.
i'm like so so dead la!
thats it man!
the only thing i can look forward to passing is probably only my accounts.
OMG!!!i'm so damnit scared now la.
i don't want tomorrow to come.

something's hesitating me to do it.
and i don't know why.
it could be because of this r maybe because of that.
sigh.i just don't know la.

haha.wait till rachel gets the news!!!
i said hi and bye to ms lim.
haha.wait till she gets this.
she gonna be so freaked out.haha
and she'll be angry.haha
ok.now i don't know what to do.
i need motivation so that i can study.
or maybe i need someone to make me study?
i dn't know la.
woke up at 0930 today.
so early la.a
woke up and sat at sofa and stoned.
nothing much.
than my mother woke up.
mother:woah!!you so early today ah?!?!(looking shocked)
me:*just kept quiet*

watched the repeat of campus superstar :D
nothing to do and here i am.
i'm still hestitating.
sighs.

i chewed on something till i gave up.
it took me like 5 minutes please.
and now my mouth hurts =/
means i can't talk much.than i can just die la.
haha.
hmm.there are things and people i can't stnad.
people are those who like wanna stand up for their friend.
i just met one today afternoon.
and she so happen to be my friend's friend.
so can't stand her la.
one moment she says things without thinking.
the other moment she ACTS friendly.
wtf?
this type of people actually is on the earth!!
omg!i can't take it la.(it's not refering to anyone in the clique or those i know.)
can't stand it la.
why must she be like that?
and she likes to attract attention la.
so wtf can?!?!

things i can't stand is when people act like a leader when she is not.
and this is a few people in particular.(not in the clique again)
they just can't keep their comments to themselves.
and they will shout at others.
and also this one.she shouts at teachers.
ok.not teachers.but only mdm lim.
of all teachers she only shouts at mdm lim.and this one is a particular person.
i wish she can just fucking disappear la.and one thing
MDM LIM IS NO LONGER MY BEST FREND!
so ya.


and there's this someone.
she acts like what she doing is for the class.
but i'a actually that she wants things her way.
and she only does it infront of teachers la.
grr!!!and this few are those people from 3P!!!
like where the hell did i do anything wrong to go into a class full of this type of people.
maybe it's the not whole class.it's just the few particular fucking idiots.
the don't even deserve to be alive please.
omg!!!why?!?!why put me in a class like that!?!?
or rather.why did they come into a class like that?grr!!!
one after one!!!
now my mother doesn't believe me that
she chooses to believe my cousin than me.
like wtf la!!!!

her room is so so much more messier than mine.
but instead,she choose to believe her than me!!!
why??am i even her daughter?
i sometimes suspect la.
she choose to believe others than me!!!!
i really don't get it la.
if i'm being wronged by people than of course i will get angry and shout at the person right?
no matter who.
i won't let people accused and than keep quiet la.
that's like so no use please.
and this cousin is like.whenever she has nothing on the remember us la. what kind of a people is she?
like that also she prefer her than me la.
like everything is my fault.
WTF??
what if in the end is that she cannot find in her room.not that i never return?
and and.what if in the end she found that it's actually in her room?
is she gonna say sorry to me?
i doubt she will man!!
so even if it's my fault i will not say sorry too.
and i'm not gonna go out whenever she is going.
so if she's around anywhere,i'm not there.
WTF la?!?!
what kind of a mother is she?
and i remember clearly that i returned it to her.
although i've got stm.but still.
i remembered clearly that i returned it to her.
and now my mother blames me for everything.
including shouting at her!!!!!!
and i'm never gonna say sorry even if it's gonna be my fault.even if it takes my life!!
I WILL NOT!!!!
and i'm serious about it.
even if my mother decieds to severe(?) ties with me,i don't care.
i still won't say sorry!!!
over my dead body man!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!


sorry about the above people.
it's really just all that i thought la.
and ya.i mean who will have a mother who doesn't believe her child?
oh wells.i better stop now.or i'll start with those words again.
bye and takecare people.

i still can't get over it.
ignatius actually got FIRST!
one word for them:GOOD!
damn power la.
for so many years they never get first(?)
than all of a sudden,they gave everyone a shock by being first in EVERY hse prac and now this.
omg.they are just so damn good.
sigh.

and today, my mother helped my sister cut hair.haha.
and now my sis hair is like a disaster please.
it did looked quite nice right after the cut.
but than after she bathe and it got dry,it was oh-so-terrible.
and everytime she ties it up,there will be some hair here and there.
haha.
sister:tomorrow i don't wanna go school already la!
mother:why?
sister:i scared
mother:why?
sister:my hair!!!!!!!here drop there drop!!!
me:siao!because of that?
mother:ya lor.siao ah?!?1
sister:tsk*rolls eye*


