Thursday, March 27, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
School was still the same.
Fast forward to after school.
Met SJY after school to pass her sleeping bag and take disc!! :D
I'm gonna be so occupied this weekend!
Neeways, Elaine went to get PVC tape for funfair. Haha.
We went from Popular to market to get it.
&& we got different shades of red!
BUT! The shop auntie was so damn nice than she let us exchange our shade of red with her shade of red!
Oh yah!!
I was texting Fer during F&N and one of her msg made me smile like there's no tomorrow.
& yes, I was smiling to myself or rather, the phone, tsk!
But what she said was really :DDD
She talked about giving me _____'s picture again.
Hahaha!
& I'm finally meeting her tomorrow!!!!!!
Okay okay, I better go do F&N now.
I'm still stuck at bloody survey!
You make me hate school alot, thank you very much!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Here goes:
G: Eh bring coffee prince and 18jbj tomorrow.
C: Can don't bring Coffee Prince tomorrow? I can't find it.
G Cannot find? Go any coffeeshop and find some damn cute one that you like la, coffee prince lor.
C: You damn lame leh. You go find one for me la.
Omg!
Carmen SJY, if you're reading this, remember the preserve this 'joke' okay!
Oh yah, I told Fer I want a board with ____'s picture, enlarged and she said okay!
& I'm so gonna meet her in town and carry it all around town.
I gave her damn alot of request la, hahah.
& she said okayy!!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! :DD
I realise I don't have to motivation to go school anymore ):
Or I'll go to school, half dead.
Like today, I said less than 10 sentences until PE!
I seriously don't have the mood.
Heyyy, I don't feel the need to tell you EVERYTHING okay, thanks.
The thought of having to go to school really turns me off!
Monday, March 24, 2008
School today was alright except for POA.
It was tiring to the maxx!
Milky and I were hell sleepy /:
Okay, tonight tonight!! :DDDDD
I so can't wait and Fer knows why!!!
Neeways, I've got something to show all of you, HAHA!
Improved version.
It's not improved la. I called it improved one because I don't know how else to say it, HAHA!
To ______ & ______,
I seriously think I should be killed.
Like is the past, I keep saying about you all.
How they feel so God-damn angry when you knew someone like the exact same person as you all and how you all got SO irritated and stuff, I FINALLY KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE!!!
Omg, I'm so sorry to you all okay. ( I guess you know who you are! )
& I really feel very x100 bad (& sorry) for saying all those things in the past cause I've never thought about how I'd feel if I were in the exact same situation as you all.
I seriously am apologising from the bottom of my heart. It sounds drama but I really don't know how else to say how sorry I am to you all for saying that.
& now, I'm complaining to you although I finally realised how it feels like and I feel so guilty now!
I totally didn't try to understand how you all feel at that time but instead, went to made all the nasty comments.
I so do not know how to appreciate my friends, I SHOULD BE KILLED!
&&, to make me feel even more guitly, they've never blamed me (maybe they did, just that they never make it known to me. Unlike me, having to make it known to the whole world, I'm such a fker!) and even pretend not to know that I was talking about them (I made it damn obvious) and also continued talking to me as usual. Worst is!!! I also talked to them, not feeling least bit guilty and even felt that I was right to make those comments.
I've got such magnanimous friends and yet did not know how to appreciate them.
Kill me please!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Why? Cause I was talking to Milky and she was telling me about Viwawa and I remembered I had an account so I went to play till now.
But! I also got quite hooked on to photobucket and I went to do this!
Next, I'll go around looking at people's blog and stare blankly into the screen.
Wtf, I still feel as though I have the whole world's time till o's.
I need to go to the library to study.
At home, everytime I try to study, I WILL get distracted.
I'll end up watching TV, use com, walk around the house, anything except study.
Neeways, I think I have a DAMN childish friend!
She's near 17 but she thinks and behave like a 10, 11 years old CHILD.
TSK!
I'm TRYING to be healthy and will start walking home/to library from school EVERYDAY from Monday onwards. ( Unless it's raining )
Enough said cause if I go on, I'll turn nasty and it ain't gonna be pleasant.
BYE! <3
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
It's been 987654321 years since I ate durian, YAY!
I heard Mdm Lim's on wheelchair ):
That's pretty sad although she can be really irritating during lessons!
My iPod's mad.
It keeps updating itself /:
& now, it can't stop! O-M-G!
Why? Why? Why?
Has it become a routine for you to go _____ every Tuesday and Wednesday?
I hate it a lot!
My iPod still hasn't stop updating, HAHA!
Monday, March 17, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
I get like hell irritated every Tuesday thanks to a certain 5J pupil!
Seriously! & Elaine broke her nail, thanks to another 5J pupil.
Thank God, next week's holidays.
I get to relax my poor ankle which has never got hurt before.
& after that, I'm gonna have my revenge! >:D
The day pass off pretty well besides PE.
Msging Mel in class is super fun!
She's damn entertaining!
Okay okay, I shall go off and talk to Amanda now, discussing on how to entertain each other on Wednesday! (:
Monday, March 03, 2008
Subway for lunch and walked aroung GW than to town.
Yay, we've got the same thing hanging on our phone! (:
I still need to do F&N, CME, chinese and math!
Homeworks are sucha turn off! Can't stand it!
& my printer has no ink! How to print CME and F&N?!
I suddenly don't feel like going to school.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
I've got so little time and so many things to do /:
I wonder why some has the time the time to go out ( whether it's to church or shopping or relvative's house ) on Saturdays and Sundays!
Monday = Happy cause I'll be meeting MEL! :DD
I haven't seen her in a long long long long long long long time!
& I'm sure we've got alot of things to catch up on! (:
That's the only thing I'm looking forward to!
I'm not gonna feel irritated by trivial matters or whatever people say anymore.
Forgiving, forgetting and tolerating is what I'm gonna learn from now on.
&&, I'm not gonna talk about people or things they do or what I think about them anymore.
