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Omg, I think I am seriouly going mad.
One moment, I was feeling all angry and everything but now, I feel ultimately happy! :D
I can't stop smiling and laughing okay!
Omg, I am going mad!!!

Fer, I'm sorry okay.
I may tell you why I'm like so happy now tomorrow la.
But now, I'm not gonna tell you cause it's like embarassing to the maxx!!!
and you're gonna laugh at me for more than 10 years.
I promise I'll tell you soon. :DD

500th post.

Anyway, I'm sad + angry + happy.
Tell me what kind of feeling is that.

Roll wasn't in school today. ):
Not really used to it la.
FnN was sucha chore!
Esp when roll isn't around.

I had this conversation at the locker which I find it very interesting.
she:what is she doing here?!
me:how i know?!
she:WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean, how do I know what is she doing there right? Lamee!!!

People complained that my yesterday post was rather difficult to read.
If you want the easy version, copy and paste on words and make it as big as you like. Isn't that the easy version.

Oh my,
I never thought that you'll become like this. So we're like not your friends now la. I mean, do you even treat us as your friends? Or, did you even treat us as your friends before? Or are we, all along just your fair weather friends? I mean, Monday Tuesay you followed us but from wednesday onwards, you've been following debra. I'm both sad and angry la. sad is because why are you like this and angry with myself for treating you as one of the good friends in class all along. how stupid was i. so, from now on, even if you have stop liking her, you can also stop being our friends la. i'm so not gonna be sad. but it's like i i were to tell you all these face to face, you'll start crying your eyes out than people'll be like what happen what happen. than you start crying more and without even asking, it becomes MY fault again. crying is like your weapon la okay. once you cry, you fucking win everything and people with no fucking brain will start believing you without even knowing what happened just because you cried, you're thin and skinny and all the weak things are on you. i mean that's how realistic the world is. once you're close to this certain group of friends in the class, you were talking to them before you cry or became sad or angry or anything, the fault goes to your friends because you're like crying and all and you're so skinny and thin and and you look oh-so-innocent trying to gain pity, you win it! simple as that. just because you're weak, skinny and thin, you win everything. people's pity, trust and everything. i get all the blame from people and i will blame myself for not being skinnier and thinner and weaker than you. even if it's small friend, you'll still win it cause you're not small, you're skinny, thin and weak. i blame myself for being so healthy. that's all. too much, people's eye will pain. example, fer.hahahah

It's been rather long since I'm sad about this kinda things.
Now, the feeling's back. Damn it.

The whole day was crap okay.
PE was alright la.
Chem was also okay.
Half of SS was okay, the other half wasn't.
My mood just went from like 100 happiness to -100 happiness.
Maths wasn't good either.

Fer, I guess you don't need anymore clues. Hurrs.

I know I've said before that I'm not gonna talk about anyone in my class anymore but I can't stand this!

Hi bitch,
lie more la. and I thought after the hair cut incident, maybe you'll like
stop lying but that isn't the case. you took us, for granted and went on
lying and telling tales. i just wasn't in a mood since SS lesson and you
went to tell everyone that i vent my anger on you, when I WASN'T EVEN
ANGRY. and you even said i threw my tys at you. please check uo your dictionary and find out the difference between THROW and PUT! Even if i did throw, it's not AT you but ON the table. please get the difference before you go around telling tales. nonsense la. i know you're like thin and skinny but that doesn't give you the right to go around telling tales and all okay. or maybe, what you want is just pity from people. than because you're oh-so-skinny, everyone believes you and thinks that i'm in the wrong when they didn't even hear my part of what happened. oh in fact, nothing happened. it's just all your dumbfuck tales. and what do you treat us [ me, xuewen and jiaping] as? your spare friends? and ever since you like jannah, you've been going to debra and banu every single day okay. you think we don't know, you just wanna get close to her la. and they listen to you mainly because you're telling them and it doesn't harm them knowing few more gossips. when are you gonna stop being such a naive kid? please la, liking her so doesn't give you the right to like tell tales to gain pity and wahtever shit okay. wake up girl. it's not like you can go around telling tales and i just stupidly get the blame okay. you think i don't know how to go around telling people the TRUTH? please okay. i'm no longer the one who keeps quiet and takes all the blame. i can go and tell the person straight in the face, telling them the truth. than it's up to them if they want to believe it or not. but, most people without brains will choose to believe you cause you're all small and thin and skinny. & yesterday during the math tuitorial, we were talking about E.C and we keep you in our conversation cause we take you as our friend. who knows that as soon as we walk out of the damn class, you went to tell E.C straight away! sometimes, i wonder do you even take us as your friend? if yes, i didn't know this is how you treat your friends. sadness.

Give me back my CyberShot, please.

I was just at Debra's and it's hell noisy.

School was alright! :DD
Maths after school was kind of a torture la.
I hate maths, period.

SmallFriend's has like the coolest phone now okay.
Her screen has like, stripes!
Hurrs, actually, she dropped it.
Than, she threw it on the floor again during Maths cause I told her it may help. Lucky it didn't get worst.

I wrote Fer a note during Chem cause I was like uberly bored and Roll left me to be high by myself again. When I passed the note to Fer, she was like super happy cause she happily thought that I wrote what I wanted to tell her, hah. But actually, it was only 3 lines of crap.
Anyway Fer, here's your 2nd clue:
She's in the same level as us.
I don't know how many more clue I'm left with la.

Oh, it's raining now la!

Omg, I'm having stomache! /:

There's Geog tomorrow, yucks.

Orals was alrights la.
Quite scary at first.
While waiting, what else, talked to JudyTan again.
Not very high today though.

There's lunch this Thursday! :D
Excited!

I feel like going for the night study thing but I think, I'll end up getting very high even if Jiaping cannot be bothered with me! Omg.
But I think it's gonna help more than staying at home!

I got something to tell Fer!
But since she wants clue, Fer here's your first clue.
* She's someone you and I know! (:

It's a wonder how certain people can say things at times.
Example, 'You have to accept the fact that your phone is stolen.'
I mean, I've already accepted the fact that my phone is officially stolen but it's just sad and anger. It's hardly a week, oh wells.
& what do you mean by 'Ask your mother to stop making noise'?
Like if you got your daughter[if you ever have one] a brand new phone which cost you like 300+ and it got fucking stolen in less than a week and no bags check was conducted? Wtf.
I shan't go on about it.

I'm going to watch TeeVee in like 25 minutes time, hurrs.

Oh!
I saw someone when I followed my mtother down to the market this morning! If I had my damn phone, I'll msg RachelNg first. She's gonna be like hell jealous.

Phone, please find your way back to me!!
I'm still oh-so-fucking-sad over my lost/STOLEN phone.
I really can't think of anyone I've offended or laugh at okay.
Myabe except XiaoNah la.
Ahh!!! GIVE MY PHONE BACK TO ME!
It's hardly A WEEK!!!

Yesterday was :DDDD
I forgot to mention!

Anyway, please give me back my phonee!!!
Or anyone see somebody else having k810i in their hands, please tell me! The phone in their hand may belong to me!!

My phone got fucking stolen!
Best, it got stolen during PE and I have got not even a single fucking clue of who stole it!!
Ahh, fuck!
Other people also got new phone, fuck!
I'm angry, sad, depressed, frustrated!
It's not even a fucking week!!!!!

I think this is happening to me causae I laugh at people too much.
I swear/pray to God, if I ever get back my phone, I'm not gonna laugh at people anymore, give my phone back to me!!!

Actually, today in school was alright.
I stayed back for Math and as a result, I missed my show.
& what makes it worst, I did something fucking embarassing!

*Passes the worksheet to Xuewen*
Xuewen: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Rachel*
Rachel: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Jiaping*
Jiaping: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to me*
Me: *Never say anything*
Rachel, Jiaping, Xuewen: You very rude leh!!!!
Me: *Rude right?**SHOUTS* THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!(climax)
*Still no reaction*
*5 seconds later, turn and smile*
Xuewen, Rachel, Jiaping: *Shocked!*
Xuewen: You say until so loud for what!?
Rachel: Yah la, you mad or something?

Her reaction was ULTIMATE!
I swear she totally got a shock okay.
She turned back, stunned for 5 seconds and smile.
& I dragged the ThankYou for quite some time.
I swear she hates me even more now, hahah.
& I bet if she reads this, she'll hate me like no other thing on earth!
You can trust me on the above sentence.