wth la.she don't wanna go school because of her HAIR!!!
lucky my mother never say ok.
if not when i get home i'll get her to cut.
than i'll tell her i'm not happy and i don't wanna go school.
my sister is so qian da la.
i so feel like going to HOLLAND VILLAGE(:
i don't know why but i kinda like that place ALOT.
it's quite a nice place la.
hais...
today was ok.
went SGH AGAIN
for now till my grandfather comes out,SGH will be like my weekly routine.
i'll be going there every weekend.
after going there went queensway.
i like that place too.
got my trackpants.
and also a shirt.
than after that went zion road with my father for dinner.
after that went great world.
walked walked.
than came home.
helped my mother iron clothes.
haha.my sister just came into my room.
and gave me a stupid face.
haha.ok.back to the point.
i helped her iron clothes.
and here i am.
she didn't go with me get the wallet today la.
i don't care.
i'm so gonna get it.although it's doesn't look very nice.
but i just simply love it!
haha.i just tried to be angry with my sister but i so cannot make it la.
i almost wanted to laugh can.
lucky la.
and and.my sister does nothing but waste paper all day long.
and my mother claims that i waste paper too?wth la.
push the blame to me.
at least i don't do stupid things like her.
haiyo.
there's lessons tomorrow(duh)
and i kinda don't look forward to it.
ok.i need to go sleep soon.
it's only 21.21.so early.
but if i don't sleep than tomorrow morning is gonna be so =/
i really wanna go bangkok la.
i don't know why but i really wanna go there.
suddenly feel like doing all the weird things.
i hope ms phe doesn't go school tomorrow.
than haha.it'll be PLAYTIME!


things never happen before.nothing ever did.including talkong and going ____ __ _______ (: it's just illusions

yesterday's post was like i-don't-know-what la.
it's just all that i feel.
it's better to say it all out than keeping it in.
at least...
ok.i don't know what word to use.


went bugis just now.
nothing to do.
walk around.
went wallet shop!
omg.i saw this wallet so nice(:
and my mother refuses to buy it for me.
than i showed her black face all the way to SGH.
than after a while was ok.
she said gonna get it tomorrow?
i'm not sure la.
but i'm so gonna get it please.
i like it so much la.
although it doesn't look very nice.
but i don't know why i just like it so much (:
i helped my mother cooked just now.
haha.
and now,here i am.


it's just what i think.and it's not at all contradicting;

today was :D
had lessons till 11.
after that met people at locker.
than knew that ______ __ ______ ____ __.
haha.guess the blank people.
than went off to yck.
journey there was short.don't know why.
maybe was busy thinking thats why.

reached.
felt much better.
than fun splash started.
was ok.
kept walking here and there.
was pissed with someone today.
very pissed.
kept making use of people = my friends.
so irritating please.
it rained when it's coming to the end.
me and mel said that we would help out at next year's fun splash.
and guess what?!?!?CATHERINE GOT SECOND!!! YAYNESS!!!
everyone was happy i guess?
oh ya.in the morning before seeing ______
was quite in a good mood.
so i-don't-know-for-what-reason,i actually changed my crumple bag with carmen's bimbo bag.
what's gotten into me man.
i just because i was being nice.
she wanted to carry my crumpler mah.

after that went tiong.
wanted to alight and take a bus to tiong.
but no one alight with me la.
went tiong.
had dinner.
than went to take neos with carmen joyce fer and mel.
and everyone in the photo look so fair.haha.
than carmen had to go meet her parents.so went home lor.
my father came to fetch me home.
reached home.bathe.
ate abit. and here i am.

i'm so irritated by someone today la.
she totally spoil the day man!
shall not talk about it.
but really la.she's too much lor.
everytime she has her friends,she will go with them and leave my friends alone!
like wtf?
how can she do this?
fuck her!
and the worst thing is that people is scared of her black face.
one day.i will just tell her off and walk off after that without even letting her speak a word.
such a bloody asshole la.
grr!!
irritating piece of SHIT!
grr!!!can't stand her!!!
and and she will say something today and when tomorrow comes,
she will said that she never said that thing before.
and she will say things until it sounds like your fault when it's actually HER fault!
WTF LA!!!!
i can't stand it.
one day.i'm just gonna tell her everything i've wanted to tell her for the past years and walk off without letting her say a word.and i'm serious.
i don't care if i've got any back up or not.
even know i feel like calling her and give her a good scolding and than just hang up.can't stand it la.
she spoils everyday.
can't stand it.
weekend is s good thing for me now.
at least i don't have to see her bloody fucking face!!!
idiot! grrr!!!!!

grrr!!!!!!
something's irritating me!!
credit goes to my mother.
OMG!!!!!!!
but i guess it'll be better later on la.
i may regret it now.
but later if i think back it may be a good thing afterall.
so look on the bright side.
but now it's really really very difficult to not think of it.
grr!!!!!!!
i'm not gonna talk to my mother.


school was ok.
fnn we cooked this damn disgusting thing.
it's so sweet and so yucks!!
eeyeer.
omg.i wanna cry already la.
i can't get it off my mind.

nvm.i will get over it soon.(zi wo an wei)
haiya.i should be happy that she never scold me for using the com already.
but still!!!grr!!!!

tomorrow's fun splash!! yayness!! (:
can't wait la.

haiya.i've got no mood to blog la.
credit to my mother again.
because of that thing that i can't get it off my mind.
sighs..
takecare people.