It's just nonsense and crap!
The thing I wanna do now is to concentrate on studies and something else!
<3
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
School went pretty fine.
PE was hahah!
I was playing halfway and MrFrancis asked me to switch with Sihui, hahah!
Just to let A______ know, height isn't eveything!
So what even if you WERE a basketballer?
I forgot about yesterday.
I was speaking the ahlian language the whole day which made some people damn irritated with me, hahah!
I hate it when I know that my friends has done something bad or worst, smoke! ):
It seriously makes me feel damn uncomfortable. If they don't do it infront of me or let me know personally that they are doing it, I'm fine with that. But if they come telling me about it, I'll feel damn terrible okay. Why must they smoke mansss? Maybe they think it's cool. But to me, it's plain gross!
Monday, February 25, 2008
1. Algebra test!
2. School ends at 3
3. There's PE
4. 2 whole periods of boring chinese!
I went to take a long long nap just now instead of studying and now, I'm not studying either.
Actually, I was. & I was doing it very well till people come and talk to me and I just lose control.
Hahah!
It's only 10 and I already feel like sleeping.
But I've got a show later on at 11. Tell me how?
I should go study now.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Last flag day and the worst one too!
The little devil(s) were ABCDEFG, !@#$%^&* to the max.
It was so tiring and the collect was this little!
Also took this little pictures!
DEBRA!
Kaining!
Elaine! Check out her face man!
Evan
I feel that, I should talk more about certain things.
Friday, February 22, 2008
School was alright today until SS.
She was trying to be a 'i-know-everything-teacher-and-i'm-super-strict,don't-mess/joke-with me'
Like wtF, I was just asking a simple question.
Just tell me a no and I'll get it, beetch!
I wonder how did you become a teacher mans!
With that kinda attitude and the way you talk to students.
I think even if Mrs Chua is still in the school, she'll just say no instead of giving her students that kinda remarks! Although she does call people stupid but not to the extent of giving that kinda remarks okay!
But everything turned fine later.
Seoul Garden after school with Gwen and Roll.
Sihui was suppose to come after she went home to bathe but there was no news from her, hahah.
We sat there for damn long and everything was just so funny!
Left around 5+ and headed home.
Flag day tomorrow and I can predict everything's gonna be bad.
Good part, I'll get to spend my Saturday with all my lovely classmates!
Seriously, I don't hate anyone or don't like anyone to be exact.
When I say hate, it's probably due to some irritation.
I don't hate anyone from 5P!
Oh, I'm gonna be at Junction 8 tomorrow, sian!
So far mans!
To XW:
Heyyy, takecare mansss. I don't know if you'll read this but hahah, just in case you do. & I envy you cause you don't have to look after little devils tomorrow but instead, get to enjoy your Saturday although you're down with sore throat, flu, cough and fever. Still wayy luckier than us! Hahah, anyway, takecare and drink more water. Drink them like there's no tomorrow! Hahahah!
& I'm so scared leh, people wanna come settle things with me! /:
Anyway, TAKECARE!
Thursday, February 21, 2008
It makes me so frustrated!!! Although I'm also like that SOMETIMES.
But I do reply and call them back after I see the missed calls and msges!!!
Now, I need to contact this soul but I can't seem to contact her!!!!!!!!!
F!
I seriously do screw things up when I plan something with someone who can't decide.
Unlike Fer, she helps to decide on things that I can't!
We're planning on either Sakae or Seoul Garden tomorrow.
I'm going with Fer cause I can't contact any souls AT ALL!
But if they decided to come along tomorrow, it should be alright!
I think I should go rest!
I've been staying up for God knows whatever reason, trying to study but failed everyday.
So, I should rest before I fall ill, hahahah.
Enough of rantings!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Today's good although we ended at 3.35!
Vivo after school for a short short while and it started to rain so I was stuck there.
I used the time to go and bank in $$ and top up my ez-link carddd.
By the time I walked up to the bus stop, the rain stopped.
I'm super tired so I went to take a super x10 short nap! :D
& I just woke up!
Gonna study POA later!
I seriously <3 school alot!
Oh, MrsWong came in to talk to us today!
She's a funny and nice person, hahah!
Roll's reaction was damn classic during POA!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
That statement was made mid last year but I only decided to say it now cause I can't stand it anymore. I can roll my eyes 10 times to that fucking statement I swear. WTF la!
I hope you die a terrible death.
I'm very troubled over that stupid statement.
She doesn't like people saying about her idols but she can say about other people's one.
What kind of logic is that?
I remembered JiaPing saying about how that CSS guy sang and dance and she went so hell angry and she hated how roll talked about her idol.
So I like people saying about 棒棒堂 and 羅志祥??
Like I love her talking about how ugly they are?
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Oh, you love prince charming so much but do you think prince charming would even notice a single wee bit of you? Hahahah.
I can't be bothered to continue!
Anyway, I think Nat Ho sucks!
He can't fking act for nuts and he ain't that good looking.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Ask me more about it.
Damn, I totally just saw something which made me wanna laugh like mad I swear.
Hello, it's Jay CHOU, not CHAO alrights. Hah!
CA starts on MONDAY! /:
Okay so it means no seating with group people for one whole week cause we gotta seat according to register number, SUCKS!
Life's gonna get so boring cause of this.
Besides Fer & __, I love my group people the most!
Enough said. I'm going to mug for my CA now.
Goodbye fun, hello books!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine's outing with Fer after school! :D
OMG x3!
Met MelWong after that!!
I'm lazy to go into details but school has been good these days.
My ah drip's here and I'm having terrible cramps! ):
To make things worst, I totally forgot about it and went ahead to drink 3 cups of iced tea /:
It's hurting like mad and poor me, I still gotta do FnN!
Bye people!
I'm running out of patience.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
I really wanna thank God for Fer! :D
Afterall, she's been the one who's been putting up with all my stupid nonsense and rubish!
