Can you imagine how bored I am now!?
My mum left for town without me!
& I feel like baking all of a sudden again(:
I shall bake COOKIES and MUFFINS on Sunday than I can bring some for maths lessons on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday!
I intend to skip one day of lessons, but I don't know which day.
Tomorrow, I don't know if I should go.
SmallFriend just msged me to remind me that I still need to go print photos. I sooo forgot abt it and SmallFriend just had to remind me /:
Laziness!
I don't even feel like stepping out of my room.
I just wanna msg, msg, msg all day long.
& to people who'll reply, reply and reply.
But I can't msg anymore!
There's only one bar of battery left!! /:
I shall think if I should go tomorrow.
Someone nice would tell me not to go and all the reasons.

edit/2341
Omg, Fer finally replied me on MSN!! :DD
I can't get any happier(:
& I finally decided to go tomorrow.
I've got sooo many things to tell Fer!!!
So, bye people

It's only 0810 now
I slept at 3 plus, near 4, woke up at 7, just to go for Bio
But RachelNg just had to tell me she's going for guides instead of Bio.
& I can't contact that Jiaping.
Seriously, why do you even have a phone?
You might as well just throw your phone away right?
& since SmallFriend's not going as well, I didn't go too.
I'm meeting SmallFriend later at 9 for breakfast(:
& since I'm waiting for my hair to dry, let's talk abt people:D

You,
you claimed that XiaoNa wants your boyfriends number if you ever break up. Yeah, your boyfriend, only you take it as treasure, alrights?
XiaoNa? Your boyfriend? Want his number? Yeah right!
I think it's just one of your fantasy trying to show people how 'good' your boyfriend is(: Well, I bet the part abt XiaoNa is not real okay!
Yes, her taste is bad but I doubt it'll be bad to that extent/:
Omg.

SmallFriend is not replying me.
Okay, she just did.
It wasn't her.
It's roll.
She just msged to say that she's in Bio now.
Like what's the damn point?
So, I don't know where to meet SmallFriend cause she's not replying me!
Okay, Okay!!!
SmallFriend just replied me! (:
& my hair is not dried yetttt!!
Okay, I better leave now or SmallFriend's gonna kill meee!

edit/2117
Chem class was C-O-L-D!
Time passed by quite quickly.
Off to opposite bus stop.
Was suppose to go Bugis but I don't know what were we doing at the opposite bus stop. 65 passed but we didn't wanna go Vivo at first.
Wait and wait, 855 came, we got fed-up and decided to go Vivo.
Waste of time.
Headed to Bugis!
Walked, walked, walked, I finally found my heart necklace.
Not really the ideal one though.
Went to get Mel's prezzie!
Than we hopped on to 175 wanting to take a long ride but SmallFriend jsut had to alight at GreatWorld to go to the toilet /:
Walked around and got something else.
Was abt to go home and SmallFriend lost her wallet ///:
So we went everywhere to look but couldn't find.
Than, went to make police report.
SmallFriend came my house.
She left at abt 730 lor.

Omg, I can't decide to go for Mel's or not!?
I feel like and also don't feel like!
It's like, I think I go, only go there be statue(?)
What's the point right? I might as well follow my mother to my aunty's place and msg people.
Haiya, I don't know la.
I 80% don't feel like, 10% feel like, 10% don't know!!
Someone tell me to go or not!
I don't know what's the reason for going and not going.
I'm confused, frustrated and everything except happy.

Yes, I know why my mood was damn it bad last night.
Cause I needed to make fun of/laugh at someone badly.
& everyone that I talked too don't really laugh at people that I like to laugh at that's why.

I was feeling so damn shit till I msged SmallFriend(:
She's the best partner to make fun of people! :D
After I msged her, I somehow felt quite happy(:
Cause I made fun of people!!!

