im sorry if i showed black face just now ok.im so so sorry.i dunno what's happening to me these few days.moods keep swinging.one moment i can be super happy.the other moment i'll be very sad.than another,i'll be showing black face.sigh.im just throwing my anger everywhere la.so,im very sorry to all the victims.

reached school damn early today please.than went to hardcourt to assemble.than walked to church.so fun please.on the way.kept arguing with angielina?haha.fun.i love the church please.its air-coned la.i love the air-com ther.so cold la.i like.haha.than of course,we had to walk back to school la.had long long recess.one and a half hour ok.haha.had home econs.mdm lim was being nice again.she never scold anyone today.neither did she nagged at us.haha.after school,my hands were super cold.which i dunno why?even when i just come out of and air-coned room,it would not be that cold.haiya.dunno la.its was so cold la.like i just held a ice cube like that???but after that,ok laready la.went back kellock.walked there.super fun please.me and carmen so high la.we kept laughing and laughing.like crazy like that la.haiyo.went to see mrs ong.she actually remember who i am.haha.surprised.but....haha.we went down to buy drink.i think that the old woman damn mean la.so many years already lor.she's still the same.sigh.a leopard never changes its spot.haha.fun.than we walked back.but not so fun anymore.half way through,i became lazy.so we took a bus back instead.when we reach school,i dunno what happened to me.my face was super black.sigh.once again,im very sorry to those people ok.

im really really so so sorry.please at least scold me or tell me that you/you all are angry.because the more you said you all are not angry,the guiltier i am.at least tell me off or something??don't just let it go by.i'll feel guilty.please.do something.

im happy today.
rachel is at my house now.
again.tomorrow's patron day.
going to church.but cannot go
straight there.so sad.than i
meet my twin wong there.so
sad.but never mind.i got angielina
to entertain me.haha.

im so so happy to day please!!!

i'll be going back kellock tomorrow.
yeah!!!(:long time no see the teachers
although teacher's day got go back la.
but because someone was grumbling.
so we had to leave early WITHOUT
talking to the teachers.haiya.than she
still show us black face la.but tomorrow,
it'll be without her.hahaha.isn't that
something worth celebrating??oh.and
tomorrow we have one and a half hour
whole school recess la.i give my blessings
to felicia.haha

im bored now.sigh.lalalala.i need someone to ebtertain me seriously.ahhh.im dying of bordom.its not the first time.and i always survived.hahaha(:everyone that is online seems like they are dead la.nobody is talking to me.besides ashley.ashley's sick!!!!!and she's still forced to study.poor thing.sigh.and me.happily using the computer.haha.im bad la.tomorrow staying back in school to do HOME ECONS!!sew and sew again.hahaha.than friday can slack.haha,fun fun.oh no.my blogging mood is gone.

new rules.computer only on weekends and only two hours per use.worst than the one use outside.haha.im multi-tasking.talking to carmen and posting at the same time.haha.ok.today was fun.home econs.i like.haha.i just know a new code: we are the master of our fate.not at the mercy of fate.nice right??meaningful right??haha.never mind.

rolling of eyes can cause your eye to drop out.haha.so.this is to people who roll too much of their eye.haha.not funny.i know madam lim's secret.haha.we stayed back in school today to do home-econs.was fun.damn fun.haha.after so long,i only sewed on the word'letter'.and its very very slow.people is almosting finishing already but im only done with the word'letter'.hate this.

today was the last day to hand up the powerpoint for pw but some people forgot to ask me for the diskette.its part of my fault la.but she also never remind me.knowing that im forgetful.ok.im not going to sleep early tonight.i will go online to disturb people and irritate people.haha.im bad.nobody cares.haha.i was saying this phrase the whole day which i believe that made rachel quite pissed off.haha.sigh.

trying to fit in ain't the point.the point is that you are willing to get back into the clique.what's the clique like now??worst than any other clique that always have arguements.yeah.there's a problem with my eye.which means i may need to wear glasses.which is what i always wanted to.i know its a bit crazy la.but.nobody cares.haha.than if really need,im gonna get those frameless ones.i love them man!!haha.i know its crazy la.i may regret it one day but for know,all i know is that i cant wait to go check my eye!!