I also wanna thank God for all the friends that I'm given.
They totally tolerate with all my nonsense and forget about them the next moment.
They listen to all my grumbles, stupid comments, noise and always help the ever lazy and clumsy me with all my books and bags and nonsense.
Oh man!
Anyway, today is REN RI so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! :D
Tomorrow's gonna be a long long day.
But on the brighter side, it's VALENTINE'S and I'm meeting Fer immediately after school, YAY!
I don't have a gf/bf but I've got a BESTIE for a date! HAHAH!
Gwen wasn't in school and I brought oranges for her, tsk!
So our table was left with 3, me, Khaliesah and Jannah.
But CME, PC and POA was funny. Hahahah.
I finished baking awhile ago and I'm very tired!
Wanted to get things simple by getting lollipops but! It's so ex!
Cookies are better! But I've got not enough for everyone ):
I only have got enough for those on my list.
Guess I've still got to get the lollippops to make up to some people.
I shall see who gives me tomorrow and I didn't give them than I shall make up to them.
I know I'm damn cheapskate but hey! It's better than those who only take and don't give AT ALL!
Enough of rantings and stuff.
I'm going to sleep, goodnight everyone!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Sian! x10
Actually, I'm kinda sad actually cause it won't be like any other school days.
It's gonna get weird and all /:
There's somehow a need for me to complain but I shan't do it here cause I'll be meeting FER tomorrow! Hahah!
I wonder if there's anyone else out there who can tolerate me like how Fer does. Oh my!
Anyways, I can't stand using that metal pencil case. I realise I've got too many things to put.
So I'm gonna use that old 37 degree one for the time being cause I haven't bought a new one yet ):
You treat everyone else around you as idiots, materialistic bitch
Friday, February 08, 2008
Actually I won't mind a nano in the past but now I mind.
Clever people would know why. HAHA!
I've checked and I'm sure it's $428!
Hahahah.
PSP, I would think twice.
But now, I'm super determined I'll save for a classic.
Actually, I'm very fickle minded.
I'm, very sure in the times to come, I'll change back to a PSP than to classic than to PSP again and it goes on. Hahah!
I need help.
Classic: PSP:
- music - games
- videos - music
- movies - videos
- photos - movies
- photos
How? x3
Classic would look much better but than, PSP's much more worth it.
& I can't wait to get both!
But even if I were to save and work for it, I'll sure have enough for one of it first.
But which should I get first?!
Okay okay, I'm going on and on and I know I won't stop.
So moving on the other things.
I'm meeting Fer on monday!
Hah, it seems that I meet her every week. Haha! I like! :P
Omg, I'm F tired!
I want Jay Chou's concert DVD leh!!
Sigh, I shall go off. I'm super tired!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Materialistic Bitch!
Tomorrow's CNY eve!
How fast!
Okay, I lead a damn boring life so I've got nothing to blog about.
Or rather, I do not wanna blog about them.
The matters make me feel so damn shit that I just anyhow lose my temper and be angry for the whole damn day.
So, I'm not gonna let those trivial matters make me angry and irritated anymore cause I've got no time for that. I've gotta concentrate on O's!
Besides, being angry and irritated makes you look uglier.
I have more than enough reasons to not be angry about those things (:
On the happier side, I'm going for some last minute shopping tomorrow!
I'm still saving for a PSP!
Since last year July/August!
Hahahah, by right, I could've gotten it last year December or this year Jan!
But, I think I went to squander all the $$ on food and useless stuff!
Damn, I'm such a huge, big fat pig!
But anway, I spent like quite a portion of my pay on my crumpler so I think it's kinda well spent!
Although I didn't manage to get my PSP! Which is damn sad!
Oh yes, I'm going to school tomorrow.
Tell me I'm such a nice and good girl, hahah.
Okay, I think it's enough of rantings and what not.
Bye and Happy CNY!!
<3
Why don't you wanna reply my messages?
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I'm going to meet Fer tomorrow!! (:
This week's gonna be good cause there's only 2 and 1/2 days of school, YAY!
Although I've got 2 tests coming up /:
One of which, ALGEBRA and I suck at it.
I predict a FAIL for it. Very bad fail. So I need urgent HELP!
Besides that, everything's gonna be good. Hahah.
& after CNY, I'm gonna get my long awaited camera! :DD
I'm so excited! (:
Hahahah.
&&& I just remembered taht we're gonna be re-grouped tomorrow!
SADNESS LA!
I'm getting used to everybody on my table and now there's gonna be a re-group.
I bet I'm gonna be grouped with some people whom I'm not used too and I don't want that to happen ):
Yucks, this sucks.
Friday, February 01, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
I saw the wrong price for the iPod classic!!
It's S$428!!! Not $249!!
& Fer's laughing at me like mad!!!!! ):
So, I'm not getting it anymore! >:(
I'm considering a PSP now.
But I don't know what colour to get!
&& I gotta get the idea of owning an iPod classic off my mind, right now!
& Fer's phone just went dead!
Hahah!
& she also agrees with me that I should forget about the whole 'I-WANNA-GET-AN-IPOD-CLASSIC' thing. ):
That makes me so sad.
Just as I was getting happier because Fer told me with $348, I could get a red PSP, she makes it worse again by telling me the memory card is only 32MB!
SO!!! SIGH x100
And so, I have a great advice from Fer, get a camera first than, PSP!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
We're staying in 107 now! What can be happier?
God, MrPoon forgot to come for lessons, again!
Okay, I've got nothing much to say about school.
& I want it badly.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
To make things worst, I end school at 1535 tomorrow!
Tell me how yuck is that!
On the brighter side, PE was good (:
But everything else suck!
I can't wait till the CNY break.
Although it's the same meaning as CA's nearing.
AT LEAST, I get a break from this pair of hypocrites.
Oh wells, revealed too much.
It's obvious enough.
It may sound like I'm a hypocrite as well but what am I to do?
