i feel like saying something good about judy today but i don't know what to say.
everyone was high today! :D
ss.hee.ms vino never come to class.bingo-ed with debra.than to english.same same lor.than maths.good.iunderstand now.pe.floorball :D
recess.same same.still in the process.poa was funny.judy keptgoing 'eh~!!' in that super low tone la.hahah.than yimei followed too.than mrs wong angry la.hahah.than later on jiaping also.hahah.than chem.
miss phee asked sihui question than she don't know.
ms phee:sihui.blah blah
sihui:*kept quiet*
liling&judy:eh~!!hahah.
wth can.than assembly.i slept la.than maths class.hahah.it was funny man!!judytan kept going eh~!! hahah.damn irritating.than lunched with fer mel angielina :D it's been long since the WHOLE clique sat down at kfc after school and had lunch and talked and laugh la.sighs. i missed the good old times man!!sighs.than walked walked.home!!and tadah!! :D
i'm heaading to my auntie's place after this post.so yeah.shall end here.more updates later on i guess.bye! <3

JUDY

TAN

WEI

LING

IS

THE

MOST

KIND

FRIEND

EVER

ALIVE!!

she forced me to do this again.but yet again, i can't deny it.which friend of your's would be kind enough to help you carry your heavy bag all the way till level 4 early in the morning? who in the right mind would help you carry your bag after argueing and disturbing her for 2 whole periods? and plus she carry it without any complains? and which friend would eat your rock-like biscuit and finish the whole thing?[she was probably hungry or mouth itching la] hahahah.thats how nice my friend is.hahahh.judy tan! you better be honoured i wrote soo much positive things about you la!

i swear i'm gonna study like mad for the coming two years and get into ngee an! :D ss in the morning was so so.she came late which is a good thing for us.jannah ate my rock-like biscuit.ahahahh.dayang ate it too.they said it was nice:D
than chinese.hahahah.than maths.i'm starting to like maths again.thats a good thing.than bio.hahah.she wasn't here today.mdm soh came to take us again.ahahahh
jiaping:why that teacher never come today?
mdm soh:aiya.every teacher after coming your class confirm next day sick one.
jiaping:than you leh?
mdm soh:i tomorrow will be sick lor.
me:ya lor/every teacher after teaching us the next day confirm sick one.last time that mrs lee also always thursday sick one leh.
mdm soh:*laughs in a very 'i agree' way*
wth can.TSKKK.

recess!!! normal lor.nothing interesting for the time being because our clique is in the process of renovating[?] to bring you a better life :D
fnn.hahahah.did with gwen and xuewen.fun la.but it was kinda a disaster leh.our swiss roll was like broken?hahah.and my sweet sweet friend went to help me fill water la.hahah.
judy:*walks in*
elaine yeo:i want!
charmaine:i want*elaine pass to charmaine*
*wendy pass to me*
tia:geraldlyn!! i want!
*pass to her*
judy:geraldlyn!!by the time reach to you no more already!!
tia pass to yimei.than to xuewen.hahahah.

ngeean poly after!!
i must get into it!! :D
went for the lecture.okay.it was damn cold.debra and me were playing bingo la.hahah.than ICE CREAM!!! it was fun.grouped with silly,kaining,debra,shumei and helen. kaining was feeling damn down and no one knew why.

KAINING!! CHEER UP OKAYS!! :D

than when waiting for bus, kaining cried laaaa.don't cry already ok!! than back.i was thinking alot on the way there and back la.sighss.
i wasn't sad la.but zhenyi kept saying that i'm sad.wells.
than bus-ed home with her.dinner and here i am!! :D

7 more days :D

edited/2013
this is when you all get on my nerves.
you always want things your way,
always want people to wait.
and only do things when you feel like doing.
and you all will force people to do things when they don't feel like doing.
what's these man?ohmytian!!
why do i have to put up with these? )':

and again,we're back to the past

JUDY

TAN

IS

THE

SWEETEST

FRIEND

EVER!!!

she made me say this.
but i can't deny that la.maybe not sweet but ya.i don't know what's that word.whatever good word you can think about lor.

i bought the cookie i made on sunday to school.
fer was the first person to eat.hahah.than angielina had to nibble on it.than carmen.put into mouth.whole thing shattered in her mouth la. she can bite like !!! than yeah.judytan!!hahah.she put into her mouth nd happily tried to bite it.hhahah.but they said it was nice though.only that it's hard.hee.next time i swear it won't be that hard anymore.oh ya.during chem i told judy that even if my biscuit drop on the floor also won't break.not even crumbs(?) will come off.haha.

maths.ok.maths is i don't know la.but yeah.gotta work hard hard hard!!
than pe.floorball.very fun!! :D i'm starting to love pe!!!
recess.nothing funny this few weeks/days.don't know why but yeah.the clique is getting more and more boring.except for some days la.

cme.reflection on musical after 157910634974 days.
poa.some what funny somewhat not.
judy:eh.your friend ah.that one what name?
me:huh?
judy:the one i say chio one lor.
me:orhh.angielina
judy:a-n-g-e-l-i-n-a
me:no.a-n-g-i-e-l-i-n-a
judy:than thats ANGIElina.
me:anything la.
judy:oh.she say i very sweet leh!!
me:omg! i must go talk some sense into her.must tell her not to lie anymore.
judy:tskk.heh.she say i sweet leh.
me:whatever la!
wth la!!over this she was god damn happy can.
chinese.tingxie.hahhaah.big 0!!than laoshi had to leave for meeting.yayness!! than yeah.bus-ed with zhenyi.zhenyi wanted to eat ice cream with judy[the sweet person] but reach the shop than judy say don't wanna eat -.-
than yeah.me and zhenyi hands are busy so, judy[the sweet person] walked us down because i had the box to take,and she take all the way until foyer la.than i told her to help me hold my ice and she went to throw it away!!but nvm la.she was the one who ate most of my cookie :D hahah. she thought i wanted to poison her can.she say the cookie hard.i put poison inside thats why.tskk.

than at bus stop.zhenyi saw mrs wong walking down.than....
she:eh.coming down already...
me:ok lor.
mrs wong:woah!! geraldlyn.you buy cookies ah?
me:-.- ya lor.
zhenyi:you never buy ah?
mrswong:i bought 3 boxes.but too heavy la.so put in school and eat lor.
zhenyi:like that also can.

i told zhenyi i'll cook baked spaghetti for her after she come back from obs.
she:really ah?
me:ya la.
she:you don't lie to me leh
me:really la.but you dare to eat or not?
she:why don't dare? you wanna poison me isit?!
me:no la.did poison judy?
she:judy's different!!
me:why?
she:how i know.we're different what.maybe you will poison me but not her leh?
me:you crazy ah! i poison you for what?
so nice of me to want to cook for her she say i wanna poison her!!! hmpf!! yeah.long post today la.

yesterday/
CRAZY AND

SILLY!! :D

HAPPY 5 MONTHS!! :D
silly: it's nice having you as my friend!! :D
although you're like always so noisy and stuff!but..
I STILL LOVE YOU!! :D

JELLYFISH!!

HAPPY 4 MONTHS!!! :D
fer:hahahah.i don't know what to say to you leh.only something la.study hard okay!! <3

mel:jelly mellllllllll!! :D you know you're always so irritating and nosiy and whatever bad things that can describe you but i do love you ok!! <33

joyce[jenny]:hahahahah.i know you won't reply to the name jenny but nvm.here don't need you to reply de.i don't know what to say to you too.so.takecare!!<3

STRAWBERRY!!!

HAPPY 1 MONTH!!!
strawberry no.1; carmen siew!! i know you don't want to be no.1 but too bad la.you agreed to it already.so no changing anymore.bleah.

strawberry no.3;joyce[jenny] i still don't know what to say to you leh.cause you're neither noisy nor irritating unlike mel so ya!! i love you!!

strawberry no.4;fer yip ah meimei!!hmm.i also don't know what to say leh!! but takecare!!! don't fall don't if not you will become strawberry juice!!hahahah.

strawberry no.5;mel wong.the worst strawberry ever!! tsktsk.noisy and irritating,tsktsk,hahahah.takecare hor!!!

i'm sorry but i need time to heal.

edit/2231
my heart totally just came out of my mouth and went back in again :/
omg.i cannot take the shock.my heart totally skipped one and a half beat man!! omg.i'm gonna have a heart attack soon la.that was so uncalled for.

and i thought nothing really was going on.

wells.i guess it all stops here.
no more ''you know what?blahblahblah" in that happy tone.
suppose to go jogging with carmen and fer today.
called carmen till me and fer's phone gonna split she also never answer la.so yeah.me and fer wanted to go without carmen but we looked at the sky and it looks like it's gonna rain anytime so yeah.i went back to sleep and fer went to play com.haah.than woke up around 10+ went town with my mom.nothing to do than head down to popular.wanted to get that pencil case but maybe next time.raffles city.it's so exciting there.i bet bringing 50bucks there isn't enough man!! than home.

i'm gonna start to bring books home from monday onwards and start studying like there's no tomorrow.i need to keep myself busy from thinking too much.bleah.oh ya! i spilled tea over my crumpler!! )':
sad okay!!rahhss!!!

i guess this really is the end.

ss was :/
she say i never answer her properly when i already told her i'm going to talk the broom from tanya.oh wells.whatever.
english.lalala.
maths.
i can understand la.
pe.floorball and yeah.
no run for recess.
a/c i don't know what she talking about la.
chem.ok.rachel jiaping and xuewen was damn noisy la.and i was already very irritated without a jacket and they are still making so much noise!! assembly.did nothing la. and i found out judy's favourite line'i don't rock doesn't mean i rock'tsktsk.she just doesn't wanna admit to it la.
and xuewen ah.she said that i'm lying to myself by saying that she's irritating! whatever la!
never go for maths class.very tired.next week than go la. tiong with mel fer.very lazy to go into details la. home.