Other than that, nothing else that was funny.
Oh, if you wanna know who the she is, you can just ask me la.
Okay, I'm staying up to watch TV!
Wish me luck for trying to stay up during lessons tomorrow! :D

& the deadline for the SS thing is TOMORROW but, I can't contact those who care about work! Great, and now I can't contact the person who copied the question. What a great thing done.

& it's home tomorrow after school to study for SS test on Thursday.
So, no honey milk tea!

Lunch with Amanda after school on Thursday! :DD
Tofu's lunch date!

Oh! I don't have to take bus to school tomorrow!! :DDDDDD
YAYNESS!!

I got my phone changed! :DD

I' kinda lazy to go into details la.

SYF night was kinda a waste of money and time.
Nothing was nice.
Like seriously.
Okay, maybe only the Indian Dance was not bad.
After that, went Vivo for LATE dinner/supper.
Was suppose to meet Dayang but I think her dearest friend knows that and decided not to go Vivo, shit!
Hey Dayang's friend, [you know who you are]
I've got nothing else better to say to you.

Anyway, people please visit this,
TanWeiLing!
Hurrs, she told me to ADVERTISE her livejournal for her.

I reached home at like 2355?
Omg, I think I'm gonna get grounded!

Oh yes, CLIMAXX!!
My phone is mad, again.
I know I said it ages ago but it was alright after that but now, it's mad again! :DD
Imagine how happy I am!?

Y'know, I plan to like watch the MFBBT at 1 later.
But my eyes are like closing as I'm typing.

Shit!
My nametag broke!
I have to go order new one!! Rahh!!!

4 periods of FnN was kinda difficult.
Bored to the maxx!

Geog was HUMILIATING!
Super I swear.
& since I doubt that person will come to my blog, I shall say it.
me:*shows small friend something* Rachel, I cannot show you. Later you kill me! /:
Rachel:*cannot be bothered*
Me: Okay la, show you want? fine, don't want.
Rachel: I know what is it la.
Me:what?
Rachel: The neoprint you took with Jannah la!!!!
I swear I didn't know where to put my face okay! She said damn loudly please! and she was just infront of us!
The 3 of us totally used our SS book to cover our faces la!
OMG!

SS today was hell funny.
'Did you drop your hair?' Inside joke.
I practically laughed till I teared.
& the place above the stomach there, was damn pain!
Omg la.

I gotta go have a talk with Dayang!
Omg, this is killing me!

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I don't understand some people okay.
Like why do they have to restrict their friendster?
If that's the case, why do they even have it if they do not want to let people view? It's either they have no face to face people or, they want more friends so they make their profile restricted. and when people wants to view them, they've got to add beforethey can view and tadah! the "owner's" wish come true, MORE FRIENDS!
How stupid!

For the whole of next week, I got to:
- STOP MSGING!
I don't think I can archive it. I simply can't stop msging!
Even if the phone is like I never use before, I'll still try my best to msg!
Omg, if this goes on, my bill is gonna burst every month and sooner or later, my phone will be confiscated! /:
I don't wantt!!!!
- Bring books home to study!
- Reach home before 4 DAILY!

Yes, I'm studying again!
Although it's not alot, but better than nothing.
Yucks, 4 periods of FnN tomorrow.

I have something to tell Fer.
Somehow, after much thinking, I think it's still Fer that I trust most.
This happened the last time as well but I didn't knew how to tell her!

I'm so addicted to msging la!
I can't stop! Unless the person doesn't reply me.
Which happened just now!
But I still msged!
I counted, the most I can send each day is like 35.
I've sent like 54!!! OMG!

I've got this sudden cravings for doughnuts/donuts.
CHOCOLATE CINNAMON! <3

I think 4P's got some really hard to satisfy people.
Example, ME!
Holidays, I complain.
School start, I'm still complaining.
Complaining of what? Being bored!
But please, I'm not the only one okay!
I know of someone else who complains abt being bored too!

I've got people to complain about.
But, I'm in a kinda good mood today.
So, I shall talk about her when I'm in a very nasty mood and when I cannot tolerate her anymore!

This is a very wordy post and no, I'm not gonna make it easy for you by colouring them. (:

I'm finally studying!
Although I'm blogging now, stress relieve!

School was :D
Miss Sim wasn't here for Math! :D
The teacher that relieved us was rather good looking, but look too long, /:

Crapped through the rest of the day.
Tiong after school.
Omg, tell me I'm such a lucky kid! (:
The magazine that I bought was oh-my-mama! :DD
Tell me if you wanna borrow it!

I don't know to go for SYF night or not.
I don't know what to wear!!

I think I would be going to Bugis this Thursday!
I wanna go get something! :DD

** READ!!!
[Esp those who think that I've talked about you before]
I shall be nice and stop talking about how hypocritical people are. Cause every human, ARE hypocrites!
Or rather, we say things about that person out of anger/irritation.
In fact we or rather I personally, don't really mean it.
I just wanna say it out cause I find it rather incomfortable to keep it in me and I wanna let the person know. But from now on, I promise I would not say things about anyone I know. But if they show me some fucked up attitude first, don't blame me!
So, to everyone who I've talked about and you know you're the one I'm referring to, I'm sorry, forgive me! :D

Okay, I'm going back to study.
I think I like you.

I'm still doing FnN, rahh!
Mood killer! /:

I don't know to go for the SYF night or not.
I heard alot of people are going.
Should I!?!

My holiday is going to be gone in 4++ hours!
My plan to bake cookies failed because I went out.
& now, I'm rushing my FnN like mad!!!!
Rahhhhh!!!!!!
I shall bake next Saturday or Sunday.

Oh, mummy made this milo agar-agar, yummy! (:
Okay, I sound like someone now, hee :D

Should I catch MFBBT tonight or should I watch the repeat tomorrow?
I think I shall catch the tonight one, if my eyes do not close lar!

I'm left with vitamins and water for FnN, omg!
I'm gonna die soon and my cough hasn't recover although my flu and sore throat has! (:
Yuckss! I got to go do FnN!!!!

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I've decided to delete the links.
Now, what I need help is to bring the thing lower and tadah!
Okay okay, I better go rush my FnN!!!

It's 9 plus and I haven't had dinner, bleahs.
Yesterday, I was so close to having my phone change but we had to wait for like 2 damn hours. So, dream of changing phone is gone.
I think I want it change next week.
I can't decide over 800i or 810i.
So, I think it's a good thing I haven't change cause if I did, I'llbe regretting cause I wanted to get 800i already.

I received a call just now.
I happily thought it was my uncle till I see, it's from MDM LIM! /:
Omg, she said I need to re do my evaluation and do reserach on nutrients, yucks.

It's holiday tomorrow which means sleeping late tonight! :D
& Mummy would start complaining that I consume too much electricity.
Than she would ask me why shouldn't I go study instead of consuming so much electricity, N levels are coming, yadah yadah.

I wanna get a MP3 which is battery operated!
The ipod sucks, battery life dies so fast.
& the worst is, HAVE TO CHARGE!
Rahhh, having an ipod can be good and bad.

I'm going off and I'm lazy to colour my post today.

Omg, I'm so bored!
Okay, okay.
First week of school had been darn good! :D
Laughters! (:

Alrights, I've loade the pictures taken that day at Mel's party.
I know it's very long already la.\
The photos are counted not bad already.

ZAIJIAN! <3

I deleted the previous post cause it didn't looked nice.

Anyway, having all stayed up till now, I decided to give MFBBT a miss and watch the repeat at 4 tomorrow instead cause I predict that tomorrow's gonna be a long day so I need rest. Lame, I know.
Why a bad day?
First, I need to hand up FnN coursework which needs to have AT LEAST 28 pages but I've only got 25!
Second, there's Math /:
Third, it's Friday.
So, things tend to slow down on Friday cause it's the last day of school for the week and you're feeling oh-so-happy that it's Friday and want the day to end faster but things just gotta slow down. Forget it if you don't understand what I'm talking about. I understand can already.