im half doing colouring(for the art.im like way way late.) and half posting ok.i realise that i can multi-task la.like mdm lim.haha.my mother allows me to use the net la.so nice of her.haha.tomorrow early in the morning will be pe.yeah!!so fun please.but not when we have to run la.haha.than will be nglish.miss yew's gonna scream again like how she does everyday.sigh.i hate it la.doesn't she get tired of all the screaming and nagging.miss yew.i know exams are coming.so please stop nagging at us.we need to get more things into our head.sighs.than will be pw.yeah man!!its one of my favourite lessons please.so fun la.karmun has been absent since the start of school.yating too.yating is so poor thing.she got dengue fever!!so sad.sob.sob.

maybe i really have to follow what bernice says la.sighs.i want to go to changi airport!!i dunnp for what la.but i simply love to go there.just for fun.anyone interested to go after exams??sighs.i think i'll have to ask people to go with me.we will get out of hse early in the morning.than go home late at night.haha.that'll be fun please.im bored again.will anyone just entertain me??besides asking me to go play games la.i need entertainment!!now!!why cant angielina just stay opposite me.than she can entertain me everyday la.than i won't be so bored.now im like so bored.its a serious case la.i may just die of boredom anytime.maybe only a serious case to me cause i can't stand being bored.so its surprising that i survive through the exams la.but that exam is a different case.i need time during exams.im bored!!!i need entertainment seriously!!!and at this time,no one would be online!!!(besides felicia who is 24hrs online)but so what??she can't entertain me.no one can entertain me la.its difficult.unless.....heh heh.

IM VERY VERY VERY BORED!!SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!
(but don't ask me go play super mario!!)mommy is having steamboat now.never ask me to go.haiya.its my fault for going to sleep.but what can i do.im tired!!i slept at 3+ last night.cause i was online till 1+.then rachel and carmen called.conference!!i love conferencing please!!esp when there's lots of people conferencing together.that'll be so fun.like the old times.somewhere during june this year when we had this conference that consist of 6 people.that was fun.and carmen kept so damn quiet.haiya.not only her la.me too.i realised something.everytime there's a conference,carmen will always be around.haha.that conference was FUN!!will we have something like this soon??

finally!!surfing the net and signing in to msn with no problem.haha.there's always problem when the two are in use together.but no today!!im happy yesterday.im happy today.i'll be happy tomorrow i guess.if no one comes to irritate me la.but i think it'll be difficult.people will come to irritate me.haiya.i hope i'll be in good mood tomorrow.and i also hope that mommy goes out again tomorrow.than i can use the net like i've never used before.but i don't think it'll come true la.sighs.its difficult to get my mum out at times.but if she's out,than she'll only be home after what seems like a million years.haha.

my blogging mood is back!!!im starting to post paragraphs again.yeah!!i like that.if someone were to chat with me on msn now or call me on my hp,i'll love the person damn much please.but i doubt it'll happen.im always having peaceful time when im surfing the net which i don't like.but i also don't like those pop-ups la.they're irritating please.they get me fed up.than the computer gets hang,i get irritated.than i just off the switch.that's why for some reason i sign off on msn suddenly.

im hungry!!i haven eaten anything since my breakfast!!im easily hungry these few days.sigh.oh.my this month's phone bill is gonna be high man!!i have been calling out for no reasons.i over shot the time limit like 10 over mintues.it looks like its gonna rain soon.and im HUNGRY!!and cold.my tagboard now looks so restricted.no one is coming to tag!!hmpf.i think my blog looks dead la.i need to make it looks more alive.but dunno how??someone.suggestions.but than again,i love this skin.its simple la.i love it.haha.just leave some suggestions n the tagboard if you feel like.all are welcome.haha.(:i hate to be alone at home with my grandparents la.esp my grandma.she'll report to my mum when she comes home.telling her that i have not eat dinner.and using the computer for a long long time.i mean.if the computer is there,its meant to be used.than what?leave it there to rot??crazy!!and one more thing.my grandma talks to herself la.i have a witness.that time she on the TV.and this is what happen
grandma:wei shen me kai dian shi ji?duo mei you ren kan.
me:ah ma.shi ni kai de leh.
gradma:???
than she went to switch off the TV and start to do nonsense.crazy la.she on the TV than ask why on it.sigh.everyone will complain about their grandparents on la.and mostly grandmas.haha.grandmas are a pain in the neck.why?because they are vampires.never mind.its meant to be a lame/cold joke.why?because its gonna rain soon and my jokes are not wearing jackets.thats why.ok.its just another lame/cold joke.cause im trying to entertain myself but no use.but jokes are meant to be lame.they are not a living thing.and if its not lame,no one laughs.so of no one laughs at your jokes,its called a cold joke=leng siao hua.