ALL THE BEST )':

wait till i get my hands on you

i think, it's somehow difficult to find someone you can trust this days la.

ss first period.boring please!!
than chinese.laoshi changed bak the placing la!!!tskk
than maths.i think maybe, i wanna study.like xiangtong le la.i seem to understand everything miss sim was talking about.
than bio.hahahah.that 'bung' teacher is gonna be our bio teacher from now on la.hahahhah.and yeah.
recess.
ran ran ran!!

i guess it's time.

fnn.
did biscuit!!
fun fun.
than yeah.took bus with zhenyi jiaping and debra.hahah.
all of them cheated me la!! took bus home by myself.i'm guai.my mother wanted me home and therefore i'm home!! i should have waited for ferrr. if i waited for her than i wouldn't have seen what i don't like to see.sighs.

i'm SAD!! after so long.tear machine's starting to get over flow.than it'll soon run like a spoilt tap! yeah.and credits to 'A FRIEND'
i never knew you understand the word friend in this manner.

i'm not blind.
neither do i have a brain block!
everything's obviously obvious

hah!!
haven't touched the keyboard in like 9823103235941416 years la!!
finally!!! but this is bad la.exams are near.
okay.so many things happen.
clique outing on 31 august!! fun fun!! walk walk eat eat.went cine emax watch movie!! rumour has it.i don't understand it la.so not exciting please.than walk walk.home.
yeah.nothing more exciting than this la.all not interesting de.
school has start and exam's coming in 3 weeks!!
damn!! right.i'm bored even online.hahs!
bye people!!
kaining,talleah,amanda:
UPDATED!!! :D

joyce is called jenny, and only i can call her that!
hahah.i shall change it soon.she doesn't reply when i call her that la!
right!paper was ok.slept la.was feeling rather sleepy yeah.than was mt.had ting xie! than maths.miss sim not here!! :D free period.some apnn teacher came in la.than yeah.everyone was just going against her.any new teacher/relief teacher that comes will have to go through that la.just get used to it than it'll be fine.like the bio teacher! judy was sad la.i tried making her laugh at textbook pictures again but she couldn't!sighss.
JUDYTAN AH!!CHEER UP MAN!! :D i still need you to laugh at textbooks pictures with me okay!!
recess.yeah.angielina rachel and xinyi wasn't here.than yeah.ohoh! amanda and me are the tofus!! :D me carmen ferrrrrr mellllll and jenny are the strawberries!! fnn.blah.test!than yeah.did work lor.talk talk laugh laugh.rachel ng likes mr ngS because they're all ngS!! laoshi and mr ng! hahahahahah.oh man! tionged with fellow strawberries!! went macs with mel to get drink.ferrrrr carmen and joyce went to get ice cream.we walked there today!! and yeah.carmen siew was being super lame la!
me:carmen siew! go walk in the middle of the road now!i don't wanna walk with you!
carmen:tsk.
me:ahahahah.if you kena knock down than you'll become strawberry juice! just nice! i thirsty eh!
lame right! and her voice was HIGH!! but yeah.very fun la.laughed till stomache eh.wells.carmen what.me and amanda wants to get the pencil case! i'm influencing her not to go mep tomorrow so we can go out and get it and leave for steamboat after that! but she's considering! >:( right! i'm hungry la! so yeah.mt tomorrow and byebye exams!! yeah.and it would also be the last day of exam homeroom system.means no more 'picnic' with gwen.and no more playing with jannah.and no more laughing at stupid text pictures with judytan!and no more alot of things la!! oh ya!i msged someone on wednesday night la.asking who is that person.that replied replied it was TIA!!omg.and we're like laughing like siao la.omg.haiya.i'm lazy to blog already la.byebye!!

you're just like the lightening.
come and go.so fast that i don't even have enough time to look at you clearly.sighs.i'll just resign to fate la!!

POA was easy la.
but i doubt i'll pass with good grades la.it'll only be a JUST-PASS!than was geog.did nothing la.was talking and playing in the end must stand up :/ english.mr ng ah.tsktsk.no comments la.than supposedly POA.but become bio.than no teacher came la.one indian teacher came.we're suppose to study geog/history.can in pairs but not in group.so yeah.usual lor.i turned back to look for judy.she was writing letter than i disturbed her.bleah.than she finished! i did not bring my geog book up so end up looking at chem text.hahahah.we're laughing at pictures AGAIN! damn funny.it seems to be a daily routine for this week eh.ahahahahhah.funny la.and yeah.i gave her a new name. recess than pc.reflection.played. bio agan.no teacher leh.only one security guard.she stood outside our class for like the whole 45 minutes.omg.POWER! played with jannah debra and rachel ng during that 45 minutes la.because judy ws no where to be found. than POA.yeah.i wrote judy's new name on her a/c paper la.hee. than dismissed!

BM macs with jiaping.saw my old old friend.yeah.
than tiong to meet fer and carmen.went more than words buy pencil!
i was deciding whether how many packets to buy because one contain 6.if i buy 2 than will have 12.but if i only buy one and gave to those usual close close one than, some others will say i don't like them or whatever la.so i've got no choice ): yeah.i'll have three remaining after giving to clique so i shall give one to teozhixian! :D yeah.i may consider not giving some la.it's like.sighs.nvm!after buy pencil home!! bathed.studied abit and slept. dinnered and tadah!! (: i shall go for geog now.byebye!!

it's a fact that you will and have never treated me as your friend before.
i wonder which catergory(?) i belong to in your list.sigh.

more than just a friend

right!!
maths paper was so so.at least i can remember something.so the extra lessons that miss sim gave was actually HELPFUL!! :D
i'm glad i went!! than one period of chem.stonedms phee gave us the time to study! so bored.than maths.ms sim wanted to teach but we beg her not to.and she didn't!! well.i didn't study la.i was laughing all the way with miss judytan.hahahahah.damn funny la.we're actually laughing at the textbook pictures la!! omg.damn it funny.laughed till stomache la!! than pe :/ 2.4 again.i passed with the help of DAYANG!! omg.i swear i love dayang alot alot la.she helped me by 2 rounds!! recess.ss paper.flunk! a/c.lucky got mrs wong.she went through general journal with us again!! than mt.bleah.i 'fought' with kaining again.i think elaine yeo's super lame! than BM with ferrrrrrrrrrrrr.yeah.jannah left first.than we went ntuc walk walk.damn lame!! home!i bathed.ate than sleep!! and tadah!! right! i shall go study a/c soon.steamboat this friday with chermaine and maybe some not confirmed people.yeah.

i don't wish to hurt your feelings or anything but yeah.
you're just sticking around them because you pratically have no one to go with in your class? and what's with the face that i owe you something.i don't alright. and you know i was just trying to not show that i not happy face by saying hi to you but you just show me that face.oh wells.you've changed.ALOT.you know.i used to think you're the only one i can trust in the clique but now, i doubt so.you've changed totally to another person.

i can no longer regconise you.

i don't wish to talk to you.sighs ):

morning's the same la.bleah.
english paper first.i'm just gonna fail it la.i wrote nonsense la!! i can only think like after 8.30.i only started writing sentences which make sense after 8.30 la.but there was absolutely not enough time for me to write another compo la. than free period.jjudy tan is an idiot!
me:*keeps on talking*
judy:eh.you very noisy leh!
me:fine.*turns and talk to others*
judy:geraldlyn! i very bored!
me:but you said i was noisy.
judy:fine la.

wth can.one moment say i noisy.another moment ask me talk.siao.
than maths.go through paper.ss.same old thing.she let us off late AGAIN. recess only ate nuggets la. than yeah.chem/bio.i can do the calsulations but i'm so gonna flunk it!! i think i just wrote nonsense too la.when exam starts, our class like nothing like that.whole class still can laugh together. than double chinese. letter.crap with kaining! yeah.than dismissed!! harbour with jellyfishes!! it's 3 more days to the jellyfish day and also to silly and crazy day!! and tomorrow's ME &TWIN DAY!! :D right.ate at yoshi.than walk aound.went more than words.jellyfish now have one common thing.we all have the winnie the pooh file!! :D all the same. yeah.than home.tomorrow's ss and maths.well.can just say byebye to me next week la.i'm just gonna fail everything!! mel will put me in the coffin and fer will invite everyone to come.haahahh. joyce wasn't allowed to talk today. everything she said we have to laugh.so she didn't dare say anything.yeah.i actually STUDIED a bit.hahahahh.i actually studied!! oh my.even i can't believe la.i shall come home tomorrow straight after school to study for a/c and geog.yupp.
you only come to me when you wanna borrow things la.if not, i'm nothing to you.4 years.it's not even strong enough to compare to a less than a month friendship.damn! why do i have friends like you.sighs.just my luck la. sighs. i just can't bring myself to get angry with anyone la!! well. i shall this time.
oh ya!
i got 6/20 for my maths test la!! after so long finally no 0!! even tanya has a number instead of a 0!!hahhahah.

