HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOXINYI!!

rarr!!
today was like usual!!
BAD!!
today's damn screwed lar.
every wednesday i'll be a loner la!
i don't really care la.

there's THREE period of fnn tomorrow without mdm lim!!
omg!! )': i wanna cry le.
we're gonna be relieve by some @#&$&%#^!%^ teacher la.
the one rom camp.
omg!!she seriously 645649642292054 times worst than mdm lim!!
omg.i seriously miss mdm lim.it's sounds wrong la but ya.
it's a bit boring without her la
i can't complain anything bsides some #%$%^ person.
haiya.
and there's syf training tomorrow.
rarr!!
let me be sick now!!

i'm really very very sorry to my dear sadistic friend ok.
i know she won't be reading this but in case la.
i haven't been going out with her for 2 weeks already!!
2 weeks lor.
haiyer.
next week.i must go with her.

tomorrow's gonna be another day i dread.
no. 1 dreading thing --->recess.
no. 2---->F&N
no. 3---->SYF training

many sighs...

to everyone who asked me what happen:
sorry.
i really don't know what happen la.
but ya.things just really pissed me off these days la.
and to amanda and felicia.
thanks for trying all means to make me laugh and all the retarded things you've done.sorry fer for not joking with you today.really no mood la.
maybe some day when i have the mood to ok.

i'm being guai again today.
i came home right after school.
bathed.lunched and get down with my chem notes till now.
i even di my chem homework already please.
i guess i need to isolate myself in class and not talk to anyone.
like this i can really study and understand.
like today.was irritated with ______ during chem.
so just kept quiet and listen to ms phee the whole while and i understood everything and now i'm able to do my homework.
i guess listening in class really does someone good :D
friday there's this funfair thing.
i'm not really looking forward to it because my class is doing something lame which i doubt will earn??
i don't know la.i really don't like the class except for some people.
people in the class are all so two-headed please.
A says that she doesn't like B but the next moment you see A talking and walking around with B.omg.i really can't stand it la.
and sometimes.someone only comes to you when they've got no one to go with or when they can't find the someone they wants to go with.I SERIOULSY HATE 3P!!
AND THE CLASS SPIRIT IS LIKE mailto:#$$%^@&$#^%$%^&!!!!
NOTHING IS GOOD IN 3P!!
AND 3P'S DAMNIT FUCKING PROBLEMATIC.
NOT REFERING TO ANYONE BUT YEAH.
THATS WHY IT'S CALLED 3P!!
3PROBLEMATIC!!!
the number of people i can get along well with in 3p is like less than 20?
which is not even half the class??
i seriously don't like lar.
haiyer.everyone don't mean what they say.
and from now on,i shall be the one i am at the start of the year!! >:(
and i'm so gonna complain this to the one and only person that would hear mt tomorrow!! my sadistic friend!!(:

today was not that ok.
mdm lim wasn't in school and i felt a bit wrong la.
i'm so used to her nagging already please.
so F&N was relieved by the camp peoson.
don't really like la.i prefer mdm lim lor.
haiya.

came right home after school.
i'm guai today :D
xuewen wants to wear my watch tomorrow.

xuewen:eh.i wanna wear you watch tomorrow :D
me:for what?
xuewen:nice mah(something like that la)
me:ok lor.
xuewen:YAYY!

ya la.
today is officially the birth of
SILLY AND CRAZY!! :D
I LOVE SILLY!!


and recess is the thing i dread most now =/
some people just think that they're right and innocent and show me black face every single recess.
yeah.like i owe you eh?
don't be crazy please.
show me black face like i can't ah?
please.i've done that for one week le.
want me continue for one month i also can.
see you everyday.
just that i don't want.
later got wrinkles one my face than not nice.
so no point getting those wrinkles over you.
it's so worthless.note! not priceless ok.
seeing you for one sec is enough for me to show you black face one MONTH!!
last time i gave you face by keeping quiet and not complaining about you.
but one day when i really can't stand it, i'll just complain and complain everything RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!!
stop showing your damn fucking attitude!!

i realise something.
someone you're very close to is someone whom you cannot trust at all.
i'm losing trust in EVERYONE.
i only trust myself.
i realise something as well.
trust no one but yourself.
the person you're like stranger to is someone more trustworthy than the one you're close to.

trust no one else but yourself;

i may seem alright on the outside

today was ok.
not as bad as past few days.
school was ok larrr.
was getting high nearing the end of recess.
than was super high during bio.
made so much noise la.

after school went tiong.
walked there with alot of people!
me fer elaineYEO jiaping judy liling tia judy's friend and liling's friend.
9 people la.
so many can
the most was 7 lor.
haiya.i really miss last year la.
when so many people will walk to tiong.
than play and laughed at KFC.
KFC-ed with fer.
went to seat with bernice and hsuen ni(?)
off to popular.
i'm so broke please.
i'm left with only a few cents.
this week my allowance was cut by $2 and class fund was $2.
i only have this little money this week la.
and I'M ALREADY BROKE!
but fer owes me $1 carmen $3.50
but i don't think i will want it back till thursday/friday lar.
now on wednesday(s) i really don't know where to go lor.
everyone is staying back.
and if i were to wait for my sadistic friend,i'll be waiting alone lar!!haiyer!
tomorrow's timetable is quite ok la.
except for PE.
last time was jumping so it's quite ok.
but now do the SYF dance =/////
i don't like.

i really need to sell my ipod soon.
i so don't like it please.
eewww.
mel claims that ______ is better than ______!!!
WTH! F HER LAR!
it's like impossible lar.
and alot of people agrees with her!!
rarr!!
ok.i'm getting more random la.
there's like nothing better to blog about.
oh.
i've got nice people around me please.
jiaping always helps me carry my booKs
while judy always help me carry my bag.
how nice right.
last year ah.
no one even help me with one book.
wth.
i'm getting more and more random lar.
haiya!
i shall not blog anymore.
even if i do in future they will be random posts,stupid stuff and complains only.

if you wanna show me black face/attitude well.
i can give you better one than what you're giving me right now!!
don't think because you got back-up or whatever shit and you think you can black face/attitude i tell you.it's not like exactly my fault la.it's partly your fault though.and everyone's to blame esp you!!not that i'm bias or whatever la.the sight of you really puts me to bad mood lar.just one glance and i can feel down the whole entire WEEK.i can't believe it lor.even ____ says that you don't look like that kind that can pissed me off but yeah.thefact is you CAN.and you can do it real well.i really don't know why la.yupp.maybe it's what i think.but from what i see i think it's everything i see.well.people do change.some with small changes.others-big change.quoted from amanda.'people do change.it's a matter of if you look it with a negative or positive way'.but however i look i still see it as a NEGATIVE change leh.i even think positive to look it at a positive way but no matter how i still see it as a devil la.maybe it's what i think.but i'm thinking so positivly already.it still looks like a negative change to me.and.many people are siding you now.i can see that.i wasn't siding anyone but when i was explaining it to ______, she seemed to side you as well.and said it as if you are her god.omg.i really can't believe that.a quiet insignificant person to me can actually do this to change thing drastically(?)omg.it's getting more and more ridiculous.people are saying that i see the wrong side of you.but from what i see and what i hear from people is like what i see and hear is all CORRECT.i don't know why but i have this weird feeling that something bad is gonna happen.this part is maybe i think too much la.but yeah.that's what i think lor.

today was ok.
but mood was still like the weather lar.
stayed at home till 1+ near2 than went out.
ps to get my adidas watch.
wanted to get green but it was overly common.
so got red.
walked around.
finally got the giordano top in white.
walked around.
than swensens(?) for lunch/dinner.
CHICKEN BAKED RICE!!MY LOVE!!
than had ice cream.damn full please.
had 5 types of ice cream la!
than walked again.
wanted to buy book but just one sometime ago and haven't started.
so decided to buy after i read finish the pld one lar.
walk walk.
nothing to do go home and here i am.
my mood and thinking hasn't change.
all i need is some time.
give me some time to sort things out than everything would be like before i hope.
for now,i shall get my peace and quiet-ness.
i shan't be talking to anyone these few days.
i'll just continue leading my quiet life like how i did during the past few days.
everything would be alright soon.

i really don't know what's gonna happen next la.
everything is like so..haiya.i don't know la.
it's just my fault la.
i think too much lor.
but than again.
everything is possible.
i tried to control but seeing your face just makes me pissed lar.
as amanda says.
why get angry over you.
but i just cannot control.
maybe if you don't appear infront of me for a week the i'll be alright?
i don't know.
but seeing your face now really makes me mad.
and just now my friend saw something.
i don't really know if i should believe her or not.
i know her for only few months.
and known you for years
so i don't really know what's happening now la.
i just can't wait for you to be graduated which is like next year?
omg!!just get lost from my sight please.
it's not your fault ok.
it's just me.
everyone would think you are innocent.
i'm the one being over sensitive.
i'm the one at fault la.
haiya.
i don't wish to talk about this anymore.