Okay, I don't know why but small friend's not replying me.
& I'm hell bored!

edit/2254
So, I caught Shrek3 just now.
Nice(:
There's school tomorrow luhhhhh!!!! /:
Afternoon was bored to the maxxx!
I was complaining like MAD I swear.
I love<3 to COMPLAIN! :D
Only Fer and SmallFriend can take it.
Like seriously take it(:
So, I can complain non-stop to them but! Fer has gone MIA!
I don't know where she has gone too.
But, lucky she's replying my msg.
& I wanna go shopping, badly!
Bugis to get shoes and necklace!
Everywhere/anywhere to get Mel's present although
I'm not sure if I'm going.
Someone please tell me if I should go.
Nvm, don't care.
Shopping's priority! :D
I'm gonna ask SmallFriend go shop shop cause Fer has got tuition>:(
Rahh!! I'll go shop for heels, necklace, MelWong's prezzie(:
&&& I just got the news that there's Bio tomorrow at 8!!!
Damn! Till 10 than from 1030, there's Chem till 1230!
I wonder if SmallFriend would still have the
strength and mood to go shop shop with me!!
& I just msged to tell her there's Bio but she hasn't reply.
So I don't know if she got the msg.
&& now, I gotta go find pictures and put them into my memory card ang get them developed!!! URGENT!!!
Omg, I keep having the feeling like ants are crawling all over my legs /:
& I can't find the wire to my cam!! Omg, how?!
My last resort, save in thumbdrive):
and SmallFriend is not going for Bio tomorrow.
O-M-G!!

Holidays are super boring I swear!
& during holidays, my phone suddenly becomes my bestfriend.
It's more reactive than my Bestie, at least.
Feel like watching movie but I'm too tired/lazy to step out of my house.
I shall go study abit now than watch teevee!! :D

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What more can I say?

I don't know why but I find that left-handers are cool.
I think that left-handers are kinda unique.
But there are quite a few left-handers in my class, so no point.
Omg, I wanna be a left-hander too! (:

Every now and than, I don't know why but I'll remember that there's class on wednesday/:
Wo bu yao hui qu!!
I haven't been shopping.
Like really shop la.
Haiya, I don't know what I'm talking about la.

I wanna talk to Dayang.
But she isn't replying me so I don't know to call or not.
I wanna eat HappyMeal!
I want the GingerBreadman toy!! :D

My eyes are damn itchy, how random.

Some people, they think that they're very ren jian ren ai y'know.
No, I'm not referring to anyone.
Like when you msg him/her out of concern, he/she will think that you like him/her. Wtf okay, how stupid!
There are some that is even worst than this!
You look at him/her RANDOMLY, he/she will say that you like him/her.
Omg right?!
Worst, you wanna have better friendship with him/her but he/she goes to tell her friends that you suddenly very close to him/her!
Omg la, but such people do exist!
& I'm not referring to anyone here.
But if you think you're like that and suppose that I'm talking about you, fine with me.

I've spent like God knows how long doing my friendster/:
& now, I can't find any pictures to put up.
I'm gonna stay home the whole day I think.
Omg, sadness!
Bored to the maxx!!
I hope from the bottom of my heart that my mother would bring me out later, or I'll jus be bored to death!!
I realise I love to say the phrase 'I Don't Know' alot.
& most of my answer are usually that.
I feel like cooking but I'm THIS lazy to go out and buy ingredients.
I don't know what to do la!

Rachel told me something today & I was this shocked!
& it's kinda threatening/scary/saddening or maybe, I don't even know what word to use. I really need Fer now but I don't know where is she! )':

Lessons today was like !!!!

Maybe they're right.
But everyone refuse to believe what I said.
Or maybe, it's all reflected on my results?
Even someone not close to me adviced me.
Yes, I know I should do that.
But, I don't know la.
I know just by saying I don't know won't improve this situations.
Forget it, whatever I said, would just be excuses and more excuses.

Fer, where're you?!!?

edit/2128
This happened on like tuesday but I just wanna bring it up now la.
I mean, Gwen was only commenting right.
& by the way, what she said was true.
We all have eyes to see that it's true.
& why do you have to make a comment right?
Does it even concern you?
& so what even if we're talking about her?
How are you even related to her?
Why do you have to nother when we're talking about her.
Not like we're talking about you right?
I just don't understand, people like you!

I am so bored & I don't know when I'll be getting my phone.
K810i is SOO cute! :D
Anyway, I'm super bored & there's lessons tomorrow!
Yucks, there's nothing worst than having to go back to school from 8 - 3!
& since I'm meeting small friend at 7, I've gottta wake up at 6+! /:
I don't have the mood to go to school.
But there's like chinese orals, so I HAVE to go.
Tell me that's sad.
& I'm not sure to go for Mel's party or not.
Someone tell me to go or not!!