the problem is:there are people online but those people cant really entertain me you know.they are like.not entertaining at all please.ok.lets put it in a way.the people online are all not well-trained to entertain people.they have not finish their course.ok.my grandma is nagging again.asking me to call my mum to go eat dinner.please la.im happily using the computer.ok.but to the point.people who can entertain me are people like angielina zhenyi but zhenyi cannot use computer.angielina not online.thats why im bored!!

solution: i have not come up with one!!

second post for the day

just came back from the park.was playing with carmen.haha.now im like rotting infront of the computer.im hungry please.i had to walk home by myself la.so bored can.than i got rachel to call me.haha.i did not see my co-ordinator today.it has been quite some time since i last saw her.but i saw her sister.i think she's damn naughty.talk about naughty.me and carmen did something very bad in the park.haha.we even did it twice la.haha.so fun ok.but i think it some how irritated that person.i hope that person is not gonna get mad.hahaand if the person gets mad,than she would have to go to IMH.thats so sad.haha.my mother has gone out since afternoon la.i hope she gets something for me to eat.cause im like damn hungry.i haven eaten anything since my breakfast.hungry!!

just came home from town with carmen.was suppose to go with rachel.but mommy said that got something on.so never go lor.then later she said that i can go with friends liao.than rachel cannot go lor.than in the end i went with carmen.took picture.so nice la.mainly because got our face.haha.sigh.i hate to be at home on weekends la.people are hardly online.hmpf.boring.later going to meet carmen again.to play candles.playing with candles shall be my another hobby.candles!!haha.as im enjoying myself,you are getting shorter and shorter.hahaha.just now when we were at paragon,we were laughing like crazy at one of the shops la.so crazy can.then i said that the skin of one of the shoes look like someone's face.haha.than there's this water bottle,you can keep fish and drink water with it.hahaha.funny can.than there's this water bottle that looks excatly like the adidas one.than carmen thought it was adidas one.but it end up to be some other brand.than she compared it to the adidas one.it lookalmost the same.than carmen was like what same la.one only 4.90 the other one 12 you know.than we kept laughing and laughing.hahaha.than carmen saw someone she said handsome.ask me to look.than cause just nice when i see got two mah.so i asked her which one.izit the green shirt one.than she turn around and said.huh!!that green one??ni you mei you gao cuo?oh.so its the grey shirt one la.haha.i think they both look equally bad.hahaha.than went to heeren.carmen went to HMV to see her yi ke xin poster.than she kept her fingers at the page there la.i purposely press hard hard on her finger.haha.she still kept her finger there.die also don't wanna take the finger out.sigh.one our way out we saw two monsters!!one is the zhang bu da de the other one is dunno what la.haha.this is a long long post.haha.

long time no post.haha.no time ah.exam coming.rachel's best friend is michelle chua la.my gosh!!she is actually rachel's best friend.tsktsk.bad taste.haha.hmm.i realise that talking to oneself can also be a hoddy.well.than it shall be my new hobby.now i'm listening to rachel's favourite song:don't lie.on the radio.ahhh....i think my computer is so screwed up!!so many things happening to it la.so so so many many pop up.tsk.ashley became my complain partner.and carmen is my ok partner.haha.sigh.im bored.anyone reading this?!?!?!?!? IM BORED!!PLEASE CALL ME TO TALK TO ME!!ah!!