i'm dying to let you know how i feel but than i asked myself this: are you dying to hear what i wanna say to you? do you actually want these words coming out from me? there are still many 1001 and one questions i have.but with only two, one n fact,it's enough to stop me from telling you everything.

you left me standing all alone.

my font seems super big la.
i wanna go out.
ok.super random.like who in the right mind doesn't wanna go out?
RIGHT! i'm like so suppose to study for english and chem/bio tomorrow like what other people are doing but no! i can't set my mind to study :/ thats very bad!! i'm gonna fail badly this time round!! BADLY!!
maybe there's no studying for english but there's still combined science!! or maybe POA needs me to study them too!! or rather the worst subject of all.M-A-T-H-S!! horror man!! it's worst than asking me to read THE SINGPORE GHOST STORIES or watching any ghost flims la.maths is killing me.slowly.i'm rather worried for chem/bio too.1001 reasons to study. one and only reason not to study-the com. dies!! i need to look at my books at this very moment and get every details that needs to get in, into my this small brain now!! URGENTLY!!! i have this urge to go candy empire now! hee :D great.another distraction!!
i was at the hospital yesterday while everyone was enjoying the fireworks!! never mind.lalala.RANDOM-NESS!!

you brought back my hopes just as i were to give up!

today pass quite fast i suppose.
ss in the morning.ok la.than english.than maths.i still don't understand a single thing la.than pe.did nothing la.quite fast.recess.ok.
i think we're or rather i'm not as close to you all anymore.
than POA.i got 14/25 only la.judy got higher than me la!! she got 18 la!! than chem! fuck man! i didn't learn about the other calculations la.wtfffff. and it was actually was my fault.how am i suppose to know hat you all did last lessons?! not fair!! damn it! went for the stupid lead training.siannnnnnnnn.
stayed back for ss.blah blah.went lunch than home.
i wanna go for fireworks tomorrow!!! >:(

i don't like my maths seating arrangement!
there's nothing wrong with the people i'm seating with but the people thats around me!!
OMG.esp the person beside ____ and the person on my left!! omg.and it's confirm not melissa.
but the person beside her and her friends.disgusting.it's a misfortune having to be in the same class as you la.i tried being friendly to you but nah.i shall not do that ever again.even if i have to work in the same group as you! bleah.GET THIS INTO THAT small BRAIN OF YOUR'S!!

i don't wanna continue lying anymore.
i miss you and i care for you too.
i really do.

i hurt my thumb :/
i can't really bend it now.and worst thing is.my right thumb.how am i gonna write?
sighs.
last night i was having an awake nightmare man! :/
very very scary please.oh my tian.it sends shiver down my spine la.sighs.bestie knows it.how scary.it left me feeling scared for over 30 minutes please.bleah.and she didn't even bother to explain herself la! wth!! and now, i'm kinda scared to go school yeah.yucks! first half of tomorrow's gonna be boring la.there's SS, english, MATHS:/ than PE ):
recess's gonna be no good either la.lalala.after that will be nice.there's POA and CHEM!! although there'll be a test but nvm!! :D than assembly.can sleep.hopefully.than yeah.last day of the week.i wonder if my mum would allow me to pon la.sighs.but nvm.i'd rather go school. lalala.i wanna know my results for a/c test. i'm bored la.bye people.

i don't wanna lie by saying that i don't miss you.neither do i wanna say that i don't care for you.because, inside, i really care and i do miss you.ALOT

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.

i don't like seeing people being sad la.
unless i know the reason.ok.but still.i don't like to see people sad :/
seeing people sad is so bleah.i don't like!

angielina never come la!!
i'm not at all surprise la.I WANNA GO FOR NDP!!
ok.i shall not talk about it.if i know i shoudn't have gone school today la!
i don't know why but you seem to be taking all my friends away from me. it's not the first time already.i cannot stand it la.and you, i never knew that you'll change so fast fast!! she seem to be a better friend than me.wells.i can't force you.sooner of later you'll just be one of them and i'll start to dislike you like____ yeah.i just don't like her la.so stop it.i know it's selfish but yeah.either you be her friend or my friend cause i really really don't like her la.i know i can't stop you from making friends but yeah.anyone but her.i cannot accept it.so yeah.i don't think you even take me as your friend la.FORGET IT.

i can't bear to take you as someone invisible.

went hardcourt early today.
angielina wasn't feeling well ):
than yeah.liling just wanna stand behind me la.she says it's not fair because i've been standing at the back everytime.so she just wanna stand beside me and let me hear everything she says to judy.hhaha.than she went to ask mrs wong.
liling:eh mrs wong.if no cca how?
mrs wong:cannot don't have la.
liling:if leh?
mrs wong:than you just wear ij blue and join any club/cca lor.
me:mrs wong!you say one ah!! if they ask me why i there i say you teach me one hor!
mrs wong:*laughs*

how can like that!?tsktsk.
english in the morning always pass very fast!! :D
maths.bleah.test AGAIN.
ss.wtf la!!she cannot teach and still dare blame us for holding her back when she just stop just to look at people and give weird faces.omg.call yourself a teacher man!! f*ck you la!!
recess.was late late late for recess.went to find dayang tia shumei and all.than went up for skipping :/ we just slacked la.than yeah.drank justea with empty stomach which cause stomache in the end.for the rest of the day la.geog.chinese.than stayed for maths.than like that lor.and tadah!!
ok.i'm feeling bored now and there's no one online for me to talk to!! ):
i shall go help amandatan update her blog!! :D

i have to go on lying

you only say what you wanna say and never care about her feelings. and you think it's all her fault because you never believed what she've said. you take it as a lie and believed the other party instead.LOOK! who's the 'innocent' one.i can't say that both is guilty neither can i say both is innocent.wells.you'll even take it as a story of her's even though it's the truth.you just don't believe her.
[this is no offence to anyone.i'm just saying out what i feel, because i don't keep a writen diary neither do i wish to speak this out so yeah.if you personally feel offended than, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!]


AMANDA TAN MANQI!! :D CHEER UP OKAY!
you're suppose to continue on HAPPILY without you-know-who.
and prove her WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!
I LOVE YOU YEAH! :D

i was too lazy to come online/blog yesterday.

SS is never nice la.rachel came back to seat with me and mss vino didn't say anything!! thats good. but judytan still seems lonely seating with them.hahahh.if it was me i'll be lonely too.different topic mah!!
than ENGLISH. judytan lied!! ): she said she'll do her work!! than was maths.ok.miss sim claims that i'm one of them who take test paper than put head on table without even looking at it.i was like doing it while my head on the table can.fucker la!! and she wants to call my mum! wtffff!!
than pe.did the 5 stations thing.hee.than recess run! 5 rounds.

POA.test.easy somehow.than after that left for that forum thing.ice breaker was first.
mr chandran:group 9 and 10 go to GEOK YING and KATHLYN.
jannah:go to who?
me:geok ying and kathly la.you deaf ah?
jannah:no la! i heard geok ying as _eok ying.
me:wth!! it's sucha insult!
ice breaker was boring.only geokying/kathlyn and liling's group was ok.other's was :/ me and jannah almost fall asleep la! than break.2 was the start of that talk!! sian sian sian!! i rather go for chem and assembly!! fer was falling asleep.i had sweets to keep me awake.and after my sweet finish, i got a major headache!! oh man! i almost wanted to DIE!!
than talk talk talk.break! :D went out walk walk.fer almost hit the door on someone!!hahahaahh.than yeah.someone something happen.fer made someone trip la!! )': sadness please!! damn her!! i was telling jannah we forgot to bring the raw spaghetti(?) than continue.i don't know why but i AM anti-social la.VERY in fact.i was like oh so quiet during the discussion la.maybe it's because of some thinking? don't know la.somehow quiet during the discussion. i can't really work wth strangers la.even though after ice breaker.i don't like!!! than after that, me and fer did cloze passage!! fun la!! jannah don't know the answers.DUH! than fer filled it up.and none of us wanted to keep that paper so sissors paper stone lor. I WON!! so she kept the paper! i bet she threw it away la!! >:( ok.i don't feel like blogging anymore.

what's the 'fucking truth' that you want from her man?!
fucking idiot!

school was blah!
fnn was ok.did open book test!
ok la.
judytan can cook!hahahah.
and her food wasn't bad.
3P's now having a trend of eating raw spaghetti(?)
eveyone just chewed on it making those cracking sound.hah!
and don't know which mind of mine went to agree that i'll go for tomorrow's terrorist thing!damn! i'll be missing chem test!! )':
and assembly too! man!double sadness!!
twin didn't come with is for recess! i felt super weird although she's so damn irritating! TWIN!! I LOVE YOU! <3

3/4 of jellyfishes went candy empire!! :D
candy empire makes me HAPPY!
and forget about everything.
oh ya.during maths, walked out of class to fill water but someone just spoils my mood la!! sick! fer bought some chocolate thing.joyce bought it too.with a bar of chocolate!! i wanted to get for judytan because i broke her's but than again.today's thursday.near swimming le!hah! twin knows what i'm talking about! so yeah.bought sweet and chocolate :D
we took a bus back from suntec.suppose to take 16.but saw 608 so took it.can come back mah.than we took! and 16 was just behind! damn!! so yeah.went round and round with that 608.it took so long to reach home!! )': fer and i can't take it la!ok.i'm feeling tired now; mentally and physically. oh ya!our maths table people (yimei judy tanya debra and me) we're all having our monthly thing!hahahah.how nice!! :D all 5 of us la! cool please!hahaahah
during bio;
teacher:gwen, i think you got mental problem la.singing in class.
sihui:orhhh.means you say singapore idol people got problem!!
teacher:gwen.get out of class now.
ginwei:teacher! you jealous people can sing you cannot is it?!
hhahahahahhah.i was laughing the hell out of me la!!

it's a wonder how you can call her sunshine!
disgusting please!
YUCKS!