Okay, I may stay up to watch MFBBT. ( There's still 10 minutes! )
And maybe surrender half way cause I've got a splitting headache now! /:
Omg! I think I'm gonna die soon.
Yes, I know although I keep saying AI SI LIAO but I don't mean it!
I don't wanna die so early!
I wanna attend the funeral of people I dislike before I have my own.
I just feel like typing out everything with no paragraph and colour. Read it if you want. Omg, school sucks! Besides laughing at people. Lessons are bleah.
The one a dread most I swear would be Biology and Chemistry cause there's a change in teachers! It's some weird teacher teaching Chem now and Mrs Leaong teaching Bio! Omg la, No talking, no laughing. MADNESS!!

Oh, WW Tui Zhang is like the most ting hua and guai tui zhang ever okay! She does whatever you ask her too! :D
And her personal msg is like : tui yuan make up my smile everyday! :D
Actually there's a iloveyou before that, but I reckon ( 0mg, I'm actually using sucha CHIM word! ) it's for her AIAI or someone special so yeah. I shan't put it infront of that sentence! Kk, it's 5 more minutes to MFBBT!!

Omg, Geraldlyn. It's Friday tomorrow and if you don't wanna rush home like what you did today just to catch the repeat of MFBBT just you slept at hell 7pm and missed it at night, and ended up missing the 11pm one, PERSEVERE! (?)

I intend to colour my post but it's like 1059!!!
I gotta go! Bye! <3

HI! :D

I'm such a happy kid cause...............
I finally found the song I want, 夏日初体验!! (:
Go listen to it, it's :DD
Oh, 甜甜圈 is damn nice too!!
It's :D, <3, (: x1000000000!

I found a new partner today! (:

School had been very good and will be very good! :D

I didn't know there was chinese holiday homework so now, I got to do 4 passages! /: Can die!

There's this conversation I had, hahah
Judy:Eh, tomorrow ____ birthday leh, You going to buy anything for her?
Me: For what? She also never tell me tomorrow her birthday!
Judy: *shocked* Eh, you remember hor! My birthday next month, 27! Must remember okay! I will remind you again!
Ohmy! She so scared no present!

Oh, I talked to LLL online yesterday.
One part, she said
LLL: thanks, member.
Me: You mean TUI YUAN?
LLL: Whatever!
She doesn't know the word for member in chinese!
SmallFriend even best, TUAN YUAN, REUNION!

& so, I think I'm gonna get either k810i or k800i instead of the N73 MusicEdition, although I really love the 2 way camera!

Like, say like.
Don't like, say don't like.
Don't confuse yourself by saying bad things of that person to me than go so close to her. It really gross me out!
& don't criticise her for the sake of it.
D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!
& your friend, she's worst!
Not that I don't dare name her and you out but if I do, I may get sued /:
I remembered you saying not liking my friends!
Like hello?! They're MY friends!
& what right do you ave to criticise them!?
I rememberd clearly, you were the one who asked me to go to the hardcourt cause you had something to tell me! I asked you why you don't wanna go to the canteen? Your reply, I don't like your friends.
& I had to go the the hardcourt although YOUR friend was there.
What makes you think I like your friend?
& when I was at the hardcourt and Mel they all wanted to go, you wanted to leave me all alone there! What fuck la!
You wanted to leave me all alone becasue you were afraid to be lonely!?
Friends indeed!
Omg, forget it!
You're sucha GOOD friend!
Good till I've got nothing else better to say!

MoFanBangBangTang's on now but I'll give it a miss cause I've already watched it. But if I have the time, I'll go watch cause AhBen's the main person you know.
Never mind, you'll never get my point if you never watch!
So, BYEEE!

Anyway, school had been GOOD!

Again, I deleted my previous post and ddecided to blog again!
Plan to stay home for flu to go away FAILED!
But instead, I went to make it worst by eating heaty stuff.
& I ate hell lot of spicy things.
Plus CHOCOLATE ice cream!

I LOVE my ipod now! :DD

School's starting tomorrow, how fast!
I haven't got enough of channel V yet!
I want a VCD/DVD recorder!
Than I can record down all the 模范棒棒堂 shows! :DDD

Anyway, I can't wait for school to reopen.
Just the timing la.
School should start later! (:

Haiyer, I'm lazy to type already!
BYE!

I deleted the previous post and decided to post again!

So, I'm jsut gonna summarise la.
Porridge buffet with my mother! /:
Yucks, NOT NICE!!

I wanna buy 2 Taiwan drama!
Calling out loud for sponsors!! :DD
1. 18 禁不禁!! :DDD

My main and only reason:






阿本!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
OMG, tell me he is CHAO cute okay!! <3

2.终极一班
There's no reason why but I heard it's very nice that's why!

Okay, so I haven't found my cable to my camera yet!
So, I need the help of dearest mummy!
She always manages to find wires, I don't know why!
I can't wait for school to reopen!! :DD
I'm going off to do other things already!
BYE!! :D

Orals = Laughing Session! (:

I don't know why I got so high!
I laughed when in the room and even until when it was my turn, I kept laughing and smiling to MissKoh!
& while I was waiting for time to pass/roll, JUDYTAN came out!
So, I laughed again!
I laughed ALOT today okay!
When I step out of the room, of course I didn't laugh la.
People will think that I'm mad if I laugh to myself!
Than after JUDYTAN step out, I laughed with her till ElaineTan, Yimei, Jiaping, Tia and Wendy is out!
45 minutes of laughing non stop! :D

Tiong with Rachel, SmallFriend and Jiaping after that.
Walked around and decided to go park!
& we were talking abt the last time we went with ------
Omg, nightmare!! /:
So, I laughed AGAIN!
I was told that laughing is healthy.
But I'm laughing so much not because I wanna be healthy!

& I'm having flu nowww! /:
I don't want okay!
Yucks, flu flu going!
Talk abt flu.
I remembered in Sec2, Carmen was down with flu and fever halfway while in school. & after school, we even dragged her to KFC for lunch.
Amanda and I, thinking that we're hell strong, went to drink a bit of Carmen's drink cause we were like very thirsty la.
The next day in school, both of us and got fever and flu as well.
& while Carmen was recovering, both of us were like /:
& last year, I caught a flu, also from Carmen!
Than I passed it to JudyTan than to Liling I think.
Hah! Come to think of it!
If my flu doesn't recover when school reopens,
I think it's gonna spread again!

Yess!! I went shopping with my mother yesterday! (:
From town to Vivo. I didn't get anything though.
I want to get the strawberry shortcake lunch box!!
Dinner at Swensen's! :DD
We wanted to get donuts but the queue was SOO LONG,
we just walked away! >:(
I gotta get down to GWC to clean my earings.
& I need to find the cable to my camera!!

Mother's in a shopping mood these few days.
So maybe later, we're going shopping again!
I want to go Metro and get the games!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SMALL FRIEND! :D
Omg, I thought you were damn angry with me okay!
& holidays are no good cause we're stuck at home and we cannot go out and laugh at people! Esp, XiaoNah!

My hair isn't what I wanted!
& it looks rahh now! >:(
I'm gonna start keeping it!!
Maybe I'll just layer it every month or whenever I feel like it?
I was so afraid if SmallFriend's angry till she msged me today morning! :D
& we're going fun fair this Friday!(:
Tell me I'm lucky to have a friend like her who'll go fun fair with me!
I bet I'll be in a nasty mood now if I asked _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to go cause she'll probably be like see first, cannot go.
I believe, even if she's allowed too, she won't go!
Yes, that's the impression I have of you and what I think of you!
Disappointed? Nah, I don't think you'll be.
Anyway, :D
I don't know why but I feel kinda happy now, -.-

I'm feeling so excited now over the lunch with Amanda and Carmen next Thursday. I know it's still long but I'm just excited la!

&& this matter make me happier.
Friday, after orals, I'm going with RachelNg to get posters!! :DDD

CLIMAXXX!!! :DD
&&& what makes me even happier is!
My phone is going madd!! (:
It keeps offing by itself and it doesn't wanna read my SIM card, I don't know why.
This means I can change phone soon cause there's no more spare phone for me to use for the time being! :DD
& I've decided on N73MusicEdition cause it's black.
Either that or I don't know already.

Yes, I said I'll say more today so here it is.
Everytime ask you go somewhere with me awhile, don't want, see first, don't feel like, not allowed.
Than when you ask me, if I say no, your face'll be blacker than my black tee! So, I'm your slave?
Everytime one okay. Ask you wait awhile, cannot. I wait for you for hours, okay. What shit okay! Rahh!
I'm not in a bad mood now so I have nothing much to say about you.

Yessss!!!!!
I'm gonna cut my hair tomorrow!
I hope it turns out well.
There's orals on Friday.