hi hi.holidays are ending.i cant wait to go back to school.to have fun.its not like im going bck to school to lean more things or study.since when am i serious in school or during lesson time.im either playing or talking to the wall(as what ms sim and angielina says)or just seating there and stone.esp during ms yew's class.its like so boring can.you can never see me being serious in class besides when im getting scolding in class or when im not in a good mood.haha.but usually,when you see me.i'll be happy.i mean.my mood is only occasionally bad la.not always.i will only get irritated with two people in the class.or maybe more.oh.and also the watermelons la.haha.sighs.i think thats all.i shall end here.lalalalalala........

yeah!!went escape yesterday!!so fun.went with felicia,ashley,rachel,angielina and felicia's sister:freda.when we were buying the ticket,the lady told us that the pirate ship,inverter,rainbow and family rollercoaster was out of order.but in the end,the pirate ship and inverter ok.

the first thing we took was the flippers!!so fun.then went to take the wet and wild!!damn fun la!!th first time i took with rachel and angielina.then after that i took with rachel.then with angielina again.than after that,rachel don't wanna play anymore so me and angielina took la.so fun la.me and rachel actually wanted to take the inverter but we saw how fast it went so we decided not to take.

then we took the pirate ship so many times la.so fun.we kept seating on the highest one.then rachel screamed and screamed.angielina screamed too.she say she screamed because she wanted to build up atmosphere??well.i guess we know th real reason behind those screaming.then there was this once me,angielina and rachel sat at the last row.then got three person infront.i was like telling rachel and angielina no screaming then the little girl infront told her brother this:"ting dao le ma??no screaming!!"angielina was like.you know them ah??of course no la.people i know are brave.haha.

then we went to bathe.me and angielina was walking slowly at the back then when we were bathing,felicia was like we go first hor!!fine la!!never wait for us!!hmpf!!then i forced angielina to take train with me to tiong if not she have to pay me $15 for the ticket.haha.im evil.i know.haha.but she was the one who first ask me to take with her to tiong.so now its my turn to ask her to take wih me to tiong.hahaha!!

i just know two magnets thats exist in the school.of course!!we know that there are one that is stronger!!haha.but non of them works on me!!because they are the north side if the magnet,so am i.im also the north side.

must things turn out like that

orals on monday and tuesday.i'm dead.tuesday after orals will be going escape.i can't wait.i also really want the whole clique to go.but unfortunatly,because of someone havimg hatred in the clique and others who cannot go,it will not be the whole clique.sigh.we are ot that unite afterall.all thanx to.well.i guess for now,we will just have to seat there and slowly watch the clique being separated.i'm really washing my hands off the clique.no point doing all this when there are hatred in the clique between someone and someone.why can't she just accept her in the clique??what's wrong wwith her.well.i will never get the answer.why do you wanna do all this??izit because you feel left out.well.you can just tell us.isn't this what you always do to us.[me and carmen]whenever you have someone to go with,you will just forget about us.this is all that happen before we formed a clique.and after we form a clique,problems arise.when ahem comes to you,you can just walk past the clique as though we were transparent,not your friends.there are hatred in everyone.but don't you think there's just too much in you??maybe,we are just your substituition.or maybe,you don't wanna be in the clique at all.sigh.the choice is up to you.

things were not like that.you are the one who turn it out this way.but why??i don't really understand this.neither do i wanna understand it.a clique will always stay as one.no one will be left out.we will continue asking you out.we will still talk you as one even though you say that you are willing to withdraw yourself.we will still take you as one no matter what.you may take yourself out of the clique but we will still take you as one no matter what but the choice is really really up to you.i it really makes you happy,just let it be.

can't we have great bond between each other??can't we take more time to understand each other more than just thinking negative about each other??why??i guess we just need more time to understand each other better.i know saying this out,people may just laugh at us,saying that we are not unite but,there's nothing i can say or do.i'm just stating the facts.what's the reason behind all this??only you know the answer.

rachel was at my house 1hour ago.i know its long la.but still.haha.yay!!yay!!today's the last day of the term!!!happy happy!!suppose to get report book today.but because i did not hand up so never get lor.haha.so happy.lalalalala.i have zhixian as my hello partner and rachel as my hip hop jelly partner.haha.rachel claims that im the 'leader' of the clique.like why.there are no leaders in cliques one la.in a clique,everyone is EQUAL.no one is either bigger or smaller.no one can order another person in the clique to do something.everyone is EQUAL.so there will be no leader or what ever big position thing in a clique.it applies the same to my clique which consist of felicia,rachel,melanie,me,angielina,zhenyi,carmen and last but not least amanda.no one is ever to be left out or be treated unfairly.so rachel:there are no leader in the clique.not now,and never.we are all the same.