& I've got nothing else to post!

My internet is finally okay & small friend's at my place now.
She's suppose to entertain me but!!!!!!
She's entertaining herself instead, with my phone.
Omg, there's FnN tomorrow la!! [0900 - 1300]Than followed by Chem [1330 - 1530]
&amp;amp;amp;&&&&& we're going breakfast before going for FnN!!
Omg, wo hui hen pa /:
Gonna meet small friend at 0745.
& the holiday like not holiday please.


&&& when my internet spoil, sooo many people not happy with me ah.

&& to you, READ!!!
I think you’re caring wayy too much okay.
Even more than your limits. I mean look, even Superman has his limitations of what to care and what not.
He cares when it concerns a lot of people or even, the country.
But in your case, it’s not country, let’s talk about friends instead.
He cares for country but you care for friend.
Fair enough?
But when there is a family problem which to you, it’s other not-so-close-friend, he wouldn’t interfere in a family problem but you, you’d interfere in every damn problem.
Whether it concerns you or your friend or no one, you’d interfere.
You’re caring more than a Superman should.
You’re like more capable the him?
Omg, I’m like so impressed, REALLY.
Oops, I forgot, you’re not even Superman.
You’re Superwoman wanna-be!!
You wanna poke your nose into every business.
I wonder if your nose is long enough.
Things that you wanna know and people don’t wanna tell you, you’ll find your means to know it.
These are the steps you’d take:
Step 1: Find out what the problem in
Step 2: Try getting close to ‘victim’ & help in whatever way you can
Step 3: Take her side even though you know she’s in the wrong
Reasons: You wanna prove you’ve got lots of friends. You want them to appreciate you. The reasons are as simple as ABC.

& you really think they’ll appreciate?
Yeah, think twice alrights?
I can bet with my life, even if they appreciate it, it’s ‘appreciate’ get it? Not Appreciate but ‘appreciate’
& you poke your nose into people’s business sometimes not because of concern/want more friends but you wanna be up-to-date.
So when people talk about it and when they have doubts, you’ll be the one saying you know everything.
On the good side of saying, you’re up-to-date but on the bad side of saying, you’re KAYPO! Plain kaypo.
& when people you don’t like wants to know what happen, you’d say ‘you don’t have to know’ yes, I don’t have to know but I WANT to know. Get the difference?
Obviously I don’t have to know. It’s not even exams or something, why do I have to know? I just wanna be like you, kaypo that’s why I wanna know.

Even more recent, the Kimberly and her friends thing.
Seriously, I have nothing against her la. & we were just standing at the stairs, talking and doing things but we heard them talking so loudly so we wanted to know what happen.
But you, Superwoman WANNA-BE just have to go tell them we’re listening to their conversation.
Hello? We’re just standing there, talking la.
Omg, stand there and talk also need your permission?
& for your information, normal human reaction when hearing people talking loudly, the first thing human would ask is, ‘what happen ah?’ unless, they’re deaf of course.
& I remember going up to second level & when I was walking down and you’re at the end, I remembered you saying loudly ‘kua si mi?’ [in english, see what see?]
What makes you so sure I was looking you your way?
Even if I was, yah lor, I was trying to see how ugly you are.
Not like I’m pretty, I know.
I know the fact that I’m ugly.
So when people look in my way, I don’t care if they’re looking at me or behind me or what. & even better, I won’t even ask them ‘kua si mi?’
I really wish I can say all these into your face but better not.
Later more trouble. & it’s not worth risking for someone like you.
& if saying all these on my blog means I have no guts, I’m not brave or whatever, so be it.
Yes, I have no guts, but so what?
Yes, I’m not brave, but so what?
Yes, I don’t dare to say all these face to face but still, so what?
Do you really want me to say all these face to face?
& if I say it, will you shut your fucking mouth when I’m talking?
Cause if you know you’d interrupt for sure when I’m telling you all these, you better not waste my time!
Cause once you interrupt, I’m sure to forget what I wanna say next.
Yes, my STM is really that bad.
& if you intend to say back too bad for me, yes I know.
Too bad for me.
I knew that it was bad for me all along.
But what can I do right? My memory is just that bad lor.