I'M SORRY, JUDYTAN!! )':
i left your chocolate in my bag and when i reached home, i realised it's broken into half!! i'm really really sorry!! i'll get you another one by friday okay!? PROMISED!!

i was talking to judytan yesterday and i told her if she ever do her homework(not doing it during that subject) i'll get her chocolates!! and she really did it!!hahah.i got her chocolate but yeah.it broke! )':

fn in the morning was tired!! why morning only must have this type of subject?sian please. than was geog.even worst.had open book test and i had no time to finish it!! damn!! and it's counted in CA!! fuck! shit! than english.COMPO!! argumentative! :D POA.judytan sounded oh-so-god-damn proud when she announced to me that she did her homework la.she even called my full name!!ahahahh recess.cannot find fer they all leh.went missing lor.now i know.they had welcome party for their friend.how nice.than was pc.hahahah.i was somehow disturbing judytan la.hee.and yeah.mrs wong wasn't feeling well.oh man!sorry!! and miss lee came to talk to us about stuff.
ms lee:*talking...blah blah blah*
judy:*raise up hands*
miss lee:yes?
judy:eerr.can you talk louder?
ms lee:okay.
walao.i wanted to do that already la.she was talking so soft can!! than bio.wasn't listening la!GERALDLYN!! cannot!!must listen!! there's only almost 2 weeks left to CA!! must listen and pay attention!!! great.bus-ed with zhenyi after school!! and now, someone just refuse to tell me!!damn!!ahh.i'm gonna cry infront of her tomorrow!!

never call yourself a friend if you're not up to it!

i'm so surprised!

yeah yeah.my mood went hay-wired la.
one wednesday i'll just stay back in school and wait for angielina and we'll go lunch and have a good talk again! :D i really miss talking to her about everything and anything! somehow, she's the one i trust most la!! and she's the one i really know how to tell her things in face. CARMEN'S the second one.but yeah.today i told her that i'd rather talk to her online and she stared at me for real long! bleah.tiong.on the way there, something happen la.sighs.i'm just confused la! stop it! i cannot take it!!

chem!!
i like chem alot and i don't know why la.i just have the feel for it! hahah.
yeah.i kept argueing with judy.she just refuse to give in!fine!
than i teach her how to calculate she don't want can! still say i don't know how to teach! hmpf!

maths;
test! hahah.only our group talking lor.and tanya ah.best la!she do half way than down on the table and sleep.ahahah

PE;
hmm.ran 2.4 again.
ran with tanya and rachel ng xinyi! ahahh.
i got run this time lor.

recess;
normal la.just that amanda looks moody these few days! ):
not good leh! must cheer up you know! if not before 20 you'll look like an old lady le!!

cme;
went audi.damn sian la!

POA;
hahahhah.
i got no comments la.at least mrs wong never ask me go toilet and count people today!! >:)

chinese;
lalala.
usual lor.kan chi yu!
shang ke! :D

stayed back for PBL.
got 7.5/10.
not bad la.
went tiong before that.
mel's father saw her and yeah.

after PBL, mel cried la!! omg!! i was the only one who saw her tear come down please! mytian!! scare the hell out of me la!! oh man!! MEL!! DON'T BE SAD LA!! I'LL LOVE MY TWIN FOREVER! <3

went tiong.haiya!! i hate conflicts la!! damn it!!
like is it my fault?
okay.partly but that ahhhhh.nvm!!
i need angielina now!! )':
i shall wait for her next wednesday!!
than we'll talk!!yeah!!
I LOVE ANGIELINE LA!!

okay la.i very tired already.shall go off now
byebye! :D

Can you name 11 people you can thinkof right offthe top of your head? Don't read the questionsunderneath until you write the names of all 11people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
1. melanie wong!
2. felicia yip!
3. angielina!
4. carmen siew!
5. amanda tan!
6. ko xinyi!
7. judytan!
8. rachel ng!
9. jannah!
10. samantha cher!
11.kaining!

How did you meet 10?
-in school!

What would you do if you had never met 6?
-hahah.i'll have no one to get angry with! :D

would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-AHAHAHHAH!! i'll laugh for days and night!!hahahah.imagine fer and xinyi!!ahahhahah

Do you think 1 is cute?
-duh!! my twin, eh?

Tell me something about number 11
-MISS DAMP!! :D

How do you know 8?
-she came to talk to me!

Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
-ehh.nope.amanda leh.she's got someone le la!!

What's 7's favorite color?
-hahah.i don't know.

What would you do if 6 confessed they liked you?
-hahahahahhah.i'll never take it for real!

Fact about 9:
-err..mean at times la.

Who is 4 going out with?
-hee.idon't know.she's has alot to choose from la.

who is number 5 to you?
-my dearest daughter! :D

Would you ever live with 11??
-nope

Is 2 single?
-yupp.but she doesn't wanna tell me something about someone la!

Where does 7 live?
-somewhere far from me.

What do you think about 3?
-hee.someone for me to complain to!

What's the best thing about number 8?
-she helps me carry books/bag :D

What do you like about number 10?
-pretty.somehow or rather

Favorite Memory with 2?
-everyday when we laugh at people!

i was just feeling bored so i took it off friendster and did it!
ss as usual!
was having bad stomache la! :( eng.i got 28/50 for my compre (: not bad,highest was like only 29 and xuewen was the person!hahah.maths.i don't understand a single shit! pe.wanted to go sick bay with jannah!but we decided to run la.than yeah.rachel forgot to bring her inhaler(?) but she insist on running in the end. astma(?) attack!!tsk! was walking with gwen all the way la!hahahah.and my timing was like 28.16!!hahahahh.and gwen was 28.36!hahahah.than yeah.recess.yeah.when at tiong i wanted to go back school to get chem book so that i can study but ms felicia yip was lazy and didn't wanna go back with me!i called like 974632140546206 number of people la!!non picked up their phone!!rarr!!oh, during POA, it was hell damn funny la! i love today's lesson! :D
mrs wong:those not changed go change now if not don't come in for class.
*those not changed walks out to change*
i took a rather long time to go back la.
*when i sat down*
mrs wong:*looks at me and says* how many more girls in the toilet?
me:i don't know.didn't count.
mrs wong:don't try to be funny ah!
me:but i really didn't count!!
mrs wong:okay, you go back and count.
me:really go ah?
mrs wong:ya la than?
*i walked out and saw gwen xuewen felissa at toilet*
me:eh!go back la.she ask me come out just to count how many people left can!
*walks in class*
me:left three and they're walking back now!

wth!!than chem!ok la.like that lor.
assembly was fun too!!
we went for the 'dance' thing.hahahah.
gwen:eh, later we raise our hands ok?
me:and wave too!
gwen:you say one ah?
miss sim:3p!!
gwen:hurry wave!!!
hahahah.than..
miss goh:good afternoon girls!
ginwei:*shouts*GOOD AFTERNOON!!!
mr chandran(?) was laughing away.
ok.the so called dance was boring la.and when it started,it sounded like 'just for laughs' the ew of us at the back was laughing like !!hahahahah.the music stopped and came on again.i was like eh, 'just for laughs part 2!!! hahahah.ok.i think i'm somehow done with today's things that happen la!