I didn't study hard, dropped to NA.
No real friends.
& no one exactly wants to be my friend cause they think I'm exactly like her and everything I do, talk, react would be the same as her. Don't you see the change?! I'm so different now!
I feel so dumb ):
Monday, January 28, 2008
Yes, I haven't got my 棒棒堂 2nd album yet.
Which is like damn sad.
So, I have to get the album, find someone older to be my POA & MATH & COMBINED SCIENCE tutor. To like at least teach me some things before my CA!!
& let me score like at least B4 for these 3 subjects.
I'm trying to persuade my parents to let me skip school tomorrow.
Than I'll do some self study at home.
But, mummy can't make the decision and daddy's asleep.
To be exact, everyone's asleep except me!
&&& everyone on MSN's going to bed too.
I'm ending school at 3, SIAN!
I'm a HTML idiot ):
Sunday, January 27, 2008
There's school tomorrow and I'm not done with those ever irritating homework.
& guess what, I've got more than 3 tests this week, damn.
- leave house at 7
- chem x2
- SS x2
- Maths
- recess!
- POA x2
- english x2
- leave school latest by 2.15!!
- walk home from school/tiong/bus stop
- rush homework like mad
- study for chem test
I stay in school for 6 hours a day, sleep for 7 hours a day, 11 hours left for traveling, rushing homeworks, studying for tests, and watching tv. Sucks!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Oh no, Mrs Leong's gonna get like so angry?
Anyway, I'm so lazy to work on my SS but I HAVE to because the course that I wanna get into must have combined humans.
So I gotta work like really hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I really wanna get into tourism!!!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
O levels results tomorrow.
& I'M GOING TO MEET FERR!!! :D
School hasn't been good, yuck.
My homework's like piling up, up and away.
& I still can't d/l songs ): x100000
Anyway, school had been relatively good.
Except for the homework.
Classes are boring but there are people that's interesting! :DD
Gwen and I are like afraid of -
Anyway, I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight!
I don't know why.
Friday, December 14, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Oh yah, the eyecandy at my work place, no more.
Super different from the way he looks, disappointing man!
Tsk ,tsk. That's life (:
Anyway,
RESULTS IN 4 DAYSSSS!!
I'm super scared okayy.
I dreamt that I failed la.
I DON'T WANTTT!! ):
4 more days till RESULTS
10 more days till PAYDAY!!!
Visit me at AMARA HOTEL PLEASE.
Just opposite Tanjong Pagar only.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I've got to stand from 12 - 8 daily.
Anyway, I'm finally having off on 17th.
Not that I really want to cause it's RESULTSS!!! /:
Anyway, this job is so many more times better than MB, hahah.
& I've already earned over $100 this 3 days & I'm so glad (:
Fer's flying off today!
But Amanda's coming back tomorrow!!! :D
There's this someone at my work place, omg :D
Eyecandyyyy!!
& I bumped into him outside the toilet -.-'''''''''''''''''
Hahah.
Friday, December 07, 2007
Sunday, December 02, 2007
I can't D/L chinese songs from baidu.com anymore.
Someone please tell me where I can d/l chinese songs! ):
& I still have to d/l my 棒棒堂 album in and borrow 潘伟柏's 玩酷 album from my cousin!
Not forgetting, 罗志祥's SPESHOW!
Please, some kind souls tell me where to d/l chinese songs because I still have alot to d/l! (:
罗志祥's 舞所不在 album is out if I'm not wrong!!! :DDDDDD
I'm definitely gonna get it.
I simply MUST have itt!!!!
Omg!
Plans for almost the rest of the month ( SUPER BORING! )
Monday - out with SOFTY TOFUU
Tuesday -
Wednesday -
Thursday -
Friday - Sentosa with BESTIE!
Saturday - 45% confirm swimming with TWIN
Sunday -
See? I waste most of my time away.
Call me out!
Monday ( 10! ) - START WORKKKKKKK /:
Like I'll be working for 13 days.
My only goal is to get my long awaited PSP.
Sunday ( 23 ) - Last day of work
23 till last day of the year, one of those days I'm gonna get Fer to go get PSP with me!
&&&& 罗志祥's 舞所不在!!!!!
Santa,
please forgive me for being greedy and wanting so many things but I just gotta have them. Maybe, you could drop a few albums like 杨丞琳's 任意门 album or 18禁不禁 DVD into my christmas's stocking this year.
Love,
Geraldlyn
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
Painful like mad.
& I've got to go back on 12.11 again, tskk.
I need to go FEP to get the 'LittleMissChatterbox' bag.
People say the 'Chatterbox' part suit me /:
Okay, no one has called me yet.
There goes all my holiday jobs.
My last hope is GWC.
I really hope they'll call.
I found so many nice shows.
I'm gonna get them once I have a jobbbb (:
My cousin already ask what I want for my birthday!! :D
I want a PSP badly la.
But I don't dare tell her.
So I think I'll earn it by myself.
But if she gives me $$, than I can use it as part of my PSP than I'll have more earnings.
I have no interest in guys, yucks.
They're plain gross, to the max.
Esp those that make girls go crazy/sad/depressed/kill themselves over them.
Seriously, those people are stupid, down right stupid!
Esp this one particular guy in my friendster.
OMG, kill him alright!
He is called Darren, go see!
& he actually dare criticise STC people, FUCK!
'GENERALLY IF YOU ARE IN STC DON'T ADD ME OR TALK TO ME.'
Hello, so you think you're oh-so-handsome and heart melting?!
& many girls from STC would wanna talk or add you?!
STC ain't full of despos! To the extent of wanting to talk and add you so much.
Or do you have something against STC people?!
Go tell the principal than.
& for your information, our current principal, Mrs Kong is leaving soon.
So you might wanna wait for our new principal to arrive first.
& if you have something STC people, mainly some of them, tell them straight in the face.
What's the point of saying that sentence?