&, in your class, you can step in and out whenever you want cause it’s YOUR class.
But my class is not least alike your class.
It’s not for people like you to happy happy walk in and out okay!
Anyone else but you lor.
& usually I talk about people in the moment of anger but you, I’m very sure it’s not moment of anger. Cause in what I remember, I have talked about you in my blog before. I know I’ve got STM but this time, I’m sure of it. Your looks is like WOW I swear, how unique!
& if you’re not happy with whatever I said about you here, too bad for you. It’s my blog, my wish.

I actually have alot to blog about.
But never mind, I shall just write it all out.
Yes, I have no guts, whatever you wanna say.
I don't give a damn.
I have written it all down on paper. If you wanna read what I have to say about her, come find me(:

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Omg, Ferr!!!
Don't sad!! I've read what you wrote on your blog.
Unless you've got another bestie /:
Anyway, don't care about them larr!!
It's like a cycle you know. It's like either she does that or next, it'll be another person who does the exact same thing. & it seems like only 2 person is the best to do this kinda things.
& actually, I also got alot of things to tell you.
But I don't know if i should cause you know,
everytime you walk, there's sure to be someone beside you!
Than I cannot tell you already! & you seldom come online!
haiyoo!!! After exams okay!!! <3

Be my friend (:

Something is wrong with blogger but I don't know what.
Anyway, there's this weird guy online who keeps wanting to web-cam with me! But I don't want!!!
Wtf okay!
&& I'm getting my bag tomorrow if they have the colour I want!! :D

I wanna be your frienddd :D

& even when I look away,
You can be sure that,
I'm thinking of you.

I want her email address!
I want, I want!! :D
Somebody give it to me, please?

Judy Tan wants to know something but she isn't online, so too bad.

After exams are always <3
We'll seat around and play, laugh, eatt(:
& what's more, our class is at ground level! Double loves!

I'm quite a HappyPerson today and I don't know why.
There's a reason why but I'm not sure what it is.
I'm craving for ChocolateCinnamon :D Loves, loves, loves!!
& I think I'm going with small friend for it on Monday! <3333
I don't know how long I've been on this page but I sure know that it's been longggg.

Can I have your email, please?

Okay, I'm outta here(:

I'm in the school lab now, doing the ever so irritating FnN!!
IRRITATING!
Omg x10000
Talk so loud, you think what? The lab is 10 football field meh?!
Know how to say people irritating than you don't know about yourself ah?
Who's more irritating? I agree we're irritating but who's more!?
Forever talking in that kinda loud and high pitch tone! You think people like it alot?
Only those close to you can take it and find it funny la okay! I tell you, it's not funny ay all la!
Everyday 'suan suan suan!!!!' Fucker la. I swear you're irritating the fuck out of me!
So loud!
IRRITATING x100000000000000
IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING!!!!!!

I'm not even half way through my Bio notes /:
Ohmygod, how am I gonna finish it by examssss!!!!
I've been on this page for like I don't know how long and this is all I've typed.
Goodbye people(:

edit/1615
Actually I don't really wanna blog but something I saw just made me wanna blog badly.You're taking EVERYONE as a fucking substitution. Bloody shit! Thinking why you haven't talked to Fer for so long and you talk to her just because you wanna knows things. Like i said, you using everyone whenever you like. Who the fuck do you think you are? I cannot stand the way you try to act like people. Omg, people carry their bags high, you wanna carry it high too. In sec2, Rebecca told me after you see us carrying our bags not so high, you lowered your's too. & now, people carry high you wanna carry high too. Thinking that everything suits you. Eh, know your limits, alright? You don't suit everything. The only thing you suit is to be your mother's daughter. & y'know I think the only person who will treat you as a treasure now is prolly ___. Hahah. You go to school for your motive taking her as a dear hard-found treasure but I don't even think your motive takes you as a treasure. Please la. Just to let you know, you have changed since last year and already is like that okay. & you think you looked oh-so-cute in the hair of yours. Oh please. You're sooo damn it good at taking people as a fucking substitute. & those that you treat as gold, I bet they take you as a substitute and others as gold. Everyone can see that your so called motive is like joining for the sake of joining? Or that those people she take as gold don't want her. That's why. You're her gold; a piece of stone coated with GOLD PAINT!
& you do things as though you're a princess. You look more like a maid.
You want everyone to go your way and everything to go your way! You won't listen to others and you actually like a HORSE-look-alike. You wanna try everything without knowing your size. I know I'm not skinny either. But at least I don't try so hard! Omg.
&&& I realised this long long ago! You love wearing clothes that are too tight for you, making your arms look bigger than ever! You wanna change your sense of dressing but you ended up looking like a 'try too hard wanna be' I know you wanna dress like your childhood friends but look! They have the figure but you don't. Ohmymama. When are you gonna be fucking awake! I know I'm not perfect as well but you can't stop me from talking about you! & besides, I haven't mention anyone(:
I'm not gonna say anymore. It's not like anyone's gonna reply me. I'd rather complain to small friend and Fer tomorrow.