HAPPY MOISTY AND DAMPY DAY!! :D
happy 4th month miss damp!!
i love shang ke-ing with you!!
I LOVE MISS DAMP!! <3
miss damp, you're being loved here on thsis very day at 17.19 (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDYTAN!! :D
you've grown by another year la!so stop being so-cannot-grow-up
and please.stop dragging my name during chem in the high pitch tone la.and yeah.i owe you your present! :D


started the day was ss.lalala.normal la.oh! i was so nice to wish the birthday girl happy birthday but she showed me a oh-so-lame face la!wth can!and she still dare ask me to treat her better!!
than mt.ok.ot back the test thing.i was the one who gave vanessa all the answers and yet her compre got ALL right la!!bleah!than maths :/ i don't like.than bio.boring lor.copy notes.recess than the long awaited fnn.we've got practical to do!! :D i was the only one who did baking thus it took a longer time and i was the last one to finish everything la!bleah.and some asshole, after knowing the grades i got, also decided to make baked pasta.and she didn't even told me in the face.she's gotta go tell someone else.bleah!than yeah.was suppose to stay back to do nafa but my leg so pain all of a sudden so yeah.came home lor.i'm thinking of not going to school tomorrow! :(

can i give you up?

yeah.even though you've told me, do you think i'll really believe you?maybe i would.but than again.lalala.it's only a one sided story! :D
i so wanna trust you.but can i?

right!
fnn practical's like tomorrow and i'm still at home with no ingredients for tomorrow! :D great, eh? nvm.going later la.fnn in the morning.than blah through la.recess!! i was wondering to go for badminton match or not, and thanks to FER YIP AH MEIMEI!! she nicely went with me to the badminton board.we actually wanted to check against who.but it turns out that 3p's not playing any game today!happily!made me bring badminton racket for nothing.i wished i could used it to whack someone! and made me irritate many many people la.SORRY MAN!! than yeah.fer amanda mel sent me to my class! :D nice friends i have!be jealous of me man!! yeah.than pc.was complaining to mdm lim about some certain disgusting woman who critisised our test marks so god damn much!! yeah.and you think you're not that disgusting?if you're not than why would our marks be disgusting!?! hurhurhur?!! who's responsible for that?!?!ASSHOLE!!! than bio.yeah.experiment again.
rachel:shumei!! you gonna cry again ah?
me:is there a need for her to cry every bio lesson?
great.so i went off.suppose to meet my father but he couldn't make it and happily didn't tell me!!damn it! took bys with zhenyi to BM!! before that rachel and jiaping walked me to the bus stop!! nice friends again! oh ya.zhenyi's oh-so-goddamn-good chairperson can really ACT!! maybe she can go mediacorp and try yeah.i'll vote for her for sure!!than maybe she'll know more people than she wouldn't have to resort to childish acts like stealing zhenyi's friend away!bleah.and yeah.if you're reading this, you had better get this into that oh-so-tiny brain of yours man!!so yeah.came home and i totally ate like soooooooooo much!! i drank a can of root beer, two packet of peanut butter biscuit, one small ice cream and a few handful of potato chips!!MAN!!!there's nafa tomorrow and 2.4 on friday!DIES.....lalala.shall go out to buy ingredients la.byebye!


my personal msg on msn---> disgusting teacher would teach disgusting students which will give you disgusting marks during a disgusting test!
i wanted to add this-->not happy?than don't teach la.[but than!!there was not enough space]

i find today a good day because i didn't see anyone i don't wish to see! :D
double chem in the morning!quite fun la.i was disturbing msjudytan! hahahah.and she forced me to confess that i'm the stalker on her tag board and that i've liked her all along!wth!i totally have negative 101 feelings for her la.bleah.

*during chinese*
judy:eh!you going locker?
me:*looks away*
judy:ehhh.help me put la.
*after chinese*
judy:*put books on my table*help me put!thank you!!
me:ehh!!wth
judy:you don't help me put i anyhow blog about you ah?
me:oh really?i can't wait to see that.you go anyhow blog lor.i also never do anything wrong.
judy:please la...
me:don't want...ok la.
judy:thankyou!

it always happen la!!grr.than she'll make me feel guilty if i don't help her!
going to buy ingredients tomorrow for fnn practical.bleah./ went lunch with bestie after school.i told her something that happen yesterday.lalalala.and she's gonna help me find out!hah! i'll know the truth by than and i'll know if YOU can define 'friend'.
but according to my eyes, i see that you so don't know how to do that.SAD!!oh ya.i'm no longer seating with rachel for POA )': we're seating according to register now.and judytan's not beside me as well!! )': i'm left all alone la!!damn it!

i know i can stay happy even though after knowing the truth because i've got people to stop me from thinking too much.people like:

ms felicia yip because we'll get small minded and start laughing at everything and will always wait for me whenever i'm late and never complains a single bit.and will bend down just to help me take my books and let me scream and shout whenever i'm feeling bad. <3

angielina; who will gossip with me and let me grumble all i want and i know whatever i tell her,it'll remain safe.and she lets me grumble all i want and never complain about me being noisy and always agree with what i say. <3

mel; who will let me call her all i want no matter how long i drag her name till and although her voice sounds irritating but yeah.i still love her!!she's my kuku-lover afterall. <3

amanda; i can be damn retarded as long as she's around and we'll laugh at almost everyone we find her funny.hah!and those MSNs conversation when we just goes-yupp-okay-ok lor-anything-if you insist.it'll go on and on!and yeah.although i seldom talks to her these days and she hardly has time to go lunch together, BUT! i still love her! <3

carmen; i don't know but sometimes i'll just laugh at the look of her.and i miss those days where we'll talk till morning and i remember that night where we talk till 5 and she's got band at 7!hah. <3

koxinyi; i can get angry with her because she always want people to repeat themselves for her.and she never get things right the first time <3

rachelng; we'll laugh at almost everyone and everything till mrs wong can call out our names few times a lesson and threaten to change our seats.and she'll help me carry books no matter how many things she gotta carry!

judytan; who will always force people to do things and confess feelings for her[ even though it's not true]and feel guilty at the slightest thing.and claims that she's sweet when she was considering whether to show concern to me or not when i cut my hand.but she's still nice because however irritating i am during chem she never scolds me or grumble anything and will still help me carry bag after that and i know i can tell her anything and everything because it'll be safe with her <3

jannah; who will pinch me whenever i refuse to tell her something and always miss school on tuesdays!

kaining; and we'll start laughing at how laoshi talks and predict what he's gonna say at the end of lessons and always laugh at things.

dayang; who will always ask if you're ok when your face looks moodless, and she always worries at nothing.

zhenyi; for i don't know what reason but i never get irritated at her <3

jiaping; although she gets irritating at times but yeah.when she's nice, you can laugh aith her till you get stomache.

limliling; she lets me crap all i want even though after saying that i'm damn irritating!

teozhixian; i don't know why but everytime i see her, i'll smile to her for sure!! :D and she'll always tell me lame jokes in the morning at the locker! <3

i guess you'll be out of my mind because i'll be too busy thinking of all of the above friends than you la.you're just so unpredictable.

misunderstanding is what i hope it is.

bugis, town, candy empire with dearest mel!!
met her around 11.45 on the bus.bugis was the first stop!
all the shops were not open but nvm.it's not our target anyway.
went second level to look for earings!but nah.none is candy to me eye.
so walked around.than ps!
walk walk.wanted to watch movie but come to think of it, we're on budget shopping.so yeah.went to eat and off to candy empire!! :D
i love that place i swear.so nice.i was tempted to buy many of them and we spent about 1 and a half hours in there.i wanted to get oh-so-many but my wallet says no!so yeah.i tried searching for something to get for judytanweiling but i saw nothing! )': than back to town because mel wanted to see if someone was there but she wasn't.reached cine and yeah.thats when my mood goes all the way down to negative 1001!! )': )':
seriously, i don't know how do you define the word 'friend' la.yeah.i know it's not your fault when feelings come so yeah.but i hope it's just a misunderstanding la.yeah.i need judy_the_joker to sign in now!! i seriously need to talk to her!! i'm feeling super abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz now and twin knows everything and anything about it.but don't go tempt to ask her whatever shit happen ok!

i wish upon the stars that what i saw was all a misunderstanding.

i shall update more on musical!!
all the dates were mixed up so yeah.
went for musical yesterday!FUN.
town before.everyone had blisters.
except me.
the jellyfishes favourite hide-out is the TOILET!!
and we have a new thing!
fer-professor!
mel-blossom
joyce-bubbles(rough version)
me-buttercup!
hahahahah.
around 10-20 minutes after i came online, i had somehow of a surprise la.hee :D i think the silky girl perfume they show on the advertisement smells nice.ok.that was random.nvm.crapped alot alot yesterday.just lazy to type all out la.for more details i think you can either go to
mel or fer
i hope you can find out more there.