today was same as the past two days.BAD!
esp during recess.
every recess is gonna suck from now on.
today was a bad day like always la.
i may smile and play and appear happy on the outside but no.
the real one is the inside me.
the super pekcek me.
i don't even get a chance to have a happy talk with you like always now.
well.
i may be playing and whatever la.
but yeah.
the real inside me is super pekcek and pissed now!!
it's like.
haiyer.nvm la.
i go on and this will never stop.

my girl;

today wasn't a good day either.
everyday's gonna be bad since yesterday lar.
anyway.
today was a ok day lor.
chem;
there was test.
ms phee went through with us.
i could do the questions.
but when i was doing something i KNEW how to do,she said all stop writing and hand up!!omg!!
i knew how to do lor.rarr!!

geog;
boring as usual lor.

mt;
nothing much la.
wasn't in good mood la.

ss;
had the quiz thing again.
i only got like 14/38!!

recess;
this is the worst recess ever man!!
it's not nice at all.

pc;
went hall for some talk la.
cannot remember le.

poa;
ok lor.
did trading a/c
i can do la.better than trail balance.
mrs wong says trail balance is the easiest but i don't think so.

maths;
she changed our seats again.
now i can't crap to judy le.
seating with yimei and xuewen.
was damnit warm lor.

after school.
tiong-ed with judy.
walked there.
3/4 of the road there was funny.
walked with jiaping.
she went home than me and judy continued our way to tiong.
me and jiaping are cool people because we follow rules.
went kfc.
judy ate.but i didn't.
no mood lar.
talked to her for awhile.
did accounts there.
my mom called and off to samsung center.

i'm sorry to all those people that i shouted to and showed black face or whatever ways i've offended you today.
sorry to carmen for shouting at you at end of school.
sorry to judy for shouting at you during recess.
and sorry to everyone i've offended la.

i really need time la.
recess everyone was asking me who is the one i don't like.
but i'm sorry.
i can't tell la.
i've lost trust in you except for certain people.
you are too close to her.just too close.
if i tell you than you may think that it's MY fault.
it MAY be my fault.
maybe because i'm the one being over sensitive now.
but thats all i think la.
you may think differently from me but you can't make me change what i think.
i have lost complete trust in you.
if i were to tell you
you would tell her.
and this may cause me to lose friends or you to loose friends
i'm not gonna do that.
you're a friend i wouldn't wanna loose.
it's either i've change or you've change.
people do change but never thought that you've change to this stage.
it's all FATED.

today's a damn tiring day la.
morning.
english;
ok lor.
everytime also same one.

PE;
syf dance =//

maths;
she was ok.
but was a litttle not in good mood la.

fn;
never good.
as usual.mdm nag.
we talk.

recess;
rained so walk around for first 30 minutes
walked around with judy after.

cme;
nothing much la.

mt;
had to go audi so cannot play with kaining.

tiong-ed with TWIN!and BESTIE! again.
macs again.
but these time we(me bestie judy)
had something up ourselves.heheheh.
than walked around.
carmen came.
went home.


this part of the post is specially dedicated to JUDYTAN!
you know.
she's the bestest person i met!!
judytan simply rocks!!
besides being blur.
talking to her can be pekcek at times la.
but well.i have survive till now.
thanks to her,i won TWIN! today.
she got malu-ed during recess just to help me(:
this is how kind she is.
but beforethat she did threaten(?) me but yeah.
she still helped me :DD
everytime during test she will copy and copy and copy.
but yeah.in the end still fail.
because she copied my work mah.
confirm fail lor.
than everytime in chem,both of us will sigh the time away.
sometimes when we're in high spirit we'll laugh and laugh.
although she's a bit irritating at times la.
but yeah.she claims that people always bully her
but she's the big bad wolf in the end.
and and.she helped me carry my bag early in the morning
all the way up to level4!!
how nice right?
and than in the afternoon she would help me carry from bio to chem lab.
that's how nice she is!
but she will ask you for opinions and in the end use back what she thinks -_-
but yeah.
she's still the bestest person lar!!
judytan!feel honoured please.
the part is longer than my post for today!

eeewwwweeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is gonna be a damn damn eeweey post.
school was bad=/
i don't know why but it was bad.

while walking up to english class which was unfortunatly at level4!!
judy helped me carry my heavy bag up. ((:
so nice of her right?

english;
it was as usual,boring.
this when the period where i started getting pissed.
over something/some bloody asshole!!rarr!!
fuck her man!!
she's such a poser =////
COPYCAT!!!!
get some originality man!
get a life!!!!
anyway.POA aftger

POA;
was quite boring la.leatned new chapter.
trading a/c.
at least i can do this better than TRAIL BALANCE=///

SS;
nothing much la.
samantha tried making me laugh but still was in a angry mood.
laughed abit.bu yeah.
still pissed with that asshole!
and.she happily don't know that and continue making me worst!!!!rarr!!

geog;
HORRIBLE as usual lor.
nothing much la.

recess;
got a bit better.
because it's people who i can talk and complain to(:
I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!!(:
THEY ARE THE SPECIAL ONES MAN!!!

bio;
judy tan was late!!
so i sat by myself for the first 5 minutes.
than when she came charmaine wanted to seat with her but judy came to seat with me instead(:
so poor charmaine had to seat with ______.
shall not name names from now on.
trouble would be created =/
and i hate it!!
had test.
judy and me was making noise.
ms lim called us la.
haiyer!!

chem;
again i made judy help me carry bag.
THANK YOU CHENWEILING!!! :DD
it was so so terrible man!!!
boring like i don't know what.
after 527351846 hours, we got our 3MINUTES break!!
we were like being bored over there and we only got a 3 minutes break =/
so yeah.tried to sleep but xuewen came to chat.
for awhile she walked off.
than was tia.she was calling me to help her make hearts out of paper clips.
after making,talked to jannah a few words,lied down and!!!!!
ms phee came in!!!
so i never even got to sleep!!rarrr!
me and judy were so bored.
we were sighing all the way.
haiya.it was boring la.
you wouldn't wanna know what happen.
helped judy put books.

tiong-ed with DEAR TWIN! AND BESTIE!
macs.
sat down and stupid judy came beating the glass.stupid!!
ate.talked.
now i know DEAR TWIN'S deepest darkest secret!!!!!hahaha!!!
after knowing i kept eeewwweeee-ing and eeeweee-ing.
fer spotted SUPERSTAR so i went to look for her.
me:hello!!
elaineYEO:hello!
me:i come and look for you leh.
elaineYEO:i going already leh.
me:huh..but i came to look for you lor!
elaineYEO:but i going already!!
me:you very bad lor.i just come only la.and you wanna go le!!rarr!!!
elineYEO:sorry la.you came at the wrong time.
but at least you got to see me right?i haven't walk off yet.
me:rarr!!the floor not even hot yet lor.and you leaving already!!
elaineYEO:haiya.tomorrow you also can see me mah!!!
me:but i come from macs to see you lor.
elaineYEO:haiya.sorry lor.
me:rarr!

so i went to find fer and TWIN!
went to bus stop to wait for carmen!
fer and TWIN didn't allowed me to say words starting with A-E-I-O-U!!!
wth la!!

fast forward!!
bus-ed home with fer and carmen.
wasn't really a talking day.
wasn't even in mood today thanx to some IRRITATING ASSHOLE!!!
no sense of orginality.
i told someone in the special ones AND THEY SAID WHAT SHE LIKE ME??
OH PLEASE MAN!!
DON'T BE CRAZY!
THEY'RE JUST THINKING TOOOO MUCH.
haiyo.
and and.
haiya.
i don't wanna talk about it la.
she's just oh-so-TERRIBLE!!
RARRR!!!
FUCK HER!!!

and some people.
happily came recess with us today.not gonna name anyone.
just because you got irritated with YOUR friends and you came with us!!
what are we to you?
spare friends??
sorry but we're NOT!!
GET THIS CLEAR!!WE'RE NOT YOUR SPARE FRIENDS!!
and we WILL not be your spare friends!!
get this into your head or i'll open up your head and install it in!!!
it's not that you ONLY come with us when you have NO friends.
we took you as one but you happily went with YOUR friends over A SMALL MISUNDERSTANDING!!!
just because DEAR TWIN! said that you _____ __'s ____ ____!!!
he said that to everyone and YOU jolly well know how insensitive she is and she never meant what she said!!
you are the OVER-SENSITIVE ONE!!
and everyone's sp irritated/angry with you because you took US as YOUR spare friends!!omg!!
whats this man?!?!
you happy you come.happy you go.
now you're irritated with YOUR friends and you come with US!!
even though you're still not happy with my TWIN! but you still come with us MAINLY BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT NO ONE TO GO WTIH!!!
what's this man!?!?!
are we your hotel and YOUR friends yue home?
you've got no where to go and you come to the hotel!!
but when you're alright with your friends,you go back home?!?!
what's this?!?!
omg!!i seriously can't believe that people like YOU exist!!
omfg!!!!!!!
haiyo.
i feel like crying man!!
i feel so sorry for you.
fancy sticking to the 'hotel' when you've got no where to go.
omggggg!!!!! )':
pathetic(?) piece of SHIT!!!
tsk tsk.i feel utterly sorry man!!
i shall stop man.
it's just gonna spoil my mood la.
i shall forget about this.
i must remain happy (:
my neighbour is in my house.
he so cute please.
he came in and gave me a cheecky smile :D
so cute!!