When school reopens, lunch on Thursday with Amanda and Carmen! :D
Excited!! (:
It's been like 987654321 years since we went out!!

You're one big hypocrite and you come telling me about whose being the hypocrite. Please okay, you were like telling me how _____ and ____ were being hypocrites and you turn out to be the greatest one. Everyone is a hypocrite and that's something that cannot be denied. I used to think that you're the only good(I don't know what word to use) one among all. Seems like I'm wrong. I don't know how to describe you. I'd rather not have a friend like you. I don't expect you to want to have a friend like me too.

& remember you used to tell me things about SuperJunior and others but I showed no interest at all? Let me tell you why. You told me all about them but, you didn't show me any pictures, or hear any songs. You don't expect me to go crazy with you over them when I didn't even see their faces or hear their songs right? & you were darn hell angry when Rachel liked SuperJunior but when SM say she liked as well, you were not even angry. & when you learnt that people from your class and others learnt about SuperJunior, you were angry too.Even if you didn't tell anyone about them, they'll find out by themselves sooner or later okay. & when these kinda things are concern, you do not want to let others know. I mean, what's the point? Are they ever gonna be yours? If you wanna say people copy you like bands that albums aren't realised yet, think again! Other people know it sooner than you that's why it's posted on the net and that's why you'll know about it alrights?! EXAMPLE, if I were to tell you I like SuperJunior, you'll sure jump and hit the roof saying what I copy you and stuff. Means all the Korean, Tiawanese and other people who like them are copying you as well la?! Oh, remember there's once, when Rachel said she liked SuperJunior and she PURPOSELY appear offline just because you were being oh-so-selfish and didn't want to send songs to her. You can say I'm backstabbing you and choose not to tell me things anymore cause I don't give a fuck about that since you ARE already not telling me things. & I think you typed wrongly on your blog, 'I've decided to tell you everything' Nothing you mean? & your promises are never kept unless it's under situations whereby you've got no other choices. I remember during EFL, you said you'll help me burn the Hanakimi shows cause I'm gonna miss 3 episodes. You said okay and you sounded so willingly but than, you said your disc was with your auntie. Yes, I believed. But not for long. I'm not gonna say more about this since it's over already. Promises are meant to be broken. You tell me how how lonely you are, how much you don't wish to talk to _____ anymore but than!? Next day in school early in the morning you can call her name soooo loudly! To think I actually believed that you are lonely. Omg!
'Lonely' indeed!

I've got so much more to say. But, I think I'll continue another day or your eyes are sure gonna hurt!
Too much at one shot may give you a shock!
Oh, it rhymes! (:

I don't know what fuck is my auntie doing at my house!!!!!!!!!!!
I want her OUT of my house!!!!!
Seriously, I don't know why my mother can tolerate people like them!!
She even bought drink all the way from NTUC for them okay!
& my mother walked home somemore, fuck!
If they wanna drink something sweet, they jolly well go get it for themselves!
Or maybe, they can just mixed water with sugarr!!!
Who do they think they are?!
They're not even worth my shitttt!!!!
They think they're princesses and princes?!
What fuck, if they're princesses and princes, I'll be the Queen!
So what even if they are the ones paying for them?!
One fine day, if I ever get rich, I'll change $1000 worth of coins and throw it at them one by one, coin by coin!!!!
Or maybe if they wanna borrow money from me, I'll get the cash, burn it infront of their face!!!!!
Damn it!!!
& talking to RachelNg just makes matter worst!!!
WhatTheFuckkkk!!!!!!

I HATE MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES, PERIOD!

I just checked, N's starts on 05.09.07!!!!
& I'm still not studying, tell me how?
Last night, I even thought of going to the funfair.
Cannot, cannot. Better study!
I wanna buy sooo many albums(:
Anyone wants to sponsor me!?

I need someone to complain too now.
But I seriously don't know who to complain too.
Yucks, I better go study.

& you're telling me you always feel left out.
Hurrs, you expect me to believe you?
Omg la!

Damn!!
I typed out so much and I don't know what happened.

I'm lazy to type back again.
So, I went for maths and someone took my place so I'm going back early tomorrow to get back my seatt!!!

I'm so lazy now, goodbye.

Grapes are <3

So, I skipped Math lesson today.
Oh, it was soo enjoyable! (:
& since I already woke up, I went to meet SmallFriend for breakfast.
Left Macs at 10, wanted to watch movie but there was nothing to watch.
We took 851, wanted to went round but alighted at Central instead.
It was so damn early, nothing was open.
We sat by the Singapore River to chui feng (:
Then thunder came so we went off.
Wanted to take 851 home but we waited for like 24743145764 hours
and the stupid bus didn't come.
145 came so we took it instead but guess what! 851 was just behind!!
Anway, 145 took a big round and it was ohlala! (:
Long bus rides are <3
Tomorrow, we're gonna be good girls and go for Math.
After that, we're gonna take 65 all the way then take back again.
Oh, I remembered one conversation yesterday.
Me: Why still look so watery ah?
SmallFriend:-shocked- Huh!? You call this watery?! Wanna try?
Me:Okay la! -tried- Hah! 'Watery!'
It was watery, not!

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've got a missed call but I refuse to call back.
& for the whole day, I felt like sleeping.

I think I'm not being able to understand you anymore.
You complained abt them and yet,
you can enjoy their company so much.
You call them hypocrites than aren't you one too?
Please, everyone is hypocrites alrights?
We've got to act nice so as to have friends.
Everyones got to do that.

Rahh!
I feel like talking to Carmen nowww!!!
I missed those days when we used to talk like from 11pm to 5am.
There was once we talked from like 10plus till 6am okay!
Those days were the best! :DD

There's chinese MTV later at 5.50!!
Now, I also don't know what to do la.
Bye!

SmallFriend's at my house now!
But she's gonna leave soon.
We baked muffins!
Omg, the first batch was like hah!
So wonderful /:
Then we baked again.
It was so much better(:
We wanted to make lemon cookie but we changed it to cinnamon instead.
Omg, it looked more like Tiramisu cake.
But it doesn't taste abit like tiramisu at all.
Oh, I took pictures but I cannot find my wire so I can't post it up.
Another day, I guess.

Saturday wasn't as good as I thought it would be.
Shopping was bad, BBQ was alright.
Maybe I should get someone else to go town with me another time.
There are so many unhappy things I wanna say but I can't say it here.
Yes, I know it's meant for people to see but nah.
Not today I guess.
Maybe another day?
Actually, I feel like telling someone instead.
But who can I tell?
The person I can complain too isn't online! >:(
I feel like telling Carmen, I don't know why but Carmen lor.

Maths today was like I don't know.
Not very good lor.

Omg, I didn't do any baking today.
& I'm like chao happy now (:
I've got SCV at home!! :D
Try getting me out of house.
& I've got the new S.H.E album.
I got the imported one(:

I've got no time to talk abt BBQ on Saturday.
I'm gonna watch teevee!!! :DD
Byebye!

Happy Birthday, Melanie Wong! (:
Twin!! You're officially 16! :DD
Enjoy your day! <3

I'll be meeting Fer at 2.15 later than we're going shopping!! :DD
What can be better than shopping? (:

Yucks, tomorrow's Sunday than there's lessons on Monday /:
Than there's more on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday!!
Yucks, yucks, yucks!! ):
I DON'T WANT LESSONS!
Yucks, I hate Maths like no any other thing in the Universe!
& to make things worst, RachelVanereneNg will not be going for ALL 4 lessons!! Tell me how bored will I get.
OhMyGod!!
I'm gonna bake tomorrow.
Chocolate Chips Muffin and Cookie(:
Talk about baking, I actually thought of baking a star shape chocolate cake for MissMelanieWong but I was too lazy.
Never mind, I shall give it to her another day.
It's still so longg till 2.15!!
I can't wait to see Fer!! (:

Can you imagine how bored I am now!?
My mum left for town without me!
& I feel like baking all of a sudden again(:
I shall bake COOKIES and MUFFINS on Sunday than I can bring some for maths lessons on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday!
I intend to skip one day of lessons, but I don't know which day.
Tomorrow, I don't know if I should go.
SmallFriend just msged me to remind me that I still need to go print photos. I sooo forgot abt it and SmallFriend just had to remind me /:
Laziness!
I don't even feel like stepping out of my room.
I just wanna msg, msg, msg all day long.
& to people who'll reply, reply and reply.
But I can't msg anymore!
There's only one bar of battery left!! /:
I shall think if I should go tomorrow.
Someone nice would tell me not to go and all the reasons.