:D

was too tired after musical.
tiong to meet mel and joyce.
they boarded the bus we were on and off to town.
reached town and fer's leg was killing her because of the heels.
mel:people who always wear heels like me the leg won't pain one!right ger?!?
walk walk walk.reached heeren.
mel:ger ah!!you got plaster?my leg very pain!!!the skin coming off!!
joyce:huh? i thought people who always wear heels leg won't pain one?
mel:*keeps quiet*
than walk walk walk.two down for the leg pain le.
than at paragon while we were going down, the bottom part of joyce's heel came off!! mytianah!!so yeah.we just walked here and there.than they couldn't take it anymore so went into orchard station to rest.hah!
than chermaine came.took train there.saw someone in the train.tsktsk,people ah. i've got no comments.suppose to call angielina when we left town but reached novena than i remembered must call her.so in the end she was late but it was my fault.went in.some people ah..lalalala.angielina and cheryl yeo cannot go in.they needed shawl la.than yeah.borrow here and there than done!got in still must wait!wait wait wait.fianlly!!and it was suppose to start at 7.30 but at 7.38 still got people coming in.so talked to jannah la.there's a inside joke between us.hahah.the whole starting we were laughing at it can.damn funny.and than!!!!!ahem! don't wanna say.bleah.-musical-
after musical was over, went outside and took alot of pictures with people.than off to town in a group.I LIKE!!but fer needed to go home so yeah.me mel and fer went home.there was a 16 when we were at the traffic light.
fer:confirm cannot get up one lor
than the uncle waited at the zebra crossing!!
so i rushed and rushed.in the end got up!bleah.and fer keeps wanting to know who is the person!ahahahah.nvm.it's only me and _______ know!!hahahah.going out already!bye people!

you might not understand why i felt for you and, neither will i.

i just read something from somewhere and i can't believe that you're doing these to seek attention from people.mainly ____
OMG!! it's that unbelievable la.
went walk walk to look for heels but in the end still wearing back my old one.it looks nicer.i'm all changed to go out but than! MISS FELICIA YIP is still stuck in town!so i'm gonna leave later when she calls.than off to walk walk.than meet chermaine at town to toa payoh!than meet angielina there.than in to meet yimei.lalala.i happily forgot to take my tix back from her! >:(
all rights.i shall go rest for awhile la.tired.

i didn't think you'd do a thing like this.

bugis with mel mother and sister!! :D
bought my skirt le!! and everything la.left heels only! :D
my skirt is black and top is blue.was suppose to be black but look like- so yeah.going to buy heels later/tomorrow! and yeah.going town tomorrow with mel joyce and fer!! than to toa payoh with them than to meet yimei and people.after musical might be going walk walk with clique?see first la.see if my leg can take it.hahah.hmm.i shall get black heels! :D

ss in the morning.was quite irritated la.yeah.
oh.thanks to those who asked if i was alright :D
yeah.don't worry.was just thinking about things.
than english.slept through.
maths.went cyber home.
pe was super slack!
never run never do anything la.than went to set up the game thing.listened to songs.yimei jiaping tia and jannah was dancing!ahahah.
than yimei hold the umbrella and dance la.wth!!
than yeah.mrs wong wasn't there for a/c.ms phee instead.boring la!
than bugis lor!! i shall go get my heels later la.lazy to go out tomorrow.gotta do my hair before leaving.must seat beside the fan and let it blow!!than off to meet fer and walk walk.

i don't know what you're thinking in your mind!

ss was boring as usual.
i find that i always have difficulty trying to start my post!
nvm.than mt.bleah.crapped with kaining again lor.ha!than maths./i don't understand a single shit la!nvm.bio was ok today.i got no comments on my class la.sighs.always wanna take advantage only lor.;ater than come and act act.tsktsk. fnn was ok.
i always like mrs ong fnn lesson although! the fact that i still prefer mdm lim! she don't teach on thursdays one please!haiyer!

bugis street with angielina after school!! :D
bought earings and nothing else!
and we're gonna work in the holidays than go back there and get everything we want :D going back tomorrow to get clothes for musical! and stuff as well la!and i need to get shoes! i practically need to get everything la!!

ok.i'm feeling bored now and i saw the seating plan for the audi over there!!damn!! i'm in the corner la!!and fer they all in the middle one please!! unfair!! ahhh.
seating plans!---> http://www.hdb.gov.sg/fi10/fi10210p.nsf/WPDis/Booking%20HDB%20HUB%20FacilitiesSeating%20Plan%20-%20Convention%20Centre?OpenDocument&SubMenu=Seating_Plan

i think i gotta keep myself busy from thinking too much la. )':
i jus saw something from somewhere and i'm super sad/pekcek/irritated/angry now la.
i knew that i've given up but still.i'm just disappointed in you la.i treated you as one of my close friend but yeah.ok.it's dramatic but it's the truth.life is just a drama with yourself as the lead what.so yeah.i don't feel like talking to anyone now la.

leave me alone!
i know i can keep myself busy by laughing at people during recess these few days with jannah, talked about the __ ____ thing with clique although it's somehow related to what i'm thinking.i can also laugh in class with rachel and yeah keep myself very very busy but still.night will come and i'll be free.and i'll start to think.maybe it's something that i misunderstood.thats all i hope.i misunderstood it.i need someone to tell me the truth now.blah blah blah.it all links to you!! i don't know why! i need someone to get me out of this!!!i know sometimes i asked to be left alone when i need someone to keep me busy la.how contradicting!nvm.

fnn in morning.
was ok la.did workbook only.somehow i begin to love mrs ong's lesson because it's always very slack la.but still cannot be compared to mdm lim's one.because when i'm not busy i'll start to think.think about everything that is possible.than was geog.than english.ok.mr ng is forevering saying that i'm guilty!!rarr!! i feel like screaming at him la!!than poa.after that went down for the game thing.hahahhah.than kept talking about the thing with fer.than sat there with jannah and laugh at people :/ than was pc.rather slack also la.than bio.ok.no show to watch today.today's lesson all very slack.than waited for bestie after school.yupp.thats all i did today la.there's something i wanna say but lazy already la.somebody please tell me the truth!!!!!!!!!! )':

you'd knew it all along but than you still did what you did.
call yourself a friend!
i bet you can't define the word friend!

i only blame myself for not having the courage to take the first step.
and also blame myself for getting close to you.

i love chem alot i swear.although i don't understand it at times la.
okay.chem was in early morning :D judytan was late for 30 minutes la!! rahh!! than yeah.i don't know but i was quite irritated with her today leh.don't know why la.than yeah.must do the work.i see wrongly la.she asked me if she should go for training and i was like don't know la! guess what she said!
judy:I LACK OF CONCERN LEH!
me:lack of who's concern?
she just kept quiet.okayy.lack of concern.ahahahah.than was maths.i never do homework la.i just copied can.than pe!!ran with debra at first but she was slow!! so yeah.went infront with felissa.hahahah.i was walking while she was 'running' hahahh/acting only la.than she did the brisk walking they always show on tv.the must move butt one.funny please.yeah.we both walked 3.6km.hahahah.the outside round run 6 rounds can already lor.and we happily continue la.in the end so many rounds can.but never mind la.we also never run.hahahah.than the track rubber(bacon) went into my shoes la!!so yeah.after that cme.boring please.than poa.hahahaah.was playing the keep quiet game with rachel.hahah.so mrs wong didn't call us today la.hee.i'm proud of myself for being able to keep quiet.fast forward la!! after school.me and mel on same boat.sampan!!fer and joyce is ferry.carmen rachel angielina xinyi is star cruise de!hahahah.and guess what!! ______ is use swimming de!worst than me and mel!ahahah.at least we got sampan! :D ate.fer went popular to get stuff.than yeah.met carmen and we played the keep quiet game.hahahahhah.we're gonna continue it tomorrow!!now i'm bored so yeah.bye people!

silly and crazy 3rd month!!
jellyfishes 2nd month!!

hahahahah! now you're no longer important to me because whenever i see you, i feel so......(i don't know what word)
my heart no longer beat that fast.and i'm no longer yearning to see you in school.but i don't know why, i just wanna avoid seeing you )':

yeah yeah.
english in the morning is always the best!! :D
did compre today.ahahahah.
i ask mr ng a question before jiaping did.she asked the exact question!
me:mr ng.blah blah blah...
and it continues.
later on...
jiaping:mr ng! what's the meaning of this ah?
mr ng:orh..blah blah blah.
jiaping:pushing the blame to others la?
mr ng:very good!
me:eh!!not fair leh! just now i also say push the blame you never say good?!
mr ng:*shows me the gonna scold you look*
me:ok la.nvm lor.
mr ng:no blah blah blah....
me:nvm la!!
mr ng:ok la.if you want.GERALDLYN!VERY GOOD!!

i was thinking la.okayyy.hahhaahhahh.he just walks off smiling to himself.okayy.i've totally got no comments on this.after was maths,was feeling a bit more pekcek that usual la.almost on the verge on breaking down la.but yeah.than went for ss.it was ok la.almost broke down la.tears were like filling my eyes.but yeah.rachel was there so yeah.didn't la.things will never be serious when she's around so yeah.was a bit better la.than recess.hahaah.was totally ok because yeah.got carmen angielina rachel xinyi fer mel joyce mah!!! :D
me:carmen!i wanna change class!
carmen:why?!
me:i don't like some certain people in my class la!
carmen:ya la.why?!
me:have you ever hear me saying that i like my class?
carmen:er...NO!
me:than?
carmen:ok lor.
than yeah.after the rain, hardcourt was wet.than me and fer walked there.others stupidly followed.hahaah.than fer go step water on me can!wth la.than we target mel next.hahahh.oh ya!!

sharon:geraldlyn!did you see amanda?
me:yeah.in canteen la.
sharon:huh....where?
me:canteen la.
sharon:i know.which part.
me:don't know.
sharon:aiya.you help me call her can?
me:AMANDA!!! call already.
sharon:tskk.