never mind.
i still think _______________ is better la.


my girl;

went shopping today.
with my mother.
shopping can never be done without my mom cause she's my ATM(:
harbour front in the morning;
bought thumbdrive.
went for lunch.
went down to get ripples(:
off to town.

at town;
went tang's.
walked around.
nothing much so went over to taka.
bought many things.
my mum bought her things and i bought my wallet.
my sister was THIS lame that she bought a colouring book at her AGE!!
haiyo.

off to great world;
went to check out the creative mp3.
OUT OF STOCK!!
wth.everytime go also OOS!!
rarr!!!
walked around.
got ice-cream((:
went to a shop where it's full of people with attitude problem.
so i just sat outside waiting for my mother la!!
after that suppose to go for dinner.
but!!!my mother went to see something for THIS long that my father called.
so had dinner with my father.
my mum can really shop man!!

list of things i bought:
-thumbdrive
-wallet
-ripples
-keychain(:

i feel bored now.

sports day;

nothing much la.
people run and run.
i play and play.
went to find fer.
ok.nothing much la.
it's just like usual playing lor.
mel can become a PI soon la.
she's so good at spying people please.
lalala.

carmen is so pissed/angry/irritated with ______ ___!!!
go fill up the blanks!
carmen:i wanna kill ______ ___!!!
me:why?
carmen:she let out my secret!!
carmen:she said i like ______ infront of ______ and ________!!!
carmen:go and die la she!!!
carmen:FUCK HER!
ME:omg!!
CARMEN:SHIT HER!!
CARMEN:DAMN HER!!
ME:haiya.she everytime like that one mah.let her know secret confirm die one!!like people/whatever thing let her know and!CONGRATULATIONS!!!
carmen:haiya.all i can do is to deny lor.

this is how PISSED/IRRITATED carmen siew is right now!
haiya.it's always happen la.
but she'll get over it after a few days lor.
but she is just so kind hearted i must say.
she knew something about ______ but she's not going to tell anyone despite what she has done to carmen.
well.there's nothing i can say.
actually there's alot alot of things i wanna say about ______
but nah.it's gonna create some problem again.
i shall just shut up and continue with what i'm suppose to update and pretend that nothing happened.

shall continue;
than went to carmen's house.
went to pick up my asshole sister!!!
than sent carmen to ACS(I)
took bus back to tiong with bestie!!
walked around.
took neos.
sweetalk-ed.
home.
slept for awhile.wanted to bathe but my bathroom door was taken down.
now that the new one is up,i don't really feel like bathing leh.
it's like just one curtain lor. =///////
haiya.but i still have to bathe la.
after finishing this post i'm gonna bathe.
so bye people.

i don't know for whatever reason,i just feel SAD!
oh man!
i'm feeling sad over nothing please.
haiya.
moodswings i guess.
and i was feeling pekcek in the afternoon over nothing too!!
ohno!!
i'm going crazy!!
haiya.
i don't like the new timetable please!
and on monday melmel dared me to ask ____ ___ _________!!!!!
WTH CAN?!?
like i will dare la.
rarr!!how how?!?
if i loss than i'll have to treat her sweet-talk.
not that i can't afford to la.
because it's her.
thats why i don't wanna loose.
well.if it's others i'm fine with it.
i don't know why but i've been treating my TWIN! badly la.
and today i screamed at her over nothing la!!
omg!!!!!!!
how can i treat my TWIN! so badly?
oh no!!!haiya.
i don't wanna blog already la!!

i'm like so in love with smurfs and elmo now.
let's smurf down to the land of smurf!!
ahaha.and look for gagamuel(?)and his dumb cat!!
haha.so funny please.
every friday.
4.30 kids central!!
must watch!!hehe.
so lame la.
i'm also in love with xiao zhen gu niang please!!
damn nice(((:

i'm like so free tomorrow please
haiya.nothing to do leh.
everyday's so boring la.
haiya!
and someone____ _____ __ ___.
omg.how how how?!?!?!
dies dies dies.................
bye people

today was ok like any other mondays.
change of timetable.
i just remember the one they gave on first day of school and now they're giving us a new one!!CRAP!!
but today still follow old one(:

maths;
usual la.
boring.
judy and yimei ate AGAIN!!
they're always hungry please!
haiyo.

ss;
nothing la.
group work AGAIN!!

POA;
had test!!
trail balance and i can't balance it!!RARR!!

geog:
CRAP LA!!

recess;
with the usuals!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!<<3!!
and something happen!!
ANGIELINA dropped half a piece of her prata.
so she was left with nothing.
went locker.talked to dayang and than..
me:*walking to locker*
jannah:eh!wish me luck leh!
me*walking back and shake her hand and gave her a lame look*
jannah:thankyou ah!
dayang:*laughing non stop*
than i had to walk up to english ALONE!!

english;
jannah and khaliesah(?) went for bowling.
so jiaping went to khaliesah(?)'s place.
tia went to seat with yimei so i sat on jannah's place and rachel sat on tia's place.
damn funny la.
seat with rachel confirm cannot study.
so laugh and laugh lor.

chem;
went down for chem!
was DAMN late!!
ms phee was so angry that she didn't wanna let us in.
so we sat outside till school over.
at first we thought she would wanna let us in.
so everyone was like asking each other to shut up and laugh to themselves after that.
but soon we knew that she didn't wanna let us in so everyone sat down and play:D
and yupp.after school went to pass ms phee a NOTE!
how nice of us right?heh heh.

waited for CARMEN and ANGIELINA in school.
after that tiong-ed.
saw judy and she called me.
call her back but she don't want pick up.ok lor!
than walked around.
want to change file but don't know change to what type leh.
so yupp.walked around.
sweet-talk-ed with 5/9
old chang kee-ed too.
after that send angielina to mrt.
walked to bus stop.
took 63 today instead.
wanted to buy water gun but don't have!!RARR!!
so ya.made CARMEN climb up the stairs!!
DUI BU QI!!!

reached home.
saw judy online.
ask her why she call me so...(on msn)
me:you call me for?
judy:nothing la.
me:you got nothing better to do ah?
judy:i saw you mah.so i call you lor.
me:tsk!

ok.and once i reached home i on-ed my com.
went to bathe and do my fnn ok.
see how guai i am!
is because i wanna be spared from mdm lim's nagging la.
but still!!
until awhile ago,i'm still not able to complete it so i gave up.
i'm left with decision making,time planning and the stock thing la.
how tiring la.
i'm just gonna do the rest tomorrow.
and be a good girl and hand it up to mdm lim on wednesday/thursday la.
judy claims that she always get bullied by people.
yeah right.
she get bullied by other people but i got bullied by her!!RARR!!

omg!i wanna ponn sports day la.
i bet it's so gonna be warm and boring.
i'm being like a princess la.
but yeah.imagine going there for nothing?
just seating down and rotting my ass away!
it sucks yeah.
BUT!! i shall be guai and go for it la.
i'm a good girl you see.
whatever la.

i was getting high during english.
random la.
ok.bye people.
takecare!!!<3

OMG!!!
GERALDINE IS NOT IN THE GRAND FINALS!!!RARR!!!
haiyer.
someone can happily come ask me why she didn't get into finals.
like i know?
if i know why i will not let teresa win!!
fuck man!!
how can she not win?
rarr!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!
how can she not get in?!?
rarr!!
no mood to blog already la!!rarr!!

today was......
went for kellock funfair.
okok la.
i don't expect a perfect one.
what can i expect from primary school kids?
met up with fer.
walked here and there.
she got so so engross with the marble game.
maybe next time i shall just bring marbles with water so that she can self entertain during recess.
ok.thats lame.
saw ashley.
and alot of stc people la.
fer was wearing orange today.
haha.
and i wanted to go into the haunted house but fer didn't wanna go in with me.
wth la.
so i went to find others lor.
one was like you pay for me ah?
the other one.i cannot la.
rarr!!
in the end i only stand outside the exit of the haunted house >:(
it was so un-fruitful.
haha.oh ya!
yesterday ms low was like so far how did you all find the lessons?
i was like foodful.(fruitful)
well.i'm always eating during maths class so ya.
tomorrow's gonna be a boring day la.
i haven't do fnn yet.
which is like so dead.
than also another work but i forgot what la.
haiya.i'll just do it tomorrow or monday lor.

my sister was singing the three little pigs song just now
and i was laughing like a mad person.
watched house of wax just now.
i almost puke please.
the persons finger kena cut of.
and yucks!!
blood just flow like river.
it was a bloody show la.
yupp.
the ending was oh!!
everything melted.including the house-_-
it's quite a nice show although half the time i was either screaming or covering my ears la.
yupp.
i feel like going out.
anyone?