today's damn fun :D
early in the morning.
went 7/11 with carmen to get breakfast.
than to schoolhaha.
it was so so funny at the foyer.
sc:please go up to your class now.recess than give presents.
everyone:*busy talking and laughing.cannot be bothered with the sc*
hahahahah.so funny.
than to locker.
alot of people was there?
than bell rang.and we were still at the locker.
than slowly walk up.
than wa maths.
haha.guess how much i got for test.
10/10!! :D
actually i got it back yesterday la.
than ya la.
than for double period chinese.
was a damn good chinese lesson la.
because got picnic again.haha
than fnn.mdm lim was ok today.
never nag and nag non stop.
than recess!!!!!!!
today zhenyi sat with us.
suppose to get her cookie yesterday but i forgot.
than ya la.went for cme.not very funny la today's lesson.
than was double bio.omg!! it's so so boring.
than dismissal!!!!
stayed back with zhenyi for her test.
than go home.
on the way home on bus 851 was so funny.haha.
this was the conversation.
stranger to fer:excuse me.here's a heart(made of the bus ticket) for you.happy valentine's day (:
fer:orh ok.....
stranger:what school are you all from?
fer:st theresa's convent.
stranger:huh??st nicholas?
me:ST THERESA'S CONVENT!
stranger:orh ok.i'm from hua zhong.
me:*ok.like who cares?*
me:*staring and looking at the candle ashley gave*
stranger:thats a very nice candle.check it out man!!
me and fer:*looks away*

ok.than i saw fer smiling.
and i ws like controlling my laughter la.
than i couldn't stand it anymore so i just started laughing.
omg!!such things actually do happen.haha
so funny please.
when both of us got down the bus,we laughed like nobody's business la.
so funny la.such people do exist.haha.
oh!and amanda heard mars as mass!!!wth la.haha

thank you fer for the mars.(AMANDA!NOT MASS HOR!)
thank you amanda for the M&Ms (:
thank you mel for the cookie!!!
thank you joyce for the chocolate(:
thank you sadistic friend for the hearts!!
thank you rachel for the flower(:
thank you ashley for the candle and heart!!!!!
thank you zhenyi for the card (:
thank you rachel ng for the chocolate!!
thank you elaine for the lollipop(:
ok.i can't remember if there's anymore la.
but anyway.
THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!

i may regret this one day.
but than again,it's best for now (:

i guess cookie is out this year for valentine.
no time to make.and all the things not bought yet.
just lollipops and chocolates??
i don't know la.
see hw's the economy first.haha.
so bored and tired la.
but i sure need to get zhenyi her cookie from somewhere.
so much things to do.so little time.
is there anywhere i can purchase time?
i forgot the homework we have la.
can't remember till peanuts called.
than this morning did acounts before went tiong.(yes,again)
got my calculator.
i have a feeling my old calculator will appear la.
haiya.
monday's gonna be busy man!!
i need to get lollipops,chocolates and cookie(only one)
haiya.the mood to blog is not here.
so shall just end here la.
takecare peoeple(:

the silence is unbearable;

today was so so =/
nothing is funny to me.
i mean those that can make me laugh till i can't stop.
morning.poa.i think it sucks please.eeyer.
than was chinese.
i think he so damn pervert la.
he only scolded those not pretty one.
than those pretty one he don't scold.can talk so nicely.
(actually i don't find them pretty la.it's coded by debra)
he kept screaming and shouting.
like siao siao like that.
than was pe.
nothing la.
than maths.
got test.
know how to do everything.
but i'm sure cannot get very high one la.
than recess.
ok lor.
nothing special la.
than was geog.
haiya.as usual la.
she also siao siao lor.
than english.
talk talk talk.
than went for assembly.
was totally moodless in the middle of it la.
the person said something funny.
than almost everyone was laughing?except me?
i don't think it's funny lor.
so ya la.
i just sat there looking away.
nothing interests me.
than ya lor.
end of school.

in the end,angielina came over to my house.
than after she ate than she left.
walked her down.
than walked back.
nothing interesting.
than haiya!don't know la!
cannot be bothered already la!

seeing you is the last thing i ever wanna do.
i'm in no mood to do things this few days.
those smiles and laughters are just for entertaining.
(in case i get complaine that i'm dao again)
nothing interests me now.
not even those real funny things.

today was simply very =/
had chinese.
ting xie to star the day.
than was ss.
presentation was kinda screwed up i think.
than english.
no comments.
then pe.run run as usual.never do anything la today.
than recess.nothing special.
with the usual.
than was pc.debra wass going crazy man!!
than double chem.no mood to play or laugh or anything.
than was looking at my shoes when ms phe caught me.=/
than had to go infront for some experiment thing.
after school,went to ask jannah if she want go locker.
and her answer was.see first.wth la.
go locker also must see first.
than she went.
after that was suppose to stay back with fer to company cherngshing.
but was super lazy and tired.
and also as usual;no mood.
so went home.
VERY SORRY CHERNGSHING!(:
went home lor.took 195.
and guess what!?!?
i saw chermaine chua on the bus!!!
ok.nothing special la.
seriously.nothing interests me now.
simply nothing.
spare me from seeing you for one day is enough.
just one day.and i can have peace and fun for one whole day.
i would even laugh at things that are un-funny like the last time me(:
but no,there's nothing i can do.


it kills me to see you;

http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm

today is funny day.
had maths in the morning.
ms sim changed our places.
and guess who i seating with?!?!
JUDY TAN!!
chem also with her la!
than went for chinese!(:
my favourite!
doubl period :DD
so fun.
talked and played with debra.
than was fnn.
got test.
dies la.fail already.
than recess.
after recess was cme!!
omg!!it's the funniest cme i had ever la!!
so funny lor.ltt.
hahaha.
she was like telling us about manners and stuff.
and the way we should seat.
than she was like
ltt:some seat like that.some like this.and some with the legs over their head,.
class:hahaahahah!!
me:haahhhahahahahahah(all the way till end of lesson)

and when i was still laughing,she told us something funny again.
so laughing continuously la.
till end of lessons.
and peanut was like pulling me for bio at the end of cme.
than sat at usual place.
but that bloody bitch wants us to go to the front.wtf la.
the front?
like for what?
someone:go infront for what?we can see from here
ms lim:i know you can see from there.but i cannot see you from here.