edit/2341
Omg, Fer finally replied me on MSN!! :DD
I can't get any happier(:
& I finally decided to go tomorrow.
I've got sooo many things to tell Fer!!!
So, bye people

It's only 0810 now
I slept at 3 plus, near 4, woke up at 7, just to go for Bio
But RachelNg just had to tell me she's going for guides instead of Bio.
& I can't contact that Jiaping.
Seriously, why do you even have a phone?
You might as well just throw your phone away right?
& since SmallFriend's not going as well, I didn't go too.
I'm meeting SmallFriend later at 9 for breakfast(:
& since I'm waiting for my hair to dry, let's talk abt people:D

You,
you claimed that XiaoNa wants your boyfriends number if you ever break up. Yeah, your boyfriend, only you take it as treasure, alrights?
XiaoNa? Your boyfriend? Want his number? Yeah right!
I think it's just one of your fantasy trying to show people how 'good' your boyfriend is(: Well, I bet the part abt XiaoNa is not real okay!
Yes, her taste is bad but I doubt it'll be bad to that extent/:
Omg.

SmallFriend is not replying me.
Okay, she just did.
It wasn't her.
It's roll.
She just msged to say that she's in Bio now.
Like what's the damn point?
So, I don't know where to meet SmallFriend cause she's not replying me!
Okay, Okay!!!
SmallFriend just replied me! (:
& my hair is not dried yetttt!!
Okay, I better leave now or SmallFriend's gonna kill meee!

edit/2117
Chem class was C-O-L-D!
Time passed by quite quickly.
Off to opposite bus stop.
Was suppose to go Bugis but I don't know what were we doing at the opposite bus stop. 65 passed but we didn't wanna go Vivo at first.
Wait and wait, 855 came, we got fed-up and decided to go Vivo.
Waste of time.
Headed to Bugis!
Walked, walked, walked, I finally found my heart necklace.
Not really the ideal one though.
Went to get Mel's prezzie!
Than we hopped on to 175 wanting to take a long ride but SmallFriend jsut had to alight at GreatWorld to go to the toilet /:
Walked around and got something else.
Was abt to go home and SmallFriend lost her wallet ///:
So we went everywhere to look but couldn't find.
Than, went to make police report.
SmallFriend came my house.
She left at abt 730 lor.

Omg, I can't decide to go for Mel's or not!?
I feel like and also don't feel like!
It's like, I think I go, only go there be statue(?)
What's the point right? I might as well follow my mother to my aunty's place and msg people.
Haiya, I don't know la.
I 80% don't feel like, 10% feel like, 10% don't know!!
Someone tell me to go or not!
I don't know what's the reason for going and not going.
I'm confused, frustrated and everything except happy.

Yes, I know why my mood was damn it bad last night.
Cause I needed to make fun of/laugh at someone badly.
& everyone that I talked too don't really laugh at people that I like to laugh at that's why.

I was feeling so damn shit till I msged SmallFriend(:
She's the best partner to make fun of people! :D
After I msged her, I somehow felt quite happy(:
Cause I made fun of people!!!

Okay, I don't know why but small friend's not replying me.
& I'm hell bored!

edit/2254
So, I caught Shrek3 just now.
Nice(:
There's school tomorrow luhhhhh!!!! /:
Afternoon was bored to the maxxx!
I was complaining like MAD I swear.
I love<3 to COMPLAIN! :D
Only Fer and SmallFriend can take it.
Like seriously take it(:
So, I can complain non-stop to them but! Fer has gone MIA!
I don't know where she has gone too.
But, lucky she's replying my msg.
& I wanna go shopping, badly!
Bugis to get shoes and necklace!
Everywhere/anywhere to get Mel's present although
I'm not sure if I'm going.
Someone please tell me if I should go.
Nvm, don't care.
Shopping's priority! :D
I'm gonna ask SmallFriend go shop shop cause Fer has got tuition>:(
Rahh!! I'll go shop for heels, necklace, MelWong's prezzie(:
&&& I just got the news that there's Bio tomorrow at 8!!!
Damn! Till 10 than from 1030, there's Chem till 1230!
I wonder if SmallFriend would still have the
strength and mood to go shop shop with me!!
& I just msged to tell her there's Bio but she hasn't reply.
So I don't know if she got the msg.
&& now, I gotta go find pictures and put them into my memory card ang get them developed!!! URGENT!!!
Omg, I keep having the feeling like ants are crawling all over my legs /:
& I can't find the wire to my cam!! Omg, how?!
My last resort, save in thumbdrive):
and SmallFriend is not going for Bio tomorrow.
O-M-G!!

Holidays are super boring I swear!
& during holidays, my phone suddenly becomes my bestfriend.
It's more reactive than my Bestie, at least.
Feel like watching movie but I'm too tired/lazy to step out of my house.
I shall go study abit now than watch teevee!! :D

edit/2025
What more can I say?

I don't know why but I find that left-handers are cool.
I think that left-handers are kinda unique.
But there are quite a few left-handers in my class, so no point.
Omg, I wanna be a left-hander too! (:

Every now and than, I don't know why but I'll remember that there's class on wednesday/:
Wo bu yao hui qu!!
I haven't been shopping.
Like really shop la.
Haiya, I don't know what I'm talking about la.

I wanna talk to Dayang.
But she isn't replying me so I don't know to call or not.
I wanna eat HappyMeal!
I want the GingerBreadman toy!! :D

My eyes are damn itchy, how random.

Some people, they think that they're very ren jian ren ai y'know.
No, I'm not referring to anyone.
Like when you msg him/her out of concern, he/she will think that you like him/her. Wtf okay, how stupid!
There are some that is even worst than this!
You look at him/her RANDOMLY, he/she will say that you like him/her.
Omg right?!
Worst, you wanna have better friendship with him/her but he/she goes to tell her friends that you suddenly very close to him/her!
Omg la, but such people do exist!
& I'm not referring to anyone here.
But if you think you're like that and suppose that I'm talking about you, fine with me.

I've spent like God knows how long doing my friendster/:
& now, I can't find any pictures to put up.
I'm gonna stay home the whole day I think.
Omg, sadness!
Bored to the maxx!!
I hope from the bottom of my heart that my mother would bring me out later, or I'll jus be bored to death!!
I realise I love to say the phrase 'I Don't Know' alot.
& most of my answer are usually that.
I feel like cooking but I'm THIS lazy to go out and buy ingredients.
I don't know what to do la!

Rachel told me something today & I was this shocked!
& it's kinda threatening/scary/saddening or maybe, I don't even know what word to use. I really need Fer now but I don't know where is she! )':

Lessons today was like !!!!

Maybe they're right.
But everyone refuse to believe what I said.
Or maybe, it's all reflected on my results?
Even someone not close to me adviced me.
Yes, I know I should do that.
But, I don't know la.
I know just by saying I don't know won't improve this situations.
Forget it, whatever I said, would just be excuses and more excuses.

Fer, where're you?!!?

edit/2128
This happened on like tuesday but I just wanna bring it up now la.
I mean, Gwen was only commenting right.
& by the way, what she said was true.
We all have eyes to see that it's true.
& why do you have to make a comment right?
Does it even concern you?
& so what even if we're talking about her?
How are you even related to her?
Why do you have to nother when we're talking about her.
Not like we're talking about you right?
I just don't understand, people like you!

I am so bored & I don't know when I'll be getting my phone.
K810i is SOO cute! :D
Anyway, I'm super bored & there's lessons tomorrow!
Yucks, there's nothing worst than having to go back to school from 8 - 3!
& since I'm meeting small friend at 7, I've gottta wake up at 6+! /:
I don't have the mood to go to school.
But there's like chinese orals, so I HAVE to go.
Tell me that's sad.
& I'm not sure to go for Mel's party or not.
Someone tell me to go or not!!

& I've got nothing else to post!

My internet is finally okay & small friend's at my place now.
She's suppose to entertain me but!!!!!!
She's entertaining herself instead, with my phone.
Omg, there's FnN tomorrow la!! [0900 - 1300]Than followed by Chem [1330 - 1530]
&amp;amp;amp;&&&&& we're going breakfast before going for FnN!!
Omg, wo hui hen pa /:
Gonna meet small friend at 0745.
& the holiday like not holiday please.