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!(:

today was......
went for kellock funfair.
okok la.
i don't expect a perfect one.
what can i expect from primary school kids?
met up with fer.
walked here and there.
she got so so engross with the marble game.
maybe next time i shall just bring marbles with water so that she can self entertain during recess.
ok.thats lame.
saw ashley.
and alot of stc people la.
fer was wearing orange today.
haha.
and i wanted to go into the haunted house but fer didn't wanna go in with me.
wth la.
so i went to find others lor.
one was like you pay for me ah?
the other one.i cannot la.
rarr!!
in the end i only stand outside the exit of the haunted house >:(
it was so un-fruitful.
haha.oh ya!
yesterday ms low was like so far how did you all find the lessons?
i was like foodful.(fruitful)
well.i'm always eating during maths class so ya.
tomorrow's gonna be a boring day la.
i haven't do fnn yet.
which is like so dead.
than also another work but i forgot what la.
haiya.i'll just do it tomorrow or monday lor.

my sister was singing the three little pigs song just now
and i was laughing like a mad person.
watched house of wax just now.
i almost puke please.
the persons finger kena cut of.
and yucks!!
blood just flow like river.
it was a bloody show la.
yupp.
the ending was oh!!
everything melted.including the house-_-
it's quite a nice show although half the time i was either screaming or covering my ears la.
yupp.
i feel like going out.
anyone?

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!(:

today was......
went for kellock funfair.
okok la.
i don't expect a perfect one.
what can i expect from primary school kids?
met up with fer.
walked here and there.
she got so so engross with the marble game.
maybe next time i shall just bring marbles with water so that she can self entertain during recess.
ok.thats lame.
saw ashley.
and alot of stc people la.
fer was wearing orange today.
haha.
and i wanted to go into the haunted house but fer didn't wanna go in with me.
wth la.
so i went to find others lor.
one was like you pay for me ah?
the other one.i cannot la.
rarr!!
in the end i only stand outside the exit of the haunted house >:(
it was so un-fruitful.
haha.oh ya!
yesterday ms low was like so far how did you all find the lessons?
i was like foodful.(fruitful)
well.i'm always eating during maths class so ya.
tomorrow's gonna be a boring day la.
i haven't do fnn yet.
which is like so dead.
than also another work but i forgot what la.
haiya.i'll just do it tomorrow or monday lor.

my sister was singing the three little pigs song just now
and i was laughing like a mad person.
watched house of wax just now.
i almost puke please.
the persons finger kena cut of.
and yucks!!
blood just flow like river.
it was a bloody show la.
yupp.
the ending was oh!!
everything melted.including the house-_-
it's quite a nice show although half the time i was either screaming or covering my ears la.
yupp.
i feel like going out.
anyone?

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!(:

today was......
went for kellock funfair.
okok la.
i don't expect a perfect one.
what can i expect from primary school kids?
met up with fer.
walked here and there.
she got so so engross with the marble game.
maybe next time i shall just bring marbles with water so that she can self entertain during recess.
ok.thats lame.
saw ashley.
and alot of stc people la.
fer was wearing orange today.
haha.
and i wanted to go into the haunted house but fer didn't wanna go in with me.
wth la.
so i went to find others lor.
one was like you pay for me ah?
the other one.i cannot la.
rarr!!
in the end i only stand outside the exit of the haunted house >:(
it was so un-fruitful.
haha.oh ya!
yesterday ms low was like so far how did you all find the lessons?
i was like foodful.(fruitful)
well.i'm always eating during maths class so ya.
tomorrow's gonna be a boring day la.
i haven't do fnn yet.
which is like so dead.
than also another work but i forgot what la.
haiya.i'll just do it tomorrow or monday lor.

my sister was singing the three little pigs song just now
and i was laughing like a mad person.
watched house of wax just now.
i almost puke please.
the persons finger kena cut of.
and yucks!!
blood just flow like river.
it was a bloody show la.
yupp.
the ending was oh!!
everything melted.including the house-_-
it's quite a nice show although half the time i was either screaming or covering my ears la.
yupp.
i feel like going out.
anyone?

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!(:

red is a nice colour i realise(:
i even used red is msn.
and charmaine is making me go town/bugis with her tomorrow.
i'm beginning to hate crowded places for i don't know what reason la.

today was fine.
POA;
as usual la.do and do and do.

chinese;
was ok la.
not bad.

PE;
it was fun.
i'm starting to like running.
jump again.
me jiaping and gwen didn't wanna jump.
so we sat at the 'coffin' thing there.
than we were forced to jump.
so jiaping said she sprained her ankle when SHE STILL CAN WALK!!
so ya.me and gwen went to jump.
didn't have to line up.
jump and went back to the 'coffin'
sat there till bell ring.
was being retarded la.

maths;
nothing much.got back test paper =/
7/15.yupp.
slept for awhile.

recess;
with the usuals.

geog;
like always.
it sucks.

english;
i wasn't even paying a single bit of attention la.

assembly;
horrible!!
so boring lor!
nothing to do.
so i did alot of bad things.
first i fold and tear the piece of paper they gave.
than i folded it into a plane.
than i tear some into small pieces of paper
crush them up and threw at sharon.
than i was bored again.so i put the folded plane into debra's belt.
than gayathri told her!!rarr!!
than being bored again
i went to shorten the length of sharon's bag without letting her know.
than ya.
i just continued laughing from there.
than fast forward.
rachel told me she saw someone.
so i was like
me:was she there for long?
rachel:i don't know.
me:huh...what if she saw me shortening it?
rachel:i don't know.
me:how..!!?!?
rachel:you have 2 choices.one is to make it back.second is to leave it.
me:huh......

than i decided to be nice and made it back to it's original length without letting her know again.
finally it finish.
walked off.
bang into someone at the door.
made a few people quite pekcek today =DD
than yupp.
going for kellcok's funfair tomorrow.
apparently(?) some people told me when nearer the date if they would be going but till now i haven't been told if she's going or not?!?
rarr!!this is like so so =/
so irresponsible!!! >:(

tiong-ed with angielina again.
KFC-ed again.
than went to walk walk.
laughed loudly at NTUC again =/
so malu please.
than when we were walking out,i saw someone!!!
omg!!she's damn cute please =DDDDDDDDDD
lalalala.angielina wanted to tell her la.
cause she forced me to buy somethng which i don't feel like buying?
so i just told her okok.
but in the end i never buy la.
haiya!i should have let angielina tell her la!!!
if can i would go back to tiong now(:
but nah.
i'd rather sleep at home(:
theresian award's on today but unfortunatly,stc people can't go and watch because there was not enough space?WTF!!!
i so wanna go la.
cause it would be ending like around 9?
which is like so late??
so fun please.
but haiya!!they don't need us.STC PEOPLE to fill up the gaps anymore ):
SAD CASE LA!!!rarr!!!!
but nvm.i can like seep at home(:
ok la.shall stop here la.
takecare people(:


i'm a super happy kid(:

ok.the title is lame le.
just thought of it lor.
yupps.
today is such a wonderful day please!!!(:
i'll never forget this day(:
haha.joking la.given my stm i'll forget about it soon man!anyway.

chinese;
ok lor.
read magazine.
than play play.nothing much la.

ss;
do the group group thing.
and _____ refuses to move over to the other group.
like wtf?
and I have to move la.
but in the end siqi went to her last time group so i joined back lor(:
than write and write.

english;
did the newspaper thing again.
no mood to dp leh.
so i kept talking?
and mr ng was like i can call your mother hor.
fine la!
so i do lor.

pe;
ran 5 rounds!!
round the hardcourt la.
if it's the track i won't be here le!!
than jump jump again lor.
jump once and replace felissa.cause she wanna jump than i don't want mah.
so she went to jump and i went to hold the thing thing lor.

recess!
with the usual people.
but fer they all never come leh.
so never mind lor.

pc;
as horrible la.
my belt never kena caught(:

chem;
chem was nice today.
i was abit high((:
than ya la.fast forward.
judy wrote her third letter and kena caught.
ms phee took it away.
and ya la.

after school;
stayed to wait for angielina(:
lunched with fer joyce mel and jiaping.
damn funny i tell you.
fer:*looking through file*eh!we have to do this right?
joyce:*blowing nose*give that i-don't-know look.
me:HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAon and on and on for quite long.

than they went up for cheerleading.
went to talk to rachel(ng) and.....
something happen:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
damn happy i swear.
so i got higher than i was.
and went running around.
it's retarded i know but yeah.
went locker to meet angielina(:
than went tiong.
KFC-ed.
saw judy tan there.
me:why you copy me ah?follow me everywhere.tsk.
judy:*looks shocked and turns to angielina*huh?!? i follow her?!?
i came first la.
me:haha.

ok.that was lame la.but i don't care.
because i'm happy today :DDDDDD
ok.shall stop here la.
takecare people(:

ok.A is really very stupid to think that B was her good friend.
A told B that she hated something/someone/some people and B went to tell C.
so afterall,B is still not a very good friend.
well.no special people mentioned in the above.just what i think(:

today was fine.
as usual la.
nothing special.
maths;
she continues with her nagging.
and all of us in the last row was eating(:
and she never see la.i even put it on the table lor.
haiya.she never see better.
and it was salty but yimei and judy insist that it's not.
fine.so judy finish everything.
than..
yimei:why you never keep any for me?(than judy gave her the can)
wth?!?!you very guo fen leh!!(bang the can(?) on the table damn loudly)
judy:*laughs*sorry lahow i know you want?
yimei:*give that type of face*
haha.and i was laughing away.
than jiaping was extremely quiet during maths.

ss;
never do work.so did while the rest was doing some group thing.
was the last few to finish.
2A came in!!
omg!so i just hurried and end up writing only one of the other factors =/
well.sec 2 are my phobia mah.so cannot blame me.
quite maluating right?scared of sec2s.haiya.don't care la.