wtf la!!like why she wanna see us?
and rachel is like so obsessed with her?
omg.can't stand her la.
she's so diao.

after that stayed back in school do the ss thing.
actually was rachel do i see.
but end up i do everything.
wth can.everything la.grr!!!
done already.but neede touch up.
so ask fer help me (:
today's hse prac for joseph,caroline and isbel.
thursday's for catherine,ignatius and marie (:
can't wait please.
suppose to go with mel to tiong on friday for lunch and walk walk.
but me no money so change to next nextfriday lor.
next friday is fun splash!!
going with fer and i don't know who else.
tomorrow's timetable sucks la.
chinese,ss,el,pe,recess,pc than double period chem =/
JUDY TAN again.
not that she's horrible or something la.
but it's like.maths seat with her.
than chen also seat with her.
but at least better than seating with some other people la.
h.i lost my calculator and key.
it's somewhere at home but i can't find it.
and my key.it has been missing for so long already.
it means that i need new set of keys (:
nvm.
if my mother doesn't want to make it for me
than i'll just go make it by myself.
hmm.ok already la.later my hand gets numb =/
bye people(:
takecare.

omg.
my fan is so kuku.
keeps giving out some funny noise.
haiz....
it means time to change new one (:
now everyone's out.
the whole hse is to me!
i can do anything i want.
yay!
now judy knows my chinese name.
and she's calling me whenever i see her =/
i don't like.
and peanuts laughed at my 'who knows' or a very long time.
and i don't know why.
we repeated the conversation over and over just to hear the 'who knows'
she's nuts man.
and elanie yeo's best friend is so lame.
haha.her best friend can't walk.
haha.ok.lame.
but it's funny la.


after school went munch with fer,cherngshing and dayang (:
at bm macs.
laughed till i cannot take it la.
so funny lor.
alhough it's something i've said before.
but i still thinks it's very funny :D
than slack for awhile.
sent dayang to bus stop.
than went take bus home.
homed.pretend to do homework.
my mother wants to go out.
and i don't want.
so i pretended to be doing homewrok.
now she's ot i hope she won't be home that early.
(:
ok.i'm getting bored.
shall stop here.
takecare people(:

today was ok la.
went to the hong bao riber thing?
ya.quite boring la.
except that they got loads of thing to eat?
haha.

hmm.gwen is so guai.
she did eight pages of research for fnn.
so guai la.
i only did like one/two pages for each research?
haha.
and she claims that mdm lim loves me?
ok.what nonsense la.
please.i think she loves gwen more.haah.
oh!guess what!?
colour for class tee gonna be either white and gold/white and pink la.
if it's pink than i'm not gonna wear it man!
no!in the first pleace i wouldn't even order it.
pink sucks man!but than again.depends on what shade of pink.
i'll only wear it if i'm happy with the shade of pink.
hmm.i still prefer the 2baye'05 class tee.
like of course la.


oh no!
my hands gonna go numb later on.
i realise that i can't type for long.
it'll really go very numb.
and i can't sleep.
i need a rest.
hahaha.
madness.

oh!many people in my class are getting flu and cough.
thanx to me.
cause all those who're sick are those who seat next to me during classes.
people like debra.she very suay.next to me for chinese and POA
than judy.and that very day when i got sick was when we had chem.
than alot la.
cause people drink debra's water which i drank on monday!also that day when i got sick.
haha.so many people in the class are rubbing their noses and coughing.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.omg.i feel mean.
omg!there's ss tomorrow.
and than it's soon gonna be wednesday.
than have to present the stupid thing la.
haiyer.
so tsk la.
nv,.i shall just end here before my hands get numb =/
bye people.
and takecare (:

i'm not happy i'm not sad.
it's just a confused and mixed up feeling la.

I NEED FOOD!!!
haven't had my dinner la.
and i'm all alone at home!! :D
i love this man!!
i'm a semi-happy kid now.
happy cause my mother is not at home!
but besides that,there nothing for me to feel happy about.
seriously.nothing interest me now.
nothing.NOT A SINGLE THING.
thas a damn sad thing.
have been feeling low these few days during lesson time.
but sometimes when peanut crake a not bearable joke,i would just laugh.
but soon after,i will be back to the not happy me.
it's not not happy.it's just moodless.not happy.not sad.
not angry.
not bored.
simply nothing.
sigh.
i don't like this feeling.
i want to be back to the last time me.
but i don't think i can.
it's gonna take time.
and the worst is.
i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
well.you will never klnow what's happening to you or what's going on in you.
thats sdo sad please.
sigh.

the cut on my hand you never know.thanks to the 100 plus bottle (:

ain't in a mood to do anything today.
in the morning was ok.
than around 3+ like that mood just dropped.
like it fell from 1000 stories down like that.
well.sigh.
nothing seems to interest me now.
nothing can be back to the same.
i need the time machine!
to go back to the old times.
when we didn't knew anything.
when we were all innocent (:
but everyone knows.it's impossible to go back to the past.
nothing would be the same again.
those fun that we had.
no more.
nothings gonna be the same again.never.

just came back from movie with angel (:
i not stupid too.
it's a nice show.
after that went for dinner.
than here i am (:
had CHINESE early in the morning :D
was nice(:
after was ss.
oh man.a disaster la.
got caught for talking and sleeping =/
have to do some powerpoint thing on the reasons on merger and seperation of malaysia and singpore?
something like that la.
wth lor.
others also talked and slept.
not fair la.
pe was fun.
and i finally got to pinch shumei!
recess.as usual la.
oh!carmen never come school today!!
ok.out of point.
than was pc.boring la.
than chem.had test.
and i think i'll flunk it?
haha.and ms phe said if fail will have extra lessons one to one =/
i don't want la.
haiya.
tomorrow's gonna be a short day.
maths in the morning.
than poa than ss and bio.
than would be recess.than fnn.
than end of school!!!