&&& when my internet spoil, sooo many people not happy with me ah.

&& to you, READ!!!
I think you’re caring wayy too much okay.
Even more than your limits. I mean look, even Superman has his limitations of what to care and what not.
He cares when it concerns a lot of people or even, the country.
But in your case, it’s not country, let’s talk about friends instead.
He cares for country but you care for friend.
Fair enough?
But when there is a family problem which to you, it’s other not-so-close-friend, he wouldn’t interfere in a family problem but you, you’d interfere in every damn problem.
Whether it concerns you or your friend or no one, you’d interfere.
You’re caring more than a Superman should.
You’re like more capable the him?
Omg, I’m like so impressed, REALLY.
Oops, I forgot, you’re not even Superman.
You’re Superwoman wanna-be!!
You wanna poke your nose into every business.
I wonder if your nose is long enough.
Things that you wanna know and people don’t wanna tell you, you’ll find your means to know it.
These are the steps you’d take:
Step 1: Find out what the problem in
Step 2: Try getting close to ‘victim’ & help in whatever way you can
Step 3: Take her side even though you know she’s in the wrong
Reasons: You wanna prove you’ve got lots of friends. You want them to appreciate you. The reasons are as simple as ABC.

& you really think they’ll appreciate?
Yeah, think twice alrights?
I can bet with my life, even if they appreciate it, it’s ‘appreciate’ get it? Not Appreciate but ‘appreciate’
& you poke your nose into people’s business sometimes not because of concern/want more friends but you wanna be up-to-date.
So when people talk about it and when they have doubts, you’ll be the one saying you know everything.
On the good side of saying, you’re up-to-date but on the bad side of saying, you’re KAYPO! Plain kaypo.
& when people you don’t like wants to know what happen, you’d say ‘you don’t have to know’ yes, I don’t have to know but I WANT to know. Get the difference?
Obviously I don’t have to know. It’s not even exams or something, why do I have to know? I just wanna be like you, kaypo that’s why I wanna know.

Even more recent, the Kimberly and her friends thing.
Seriously, I have nothing against her la. & we were just standing at the stairs, talking and doing things but we heard them talking so loudly so we wanted to know what happen.
But you, Superwoman WANNA-BE just have to go tell them we’re listening to their conversation.
Hello? We’re just standing there, talking la.
Omg, stand there and talk also need your permission?
& for your information, normal human reaction when hearing people talking loudly, the first thing human would ask is, ‘what happen ah?’ unless, they’re deaf of course.
& I remember going up to second level & when I was walking down and you’re at the end, I remembered you saying loudly ‘kua si mi?’ [in english, see what see?]
What makes you so sure I was looking you your way?
Even if I was, yah lor, I was trying to see how ugly you are.
Not like I’m pretty, I know.
I know the fact that I’m ugly.
So when people look in my way, I don’t care if they’re looking at me or behind me or what. & even better, I won’t even ask them ‘kua si mi?’
I really wish I can say all these into your face but better not.
Later more trouble. & it’s not worth risking for someone like you.
& if saying all these on my blog means I have no guts, I’m not brave or whatever, so be it.
Yes, I have no guts, but so what?
Yes, I’m not brave, but so what?
Yes, I don’t dare to say all these face to face but still, so what?
Do you really want me to say all these face to face?
& if I say it, will you shut your fucking mouth when I’m talking?
Cause if you know you’d interrupt for sure when I’m telling you all these, you better not waste my time!
Cause once you interrupt, I’m sure to forget what I wanna say next.
Yes, my STM is really that bad.
& if you intend to say back too bad for me, yes I know.
Too bad for me.
I knew that it was bad for me all along.
But what can I do right? My memory is just that bad lor.

&, in your class, you can step in and out whenever you want cause it’s YOUR class.
But my class is not least alike your class.
It’s not for people like you to happy happy walk in and out okay!
Anyone else but you lor.
& usually I talk about people in the moment of anger but you, I’m very sure it’s not moment of anger. Cause in what I remember, I have talked about you in my blog before. I know I’ve got STM but this time, I’m sure of it. Your looks is like WOW I swear, how unique!
& if you’re not happy with whatever I said about you here, too bad for you. It’s my blog, my wish.

I actually have alot to blog about.
But never mind, I shall just write it all out.
Yes, I have no guts, whatever you wanna say.
I don't give a damn.
I have written it all down on paper. If you wanna read what I have to say about her, come find me(:

edit/2044
Omg, Ferr!!!
Don't sad!! I've read what you wrote on your blog.
Unless you've got another bestie /:
Anyway, don't care about them larr!!
It's like a cycle you know. It's like either she does that or next, it'll be another person who does the exact same thing. & it seems like only 2 person is the best to do this kinda things.
& actually, I also got alot of things to tell you.
But I don't know if i should cause you know,
everytime you walk, there's sure to be someone beside you!
Than I cannot tell you already! & you seldom come online!
haiyoo!!! After exams okay!!! <3

Be my friend (:

Something is wrong with blogger but I don't know what.
Anyway, there's this weird guy online who keeps wanting to web-cam with me! But I don't want!!!
Wtf okay!
&& I'm getting my bag tomorrow if they have the colour I want!! :D

I wanna be your frienddd :D

& even when I look away,
You can be sure that,
I'm thinking of you.

I want her email address!
I want, I want!! :D
Somebody give it to me, please?

Judy Tan wants to know something but she isn't online, so too bad.

After exams are always <3
We'll seat around and play, laugh, eatt(:
& what's more, our class is at ground level! Double loves!

I'm quite a HappyPerson today and I don't know why.
There's a reason why but I'm not sure what it is.
I'm craving for ChocolateCinnamon :D Loves, loves, loves!!
& I think I'm going with small friend for it on Monday! <3333
I don't know how long I've been on this page but I sure know that it's been longggg.

Can I have your email, please?

Okay, I'm outta here(:

I'm in the school lab now, doing the ever so irritating FnN!!
IRRITATING!
Omg x10000
Talk so loud, you think what? The lab is 10 football field meh?!
Know how to say people irritating than you don't know about yourself ah?
Who's more irritating? I agree we're irritating but who's more!?
Forever talking in that kinda loud and high pitch tone! You think people like it alot?
Only those close to you can take it and find it funny la okay! I tell you, it's not funny ay all la!
Everyday 'suan suan suan!!!!' Fucker la. I swear you're irritating the fuck out of me!
So loud!
IRRITATING x100000000000000
IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING!!!!!!

I'm not even half way through my Bio notes /:
Ohmygod, how am I gonna finish it by examssss!!!!
I've been on this page for like I don't know how long and this is all I've typed.
Goodbye people(:

edit/1615
Actually I don't really wanna blog but something I saw just made me wanna blog badly.You're taking EVERYONE as a fucking substitution. Bloody shit! Thinking why you haven't talked to Fer for so long and you talk to her just because you wanna knows things. Like i said, you using everyone whenever you like. Who the fuck do you think you are? I cannot stand the way you try to act like people. Omg, people carry their bags high, you wanna carry it high too. In sec2, Rebecca told me after you see us carrying our bags not so high, you lowered your's too. & now, people carry high you wanna carry high too. Thinking that everything suits you. Eh, know your limits, alright? You don't suit everything. The only thing you suit is to be your mother's daughter. & y'know I think the only person who will treat you as a treasure now is prolly ___. Hahah. You go to school for your motive taking her as a dear hard-found treasure but I don't even think your motive takes you as a treasure. Please la. Just to let you know, you have changed since last year and already is like that okay. & you think you looked oh-so-cute in the hair of yours. Oh please. You're sooo damn it good at taking people as a fucking substitute. & those that you treat as gold, I bet they take you as a substitute and others as gold. Everyone can see that your so called motive is like joining for the sake of joining? Or that those people she take as gold don't want her. That's why. You're her gold; a piece of stone coated with GOLD PAINT!
& you do things as though you're a princess. You look more like a maid.
You want everyone to go your way and everything to go your way! You won't listen to others and you actually like a HORSE-look-alike. You wanna try everything without knowing your size. I know I'm not skinny either. But at least I don't try so hard! Omg.
&&& I realised this long long ago! You love wearing clothes that are too tight for you, making your arms look bigger than ever! You wanna change your sense of dressing but you ended up looking like a 'try too hard wanna be' I know you wanna dress like your childhood friends but look! They have the figure but you don't. Ohmymama. When are you gonna be fucking awake! I know I'm not perfect as well but you can't stop me from talking about you! & besides, I haven't mention anyone(:
I'm not gonna say anymore. It's not like anyone's gonna reply me. I'd rather complain to small friend and Fer tomorrow.