It's chinese paper tomorrow.
I wanna go home right after paper 2!!
Malu-fied /:

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IRRITATING PIECE OF SHITTT!!!
I've been trying to keep alot of things and not post up loat of things but this is one thing that I'll never be able to keep again! Fucker!
You always want people to help you but you never help people.
You want everything to go your way!! & you only join in when there's fun! I mean who doesn't right? But you, you're really very selfish la. I don't know how to describe you, you selfish stinky thing! Fuck away!

I just typed out a lot paragraph but decided not to post it.
I'm so tired, I wanna leave school after paper on Monday.

I'm in the school's lab now.
Suppose to do FnN la.
Omg, soooo many problems okay!!
eww!!! Esp the ____ la.
Omg, pushing all the blame to your friend and you call yourself a friend of mine?
Hahah, what a joke!
Trying to act all innocent, act like you know alot of things and you're the greatest, sorry you're not. In fact you the worst, don'tknow alot of thing, so not innocent.
I remembered i lent to Tia my magazine last Thursday and she wanted to borrow it la.
& you think i would lend it to you. No way man.
she: eh! why you lend to Tia don't wanna lend me?
me: cause i don't want la. later you so stupid, will read in class than miss vino confiscate how?
she: won't la. i will keep it into my bag! Tia, pass one to me now.
me: NO!! i where got say i wanna lend you?
she: eh! Tia faster pass one to me.
me: NO!! I say no lor. it's mine okay!
Tia: so it's lend or don't lend?
me: no.

& thank god i didn't lend it to her! :D
& now, she's gotten us into trouble again!
Thanks alot Rachel. Help me thank your mom too! :D
I soo love the both of you. Not.
I guess I need to go get a 'Thank You' card later to give to you and your beloved protective mother.
Trouble-maker.
Give me nothing but trouble.
& Debra is reading whatever I'm typing now /: [8.47]
Anyway, I'm so glad your mother confiscated the damn handphone of yours.
Every little thing, your mother wants to complain.
Omg, queen of the complain queens!
Chao love to complain can. Even at the slightest thing.
I'm super /: now and I've got to go meet mdm mas later thanks to your beloved mother!
Act innocent, come up with your own story to frame me up! You're gonna get it.
So you think I won't go around telling because miss vino said not too. No way!
Geraldlyn would never do that!

On a lighter note, I'm going Ikea with Twin later! :D
But it's gonna be rush la. Yucks!
I hate exams okay!
& for the past 2 days, we've been in the library!
But now, we're in exam homeroom!
So not fun.
But at least don't have to move here and there.
Okay, I'm so lazy to type now.

I'm too tired to type out everything!!
& I can finally change my phone! Myuncle's not gonna change to starhub!! & the person in singtel was so nice o let him change phone early.
Way before the plan is up. & now, I don't know what phone i want because everything I want, people will get it before me.
Whatever la.
Oh!! I went to thin my hair already!! :DDDDD

Sports carnival was :D
Yupp, except you fat pig, trying to find problem.
Think carefully la. Whose the one that has got no common sense?
How childish, trying to find fault with someone so young and you're like almost twice the size as her! Go pick on someone your own size if you want. You wasted so much of our time okay!, stupid fat pig!!
Ohmystarssss!!! Your level and my level is different! Wtfhfhfhfh!!!!
How can a teacher ever say that man? It's like insulting la. & if I was ___, I'd sure take out my phone and and him to talk to my mother. Ask her why do I not have common sense! I swear he was hallucinating okay!
Nobody even joined MM is the pull la.Wtf!