POA;
ok la.do work again lor.
do and do and do.

geog;
nothing much.
just reading AS USUAL!

recess;
the hardcourt was wet.
so sat at canteen lor.
ate.
finally know the true colours.
well.
it's gonna happen some day la.
so why not now?
better than later.
met up with jiaping went locker and up to class together.
on the way up was damn funny i swear!!
i kept laughing please.

english;
had to do some disussion thing about EFL!
when jiaping's group was presenting,rachel kept talking about elainetan!
hillarious please!!

chem;
the new teacher la.
mr boey.
ok.first of all,he can't teach.
i rather miss phee please.
omg!!
so as usual,judy was talking to herself AGAIN!
apparently(?) it's not the first time already.
so yupp.used to it.
she kept giving the i-very-pekcek-face.
haha.than kept looking at the clock and count down.
well.it's her usual practice la.
and she will go 25 more minutes!
than 15 more minutes!
than yeah man!!5 more minutes!!let's countdown!!
than i will be like cannot be bothered.cause it happens everyweek.
seating arrangement was changed.
but unfortumatly still seating with judy =/
oh!
and wednesday she will be like haiya.still got 1 period and 25 minutes la.
than bell ring!!yeah! one more period!!
than she will.haiyo.25 more minutes la!!
than ya.
the usual words numbers and time will come out of her mouth.
and wednesday she's so gonna give the i-vey-pekcek-face again.
and the face also got a little combination of the lesson-faster-end-please-face.
damn funny i tell you.

tomorrow;
tomorrow's timetable is ok la.
maths first.
than double chinese!!MISS DAMP!!
than fnn(:
than recess.
should be going with dayang.
cause fer will not be joining us mah.
than ya lor.
the clique is like breaking?
ok.i don't know.
neither do i wanna know.
ignorance is bliss(?)something like that la.
tomorrow's timetable.
-maths
-chinese
-fnn
-recess
-cme
-double bio =/(disaster man!!)
ok la.
i think thats all for today.
takecare people(:

might be changing to
http://www.xanga.com
kinda sick of blogger.
but will remain here for the time being(:

i realise i got same wallet as GERALDINE!!! :D
haha.anyway.
went to cut hair today.
ok la.not bad.i'm happy with it?
haha
quite happy with it.

i feel so easily happy please.
i'm STILL happy over somethinng that happened more than 24hr ago.
haha.ok.
i feel happy now.

i wanna pon sports day.
it's gonnabe boring as usual la.
so warm.cannot walk walk.must seat and seat.
than still must cheer and cheer.
rarr!!
i don't wanna go!
ok.judy is confusing me!
thats what she always does!
and me and amanda are talking in a weird way i feel.
i don't know la.
and nowshe's not replying.
ok.it's weird.
i think my phone and msn got problem please.
i feel that people don't get whatever msg i sent.
which is bad.
than if people msg me and when msg back and they don't received than they may think i don't wanna reply.
haiya.i don't care la.
and now judy is saying that i copied her smile?
please.and she refuse to listen to whatever i've told her.
haiya.she's a girl that doesn't grow up man!
tsktsk.
i wanna ponn sports day la!!
anyone wants to ponn with me??

surprises do spring up at times ((:

surprises really do spring up at enexpected times :DDD
omg.if only today will never go away.
but haiya.there will be more surprises coming up next.
who knows.haha
morning was bad.
as usual.
than after that was much better.
but english was irritated again ):
anyway.
i only failed 2 subjects.
mdm lim was damn sad becausa i failed fnn?
oh man!haha
mother:how is her attitude in class?
mdm lim:so far ok.but sometimes quite stubborn(?)
mother:turn and look and me
me:i where got stubborn lor?
mother:see.like that still call not stubborn?

haiya.wth la.
and mrs wong never say anything about me(:
and she says that i everytime in her lessons quite good((:
hmmm.maybe she's ok with me unlike mdm lim?
that ownself stubborn person.
maybe she's not happy that she's the only one stubborn thats why she says that i am as well.
and my mother was like.
why she never open her mouth when see other parents but when see me she talk so much ah?
than i was like.maybe she prefers you?
haha.
i think my results are /:
english;63 highest-79
chinese;59 highest-75
maths;75 highest-98
science(combine);54 highest-90
combined humans;48 highest-84
POA;94 highest-96(rahh!)
fnn;47 highest-91

ok.i think my combine humans sucks please.
and my fnn.mdm lim claims that i never study for tests.
well.she everytime go through before test but still like that what can i do?
haiya.i feel bored again.
it's not the first time already la.
my sister always find self-entertainment but i can't find it.
rahh!even the com cannot entertain me la!!
haiya.
go sleep is the best la.
but than it's way too early please.
on weekends and holiday i never mid night won't sleep one.
but now really got nothing to do la.
haiya.

call me anything and i don't care.
i simply hate 3P!
the class sucks i swear!
no offence ok.
but yeah.
leave me out or whatever and i don't care.
now going to school is as good as killing me.
i get irritated by the same people more than twice everyday.
imagine going to school happily seeing your friends in the morning and....
during lesson time,poof!
someone just comes out to irritated and spoil the entire day.
try that and you will know how i feel.

give me a break man!
it's enough.
going to school and after 8,you see those faces that you don't wanna see.
and those people that you don't wish to see at all.
it sucks i tell you.
i'm not referring to anyone in 3P but yeah.
overall thats what is going on in school everyday.
that one week holiday was certainly a break for me man!
a break from all those irritating-ness.
and everything.
by right,during EFL i already saw someone's true colour.
irritating people is the best thing she can do man!
nothing better.and no one would be more irritating than her man!
IRRITATING!!!

ok.
it's been days since i update.
but nah.i'll only update when i feel like it.

oh!
and SHE is so so IRRITATING!
so cannot stand HER la.
irritating-est person on earth la.
she can't get worst =/
thats sad man!
i feel utterly sad for her.
oh man!
tsktsk.
it's just so sad.

i'm so dead.
i just remember that i need to do lecision making(decision making)
and it was to be handed up last tuesday.
but everyone just ran away from mdm lim.
haha.ok.nothing to update.
just a random post.

sentosa today!
yeah man!i got tanned!!!(:

morning.
went out at 8+ cause no one at home.
breakfast than went to meet fer and carmen.
as i knew.carmen is never early.
went to take 131 cause 855 was taking a long time =/
reached harbour.
fer went with her '3b' outing.
haha.guess what?only 6 were there.
than went off to macs with carmen to meet chermaine.
than jolene came.
they ate.went in to sentosa(:
my journey of tanning((:

arguing over which beach to go.
in the end went palawan beach!!
yeah!!!
saw fer there!!
yeah man!!
than just settled down and play la.
when in water first.
got myself wet(:
sun wasn't out yet.
so went for a wet walk with fer to7-11.
she ate.than walked back.
she saw something she wasn't suppose to see.
went back.
played a bit of frisbee(?)
yupp.
than cherngshing they all went.
stay on with fer and people.
tanned(((:
the sun was out!!
yeah man!
tann and tann.
went to play in water.
got a bit irritated half way.
scolded people la.
that irritating piece of shit.
than played.
fun fun fun.
we played train in the water.haha
fun fun fun.
ok.
i can't really remember what la.
so yupp.
shall end here.update again when i can recall what happened.
(i doubt it will ever happen)

end here.bye people.

today was ok la.
and i realised something about myself which is very true.
i am scared of boys =/
very malu lor.

went for that syf trainig thing.
suppose to meet jiaping at 12.
but in the end i only met her at 1215.
i'm always late at meeting people la.
but is always early when i meet carmen!
ok anyway.
went for the training lor.
was ultra boring i swear!
i almost fell asleep please.
was the first school to reach there.
than later more and more people come.
which includes guys as well.
omg!i was so =/
training was ):
almost fell asleep please.
my eyes can hardly open.
boring day la.