CNY is only ok this year.
not much income ):
nothing interesting as well.
only that past few days wasn't at home.
over at my aunt's place.
came home only late at night.
tired so went to bed.
actually got loads to update.
but because of the delay i forgot everything that i want to update on.
yesterday was =/ =/
was so super bored at my aunt's place.
nothing to do.
was finding people to go out.
they are all not free!!
than i was almost bored to death.
but didn't la.
watched herbie.
ok la.at least got something to do?
than when the movie ended,everyone just stand up at the same time and walked out of the room.
i was like:like in the cinema hor.show finish everyone stand up.
than they just laughed.
i feel like i'm talking to myself again.
and so far no new person knows that i talk to myself and talks to the wall.
haha.i doubt they'll know unless someone tells them la.
now the only people who knows are those in sec 2 saint bernadette 2005!
oh wells.
it's not really something that people can't know la.
but just let them find out by themselves lor.
i'm getting bored.
my mum's going out.
but if i go i'll still be bored.
but it beats being at home.
anyone wants to go out?

i forgot to say something.
was suppose to blog on the day when i was sick.but didn't.
and guess what!!
i missed my double period of chinese!! ))))))):
so super sad can!!
this time i'm not gonna miss it!
i'm gonna go school on every school day from now on.
and i will!!
i don't wanna miss chinese and the most important!
DOUBLE PERIOD CHINESE!
yayness to double period chinese!!

friday!!!
morning was messy.told carmen where to meet but she went to the other one instead.
very very messy.
than in school.wasn't late for morning assesmbly these few days.
than everytime got people call us go infront.
but of course la.
i will never go infront one.
so as usual.sat at the back.
than was POA.ok la.
than chinese.someone chase my friend away!
than pe.it was somehow fun though.
than was maths.
forgot to do my homework.
but lucky today she never teach.
than did the worksheet she gave.still got time so did my homework and handed up on time!
maths test.not very good.i think it's bad.13/20.
so bad lor.
haiyer..must study.if not confirm will fail one.
didn't go anywhere after school today.
straight home.
how sad.
went online for awhile.signed out soon cause no one online.
than went to sleep.i slept for so long la.5+ till 8.30.
so long lor.
in time to watch 9pm show.
ending was ok.better than rainbow connection.
now i'm super hungry cause didn't have dinner.
tomorrow's new year's eve!
than it's ne year.haha.
means there's income.
yeah!but it won't last for long.
thinking of using the money to change phone.
i want change to 6230/6230i.
either will be fine (:
but i doubt i'll be able to have it.
it's not an easy task to tell my mother i wanna change phone.
it takes years before she gets the message.
ok.i'm so super bored now.
hai....shall go do something.

i actually got 24/25 for my POA test!!
so cannot believe please.
and my mother.
was being so idiot la.
i told her.and she was like:like that very good meh?
it's like 24 is the highest in class lor.
although i'm not the only one that has 24.
but still.her reply was like that lor.wth la.
i've got the funfair tickets le.
anyone wants to go come find me ok??

was a okok day la.
early in the morning had math test.
what a nice thing to start the day/week.
i think i'm so gonna fail the poa and math test.
there's fnn test tomorrow =/
was being nice today?haha.
bought chocolates to school(:
but sad enough.i only ate one.
there's one last one in my bag.
i gave almost everyone i know la.
except those in my class.
i don't think they are worth my chocolates la.
joking.just some only.
i gave to a few people.
those that i never give:sorry.i had not enough.
some is i purposly don't wanna give de.
but if they asked maybe i would.
but too bad la.they didn't.

went bukit merah mac with fer and cherng shing a.k.a. xingxing.
was a last minute decision.
told amanda didn't wanna go.
duibuqi.
was feeling super hungry so just pulled fer in.
sorry amanda!
after eating slack for awhile.
saw two of cherngshying's S4 friends.
one very friendly.the other one super dao.
worst than me =/
just sat around and talk talk.
felt like eating something nice.
so went 7-11.
i think i'm super nice today.and friendly.
i helped people buy things ok.
including xingxing's friendly friend.haha.
was about to leave.
got a purple balloon :D
credits to fer!!
she helped me ask for it(:
xiexie ni fer!
walked home.that about it la.
there's double periond chinese tomorrow!!yayness!!
but there's math early in the morning.
never mind.
i shall continue my friendly ways :D
i feel so random.

tomorrow's already monday.
i don't feel like going to school.
there's accounts test.
and geog.
than on tuesday there's fnn.
and i have not done my fnn homework!!
with so many things undone how can i go school?
haiya.
and still got the EFL thing.
going with that type of 'thing'
it's like a nightmare la.
if i really going than it's like a nightmare come true la.
haiya.good dreams don't come true.
but nightmare always do.
when will a dream come true?