You said you don't like my frineds.
So what makes you think that I love your friend so much!?
& you never do things that you said you are gonna do. Ohmystars!!
Well, I guess I'm already used to it.
Anyway, now I have my own friends who keep up to their promise, always ther whenever I asked for them. They'll go everywhere with me. & they won't tell me they've got to stay back and ____ which I can bet my life on it, it's not true. Am i ever lucky enough to get into N.A?
Answer: Yes, I'm super happy and feel lucky.
At least, people here do what they promised.
They will never back out last minute because someone offers them something better. & they don't come ask you to go out only when the people that they wanna go out with cannot make it. They come and ask you even though they had people to go with!
&&& they don't ask if you wanna go out when they've already asked someone else, than only to tell you that the person can. Than you'll feel like you know. Ohmystars!
& when they find that people suit these certain hair styles, they don't go act like them!! Fuck, I'm complaining too much and this won't do the situations better. I'm going to msg small friend to complain.
You can call me over sensitive or what la. I don't care!

when they loose, they don't say that the other side cheated. See! N.A people accept it as it is.
& I'm so proud of 4J & MM!!
Tug of war, although we lost but never mind. At least the express people didn't win! It was a bit difficult seeing 4J against 4MM la. Didn't know which side to support. Well, 4J won but it's okay! At least it's the N.A that won! I know i was once from express but it was a ONCE! & now, I love N.A life so much. At least we're not that stressed, and we accpet things as they are. We don't accuse the other side of cheating even when we lost!
& 4P, although we didn't win tug of war, it's okay!! :D
We know we tried our best and that's what matters.
& the other side started pulling even before it starts but we're being accused of pulling when we didn't. Nvm!

I've been stuck on this page for the past 20 minutes or so.
Y'know, I never knew such people existed till yesterday.
She accused you of accusing her. Wtf is this.
& she can come reply you in the 'it's-not-my-fault-at-all' kinda tone you know. Omg.

There's school tomorrow, it's monday & there's gonna be PE /:
I don't even know waht I'm typing. woohoo!
Small friend and i, we agreed that we can open a new company that produces our own shows. Like with that big fat liar, omg.
She totally lies through her teeth okay!
&& guess what, I haven't got a chance to meet my uncle to tell him that singtel is better than starhub!!! Pffft!!
Somehow, I can't wait for May again because my mom says she'll get me my bag in May! WHOO!!! :D
I just realise there's soooo many things i want.
-a new bag
-change phone
-pencil case
Alot more but I just can't remember what I want.

I dread school, because of you.
It rhymes(:

The day passed very fast.
Maths is always the same, english was boring to the MAX!!!
Double bio and we were visited by the HUGE bee!! It's damn huge okay!
Everyone was like screaming and running la. It kept coming in and out /:
Double chinese was i don't know.
I don't even know what i was doing. & the clique tee, omg.
It's like haiya!

After school went Borders with Samantha, Rachel and Jiaping.
Napfa cancelled due to heavey rain :D
I can't wait to buy bag! Omg, just now when i talked to my motehr about it, her voice sounded quite positive(:
& tomorrow i'm meeting m uncle and I'm gonna try my best to tell him that singtel is better than starhub and if his convinced, I get to change phone during May!! :DDDD

Can tell that you've change alot alot alot!!
Last time you were a nice person to talk too, everything was so easy to approach you. Now, even saying a simple 'Hi!' I think it's quite difficult okay. Yes, i admit I'm not at all close to you and I don't know you inside out but yes, you've really changed alot. I'm not the only one who noticed that. & the change is like. Changes for the worst? Maybe there's some reason I don't know but I don't like the you now /:

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I need to complain and I'm msging small friend to complain now!
& what small friend say is really really true okay!! 'you can hardly stand anyone' omg, how true! & I so agree okay!!! I find it really very difficult to not complain about anyone. It's not like no one complains about me but yeah! I don't know care as long as they don't stop me from complaining about them! WTF!!!
Can't stand it! & I realise many many things la. I know who is and who is not. 2142