yesterday night was more interesting la.
talked to judy and xuewen.
was exchanging pointers.
haha.it's our deepest darkest secret.right judy?
must shhh......
and and haha.
i know xuewen's deepest darkest secret too(:

crapped alot with judy last night.
i even told her that i don't like 3____la.
and she forced me to give her a reason why la.
and and.she's a cheater and a very very cunning person.
so beware of her man!
don't kena cheated by her.
and she damn good la.at 3 plus morning still can go watch vcd.
very good.
than...
judy:eh.go sleep la.if not tomorrow no energy go zouk.
me:you going ah?
judy:no la.i rather stay at home and sleep.go there waste time only
me:.........(she not going but she ask me go sleep.haiya.i don't understand la)

wth can.ask me go sleep.
fine la.
and she thinks that i like _ _ _ _ _ _(go guess la)
WTH PLEASE!
I WHERE GOT SUCH BAD TASTE LOR!
and she also damn gossip-y.
she forced me to say alot of things la.
wth.she damn good la.
so far she won me thrice can.
walau.i really cannot win her.
hais....


tomorrow going sentosa with carmen.
meeting her at 9.
oh man!how am i gonna wake up?
dies....
i really wanna go la.it's to go tann and play.an also to pei her la.i'm nice(:
but than!!there's these phobia la.
it's like there will be guys.... =/ =/ =/
so ya.....
yupp.thats all for today i suppose.
more updates coming up later/tomorrow (:
takecare people.

om my.
i'm feeling camp sick now.
i miss taman THIS much!
i wanna turn back the clock and get back there.
and laugh and play.
omg!
now i won't mind if it's a ten day camp la.
i miss there la!
everything there.
haiya.i miss everything la.
it was so fun there la.
but than again...
haiz...the class sucks like shit i tell you!
send me there again!
i wanna go there for EFL again next year!
not that i wanna retain la.
but if i have a choice of where i wanna go for EFL next year i'll choose taman for sure!
i'm in love with that place la.
although it's a bit dirty.
but it's fun la.
if i can go back there,i'll make sure time goes by slowly.
sigh.
but get back to reality man!
how can we ever get back there?
we can turn back clock.
but not reality ):
so get that stupid thought of taman out of my head now!
but it's difficult la.
i'm so so missing taman!

i'm like finally back from EFL(:
it was fun la.
did not regret going at all!(:

first day;
reached school at 0615 on the dot.
the foyer had so so many people la.
then at around 0645 to 0700 like that we left.
mrs wong gave us the white card only when we're on the bus la.
so ya.can imagine the hand writing la.
then reachd the custom.
than stamp stamp chop chop and ok.
went on bus again.
and ya la.in the middle stoped for breakfast and toilet breaks.
than finally,we reached the camp site.(tekam plantation resort)
first day was quite relaxing la.
reached there.
walked around.
play play.
than went for dinner.
after dinner showered.
than fooled around again.
then went to the audi there for some weaving thing la.
than to sleep.

day 2;
went taman and climbing the mountain?
something like that la.and also to spend the night in a cave.
we had to take a boat there la.so fun!
the walk around taman was GOOD!
than there was this part that gotta climb stairs.
so tired please.but it was fun la.
than was the CANOPY WALK!!!! :DDD
it was oh so fun la.
i won't mind doing it again please.
jiaping went first.behind me was rachel then kaining than samantha.
but in the end it became kaining was behing me,rachel behind kaining than dayang and than gayatri.samantha was all the way at the back.
rachel cried la.
i really don't see a point to CRY when doing the walk la.
thats just what i think.
and than jiaping me and kaining was playing on the bridge.
it was FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!
jiaping got irritated because elaine tan was infront of her,and she was going very slowly.than after that we took a boat to another island.
this time the ride was long.
along the way it was so so windy.
reached there.
people in the other boat was all wet.(mainly judy and co.)
than went to climb that stupid mountain.
it was tring but FUN!
going up was (:
but coming down was :DDDD
there was entertainment.
elaine tan was infront of me.
she kept going opps-ing and woah-ing la.
the instructor also got fed up please.
but it was entertainment for me jiaping dayang rachel la.
funny please.
she kept falling la.hahaha.
very very funny lor.

after that went cave.
reacheed there around 7+ near 8.
it was damn scary =/
went there.
was time for dinner but totally had no mood to eat.
was scared by the darkness.
than went to waash hair only.
the toilet was oh-so-dirty.
so never bathe la.
went for night-walk.
OMG!!!
it was so so so damn scary please.
on our wau back we heard people laughing and crying la.
althought we(kaining samantha me dayang rachel xuewen jiaping gayathri)\
knew it's those instructor but ya.it was scary la.
me samantha rachel cried la.so malu please.
when we heard the laughter i thought it was kaining.
so i started scolding her.
hahahhahaah
me:kaining!shut up la!
kaining:it's not me.
me:*getting fed up* stop playing !not funny lor!
kaining:it's not me!
*laughter continues as she was talking*
me:*turned back and see and saw someone*arrrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone:AARRGGHHHHH!!!!*and ran off*

than at the crying.
dayang:OMG!!!
me:AARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!*so loud that everyone didn't hear the crying*
everyone:OMG!!!!!*and some started to cry)

so all of us started to run back.
than was time for bed.
it was funny there la.
jiaping couldn't sleep.
she was picking up stones from her back and throwing it away.
funny please.


day3;
caving and abseiling.
never go for all both.
was tired and lazy la.
and plus my toe hurts due to climbing of mountain.
so yupp.
laze around with geraldine xuewen kaining rachel and jiaping.
time for outdoor cooking.
it was so terrible la.
don't talk about it.
than went back to camp site!!!hooray!!!
went back.
dinner.wash up.
had a little de-brief and was time for bed(:
something terrible happed.
the light suddenly went off.
so i went to check.
there was no one behind me.
than weiling sudddenly said eh and i screamed at the top of my lungs la.
weiling screamed too.haha.so funny can.
elaine yeo don't know what happen but she also screamed.
and she said to build up atmosphere.whatever la.

day4;
rafting and some tour la.
rafting was also =/
our raft broke in the end.
everyone in the group was very very pekcek.
and elaine tan.i don't know what she was doing la.
she was standing there like a model can.damn angry with her please.
than ya.wanted tp re-build our raft but not much time left.
so yupp.went back.lunched,wash up.
went for the tour.
went back.laze around.
talked to elaine yeo and judy.fun(:
charmain got a little possessed.
but than she fell asleep soon.haha.
continued talking to judy and elaine.
than jiaping joined in.
we talked while others went mini-mart at 1630.
talked and soon got a little moody.
so went out to seat lor.
and also to tann myself.
and yay!!!!i got tanned!!!so happy please.
after that was dinner.damn damn pissed with someone la.
after that was much ok.
than lazed around again.played that hand game with alot of people.
than yupp.
went audi for some reflection thing.
got a very damn irritated with rachel la.
after that went to find elaine yeo liling judy and xuewen to ask for help cause i didn't wanted to seat with her.
than yupp.
in the end judy helped me(:
than ya la.walked around.
went audi again this time to do the book thingy.
than had to write something posotive about someone in the class over the oass few days.
started with dayang.
wasn't listening la.
than all of a sudden i heard my name.
and i was like oh uh!now i have to said about someone,dies..cause i never write mah.
and guess what.judy was the one who say me la.
wth can.
than i said jiaping lor.
thoser that i wanted to say all kena say already.
than ya la.
went out and time to go!!!
the journey was fun!
rachel was telling me jokes.
(put them up next time)
i was eating and playing with the bubble gum la.
i jept blowing bubble.
haha.
than at around 1+ like that judy lent me and kaining her mp3.
listened and played till the train came.
than was seating with jiaping.
ok la.fell asleep real soon.
than was sunday!!!
yeah man !!!home.but didn't really wanna go home.
kinda miss camp la.
than took bus home with jiaping.
took out clothes.bathe.lunched and tadah!!here i am!!!(:

yupp.
so this is what happened for the past few days la.
those who didn't go for it i think it's really a very sad case la.
yupp.
going to sleep le.very tired.
takecare people(:

off to taman tomorrow.,
wth?
i'm so gonna miss everything here.
i'm bringing one small pillow there.and my eeyore(:
it's 5 days please.
i'll die if i've got nothing to hug.
hais.....
5 days leh!!
without computer!
i'll die la.
omg!!
the thought of it makes me scared la.
haiyaa.no mood to blog now la.
bye people!

got back results for a few paper.
so far so good.
POA:50/50
MATHS:27/35
ENGLISH:17/25
SCIENCE(combined):21/35
CHINESE:?
GEOG:?
SS:?