great la.
my mother wants me to go for EFL.
wth.i don't feel like going lor.
go than same group as TYM!!
omg!!she sucks like i don't know what la.
today during pe,vice sports cap never come.
and she thinks she can be the vice lor.
please la.look at yourself lor.
sports cap wannabe only la.
i don't care even if you're reading this.
just wanna tell you:you suck man!
act as teacher's pet.
you just don't wanna be the efl head.
well.i tell you.i don't want you to be either.
everytime during a lesson.
you will the teacher nicely.
i help you do this.i wanna do that.
oh please man!
and when the teacher assk you to do something you don't want,
you push it to the subject rep.
wth la.
you're a disgrce to all the TANs ok.
omg!!
can't stand you lar.

today was a complain day for me.
not very pleasent.
than after school,i ws being so friendly.
i said hi to people i don't.
hahah.i actually said hi lor.
how friendly can i get.hahahs.
:D
i feel so good and high now.
oh my.i feel like drinking coke now.
but i'm lazy to go down and get la.
thats the reason why i need a mini fridge.
can stock up.
chocolates drinks and loads lar.
than people come also can entertain people.
hmm..nobody wants to get coke for me!!
and i'm lazy to go down.
haiya.i feel like i'm bullying people lor.
today.elaine helped me carry books la.
from morning to end of school lor.
haiyer.i feel so bad lor.
but nvm la.she volunteered to help mah.
saw peanuts friends on the screen today.
peanuts friend all so famous one lor.only peanuts not.
so sad la.
sigh.
i'm bored now and i've got nothing to do.
i shall go get started with me homework.
sianz.....

please la.
trying to get popular huh?
get a life man!!
and you think you're the sports captain lar?!?
well.i can tell you CLEARLY that you're NOT!!
so stop acting like one.
calling others idiot when you're one.
stop it please.
you will always be you!
i can tell you la.
only a few people voted for you lor.
and it's less than 10!
so stop dreaming please.
stop acting big la.
you can never make it.
if i'm given a chance to do anything i want,
first:i would tie you on a tree.
than leave you there for days and days.
and i would give you a few slaps.
and make you remember it forever man!
i will make your life difficult.
trust me!
bloody idiot!
can't stand the sight of you la.
just go away please.
because of you,i don't even look forward to going for EFL.
you totally spoil the whole thing lor.
i bet you can't even lead.

OMG!!
i'm so bloody pissed lar.
that tym!!she sucks.i swear.she sucks.
she sucks more than anyone else.
can't stand her lar.

ok.morning was i don't know.
very bad.
had maths early in the morning.spoil mood only.
than was poa.ok lar.
than was ss.than bio!
i swear it's the worst lesson man!
i bet mr tan k.h can be so so much better than her?
and and.the way she gives notes is horrible please.
so messy lor.
haiya.

don't wanna talk about school la.
after school was much much better.
got fer and carmen to go post office with me.
so kind of them right?
than came home after that lor.
i've got loads of homework to do.
but never mind la.
come online first.
can half do half talk mah.
i can multi task.hee(:
i'm bored now.
shall go do my homework.bye people(:

what's your problem?
my attitude follows no one!
it just follows me.
what's your bloody problem?!?

grr!!
i tell you.
my grandma will die a terrible death man!
not that i wanna curse her.
but the way she is is terriblbe plus horrible la.
she acts kind when there ae visitors in the hse.acts like an angel.
but when it's just us.
i tell you.she can be worst than a devil!
yes.she's that bad.
today,she acted kind.
she go help my mother take rice lar.
when she usually doesn't.
i hate her like i don't know what la.
two headed snake!

everyone's changing.
no one remains the same.
some turning from bad to worst.
some good to bad.
none is from a bad side to good.

today i was being so cannot make decision.
recess.
wante to eat.
but don't know what to eat.
walked from the end of canteen to the other end like don't know how many times.
and i still don't know what to eat.
i just kept screaming lar.
and i don't know la.
but i know something for sure.
amanda was pissed and iritated by me.
amanda .if you're seeing this.
dui bu qi.wasn't feeling right la.

today i don't know what's gotten into me.
ate breakfast in the morning.
usually if i did,by recess i won't be hungry.
but today i am!!!
haiyarr!!
everything is like so screwed up larr.
i don't like today.
but after school was much better.
lunched with fer and amanda(:
went foodcourt.
amanda came to meet us a bit later.
ate.i was the slowest la.
they all finished before me.
so fast can.
and they were so kind la.
they waited for me!
XIEXIE!
and still never shout at me ask me hurry up!
so nice right?hee(:
oh.when amanda first came to meet us,her face was black =/
i was scared la.
but after that everything became ok!
after foodcourt went down get bubble tea(:
ice blended almond(: my love!
than went ntuc.
don't know what to do so went macs do homework.
see.we're guai.but i didn't do lar.
just did the first few questions of chem.
than mel and joyce came.so me and fer went off.

reached home.
bathe.
homework-ed.
wanted to take a short nap.
but decided to use com instead.

everyone's so different now!
i've got a feeling that i'm gonna be in a bad mood tomorrow.
i don't know why but just have that feeling la.
sigh.

i feel so random and out of point la.
things comes out at different time and places.
today during chem thought of something lame.
learnt the atm thing.
than i was like
orh.1 Assistant Toilet Manager.
told judy who was seating beside me ):
i really needed to talk.
and so i'm left with no choice but to tell her lor.
and guess what's her reaction?
she just went hahaha.sounded so so fake please.