hahahahahahh.than after geog, was walking behind amanda la.than yeah.they stop to talk.hahahahah.
me:eh!see.i help you call amanda one lor.thats why she here now.
sharon:yeah yeah.
hhahahahah.ok.i'm lame la!!some people just choose not to believe that i don't like her anymore.people like rachel!!aiya.she just won't believe!fine lor.mt was so so la.after school went harbour with fer.had yoshi.did abit of work than home :D i wanna go get new pens.and new clothes!! musical is coming and i'm stress again over what to wear.lalalalala.
TOMORROW!!!
SILLY & CRAZY 3rd MONTH!!!
JELLYFISH 2nd MONTH!!!

i just can't stnad certain people alrights.
they want people to keep quiet for them when they're doing work WHEN THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES MAKING NOISE!damn it! and after they finish their work, they talk so lkoudly like nobody's business!! you think you rule the world?let me tell you clearly NO!! i know your brain is small thats why cannot contain so much general knowledge.your brain only contain those think-for-yourself cells.yucks man!!! though your brain is small, i want you to squeez this in!!! NO ONE'S GONNA KEEP QUIET FOR YOU!!ASSHOLE!!!

and some other people.
yeah.they msg you early morning.ask you help take books and whatever shit.after you take, you're totally transparent to them.yeah.i cannot take it anymore.blame myself yeah.complain complain.after that still take.I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.I WANT THIS TO GO INTO YOUR SMALL TINY WEENY BRAIN TOO!! I'LL ONLY HELP MY FRIENDS WHO DO NOT TAKE ME AS TRANSPARENT!!!AND YEAH.PEOPLE LIKE YOU DON'T DESERVE MY USELESS HELP LIKE TAKING BOOKS!!!

starch + water = suspension!!

okay.the above sentence is i don't know.hahahah.
oh wells.it's late night now and i'm getting high! :D
crapped with people just.haahahh.talked to amanda!!yeah and we were crapping through the whole conversation! and yeah yeah yeah!hahahah.went ikea today.than queensway!wanted to get my waterbottle but they don't have it there.so going great world tomorrow.i need to have maths tuition!!seriously or i'll just fail la!! )': i didn't know that judytan is so wanted till i see the number of stalkers who tagged her board!hahahah.ok.and i didn't realised till today that i get so easily contented over somethings.hahahahh.just show me a picture of someone and i'll be all smiles all day!!hahahah.if you wanna know who that someone is tag my borad la!bleah.

bleah.
ss and ms vino was here )':
but yeah.so what.she here also like not here.we also laugh(or maybe only me and rachel) great.i smell durian in my room.i walked out to see but no one was eating durian.hmm.anyways.back to topic.yeah.than was english.erh.okok la.than maths.it's interesting how i can understand la.hahah.and for the first time ever, i finished my work in class and handed it in! :D i feel proud of myself again.than was pe.it rained and we were all thinking of the route to run.i came up with a stupid idea of whole class going into the toilet to hide for 5 minutes than come out.hahah.obviously nobody took that idea la.so ran lor.than got the station thing thing again.i so wanted to do skipping but somehow push-ups was before skipping and we were at the push-ups station and they said it's gonna be the last station!!wtf!!bleah.recess.played the badminton thing.omg.when i saw so many people coming up i almost wanted to cry please.than yeah.i think liling was pissed with me )': i kept making noise during the match.hahah.and the score was 15-21.mm got 21.great.than poa.test.i just scribble through la.chem.also had test.and yeah.never study but at least only got 1 wrong.rachel got everything wrong!hah!than AS.ok.it was somehow funny la.hahah.fer came up for the english thing and yeah.i bet she just wants to see her bestfriend thats why.you see.her bestfriend's class happens to be beside my class.hahahah.and yeah.she stood outside for quite long lor.hahahah. and mrs wong ah.aiyo.she keep eyeing on me rachel and jiaping la.cause we make too much noise during her class(as always) than yeah.during prayers, rachel showed me the cartoon comic on her box and i started laughing behind my bag but mrs wong still saw.hahahah.than yeah.we got kept back awhile la.hahahh.tiong to meet my mom.i like to go anywhere with her when she's in good mood!! :D i manage to get my 2 pens today that she owed me :D see!!thats what i get when she's in good mood :D ok la.my fingers are screaming at me already.byebye! :D

up to you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN SIEW JIAYI!!! :D

it's so tiring trying to explain things.

first was ss.
ms vino never come! :DDDD
went library to stone.sighs.
i think 3p's hopeless with _____ & Co. around la.
in library also so noisy even after the person inside said that if noisy than go down general office.sighs.listened to music.samantha came to join me.we took pictures of kaining.hahahh.from now on i think i'm gonna bring my cam to school everyday la.ok.after that went shangke!!never bring money for the book again.he made us borrow just to pay him la.so yeah.than was maths.it's ok today la.than bio.hahahh.that mrs lee ah.every thursday never come one lor.haiyo.maybe yeaterday she went home to cry.than got swollen eye.hahahah.recess!!-EXCITING-
met fer.went down to get cake!!than rushed to hard court.got everything ready.msged mel.they came down.yeah!!!sang birthday song!carmen blew cake and yeah!!CARMEN!! HOPED YOU'VE ENJOYED YOURSELF!!! :D i feel accomplished!!for today and yesterday!! did i mention that i went all the way to ps to meet my mom?! all by myself?!!?hahahah.and after that in the night, i went all the way to tiong!!by myself!!to get cake!!oh man!!!hahahah.ok.back to topic.after recess was fnn.quite fun la.than blah blah blah.dismissed!!! CARMEN!! SORRY!! I CANNOT MAKE IT!!DUI BU QI!!!and yeah.here i am la.my fingers says they wanna stop so yeah.bye people!

you people can choose not to believe.you can also choose to believe.but yeah.i don't like her anymore!yeah.it's really up to you.if you still choose to believe that i like her than later people say you not updated i don't know ah.than too bad lor.

wells wells.
rained again :D
fnn in the morning.it was.....everyone was tired plus the weather was ohh lala.and yeah.had to do work la.so do do do.than geog.never fun.than english.ok.mr ng says that i'm guilty because when he was talking to jiaping i answered.
mrng:hurry up do!
me:I GOT DO LOR!!YOU SEE!!
mr ng:why your reaction so big?i also never say you never do.you must be guilty right?
me:guilty for what?
mr ng:how i know?
wth can!!!than was poa.okok la.rachel became the professor of idiots!!she even got certificate already.and jiaping is the teacher of the idiot!hah!than recess.hahaha.met angielina and went down together.than blah blah blah.pc.than double bio.sighs.aruge scolding argue scolding again.and shumei cried )': i guess she was too stress or too tired of some people's nonsense le?i heard her talking to mr boey about changing class or something? SHUMEI!!! DON'T BE SAD OKAY!!! :D cheer up!!

you're just someone who mean something to me in the past.

just finish doing the __________! :D
it doesn't look perfect to me leh.sighs.STRESS!went fer's home just now to do half of it.than home to continue it..we're gonna change the name to _____!! :D no choice.so yeah.

chem early morning.judytan was super tired therefore i'm bored!
than yeah.after break than she ok.and i pulled her blouse out.ahahahah.she claims that i molested her!! =/
than was maths =/ i'm starting to dread it la!!!
nvm.than pe.was lazy to do than say got stomache.hee.recess.hahahh.i don't know why but yeah.it's sort of like.luan la.hahah.than cme.boring as usual lor.than poa.i mistaken la.i thought we'll be having ss after cme can!wth! and during poa, RACHEL BECAME THE GRAND MASTER OF THE IDIOTS!!so idiots beginner, come sign up!!first 10 person will get 10% off.hahahh.sihui was trying to be an idiot!hahahh.than chinese.must bring keben but kaining forgot la!!!than laoshi said only next lesson start than have the fazhan thing.wth la.next week if i forget than can just go die la.oh wells.than yeah.fer's home.do things and tadah!!! :D

nobody will believe me when i'm saying the truth.
everyone just wants to believe the lie.
they just don't believe that the feeling's not there anymore.
is it that hard to believe someone?
i wonder......