yupp.
ok la.
quite happy?
i don't know la.
and and!!
my mother cheated me la.
she said if i get good results i'll get what i want.
but now she's not keeping her promise la.
i want a bag for EFL but she doesn't wanna get it for me!!
omg! such a liar la.
and she even wants me to carry her friend's son bag la!!
which is like super ultra ugly!!!
it looks so cannot-make-it la.
it's really really very ugly lor.
omg!!
i'r rather carry the one i used last year.
i don't care if i've got not enough space to put.
the most is that i carry another bag la.
i don't care id it's too ugly.
i don't care.
at least it beats carrying that cannot-make-it bag!
omg!!
and she claims it's from taiwan!
it's such an insult to taiwan people please.
is she trying to say that taiwan people have got bad taste?
please la.
maybe it's just some bag from those market please.
yes.still from taiwan.
but from the taiwan market lor.
don't ever expect me to carry that man!
i'd rather die!
kill me for all i care.
it's either she bring me go get the bag tomorrow.
or i'll just use back my old one.
even though it's small but i can bet with you it's a million times nicer man!!
and the base is like omg!!!
the over-all of the bag is just so cannot-make-it la.
it's horrible+terrible=vegetable la.
YES!! believe me or not?!?! it's THAT bad!
super duper ultra bad!


and my mother keeps comparing my marks with those clever ones last time.
and now i've got grades like this,
she's still not happy.
omg!
i really don't know what she wants la.
i gave her what she wants but she's not giving me what I WANT!
if you ever see that bag i tell you.
you're so so gonna faint on the spot man!
it's really really very super duper ultra ugly la!!
not that i'm complaining too much.
but if you're the one carrying it i bet you'll complain as much as me.
or maybe more.
it's THAT horrible!!!

trust me you'll not see me carrying that during EFL!!
it's way too ugly!!
omg!!
ok people.
thats all for today.
just needed to complain.
so yupp.
there's more but oh.nvm.

went to buy stuff for camp today.
got almost everything except.....
THE BAG!!!!
wth right?
the most important thing and i still haven't got it.
not that i don't have la.
the ones that i have is just too small.
i really need to start packing early.
as you know.got stm.
in case i forgot this forget that.i've still got time to put it in.
if i pack on tuesday.
i'm sure gonna die there!
went carrefour to get my another trackpants.
and also another shorts.and i don't know why i got it.
and the thing is i got the super extra larger one.
i don't even know why.
i can fit into large but i don't know why i got the extra extra large one.
wanted to get the bag.
but my mother insisted on getting it at queensway la.wth??
is there gonna be a difference?
bought my toothbrush.
it's orange.haha.wait till fer sees it.haha
now i only need to wait for the bagh to arrive into my home!!
and i can start packing everything.
it's a bit too early i know.
but what to do?
i've got stm.
i'll sure forget to bring loads and loads of stuff there if i pack on tuesday.

and guess what?!?!?
my period is not here yet la!!!
wth!!i don't want it to come during camp please.
if it comes 1 day before camp,i'm so not going!!
i'll just stay at home!

ok la.thats all for now.
bye people! (:
takecare for your EFL!

today's paper was ok la.
but think i'll do badly?
don't know la.
geog tomorrow.i'm so dead man!!
i didn't even touch the book la.
i'm so gonna fail geog =/
i'm gonna fall sick soon i think.

and i look forward and don't look forward to EFL.
you see.the things we'll be doing there is fun.
but than again.think about the people we're gonna go with!!!
yucks man!!the thought of it makes me sick and tired la.

haiya.anyway.
tiong-ed with fer elaineyeo and joyce after school.
came home.online for awhile.
and went to sleep.
was very very tired.
than at around 5+ my mother called.
realise i've got a miss call.
it's rachel.so nvm.went back to sleep.
woke up at 6+.rachel called again.
but hung up fast.going out for dinner.
reached home around 7 near 8.
watched tv.
till now!and here i am!

if only hp can be like msn.
can block people.than there'll be a few people i would wanna block man!!
i'm evil.
hais....
i'm in need for cash now.
every month is people's birthday la.
april---xinyi(19)
may---zhenyi(16)amanda(23)
june---mel!(9)
july---carmen(13)
august---louisa(10?)
september---angielina(1)ashley(27)
october---ok.no one
novembe---me!
december---joyce and fer!(18)

see!!thats why i'm in need for cash!
ok la.
for now,i'm going to sleep and wake up at 5 tomorrow to study(:
bye people.takecare!

CAs starts tomorrow =/
it's scary la.
and i think what i've studied is so so not enough.
anyway.i never study for exams one la.
thats why when the results comes back i'm not surprised at all.
but this time i really wanna do well.
but than,there's no motivation to get me to start studying.
i need some motivation man!!!


judy really pissed me off ok.
everytime ask her to send songs than she will have to go offline!!!
wth la!!
judy tan!!next time you come online early and don't go off so soon ok!
if not got test i don't let you copy!
haiya.now i'm at home doing nothing!
i know i should study.but.......
there's simply no motivation.
than tomorrow morning i will start to panic like siao!
and then when the paper starts,i will start to forget everything.
it always happen.
even now i can't remember how to do the addition and subtraction of standard form.
i'm so dead man!
and also the finding of unknown angles and length.
i'm like so so dead la!
thats it man!
the only thing i can look forward to passing is probably only my accounts.
OMG!!!i'm so damnit scared now la.
i don't want tomorrow to come.

something's hesitating me to do it.
and i don't know why.
it could be because of this r maybe because of that.
sigh.i just don't know la.

haha.wait till rachel gets the news!!!
i said hi and bye to ms lim.
haha.wait till she gets this.
she gonna be so freaked out.haha
and she'll be angry.haha
ok.now i don't know what to do.
i need motivation so that i can study.
or maybe i need someone to make me study?
i dn't know la.
woke up at 0930 today.
so early la.a
woke up and sat at sofa and stoned.
nothing much.
than my mother woke up.
mother:woah!!you so early today ah?!?!(looking shocked)
me:*just kept quiet*

watched the repeat of campus superstar :D
nothing to do and here i am.
i'm still hestitating.
sighs.

i chewed on something till i gave up.
it took me like 5 minutes please.
and now my mouth hurts =/
means i can't talk much.than i can just die la.
haha.
hmm.there are things and people i can't stnad.
people are those who like wanna stand up for their friend.
i just met one today afternoon.
and she so happen to be my friend's friend.
so can't stand her la.
one moment she says things without thinking.
the other moment she ACTS friendly.
wtf?
this type of people actually is on the earth!!
omg!i can't take it la.(it's not refering to anyone in the clique or those i know.)
can't stand it la.
why must she be like that?
and she likes to attract attention la.
so wtf can?!?!

things i can't stand is when people act like a leader when she is not.
and this is a few people in particular.(not in the clique again)
they just can't keep their comments to themselves.
and they will shout at others.
and also this one.she shouts at teachers.
ok.not teachers.but only mdm lim.
of all teachers she only shouts at mdm lim.and this one is a particular person.
i wish she can just fucking disappear la.and one thing
MDM LIM IS NO LONGER MY BEST FREND!
so ya.


and there's this someone.
she acts like what she doing is for the class.
but i'a actually that she wants things her way.
and she only does it infront of teachers la.
grr!!!and this few are those people from 3P!!!
like where the hell did i do anything wrong to go into a class full of this type of people.
maybe it's the not whole class.it's just the few particular fucking idiots.
the don't even deserve to be alive please.
omg!!!why?!?!why put me in a class like that!?!?
or rather.why did they come into a class like that?grr!!!
one after one!!!
now my mother doesn't believe me that
she chooses to believe my cousin than me.
like wtf la!!!!

her room is so so much more messier than mine.
but instead,she choose to believe her than me!!!
why??am i even her daughter?
i sometimes suspect la.
she choose to believe others than me!!!!
i really don't get it la.
if i'm being wronged by people than of course i will get angry and shout at the person right?
no matter who.
i won't let people accused and than keep quiet la.
that's like so no use please.
and this cousin is like.whenever she has nothing on the remember us la. what kind of a people is she?
like that also she prefer her than me la.
like everything is my fault.
WTF??
what if in the end is that she cannot find in her room.not that i never return?
and and.what if in the end she found that it's actually in her room?
is she gonna say sorry to me?
i doubt she will man!!
so even if it's my fault i will not say sorry too.
and i'm not gonna go out whenever she is going.
so if she's around anywhere,i'm not there.
WTF la?!?!
what kind of a mother is she?
and i remember clearly that i returned it to her.
although i've got stm.but still.
i remembered clearly that i returned it to her.
and now my mother blames me for everything.
including shouting at her!!!!!!
and i'm never gonna say sorry even if it's gonna be my fault.even if it takes my life!!
I WILL NOT!!!!
and i'm serious about it.
even if my mother decieds to severe(?) ties with me,i don't care.
i still won't say sorry!!!
over my dead body man!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!


sorry about the above people.
it's really just all that i thought la.
and ya.i mean who will have a mother who doesn't believe her child?
oh wells.i better stop now.or i'll start with those words again.
bye and takecare people.

i still can't get over it.
ignatius actually got FIRST!
one word for them:GOOD!
damn power la.
for so many years they never get first(?)
than all of a sudden,they gave everyone a shock by being first in EVERY hse prac and now this.
omg.they are just so damn good.
sigh.