The more people would wanna add you okay and talk to you okay.
& tell you how fugly you are and how badly self-obsessed you are.
Like example, I'm one of these kind.
For God's sake, please take a good look at yourself alright!
& you're so over obsessed with yourself!
You take so many self potriat and put it up on friendster, yuck!!
Plain gross, sucker.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Saturday, October 27, 2007
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.
I hope you feel the same way.
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I'm so nervous noww!!!!
Chermaine got me a job at Great World and I'm so scared nowwww.
There's an interview tomorrow and if they accept me, it's an immediate job and if they don't, I gotta make my way home by myself.
I'm so scared noww!
God, please help me.
Oh and Sakae said to call today but they didn't, I'm so sad ):
I'm so scared for tomorrow and I'm very very worried over something.
I guess I'm just being too over sensitive.
Oh wells.
Friday, October 26, 2007
I went Paragon CoffeeBean and it's actually quite fucked up.
I can't get a job there because I ain't officially 16 yet.
It means if I want a job at Coffee Bean, I can only go apply after 23 November 2007 and despite that, I've got to sign a freaking 9 months contract.
Total madness.
What about school?
9 months that'll be till July'08.
& plus if I really go after 23.11, I'll only be working for a month or so!
& it's $4/hour.
Sakae offered $5.
Mos Burger, $3.50.
Now I gotta think of a way to reject them if Sakae wants me.
Sakae manager, please accept me :D
I'll do a great job! ( I hope )
Last day of school.
That spells Boredom.
I hope Sakae would call me tomorrow and say that I can start work on Sunday!!!! :DDD
I was telling Fer that if Sakae accept me, I'll be 10 steps nearer to my PSP.
And she agrees with me that it's the best thing so far, hahahah.
Tell me I have a so cute and funny Bestie! :D
If you tell me she's not, I'll come after you with a chopper!
So, I asked her about PSP games and this is a part of it :
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
i buy the cd filled with games then put into memory card
Geraldlyn says:
where?
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
malaysia turely asia
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
*truely
After reading this, if you still don't admit she's funny and cute, I'll come after you with an electric saw!
I'm serious.
My Twin is even cuter ( sacarstic )
Geraldlyn says:
i scared is it will affect our date ):
Geraldlyn says:
omg, that'll be bad
; There will be a day where I'll have to say goodbye. says:
i hope it doesn't
Geraldlyn says:
DUHH
Please note the bolded words.
But afterall, she's my twin so if you say she's not cute/funny, I'll strangle you to death, I will!
Omg, I've not seen the 2 of them for weeks.
I miss them so much.
Amanda, Carmen and Angie too!! ):
& I won't be seeing them so often next year anymore.
Maybe, not even be seeing them!! )':
OH-MY-GOD!
I shall go talk to my cute twin now, hahah.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
So far, only Mos Burger wants /:
But I don't want.
I sent in many many applications.
Going for Coffee Bean one tomorrow.
I hope they want me.
Isetan is the best I think.
I really really hope they call me on 5 November!!! :DDD
But than, I really really x10000 that Toy'r'us will call me down for interview!!!!!!
Coming home to change tomorrow than out for interview!!!!
I hope some shop will want me, except Mos Burger.
I really really don't want fastfood!!!!!!!!!
Omg!!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
1 more month!! :DDDD
I. MUST. HAVE. A. JOB. SOON!
I still have to get my HTMQD soundtrack and 18禁不禁( HIGHLIGHT! )
They're wayyy more important than having a white PSP.
Or maybe, equally important.
But I'll get all the cheap ones first (:
Be oh so jealous of me once I get my 18禁不禁 DVD, cause I'll be the happiest, hahahah!
But right now, I can only get this things in my dreams so, I'm gonna make a dream now!
& plus I've got the horrifying DENTAL later /:
But before that, I'm going breakfast with - and -
Guess! (:
Now I' thinking, should I ask mummy for my ATM card so I can at least get my soundtrack first?
My weakest point is GOING TO THE DENTIST! I hate it!
I swear I can just cry even before they start doing anything.
Yupp, that scared. Shit, screw it. Why must they call me up for dental check?
Hah, you can call me usless for all I care cause I am really very scared of going to the dental.
Oh yes, some people just have to show off to me about having a magazine filled with 棒棒堂 and 阿本 stuff.
Like whatever for? Do they even get a prize for that?
& she just had to tell me that she gotten the last magazine than come saying sorry and stuff.
What's the whole point? I just don't get what are these people thinking about.
Tell me he is just so damn perfect and heart melting! (:
Esp the first picture :DDDD
Monday, October 22, 2007
I should've gotten my 18jbj instead!!
Cause back at home, slow enough, I found out which slot to put my DVD into to play the disc. Fuck!
Oh, how much I wanted to cry.
I'm gonna use my savings to get it first, than earn it back, I don't care!
To think mummy even considered getting that for me instead!!!!!!! >:'(
Saturday, October 20, 2007
阿本! <3
潘裕文! :D
萧敬腾! (:
Friday, October 19, 2007
TGIF!
But that spells boredom.
School wasn't as bored cause Roll bought her lappy there!!!
Although there was no wireless but there's was SIMS.
GWC after for Subway :DD
Chill out at McCafe after. Wrong choice.
So bored now, God! I gotta look for more new songs.
黑糖玛奇朵 part 2 is out!
Yay, mummy says she's gonna get it when part 2's out!!! :DDDD
and I'm gonna get 18 禁不禁 next month!!!!!!!!!
Omg, what else can I ask for?
If I get this 2 set of shows, I'd rather stay home the whole holiday cause I'll have a total of 3 shows to finish! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Later when mummy's back, I'm gonna ask her about the htmqd!!!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
OHMYGOD!
I saw 18 禁不禁 DVD yesterday!!!
47 bucks! ):
But it's a die must get!!!!!!!!!! Die must watch!!!!