It's chinese paper tomorrow.
I wanna go home right after paper 2!!
Malu-fied /:

edit/2230
IRRITATING PIECE OF SHITTT!!!
I've been trying to keep alot of things and not post up loat of things but this is one thing that I'll never be able to keep again! Fucker!
You always want people to help you but you never help people.
You want everything to go your way!! & you only join in when there's fun! I mean who doesn't right? But you, you're really very selfish la. I don't know how to describe you, you selfish stinky thing! Fuck away!

I just typed out a lot paragraph but decided not to post it.
I'm so tired, I wanna leave school after paper on Monday.

I'm in the school's lab now.
Suppose to do FnN la.
Omg, soooo many problems okay!!
eww!!! Esp the ____ la.
Omg, pushing all the blame to your friend and you call yourself a friend of mine?
Hahah, what a joke!
Trying to act all innocent, act like you know alot of things and you're the greatest, sorry you're not. In fact you the worst, don'tknow alot of thing, so not innocent.
I remembered i lent to Tia my magazine last Thursday and she wanted to borrow it la.
& you think i would lend it to you. No way man.
she: eh! why you lend to Tia don't wanna lend me?
me: cause i don't want la. later you so stupid, will read in class than miss vino confiscate how?
she: won't la. i will keep it into my bag! Tia, pass one to me now.
me: NO!! i where got say i wanna lend you?
she: eh! Tia faster pass one to me.
me: NO!! I say no lor. it's mine okay!
Tia: so it's lend or don't lend?
me: no.

& thank god i didn't lend it to her! :D
& now, she's gotten us into trouble again!
Thanks alot Rachel. Help me thank your mom too! :D
I soo love the both of you. Not.
I guess I need to go get a 'Thank You' card later to give to you and your beloved protective mother.
Trouble-maker.
Give me nothing but trouble.
& Debra is reading whatever I'm typing now /: [8.47]
Anyway, I'm so glad your mother confiscated the damn handphone of yours.
Every little thing, your mother wants to complain.
Omg, queen of the complain queens!
Chao love to complain can. Even at the slightest thing.
I'm super /: now and I've got to go meet mdm mas later thanks to your beloved mother!
Act innocent, come up with your own story to frame me up! You're gonna get it.
So you think I won't go around telling because miss vino said not too. No way!
Geraldlyn would never do that!

On a lighter note, I'm going Ikea with Twin later! :D
But it's gonna be rush la. Yucks!
I hate exams okay!
& for the past 2 days, we've been in the library!
But now, we're in exam homeroom!
So not fun.
But at least don't have to move here and there.
Okay, I'm so lazy to type now.

I'm too tired to type out everything!!
& I can finally change my phone! Myuncle's not gonna change to starhub!! & the person in singtel was so nice o let him change phone early.
Way before the plan is up. & now, I don't know what phone i want because everything I want, people will get it before me.
Whatever la.
Oh!! I went to thin my hair already!! :DDDDD

Sports carnival was :D
Yupp, except you fat pig, trying to find problem.
Think carefully la. Whose the one that has got no common sense?
How childish, trying to find fault with someone so young and you're like almost twice the size as her! Go pick on someone your own size if you want. You wasted so much of our time okay!, stupid fat pig!!
Ohmystarssss!!! Your level and my level is different! Wtfhfhfhfh!!!!
How can a teacher ever say that man? It's like insulting la. & if I was ___, I'd sure take out my phone and and him to talk to my mother. Ask her why do I not have common sense! I swear he was hallucinating okay!
Nobody even joined MM is the pull la.Wtf!

You said you don't like my frineds.
So what makes you think that I love your friend so much!?
& you never do things that you said you are gonna do. Ohmystars!!
Well, I guess I'm already used to it.
Anyway, now I have my own friends who keep up to their promise, always ther whenever I asked for them. They'll go everywhere with me. & they won't tell me they've got to stay back and ____ which I can bet my life on it, it's not true. Am i ever lucky enough to get into N.A?
Answer: Yes, I'm super happy and feel lucky.
At least, people here do what they promised.
They will never back out last minute because someone offers them something better. & they don't come ask you to go out only when the people that they wanna go out with cannot make it. They come and ask you even though they had people to go with!
&&& they don't ask if you wanna go out when they've already asked someone else, than only to tell you that the person can. Than you'll feel like you know. Ohmystars!
& when they find that people suit these certain hair styles, they don't go act like them!! Fuck, I'm complaining too much and this won't do the situations better. I'm going to msg small friend to complain.
You can call me over sensitive or what la. I don't care!

when they loose, they don't say that the other side cheated. See! N.A people accept it as it is.
& I'm so proud of 4J & MM!!
Tug of war, although we lost but never mind. At least the express people didn't win! It was a bit difficult seeing 4J against 4MM la. Didn't know which side to support. Well, 4J won but it's okay! At least it's the N.A that won! I know i was once from express but it was a ONCE! & now, I love N.A life so much. At least we're not that stressed, and we accpet things as they are. We don't accuse the other side of cheating even when we lost!
& 4P, although we didn't win tug of war, it's okay!! :D
We know we tried our best and that's what matters.
& the other side started pulling even before it starts but we're being accused of pulling when we didn't. Nvm!

I've been stuck on this page for the past 20 minutes or so.
Y'know, I never knew such people existed till yesterday.
She accused you of accusing her. Wtf is this.
& she can come reply you in the 'it's-not-my-fault-at-all' kinda tone you know. Omg.

There's school tomorrow, it's monday & there's gonna be PE /:
I don't even know waht I'm typing. woohoo!
Small friend and i, we agreed that we can open a new company that produces our own shows. Like with that big fat liar, omg.
She totally lies through her teeth okay!
&& guess what, I haven't got a chance to meet my uncle to tell him that singtel is better than starhub!!! Pffft!!
Somehow, I can't wait for May again because my mom says she'll get me my bag in May! WHOO!!! :D
I just realise there's soooo many things i want.
-a new bag
-change phone
-pencil case
Alot more but I just can't remember what I want.

I dread school, because of you.
It rhymes(:

The day passed very fast.
Maths is always the same, english was boring to the MAX!!!
Double bio and we were visited by the HUGE bee!! It's damn huge okay!
Everyone was like screaming and running la. It kept coming in and out /:
Double chinese was i don't know.
I don't even know what i was doing. & the clique tee, omg.
It's like haiya!

After school went Borders with Samantha, Rachel and Jiaping.
Napfa cancelled due to heavey rain :D
I can't wait to buy bag! Omg, just now when i talked to my motehr about it, her voice sounded quite positive(:
& tomorrow i'm meeting m uncle and I'm gonna try my best to tell him that singtel is better than starhub and if his convinced, I get to change phone during May!! :DDDD

Can tell that you've change alot alot alot!!
Last time you were a nice person to talk too, everything was so easy to approach you. Now, even saying a simple 'Hi!' I think it's quite difficult okay. Yes, i admit I'm not at all close to you and I don't know you inside out but yes, you've really changed alot. I'm not the only one who noticed that. & the change is like. Changes for the worst? Maybe there's some reason I don't know but I don't like the you now /:

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I need to complain and I'm msging small friend to complain now!
& what small friend say is really really true okay!! 'you can hardly stand anyone' omg, how true! & I so agree okay!!! I find it really very difficult to not complain about anyone. It's not like no one complains about me but yeah! I don't know care as long as they don't stop me from complaining about them! WTF!!!
Can't stand it! & I realise many many things la. I know who is and who is not. 2142

I'm so bored and I have nothing to blog about.
I'm really sure I want k800i and I'm not gonna change my mind anymore.

Had lunch with TWIN today! (:
There's that stupid SS workshop thing tomorrow!! ):
WO BU YAO QU!! Omg, it's gonna be damn boring la. But i bet we're gonna have a good laugh again.

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there's just so much i wanna say but it's so not safe here because it can be about anyone and anyone can read this. yucks!