and today, my mother helped my sister cut hair.haha.
and now my sis hair is like a disaster please.
it did looked quite nice right after the cut.
but than after she bathe and it got dry,it was oh-so-terrible.
and everytime she ties it up,there will be some hair here and there.
haha.
sister:tomorrow i don't wanna go school already la!
mother:why?
sister:i scared
mother:why?
sister:my hair!!!!!!!here drop there drop!!!
me:siao!because of that?
mother:ya lor.siao ah?!?1
sister:tsk*rolls eye*


wth la.she don't wanna go school because of her HAIR!!!
lucky my mother never say ok.
if not when i get home i'll get her to cut.
than i'll tell her i'm not happy and i don't wanna go school.
my sister is so qian da la.
i so feel like going to HOLLAND VILLAGE(:
i don't know why but i kinda like that place ALOT.
it's quite a nice place la.
hais...
today was ok.
went SGH AGAIN
for now till my grandfather comes out,SGH will be like my weekly routine.
i'll be going there every weekend.
after going there went queensway.
i like that place too.
got my trackpants.
and also a shirt.
than after that went zion road with my father for dinner.
after that went great world.
walked walked.
than came home.
helped my mother iron clothes.
haha.my sister just came into my room.
and gave me a stupid face.
haha.ok.back to the point.
i helped her iron clothes.
and here i am.
she didn't go with me get the wallet today la.
i don't care.
i'm so gonna get it.although it's doesn't look very nice.
but i just simply love it!
haha.i just tried to be angry with my sister but i so cannot make it la.
i almost wanted to laugh can.
lucky la.
and and.my sister does nothing but waste paper all day long.
and my mother claims that i waste paper too?wth la.
push the blame to me.
at least i don't do stupid things like her.
haiyo.
there's lessons tomorrow(duh)
and i kinda don't look forward to it.
ok.i need to go sleep soon.
it's only 21.21.so early.
but if i don't sleep than tomorrow morning is gonna be so =/
i really wanna go bangkok la.
i don't know why but i really wanna go there.
suddenly feel like doing all the weird things.
i hope ms phe doesn't go school tomorrow.
than haha.it'll be PLAYTIME!


things never happen before.nothing ever did.including talkong and going ____ __ _______ (: it's just illusions

yesterday's post was like i-don't-know-what la.
it's just all that i feel.
it's better to say it all out than keeping it in.
at least...
ok.i don't know what word to use.


went bugis just now.
nothing to do.
walk around.
went wallet shop!
omg.i saw this wallet so nice(:
and my mother refuses to buy it for me.
than i showed her black face all the way to SGH.
than after a while was ok.
she said gonna get it tomorrow?
i'm not sure la.
but i'm so gonna get it please.
i like it so much la.
although it doesn't look very nice.
but i don't know why i just like it so much (:
i helped my mother cooked just now.
haha.
and now,here i am.


it's just what i think.and it's not at all contradicting;

today was :D
had lessons till 11.
after that met people at locker.
than knew that ______ __ ______ ____ __.
haha.guess the blank people.
than went off to yck.
journey there was short.don't know why.
maybe was busy thinking thats why.

reached.
felt much better.
than fun splash started.
was ok.
kept walking here and there.
was pissed with someone today.
very pissed.
kept making use of people = my friends.
so irritating please.
it rained when it's coming to the end.
me and mel said that we would help out at next year's fun splash.
and guess what?!?!?CATHERINE GOT SECOND!!! YAYNESS!!!
everyone was happy i guess?
oh ya.in the morning before seeing ______
was quite in a good mood.
so i-don't-know-for-what-reason,i actually changed my crumple bag with carmen's bimbo bag.
what's gotten into me man.
i just because i was being nice.
she wanted to carry my crumpler mah.

after that went tiong.
wanted to alight and take a bus to tiong.
but no one alight with me la.
went tiong.
had dinner.
than went to take neos with carmen joyce fer and mel.
and everyone in the photo look so fair.haha.
than carmen had to go meet her parents.so went home lor.
my father came to fetch me home.
reached home.bathe.
ate abit. and here i am.

i'm so irritated by someone today la.
she totally spoil the day man!
shall not talk about it.
but really la.she's too much lor.
everytime she has her friends,she will go with them and leave my friends alone!
like wtf?
how can she do this?
fuck her!
and the worst thing is that people is scared of her black face.
one day.i will just tell her off and walk off after that without even letting her speak a word.
such a bloody asshole la.
grr!!
irritating piece of SHIT!
grr!!!can't stand her!!!
and and she will say something today and when tomorrow comes,
she will said that she never said that thing before.
and she will say things until it sounds like your fault when it's actually HER fault!
WTF LA!!!!
i can't stand it.
one day.i'm just gonna tell her everything i've wanted to tell her for the past years and walk off without letting her say a word.and i'm serious.
i don't care if i've got any back up or not.
even know i feel like calling her and give her a good scolding and than just hang up.can't stand it la.
she spoils everyday.
can't stand it.
weekend is s good thing for me now.
at least i don't have to see her bloody fucking face!!!
idiot! grrr!!!!!

grrr!!!!!!
something's irritating me!!
credit goes to my mother.
OMG!!!!!!!
but i guess it'll be better later on la.
i may regret it now.
but later if i think back it may be a good thing afterall.
so look on the bright side.
but now it's really really very difficult to not think of it.
grr!!!!!!!
i'm not gonna talk to my mother.


school was ok.
fnn we cooked this damn disgusting thing.
it's so sweet and so yucks!!
eeyeer.
omg.i wanna cry already la.
i can't get it off my mind.

nvm.i will get over it soon.(zi wo an wei)
haiya.i should be happy that she never scold me for using the com already.
but still!!!grr!!!!

tomorrow's fun splash!! yayness!! (:
can't wait la.

haiya.i've got no mood to blog la.
credit to my mother again.
because of that thing that i can't get it off my mind.
sighs..
takecare people.

today's damn fun :D
early in the morning.
went 7/11 with carmen to get breakfast.
than to schoolhaha.
it was so so funny at the foyer.
sc:please go up to your class now.recess than give presents.
everyone:*busy talking and laughing.cannot be bothered with the sc*
hahahahah.so funny.
than to locker.
alot of people was there?
than bell rang.and we were still at the locker.
than slowly walk up.
than wa maths.
haha.guess how much i got for test.
10/10!! :D
actually i got it back yesterday la.
than ya la.
than for double period chinese.
was a damn good chinese lesson la.
because got picnic again.haha
than fnn.mdm lim was ok today.
never nag and nag non stop.
than recess!!!!!!!
today zhenyi sat with us.
suppose to get her cookie yesterday but i forgot.
than ya la.went for cme.not very funny la today's lesson.
than was double bio.omg!! it's so so boring.
than dismissal!!!!
stayed back with zhenyi for her test.
than go home.
on the way home on bus 851 was so funny.haha.
this was the conversation.
stranger to fer:excuse me.here's a heart(made of the bus ticket) for you.happy valentine's day (:
fer:orh ok.....
stranger:what school are you all from?
fer:st theresa's convent.
stranger:huh??st nicholas?
me:ST THERESA'S CONVENT!
stranger:orh ok.i'm from hua zhong.
me:*ok.like who cares?*
me:*staring and looking at the candle ashley gave*
stranger:thats a very nice candle.check it out man!!
me and fer:*looks away*

ok.than i saw fer smiling.
and i ws like controlling my laughter la.
than i couldn't stand it anymore so i just started laughing.
omg!!such things actually do happen.haha
so funny please.
when both of us got down the bus,we laughed like nobody's business la.
so funny la.such people do exist.haha.
oh!and amanda heard mars as mass!!!wth la.haha

thank you fer for the mars.(AMANDA!NOT MASS HOR!)
thank you amanda for the M&Ms (:
thank you mel for the cookie!!!
thank you joyce for the chocolate(:
thank you sadistic friend for the hearts!!
thank you rachel for the flower(:
thank you ashley for the candle and heart!!!!!
thank you zhenyi for the card (:
thank you rachel ng for the chocolate!!
thank you elaine for the lollipop(:
ok.i can't remember if there's anymore la.
but anyway.
THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!

i may regret this one day.
but than again,it's best for now (:

i guess cookie is out this year for valentine.
no time to make.and all the things not bought yet.
just lollipops and chocolates??
i don't know la.
see hw's the economy first.haha.
so bored and tired la.
but i sure need to get zhenyi her cookie from somewhere.
so much things to do.so little time.
is there anywhere i can purchase time?
i forgot the homework we have la.
can't remember till peanuts called.
than this morning did acounts before went tiong.(yes,again)
got my calculator.
i have a feeling my old calculator will appear la.
haiya.
monday's gonna be busy man!!
i need to get lollipops,chocolates and cookie(only one)
haiya.the mood to blog is not here.
so shall just end here la.
takecare peoeple(:

the silence is unbearable;