阿本!!! <3
Any kind soul, please get it for me.
23 November's coming real soon. -hints
I've finished 黑糖玛奇朵 on youtube already, long ago.
Mummy's gonna get me the VCD! :DDDDDD
Although there's only part 1 and only 7 disc.
Part 2, please come out fast.
So I can get the OST on my own, yayness!!!!!! :DDDDD
I heard 换换爱's a good show.
Shows to get
- 公主小妹
- 18 禁不禁
- 黑糖玛奇朵
All die must get!!!!!
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I just typed out alot but I deleted it.
Shan't post it.
Blogger is being such a bitch.
I can't do any changes.
Sucks!
I finally bought a watch.
I think I'll regret it soon.
I do not hate white.
In case some people just go crazy and sayI copy her, like white.
I do not hate white and I actually like it alot, more than you do.
'Mummy's Girl'
Hah, yes.
Someone called me that.
But so what?
At least my mummy cares for me and everything unlike yous.
My mummy wants me to meet her after school unlike your's.
At the very least, my mother still wants to meet me.
& my mummy supports everything I do, unlike yours.
She only criticise people and things with you lor. That's the most.
& my mummy did think twice about letting me go to work unlike your's who ASKED you to go to work.
Hahah, if your motive by calling me mummy's girl was to make me angry or anything, I'm sorry but you did not succeed. Be jealous.
Envy me, at least my mother still remembers that I'm her daughter.
You mum may remember you too, not as much as mine.
I can show off that my mother cares unlike you.
You can't cause your mother don't even call to ask if she wants to meet you or not.
She only meet you or bring you to shopping, when she's having a good mood.
Anyway, just envy me, be jealous of me because I've a mother who cares.
Totally unlike yours.
( this is meant for a particular somebody and anybody that agrees with her. )
Anyway, I think those who are called 'Mummy's/Daddy's Girl are God-damn lucky.
They've got someone who cares for them.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
I want a job at a bookshop or something la okayyyy.
My last choice would be MacDonald's ( Please don't sue me )
I need $$ to go shopping.
I hope to get a job before the holidays starts.
Yay, I'll be playing badminton with Debra tomorrow in 8hrs and 15 minutes time.
It's still so long.
I don't plan to sleep so early.
The earliest time I slept in the past is 3++ am.
Lastest, 6am. Hahahah.
I shall try, 4am!
Than maybe, there'll be like 1001 posts on this blog between now till 4am, hahah.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Why must we have this one week break?
I'm going to play badminton tomorrow with Debra, yay! (:
& I seriously have to look for a job very soon!!!! URGENT!
Once I get a job and if I manage to work for long, & once I get my pay, I'm going SHOPPING!
Some people are very good at finding excuses, VERY GOOD.
& they expect people to believe.
But amazingly, some people do believe.
Oh wells, it's not my concern anyway. So I shall stop it!
I miss you,
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I'm so bored at home!
Going to school to rot is much better than rotting at home.
At least you're out of home and you've got more people to talk too.
I miss seeing everybody!
我的老天爷, it's SO BORED at home.
I still can't find a nice white watch!
ODM, Nike, Adidas, Puma!?!?!?!?!?!
Actually, the new Adidas white one is not bad though.
100+ bucks. & besides, Carmen has it already, y'know.
I want ALOT ALOT of watches.
There are too many things I wanna get an mummy suggest that I go to work, SOON! >:(
Anyway, she's going to get me the 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD anytime this week. Yay!
So, that means I can use my own $$ to get the soundtrack!! :D
Yesss, the O levels people also don't have to go to school anymore.
So, I guess last last week was my last time seeing them in school?
I'M SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED NOW!
Monday, October 08, 2007
No school till 16th!
I don't know what to do from now to the 16th!
I can't possibly got back to school for nothing, people would think that I'm mad!
I manage to balance my balance sheet today, with only one try, YAY!
Mummy is crazy to the max today.
For nothing, she went mad like some I don't know what shit! /:
Bugis after with Debra and Roll.
Happy Birthday, Roll!
Alright la.
I got a watch for the time being.
Still looking for nice white watch.
Got back results for prelims today.
My 3 best subjects add up to 11 points, damn it.
Position, 10/32!
JudyTan's position, TOP! :D
I think I'll retain, omg.
Normal lessons starts next week, yay! No boredom (:
I need to get a job soon or holidays would be the same as stay home all day long.
I want to work at some ice-cream place or any bookshop.
Shall go job hunting soon.
I'm so bored now and facebook isn't entertaining me any further.
I'm so sick of it.
Keep sending the gifts and stuff, I'm tired.
I feel like getting some sleep & I shall do that soon, when my nails are dry.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
But yeah, I'm gonna change.
I'm so bored now and I'm not ready for POA. Yucks.
I totally regretted taking POA, I swear.
Slacked the whole day away.
Study day tomorrow.
One last paper and I'm done!
& I feel buying a new calculator when I've already got 2.
I feel like drinking coke now, damn it.
Monday's Roll's birthday.
SHOULD BE going out la.
I hate the life when we always want to go out and have to hide from you because you're hell irritating and you criticize EVERYTHING you see and EVERYTHING people do and you would want to follow and everyone would end up having black faces. You don't know how many people don't like you. 10 people's fingers are not enough to count. Gross.
Friday, October 05, 2007
I've deleted my previous post and came to blog again mainly because,
1) I'm damn bored now
2) I'm playing Minesweeper with MelanieWong online now and I totally just lost interest
3) I've the day and more things to blog about
4) I'm wayy too bored while waiting for her to make a move
5) I'm lossing the game = Lost interest
6) She thinks that it is boring too
7) We both agreed to close the game and continue being bored
I think my reasons alone is enough to make a post.
The day had been alright.
Morning before paper was funny. Good.
Some God-damn disgusting wish of a hell disgusting person came true, YUCKS. Hahah.
I have this eww feeling in me now.