i'm lazy to update these days.
lalalala.my father made that bread thing again today.
i saw it when i woke up and i started counting and i realised that i've got not enough.but than again.ya.and i didn't give it to rachel!!!oh man!! SORRY RACHEL!!! i'm really really sorry ok.i didn't mean to la.and not that i don't like you!!sorry!!!oh god!!anyways.english was fun! :Dit pass quite fast la.hahahhah.the rat!!(inside joke)jiaping and i were laughing for 15 minutes la.hahahahah.than maths.i dread maths i don't know why.i wish can be like tanya.just sleep.hahahah.but miss sim see already will call one la!!than aiya.no choice lor.ss.oh man!! i hate it like ABCDEFG!!!it's so.......than recess.anyi had history before so met with her than went down together.was planning things with fer.hahahah.than yupp.went for geog.had test!!gone le la!!than double chinese.kaining got angry because i sad her name wasn't nice to call because it's not those 3 syllabus(?) type than not easy to call because cannot drag.and i told her an example with samantha's name.hahahah.and she didn't wanna talk to me for 30 seconds.hahahah.she couldn't help and laughed.than ya.we were eating in class.there's chinese again tomorrow!!yay!!and rachel!!was being so so irritating la!!she kept wanting to eat!!!rarrr!!after that went town(ps) with joyce and fer.to get something lor.hahah.than ya.we couldn't get one of them so yeah.we're thinking of getting it tomorrow?see first lor.going fer's house tomorrow after school to do things with joyce i think.than need to order something too!!! :D well well.i think this is the greatest thing we ever done?we never did sucha thing before.hahahah.and yupp.carmen asked everyone to go sakae on thursday.hmmmm....i'm confused.and yeah.i wish to sprain my ankle because tomorrow during recess there's the badminton match thing!!!omg!!!kill me now!!let me sprain my ankle now!!!please!!!! i'll be glad!!!please please please.i'll still go school tomorrow.just don't let me play that badminton!!please please!!! )':sighs.my fingers say they wanna stop now.so bye people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE YEO (SUPERSTAR)!!! :D

last day of school(for the week)
it seems like any other normal day for me la.wells.non home-room today :D thanks to mel wong!(i think) but back to home-room on monday already.one day only lor.someone in 3p should injure their leg!! i don't mind being he one.but the thought of the pain turns me OFF.so yupp.but if injured than maybe can skip 2.4!!! :D but nvm. i'm gonna give carmen's steamboat a miss i guess.don't really feel like going and another thing is i can't make it.oh wells.not really into these type of mood now and for some other reasons too la.fer knows it and she feels it that way too!alright.school!!the only thing i face now.bleah.mrs wong never come.ms phee took over!!so double period her!!oh man!and she started chem on the dot!bell rang and she started.blah blah blah.than ended.went tiong with mel and fer.ahem.before that while waiting for cab, no comments.lalalalala.than from tiong took a bus to great world.met my mom.ate walk around and off.i saw samantha there!with shumei and her civilised(?) 3mm friends.lalalal.oh ya!!that irritating asshole who laughs her ass off at everything didn't come today!so yeah.PE was okay la.just ran lor.good exercise although i don't think i can take it.after chem judytan refuses to let me off because i don't wanna help her put books.so she passed it to xuanya!!and she don't have the skill to dump everything inside!!open door only all the books drop out.hahahahahah!!! i was laughing like!!!hahahah.than ya.of course, I helped her!!hahahah.than ya.everything for today la.oh!!i'm late already.suppose to play game with fer!!

live for yourself and not for anyone.
die for yourself not because of/for anyone.

today was alright.
nothing much though.
ss early morning!not much la.just that we didn't finish the thing and we just ran out of class.chinese.talking with kaining again.than maths.i'm really not interested in maths this days la.although i somehow understand what ms sim is talking about.than was bio.hah!that 'cannot-talk-properly' teacher wasn't here today.well.it was ok la.recess was normal!!and i'm hesitating whether to go or not. oh wells.fer knows it.than fnn all the way.boring boring!!we made the same thing we made before.than blah blah blah.everything over.was arguing with jannah over who will win for world cup!and ya.we drew on our containers la! than ya.was deciding where to go.so walked up and down the stairs quite a few times.hah!and some idiots!!like everywhere one lor!irritating!!than yupp.went bukit merah!than home.bathe than slack around.use com!! :D i'm trying to load pictures la.but don't know why just cannot see!!nvm.tomorrow's gonna be 'i don't know' don't feel like doing pe.and mrs wong won't be in school tomorrow!! :D no POA! :DDDDDD i hope cpc won't take us again la.thats all for today i guess.

some people ah.forever so irritating!and if you're reading these, yes!!surprisingly it's someone from 3p i'm talking about! i'm actually talking about someone in my class!!and it's someone who was once from the same course as me!!yes!IRRITATING she can be!and yeah.laugh laugh laugh at everything and everyone!and when people talks abit of you, like the whole world is opposing you!wtf man!!and yeah.when you want people to keep quiet, people have to keep quiet for you!but when people ask you to keep quiet, you act as if we want you dead!!with you in the class, we can never have peace man!you noisy asshole!!such people actually exist.sad case )': and yes.if you're guessing if the person is chuasihui,than you're so right!!

and some other people in the class too!!they are only nice to you!WHEN THEY NEED YOUR HELP!yeah.when you need me to help put books, you laugh and smile to me.and when you don't need my help, i'm as good as transparent to you.wells.no more.i'm not gonna help you anymore.everyday i walk to hardcourt/classroom with one whole stack of books, than after you get your books, i'm invisible to you only until when you need me to help you put books back in the locker.i'm not complaining here but yeah.i'm not born for you to make use off!!so yeah.know your limits please.and if you really don't wanna be my friend, than don't be.don't PRETEND to be my friend just because you want me to help you take/put books.yeah.get this into the tiny mind of yours right now!!

well.now, i guess.the feelings are really gone.

and no one else already.i'm serious!it's up to you all if you wanna believe it or not.

school was ok today.
fnn early morning!so boring i swear!!
i was sleeping!and blah blah blah!went by quite slow.than geog was fast?than went for english.i was sleeping away.than POA.i'm starting to dislike it! it's so irritating!! :/ recess was i don't know.mel wasn't here that's why.although she's very very irritating la!but yeah.without her us like something's missing.oh wells.and she's considering to go school tomorrow or not!wth!she better be there!and i just received a msg from angielina!!she won't be going school tomorrow!! ahh!! i also don't wanna go!hmpf!! i don't wanna go!! haiyer!! and i'll be going for the musical because i asked jannah if she's going.she said yes and i don't know why i also going.nvm la.just go lor.there's alot to blog about but i'm lazy to bye!

i think it's already the end of story.

today was a relatively good day?
oh wells.had double chem early in the morning.
jannah helped me carry bag!ahahahh.so nice!!
than chem.hahahah.i think judy's damn poor thing.she has to seat with me for chem!!ahahah.and than she helped me carry my bag!!ahahahah.nice friend i have i know.ahahhah.before going for chem jannah and dayang argued i think.jannah cried )': than judy!hahahahh.
judy:eh!let me copy leh!she coming le!!!
me:than too bad la.she confirm ask you go infront de!!byebye!
judy:ehh.you very bad leh.
*here comes ms phee*
ms phee:why never copy?waiting for what?
judy:heh! i cannot see!!
ms phee:than go infront now!
me:cannot!! i lend her copy!! later no one seat with me!!
ms phee:aiyo!you all ah.very nonsense leh!
judy:*smiles like an idiot as usual*

than she also help me carry my bag all the way up to level 4!!!haahahh.poa.mrs wong never come :D but......cpc took over :/ horrible man! we can't even talk!!eeeyyyeeerrrr.than was chinese! we had open book test today!hahah.everyone was just talking la.hahah.there's fnn tomorrow first thing in the morning!and it's ___ ___.oh wells.sharon claims that she's good!!eeeeewwwwww.disgusting man!!
oh wells.at least there's jannah for me to complain to.hahahah.see why judy tan is so poor thing?hhah

I SWEAR I LOVE ELAINE YEO ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!

she sent me the song!!! i sent it to mel and fer and they're so happy!!! and i'm happy too.it's now on single on my player la.it's been single since just now!!I MISS SYF!! )': i sent carmen something too.and she wants more but i refuse to send it to her.bleah.i know i'm mean but yeah.hahahah.cannot be too good sometimes.if anyi ask me than i might send it to her!!! lalalalalal.now me mel fer are all happy kids!!! :D and i'm talking to fer on the phone now! :D okay.i forgot everything i wanna blog about so bye people!

shela is cute!!!hahahah

SYF WAS SUPER DUPER UBER FUN AND INTERESTING AND EVERYTHING LA!!!
it was so so so great!!every part of it!!except for some irritating people la!!i woke up early today to watch doraemon! :D than went to bathe and meet fer.than carmen than go school.than ya.do this and that and everything than LEFT FOR STADIUM!!was the lastest class to reach?than eat and talked.helped carmen tie hair and she took it out in less than 5 minutes!!than went in!!!i'm lazy to type la.others will blog one la.overall today was a great great great day!!! :DDDDDDDDnothing has been these great before.everything was great!!except when going home!!some fucking irritating asshole!!!oh man!!they have mind of a asshole and mouth of a fucker!!they talk loudly anywhere they want/feel like.they are like so freaking noisy la!!oh man!!and some asshole friend of theirs still can ask me to chill.like how the fuck do i do that?!?irritating!!and these asshole friend!! i tell you!!she also has a mind of a asshole man!! i don't know what on earth did i do to her!!!she kept showing me attitude la!!like what do i owe her? a million dollars?last time i always thought she was someone fun to be with la.now, oh man!!she's the last person i ever wanna have fun with man!!she sticks with those ahh lianxz and stuff.eeewwww.one word to give her!! disgusting! and worst!! now she even talk like those gangster or whatever you call that la.those very chinese educated type!and eeewwwww.i wish i never knew her man!!cannot take it anymore!!and i tell you.she claims to be friendly and be friends with anyone!but in actual fact, she chooses friends!sick la!! don't talk about it anymore la.ya!! i'm very very very happy la!!and only one person knows why!!!ahaahh.lalalalalalalala (: bye for now!! :D
*all smiles*