went lunch with half the clique.which is me,felicia,rachel and mel.for so long never go lunch with felicia and rachel.haiya.mel.besides the last 2 weeks,i have been going lunch with her every friday la.so.yupps!!that's all for now!!!

hello!!!yesterday was teacher's day celebration.haha.the concert half way got technical error la.haiyo!!and that idiot angielina never come.so what even if its the eve of her birthday??everytime like that one lor.half day,and she will not come!!!yesterday my mother offered me not to go to school but i rejected the offer.haha.i rather go to school.

went back to kellock.saw yijun,martha and the other one forgot who la.haha.then stay there for quite long la.and the concert there was over!!!!grr!!i was looking forward to watch the concert!!never mind.sigh.then today rotting at home!!anybody wanna go out??!!??im bored!!i shall go people's blog to see see.haha.

today was fun!!in the morning,carmen was damn high la.i hope evry morning she can like that lor.don't face black black.then keep quiet.very scary la.sigh.then got back english paper.my argumentative essay actually got 12/30!!i'm so surprise.although fail la.i did not expect to get so high lor.unexpected.haha.cause i did not argue in the essay at all.haha.then angielina was like.can i see your paper??so i showed her la.then suddenly she said:geraldlyn!!your english become french!!cause i spell dicuss with an 'e' at the back which became 'discusse'haha.then we kept laughing during art la.i went to tell carmen about this and her reaction was quite slow la.sigh.also got back science.i was surprised too!!i actually scored 14/30!!i wasexpecting a single digit.haha.today was suppose to have maths test during recess.but me,felicia and zhenyi happily went for recess.than we was like.how come canteen got no 2B people one??so we went up to class and found everyone having test there.haha.i forgot how to do la.sighs.die liao.art was fun lor.mr seow was seating on my seat.then i went there and stand.i was like:ahem.then he asked me:can i help you??i told him he was seating on my seat.then he continue seating.then he asked again la.i was like:i want my seat.then he finally got up!!sigh.never mind.shall just end here la.too lazy to type anymore.listening tong hua now!!!sooo nice!!!!!haha.

today was home super early la.around 2+ la.first time so early reach home la.sigh.after school went NTUC with zhenyi to get the stuff for her chocolate chips cookie.very fun.haha.today's the last day that the japanese student in our school.their school song damn high la.very funny lor.today during home econs i sort of created a new 'cartoon'very cute.haha.thats what i think la.haha.bernice is trying to know my chinese name.haha.hopefully no one would be kind enough to tell her.haha.im evil.haha.who cares.don't need to be kind to her one la.she's not being nice too.some people shall be treated better.haha.sigh.i think that my phone is getting out of hand la.the flip seems to be looser and looser as days pass.sigh.never mind la.i hope it can survive for at least 2years.sigh.like this then i might be able to get new one once two years is up.i hope.haha.i think shooting stars is nice.haha.must watch!!my geog marks now is no longer 28(: its 29(:haha.because Q5 was marked wrongly.so now my marks is 29!!haha.my marks is 29!!!hahahahaha.yeah!!although its only one mark la.but still.now carmen and amanda cannot laugh at my marks anymore.hahaha.so happy.

home so early today ok.nope.its home very early for the past one week.im guai.haha.sigh.today had assembly in the science lab.then got so damn little people in the lab la.mr tan was in the middle of the lab.so i went to the back where carmen is.then,mr tan ask me where i was going la.im like.to the back.then he was like you go back to the front if not stand beside me.wualao la.so i went to the front la.being 'guai'haha.after was science lesson.boring!!then was pe.i think that pe is fun these days because can play volley ball.but theball always don't wanna listen to me!!hmpf!!tomorrow's science paper.die le.today walked home from bukit merah with carmen and felicia.on the way,i thought of something stupid.then i told felicia and carmen.we started laughing and laughing la.like crazy people like that.
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just cant stand HER!!!so irritating!!forever la.big head!!think big of HERSELF!!forever one lor.i can't stand being HER classmate.with that big head walking around.think great of YOURSELF only!!!hate YOU la!!beat YOU ah!!act tall.but actually is so short!!!shorter then a dwarf!!!grr!!!