& it feels as though it is staying in me for good.
Okay, abit of it is gone but I feel it coming back /:
Anyway, back to topic.
Oh, before I forget.
Zhenyi was being so thick skinned (Although she doesn't admit it)
She went to put on my wallpaper this 'Zhenyi is the best!!!'
I've been hearing alot of funny things lately, hahah.
Today, I almost laughed to myself during paper because I suddenly remembered something that Jiaping told me on the way to school. Oh my. Lucky, I didn't.
Jiaping has been coming out with alot of jokes on XiaoN and her 一颗心, hahah.
Damn mean.
I want to stop being a mean person.
I mean, I'm wayy too evil la.
I laugh at almost everyone.
It's so detestable and I know it. (I'm someone who cares alot about what other thinks)
I'm so damn sure I wasn't like this last time.
Well, not to this extent although I still do laugh at people.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PESON.
Everyone, maybe most change for the better.
I'm among the minority(?) that change for the worst.
I don't blame anyone for the change.
I've been talking so much and crticising so much about people and not myself, God.
This has to stop.
If I'm ever promoted to sec5, I'm never gonna mix with her ever again. I promise.
She can hate me, talk about me to others, laugh at me, laugh at me like how she laughed at XiaoN, do whatever to me, I DON'T CARE.
& even if no one wants to talk to me or be my friend because I've hanged out with her before or whatever,
I DON'T CARE TOO.
Even if I have to be a loner because some people is so scared of her or no one is willing to have me as a friend because of this detestable past, I DON'T CARE!!!!
I just wanna do well.
Having her as a friend, is not doing me anything good.
It has changed me to another person, someone worst.
It's affecting my studies as well.
Not like I do very well in the past but it's worst now. Way too worst.
Example my combine science, from a C5/6 to a E8/D7?
C5/6 is bad enough.
& moreover, she's a DAMN selfish friend.
She got notes for Maths from another friend, but she didn't even bothered to ask if we wanted it.
& she always says whatever she wants without thinking about other people's feeling.
She always says whatever she likes, and she doesn't care about what other people thinks.
Sorry, I'm not like that. I care ALOT about what people think of me.
She can copy people and not admitting to it but she can say people copy her.
She wants everything that people wants. Than if someone else gets it before her, she'll say that person copy her, and curse that person like mad. For God's sake!!!!!!! Who in the right mind wants to copy her.
There are more to this.
& because of all this acts, it has influenced me to be who I am now, damn it.
But I shan't blame anyone.
In the first place, I've got a choice whether to be influenced or not.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
This is gonna be difficult, I know.
So from now onwards, everytime she talks about someone, I'm not gonna join in or laugh with her, unless it's something very very funny and I'm not the only person who thinks that it's funny. Otherwise, I'm shutting up.
So, if you see me not with her, don't ask me what happened between us.
NOTHING, I just wanna change.
I don't like who I am now.
Or if you see me not laughing or whatever, I'm not sad!
I just don't wanna be such a evil person anymore.
There's alot of people I want to say sorry too but I simply don't have the courage to.
Alot of people now hate me because of her.
Even people whom I'm not close to can ask Rachel why I change to become like this.
There's once, I was on the bus.
I was suppose to have lunch with her and Jiaping but because I merely talked to Tricia a few words, she got off the bus and totally walked off as though she don't know me.
So, I'm not suppose to talk to someone she don't like?
Everytime I'm walking with her, she see someone she doesn't like, she'll say bad things about the person damn loudly. It's gonna get me into trouble one day.
I don't like this. It's so irritating.
I want back the old sec3 life when I wasn't close to her, at all.
I really hate this kinda life.
People whom I ever laughed at, talked bad about, please forgive me.
I don't really mean what I said.
I just wanted some fun, ended up at your expense.
I'm sorry.
I mainly did all this because I was under the influence of her.
I promise this will never happen again.
I swear I'm going to be a better person next year.
I wouldn't be who I am now anymore, I promise.
Please, give me the time to change.
Give me another chance.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
I should be digging deep into the FnN textbook, like how everyone is now.
But no, I shall do it later.
& I've got tomorrow to do it too.
Maths today was rather screwed.
I can't wait to see this year's yearbook.
It's gonna be hell funny, I swear.
I did promised to be good and stop talking about people here but I can't tolerate this pathetic sole anymore.
First, she asked me to send her a song A that she wants but I didn't have it.
So, being nice, I offered her another song B which is nice too.
But she insisted on wanting songA.
I kept offering her songB because I felt so guilty that I couldn't send her songA.
But she keeps insisting that songB isn't nice and she wanted songA.
Than later in class, I was listening to songB so I let her hear and maybe she would change her mind and want songB instead. But instead, she said this 'Lucky I said I don't want this song. NOT NICE.'
Fine, since she said not nice, I shan't force her to accept it.
But few days/weeks later, she come telling me she wants songB and wants me to send it to her.
Given my character, obviously I didn't send it to her.
So, everytime we study together or whatever, she would just take my phone without asking my permission.
Tell me how rude that it. Even my bestie/twin don't do that okay.
So, I tried sending songB to her but she didn't have memory in her phone. So, too bad.
& few days ago, she just took my phone again as usual and wanted me to send to her but I didn't.
So, she proudly said this ' Don't send than don't send la. I go download by myself la!'
Fine, I didn't send.
Than awhile later, she asked again, I refuesd and she said the same thing again, in a even more proud way.
Forget it than.
Today, she let me hear the song and she said this 'You don't wanna send to me, the only thing I can do is to d/l it.' But btw, the one she let me hear is recorded.
Now, she's online, pestering me to send it to her when she can easily d/l it by herself.
Tell me how pathetic that is.
One moment so proud, the other moment begging the person to send it to her.
I'm not being so selfish or whatever okay.
During the prelims period, she was copying SS notes from the MLG I couldn't open the page cause I thought maybe I typed the address wrongly so I asked her to send it to me
I kept asking her, she just selfish-ly gave me direct NO! & mind you, the next day was SS prelims.