ashley called me at 15.20.
i don't know for what.
called her back but she never picked up.
so nvm lor.
i was guai during english man!!
i did my work.
i almost fell asleep.
but i didn't.
but i bet tomorrow's chinese i'm gonna sleep.it's two periods la.
how can i take it man!
i shall be guai this year.
ok la.thats all for today lor.
bye people.(:

finally i have bought my ipod cover (:
it's in purplr.
abit wrong la.wanted to get white.
tham my mother say.get white might as well not get?
fine la.so got purplr lor.
not bad la.
i'm so super bored now.
only 3 person is online?
one away.the other one online but nah..
don't feel like talking to.
it's not some not good people la.
just don't feel like lor.
nothing to say.
yupp.ok.
i'm bored bored bored!!

today was okok lar.
nothing much.
as usual.
after school had catherine(?) hse meeting.
me and mel never go =/
how bad.tsktsk.
haiya.

than went lunch with mel and fer(:
i made them wait with me for chermaine chua.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:
and that chermiane chua.
made me wait so long.
just to take the skorts from her.
than went popular.she bought 3 things.
than she went buy lunch for her sister and herself.
she made me wait so long just do all these things can.
and i still have to help her buy handbook.wth lor.
like i will dare to go buy like that.
i'll probably ask fer to go with me(:

i slept for very long yesterday to this morning.
and guess what!
i'm tired now.
and i think i'm gonna have a nap soon.
than i'll come online again tonight.
but if people online is boring than i'll go off and back to sleep.
i'm very very tired.
i want to sleep!
ok.bye people.i'm going ff to have my nap(:

i'm sorry ):

oh well.
there's only one word i can say about today:
GREAT! (:
met carmen in the morning.(i do that everyday)
while walking to bus stop was telling camen i've got pe toda so does she.
and she goes:oh shit!i never bring pe shirt!!!how?
can go back and take.
me:NO!
and she grumbles all the way to school.
and when i reached school,i realised that it's still early.
me:it's so early lor!
carmen:ya la!you don't want let me take my pe shirt!see la!
me:what time now?
carmen:7.13.
me:see!!you said will take 10 minutes.than if you went up and take we'll be late lor!it'll be 7.23!
carmen:but after 7.30 than late mah!
me:than what if we reached at 7.30 and 1 sec?(i know it's lame la)
carmen:they don't count like that one!1 sec they don't count one!

than we reached ther bookshop.
and my class was at level 3!
carmen:how?my class at 4th level lor!
me:i walk you up?
carmen:really ah?
me:yes!but must let me put my bag first.
carmen:ok.

so i walked her up la.
at the staircase.sort of argue?
me:i don't walk you up ah?
carmen:don't walk la!
me:fine!
carmen:ehhh!!
me:what!?!?
ok.than i forgot what she said.
so i walked back to class alone lor.how sad right?
than i said hi to someone.but instead she say i so dao lor.wth la!
got say also dao.never say also dao!
than first four periods was ok lar!
than was recess!!yay!
took so many pictures!with people la.duh!
than ya la!fun fun fun lar!!
al though it's fun.but i don't feel like typing le!
very lazy.and finger also tired =/
so update again!!(:

everyone's complaining that i'm dao.
wth la!!i'm being very friendly already lor.
only friendly with people i know la.
better than not friendly at all right?
wth lor.
don't know what to say mah.
like that counted dao meh?
hmpf!!

whole day was so =/
early in the morning got maths la.
wth please.spoil the whole day lor.
than after that was ss.ok lar.
than was poa.
than was geog.
so stupid lor.you have to stay back in recess just to read?
crazyness please.
no one stays back during recess just to read.
and the worst is.when she was asking question,and when it's almost my turn,
she say don't wanna ask already.
waste my time lor!!!
and and.she said i don't want to hold you back for recess when the bell rang!!
and she only let us off at 11.15 larrr!!!WTH LARR!!!!!

and than was english.
ok la.was boring but cannot sleep.was doing group work.
than was chem!!
i'm so blurr please.
i bought my bio book instead of chem la.
lucky she never use textbook lor.
if not i die.
wednesday.
two periods of chem =/
i don't know how am i gonna survive like that for 1 year la.
i'm missing sec2 days please.
they were so great.
although there was argument lar.
at least it's better than now?
not even someone to talk to.
haiya.
don't wanna blog already larr!!!
i'm pissed now!!!

ok.
i'm like super sad+bored now.
well.talking about it will make me even more super sad ):
so shall not talk about it.
i really wished it did not happen.
i guess it's really my fault?
if not for me not trusting people i knew longer,
this wouldn't have happened.
even though you said it's not my fault.
but i still think it's my fault.
not that i'm being stuborn or what.
but that's what i think la.
haiya.
i really don't wanna continue la.
bye people.


people are just doing for the sake of doing it ):

ok.
i'm feeling very very pekcek/stress now!!!
i don't even wanna talk to myself!!
if anyone talk to me now.
no matter online/at home,
i would just scream at anyone.
so to prevent that,
i left my status as away!!
this way i may prevent screaming at people.
i don't think it's gonna help.
plus the thought that i'm gonna have MATHS on monday!!!
faints la!!!