yesterday,went dental.so damn funny la.the dentist was talking to me.and he talked so damn soft.so i kept huh-ing la.i think he got pissed.then he said.never mind.forget it.haha.then i kept laughing la.then after that dunno what he dong to my teeth la.then i was always ouch-ing.he was like"you want me or you want that one[the head of the department i think]to do.she do very pain one."im like.then you do lor.after the whole thing when the 'that one' came in to check,it was not pain at all la.cheat me!!hmpf!after that,went tiong to meet carmen and amanda.carmen wanted to buy the 5566 third album then me and felicia had to go la.haiyo.then dunno why amanda was so high at tiong la.like crazy girl like that.haha

today during during science,mr tan called angielina up to read the paragraph for the march of the penguins thingy.then angielina called zhenyi to read and zhenyi called me to read la.and guess who i call??i called mel up to read.haha.and she read the longest paragraph.haha.then she ask me why i don't wanna ask the watermelon to read.i was like.later they gossip gossip.don't like her whole clique.me and mel named the whole clique 'the watermelon clique'haha.everyone in that clique is so damn gossipy la.don't like them.hmpf!!

I HATE THE WATERMELON CLIQUE!!!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE!!!!

school's ok today.fun.played during recess.the animal game.haha.play till hands and legs itchy la.haiyo.but its fun la.kept laughing.then was english.today's lesson was exceptionally boring.cause as you know,english lessons are always boring.haha.then was maths.as usual la.then it was art?!!had to go down to cyber-space.on the way down,zhenyi gave herself a new name.ayumi hamasac-ki.then during art we kept calling her ayumi.and she replied to it.and during art,i missed my phone so damn much ok.and its all someone;s fault[not very nice to name people.but the culprit would know who you are!!]you caused me to suffer!!i missed my phone!!hmpf!!but never mind.now my phone is right beside me!!it shall never leave me again[unless its out of no choice]tomorrow must wake up early.got morning run.sigh.tired.wanna sleep lor.haiya.no choice la.


some people just think so big of themselves la.so you think you are big??always saying that we copy you.for your information,we are not cats!!neither is hobby,interest,past-time nor talent to be a cat.who are you to order us la.we are14,so are you.you've got no right to order us around!!so what if you are well liked by people.you think you are popular??well.the answer is NO!!its just that you people go suck up to people!!one with a watermelon sized head with toothpick body.the other act cute.well.let me tell your clique all the bad points about you:act cute[most of you],allow people to suck up to you,act big[the whole clique],think big of yourselves.and one of you!!the worst of the whole clique.you:act cute,act sexy,act tall.well.please know your limits.if you do not have a mirror at home,tell me please.i can always get one for you on your birthday.i nwill make the height of the mirror according to your height.if not,if the mirror is too tall,you might not be able to see yourselves!!well.you people just bring disgrace to your class!!

today was geography paper.felt so sad la.i did not finish the paper.i studied la.and the questions came out.i knew how to do.but could not finish la.then for question 10d i knew how to do.it was a 6 marks question la.i knew how to do la.sigh.there goes my 6 marks.i only wrote two lines for that 6 marks question la.sigh.i also did not finish the last question.11d.how???i think im sure to fail this test.forget it la.i guess i can just fail the whole CA2 la.sigh.im sure to drop next year.how how how???give me some suggestion someone!!!sigh.
tomorrow is thursday.haha.going to be the end of the week soon.so fast.yet another week that past.i think im gonna wear skorts on friday??dunno la.depends.im gonna look funny la.tomorrow is chinese paper.im gonna forget how to write tons of words la.sigh.today i had a fun fun recess.we were like playing cause amanda hated this someone.then her toe was injured.i was like'amanda,go purposly step la.then say sorry lor.'haha.am i being evil??well.who cares.than angielina came up with something better.she was like.you ask her to look up the sky la.like:'eh!got bird.'then step liao then say sorry or run away.haha.not funny.i guess thats all la.gotta go study or else i can forget about passing my chinese paper.