So just now, I told her 'You didn't want to send me the MLG link, why must I send it to you?'
Her reply, 'I didn't even copy the notes. I can't open the page!'
Which am I suppose to believe?
She really couldn't open the page or she couldn't find an excuse for that selfish act?
& she likes to LIE alot I swear!
Maybe more than the amt of food she eats? My oh my!
Like really lies alot okay.
Maybe out of 10 things she says, only 1 is true?
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
& I'm talking to Roll on the phone too!
I'm only left with Maths Paper2, F&N, POA and I'm done with N's!
8 October, I'm waiting for you to arrive.
Yay, I'm like quite happy now, because of something (:
& I shan't tell anyone about it.
Paper's at 2pm tomorrow!
CAN YOU IMAGINE!?
I go to school, when the rest are being dismissed.
But actually, I'm going at 11 plus?
Crazy right?
I'm so tired, I wanna go sleep now. Goodnight.
I found someone who makes my heart beat 5 times faster, <3
Monday, October 01, 2007
Somehow, I miss PE although I always do nothing.
Maybe it's how I always laugh at people.
& I found out, I actually don't hate Maths.
For the teacher, maybe not that much,
But I don't know why I dread Maths lessons, ALOT.
I'm so tired.
I shall go sleep and wake up early tomorrow to study!
Good Night!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
I shall go and check out the price after N's.
There was a short circuit just now, twice.
& my phone almost died on me!
N's are so /:
I'm only half way through geog and it's on Monday.
I'll retain for sure!
RED!
Friday, September 28, 2007
Patron's Day today but hah, I gave it a missed.
Met Fer and went to library for awhile to study that abit!
I have to study for my geog.
I haven't been listening in class during geog.
My hair isn't growing.
I don't feel that it is growing. Hair, please grow as much as possoble during the holidays.
Friday, September 21, 2007
Yes, I know. Go study right?
I'm dreaming to own a MacBook!
I'm in need of a nice, red ear piece.
I wanna go shopping tomorrow
There's so many things I wanna get.
& it feels so yuck when I don't get it.
I deleted what I initially typed cause it sounded so damn childish.
Please, bring me to Malaysia.
I wanna get so many sets of Taiwanese drama!!! (:
Singapore don't have those shows, at all.
Ewwwwww~!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so bored!
I have less han 2 weeks!!
Omg.
Everyone's mugging like mad while I'm here!
But I just cannot concentrate!
God damn it!
I feel like eating some very buttery and flaky stuff, sinful.
Ribena with apple is damn good! :DD
I haven't taken my dinner yet!
I went lunch with my mother in a quarrel way, and went home with her, in a quarrel way too.
People, please send me some very nice to hear songs.
I will love you so damn much!
The ulcer at the corner of my tongue is hurting like mad each time I eat chilli or salty things ):
Now, I'm craving for tom yum soup!
Although my neighbour makes oh-so-nice tom yum soup, I still hate her.
Anyway, why doesn't STC sell tomyum soup?
I wouldn't have to go all the way to Tiong than.
I've been such a nice person the last few weeks/days?
I haven't been talking bad about people, here.
I shall continue being nice.
I need to go write letter to someone, urgently before things gets out of hand!!!!
Byeeeee
Thursday, September 20, 2007
:D
I hate exams!
Nothing much to talk about la.
Night study on yesterday!
:DDDD
I'll only load 3!
The rest, http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2087414374
10 days to N's!
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Everyone should watch 黑糖玛奇朵!
Unless you kept shutting me up when I was telling you about BBT or you showed no interest when I was telling you and getting so high but you left me all alone to get 自 high! ):
Anyway, it's damn funny okay!
N's are in 12 days time! /:
I haven't got anything into my tiny brain yet.
Maybe a bit of maths formula?
I find that, I only can tell things to Fer.
Like maybe because most of the things are like, I don't know.
& there's this thing that me and zhenyi knows and it's so gross!!!
I'm gonna let my hair grow!
I shan't cut the lenght anymore!
& I gotta lose weight, SERIOUSLY!
I'm gonna continue to walk back from school, drink water ONLY, no dinner!
Why am I not a millionaire's daughter?
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Seriously, maybe it's because I'm not familiarwith it?
I'm so tired.
It's 0033 now but I refuse to sleep.
Sleeping is such a waste of time.
I can't wait for N's to be over!
The mugging and pressure and everything.
I just can't get things into my oh-so-tiny brain.
I need to stop hating teachers.
Because of hating them, I get this thinking that I don't understand whattever the teacher taught when I'm doing the paper. Or I'll think that the teacher didn't teach abt it. Oh my, this can't go on.
Things I gotta do before N's,
- get Miss Sim to teach me speed/time graph and the accumalative(?) frequency thing.
- stop watching TV!!!!! ( IMPORTANT! )
So many things to do, so little time!
I need to study!!!!
I'm gonna start serious mugging on Monday!!
Nothing is gonna tempt me, not even if you're getting me a white PSP or a MacBook.
I'd rather get promoted than having a white PSP in either 4NA or in ITE.
Oh, I saw the latest nano. It's so U-G-L-Y!
I can't wait till 8 October! (:
I'm gonna try staying up till 3am!
That was the time I usually sleep during weekends.
I know this is random but, I hate pink, seriously.
Get me anything in pink, I'll throw it back to you. Even if it's a PSP. So ewww!!
But I so seriouly love red! :DDDD
I want a MacBook, in 2 years time, please!
Friday, September 14, 2007
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
There were many 'free periods'
2 periods of chinese and 2 periods of english were spent laughing and gossiping.
PE was a free period too.
There's mock for chem tomorrow, yucks.
Complaining was damn good today.
At least I get to shout ALOT.
&&& I drew this damn cute picture today but they ruin it! >:(
I shall scan it in one day.