she a bitch man!!!
bloody asshole la!!
scold and scold.
so you think you're great?
please.you're just a normal one.
not those seniors one lor.give that type of look.
what's you problem la?!?!
nobody said that you have to teach us.
you may say that you wanna change class.
better still i tell you.
the class wouldn't be that =/
i thoguth that there would be no one wosrt-er than her!
but who knows?
you end up to be so much more worst-er than her!
please la.must you be such a mood spoiler?
you're an idiot i tell you!!!
nobody's gonna be worst than you!!!


was still ok in the afternoon when i went for lunch with fer.
fer ate but not me.there was food at home.
so reached home,ate,slept than woke up.
tv!!
than at around 10+ mood changed.
it became like this.
and i don't know where/what's the problem la.
i don't see a problem but i just don't feel right.
i wish i could kill myself now!!!
GRR!!!!

second day of school.
a bit better la.
not that bad.
yeah!!!i grew taller!!
159!!haha.yeahness!!
ok.i'm bored la.
from now on i will only update my blog when:
-i have no one to talk to online
-bored
-angry
-happy
-as and when i feel like.
so i guess it's like updating everyday la.
i'm always bored.
but i shall study(:


today's ok la.
saw my sis in her uniform!
ok la.
except that her pinafore(??)is very long lor.
and she told me that she argued with my mom over the belt.
and she even told me that when she was wth my mother she put belt high high.
than in school,put lower.
she's so young and she's already doing this type of things.
wheh she's older i guess she's gonna be i don't know.
very very bad?

tomorror got mass =/
can just sleep lor.
siao la.
and i don't know how long it's gonna be lor.
i shall bring my camera to school tomorrow.
for self-entertainment.
also to take pictures la.
i feel like taking picture now la.
but not by myself la.
later people think i zi lian.
wanted to take picture with zhenyi today.
but but but.the battery went dead!!
wth lor!!of all times!!!
so sadly i just went back to my class.
than after awhile
zhenyi came.only for awhile.cause mrs wong came already.
so early la.bell haven't ring yet lor.


haiya.i cannot find batteries!!!):
the house is big and yet i can't find a single battery.
except for the dead one la.
i need batteries!!!

i hope carmen will be willing to bring my accounts book tomorrow la.
than i can keep the other one at home.
i'm wondering if we'll have accounts tomorrow.
got mass =/
but one thing i know.
sure miss maths!!!cause first period mah!
than got mass.ahahaha!!
ok.i'm sick of updating blog now.
shall update asap.
takecare people!(:

school's one word:HORRIBLE!
my gosh!!it's even worst than sec one.
at least in sec one,people bother to make fiends.
but now?they don't even care.
first four periods was really really very difficult to pass-by man!!
than was recess!!!not happy because of food la.
but because i can see my friends!!!the thought of it makes me high man!!!
i was so happy that i didn't eat anything.
seeing them makes me happy.
and being so so happy makes me full.
so why do i need to eat?
haha.they are my food!!haha.

the teachers:
form:mrs wong sh
co-form:mdm lim
maths:ms shirley sim =/
POA:mrs wong sh
bio:miss lim??
chem:miss delvinia phe
chinese:mr wong.(not that pe one)
ss:miss vino(:
FnN:mdm lim(:(although she's a bit naggy la.)
english:mr stephen ng.
yupp.so that's the teachers for this year!
one whole year!!! =/
i guess now the only thing i can look forward to is SA2.
than it would be the end.
than holidays again.but at least better than being in 'THE CLASS OF STRANGERS'
IT SUCKS OK.


but overall it's not a bad day la.
at least i enjoyed recess.haha.
that's the most enjoyable thing ever((:
being able to see them(:
i think the new school socks is ok??
not that high?
there's pe tomorrow.
i'm not looking forward to it.
everyone has friends except me.
i guess i shall be anti-social :D???
i really need to adapt to this man!!!


happy kid is a HORRIBLE situation =/

HAPPY KID'S BLOOGING!!!

i'm back to being one happy kid.
well.
i don't know why.but guess.
ok.i don't know.
ok.i'm being crappy.
guess it's high.haha!!!
lalalala.
hmm.played games with chermaine.
i'm so toot la.
i don't know how to play can.
but now ok le la.
not so bad.
but still bad!!!
haha.
hmmm....
last week,when we went chermaine's house bake cake carmen said something.
chermaine:next year you go what class?
me:3p lor.and i don't know anyone la.
(here comes the highlight which carmen says about me)
carmen:ya la.within one week she can die man!!!
chermaine:why leh?
carmen:cause she got no one to talk to mah.and she can't stop talking.so she will die lor.one week only!!!
me:*smiles and keep quiet*(got nothing to say le.she's just sooo right)

hai......
will i really die within one week?
i shall go be friendly and make friends.
well.
i hope.
i don't know if i should be happy/excited/sad/worry about tomorrow.
it's just gonna change so much.
without them =/
omg!!!
what am i gonna do?!?!?!
can just die.


the channel 8 9 pm show is nice.
but lets just hope that the ending won't be like rainbow connection!!!
if not the mediacorp people/producer can just go die la.
nah.for now,i shall continue being my happy kid and not curse/scold anyone(:


it's nice being a happy kid again(:

hello!!(:
wo hen xiang qu escape!=/
anyone interested?


nvm.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!(:
sent new year msg to almost everyone in my phonebook.
received quite a few interesting replys too.haha.
went to see fireworks.
was very very crowded i swear.
went the fireworks was up,everyone was wowing like they never see fireworks in their lives before!
tsktsk.
but i was not one of them la.




ni zai na li?