唐禹哲 is chao hot chao cuteeee!!! woohoo!! :D
but small friend's gonna stay loyal to 吳尊! ahah! wtf!
how random!
i haven't been able to find nice nice pictures to print.
&& i think i'll be getting my magazine tomorrow! omg that girl keep postponing ohkaye! wth!!!
she better bring tomorrow so i'll be entertained during that dumbfuck SS workshop.

i found the storybooks that i've been looking for. all 5 parts. & it's like 1 for $14.18 la. omg/:
if i were to buy all 5, it'll be like $70++
nvm, i'll buy one each month like twin suggested.
i can't wait for mid year's to be OVER!!
and i can sooo wait for n's to come.

& i can't stand a few people okay!!
omg, like small friend says, only a few people will be really liked by me.
others will be like no, no, no,no!!!
and there area really alot of NOs.
and this particular one, she's sucha FAKE!!![you'll never be able to get it]
MADEFAKE!!! she should just go die man!!
& everywhere i go, i see her! yucks!
it's not like she's some celebrity, famous people or even, 唐禹哲, ohkaye.
if really is 唐禹哲, i won't mind seeing day and night.
but she cannot make any noise!
Omg.she's like eww!!! yucks yucks yucks!!
i really need someone i can complain too for hours and hours and that person must agree with me in everything and maybe add on to saying even worst things than me and she must be someone whom i can cry too and won't feel malu. Omg, where to find man!!! haiya!!
i don't know la. everything like so everywhere.
i shall stop. ohmytian!

Within 24hours, I ran a total of 4.8km and I still fail my 2.4 /:
I don't wanna re-run again okay!! Mytian!!
I want k800i but the phone don't suit everyone leh.
What if it doesn't suit me? /:
Don't care la.
I'm gonna buy a new bag, change my phone and I'll be happy with life (:

I seriously hate you alot!
Why must you come and destroy my life?!
Shit you!! I hate you alot alot alot alot!!!
I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!

Assembly in homeroom. Yucks.
Attire checks and all.
& I have to cut my nails which I took AGES to grow!
Many people were not happy la. They talked back to her la.
No one bothered to greet her at the end.
Recess, I can't her! I hate her alot alot alot!!!
Enemy of the year, ___!!!
Yucks!
2 periods of Chemistry was a KILLER.
Bored to the max!
PC, she didn't go up to class. Everyone complained to Mrs Fung.
Went Vivo to get shades after school!! :D
Nothing else la!
oh! I'm getting my magazine tomorrow!!! :DDDD

Highlights of the day:
- 2 periods of Chemistry
- Got shades
- Hvae to cut my dear nails ):

screw you!

I miss studying with Mel wong even though sometimes, it may be a disaster /:
We also eat/talk/gossip more than we study. Omg, so studying with Mel is unhealthy. But I still miss and like it la. Next monday when her SYF is over, we can go lunch, study and do whatever already!! :D
& after tomorrow, Fer is free!!! & Thursday we'll be going Vivo!
Yay! I can go ask if they have the bag, and get my shades!
Yay!!! I'm so happy!!

I've got the picture of the bag i want already!
Thursday I'm heading down to Vivo with Fer!!!

All i want now is to get my bag (:
Than i'll get a pair of slippers, change my phone & tadah! I'm happpy :D
But whatever it is, buying my bag is the most important.
&&& my uncle told me yesterday if i get good results,
WE'LL BE GOING TAIWAN DURING THE JUNE HOLIDAYS!! :D
So, now everyday after school I'm really going home to study!!! So I'll get to go to TAIWAN!!! :DDDD
Omg. I need the motivation to study.
I so can't wait for May to come.
In May, I can:
-Change phone :D
-Buy bag
-Get my pair of Adidas red and white shoe[only if they still have it]
If they don't have it, I think I'll get PUMA!!
There's 28 more days till May comes. May, please come qucikly.
I sound like I'm waiting for a friend with the name of May to come.
Hahah.
But since the start of 2007, I've been waiting and longing for May to come. I've only got one reason at the start but now, I've got so many reasons!! :D

28 more days (:

FRIDAY!
School today was too bad and not too good.
Everything was normal. Nothing special la.
I need to start studying /:
I shall stay up tonight after watching my show than study.
I've got to try somehow and I shall try studying Bio.
I'm still waiting for CrystalChin to come online to send me the picture.
Omg, I'm feeling tired already. I've been trying to study ever since i go school /: & I'm still trying.

& RachelNg is jealous that i've got many testi from joyce. Omg, hahah.
& JoyceWong is afraid to go town because RachelNg was going.n & RachelNg heard that Joyce was going so she didn't go. Hahah. How cute right? Mybe not cute but i don't know how to put it la. Hahahah.

It's not even 10!!
How am i gonna survive till morning?!
Ohmytian!!!
I'm going off now!

i can finally view people's blog and blogger is back in english! :D
i'm waiting for crystalchin to send me the picture and i can go ask them if they have it!! :DDD omg, i'm getting so excited!

there's nothing i wanna get recently la. besides wallet and a bag. that's all. but my mother hates me getting bags and wallets. but i wanna get a last bag and wallet and she says that i can only choose one. so since the wallet that i want is out of stock, i'll go for the bag if they have it! i hope they do! i got my strawberry shortcake metal pencil case already!! :DD
and yesterday was me and kaining ONE YEAR!! :D
it has been one week since that dumb thing happened.
i don't what to say anymore.

i think i changed alot, ALOT.
Omg, i don't like. I'm beginning to curse and swear alot. Yucks!
today was the SS workshop thing.
omg that teacher is a fucker la.[see!]
she is like so unreasonable. yuck yuck yuck!!!
try and come and act humble /:
eeww!!!
oh i have this habit of saying[i slap her until she cannot tallk] these days la. and i irritate people alot /: OMG!!!
i must stop all this and start doing good things so i'll have a beteer life in my next life. you know, good like being very rich, having super uber good friends and all la. haiya!
oh! i forgot, i saw MR SNG on the bus on monday on my way home. and we saw this guy which sat infront of him, he looked really like mr sng la. hahahah. omg. i've got this something that i've kept with myself since sec2! omg right. and so far only 1 person knows all details about it. and the person is a very unexpectable person. she knows every detail okay. i told her everything la. and till today, no one knows what it is. thats very good :D
okay, everything i type today is so not in place. i don't even know what i'm typing. i'll just wait patiently for crystalchin to come online.

OMG!
I cannot stand you!! Yucks!
Act, act,act. You like acting so much go join mediacorp la.
You're just making use of people can. Irritating!

I think year's a damn bad year okay. Like, second week of term 2 and i got into trouble with the discipline! See! & now, i can't stand you! Yucks!
You suck man!!! Gross!!

Yuck!
i've got no more mood to blog.
Zaijian! >:/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!!

"You're very lucky you know, my mother wanted to talk to your mother but you're very lucky I stopped her"
Yeah, I'd be happier if your mother really talked to my mother.
Really, I think that can be a composition topic that comes out in 'N' levels, Paper 1 for English. You're like seriously lying through your teeth and you don't even know it. Omg.

I think me, Xuewen and Jiaping can really make history in STC okay.

"Do not say anything about this on the internet of say anything more about it to your friends. There may be more gossips."
But i'm not gonna type out what happened because we're told not too. Bleahs. So i'm not gonna talk about this until we're allowed too. Okay, i think we'll never be allowed to but i guess alot of STC people already know what happened la.

"I only wanted to __ ___ ______ but they forced me to ___ the back"
Hahahahahah. Omg, I think you can grow up to be an author or maybe, scriptwriter.

"I tried to stop my mother[from calling the school] but all i got was a tight slap from her."
"My mother even said this is getting out of hand."
"What's the name of your form teacher?"
"I didn't even know that my mother was calling the school"
So omg right. If someone were to get a tight slap from anyone, there would sure be the 5 finger print mark on the face but she's got nothing at all. Ohmytian. & even if your mom never say to you 'I'm gonna call to school' but by asking what's the name of your form teacher, the first thing tht gets to your head will be like "Omg, is she gonna call school?" But you had no idea? Yeah, who you trying to kid? Omg.

"So, you're the hairdresser? Where's the other one? & you're the hair sweeper? Oh, you're the model. Very brave of you. If I were you I'd tell them to leave my hair alone"
I think we're the one that is brave enough to cut her hair and get into this kind of shit. Yeah, and i think we're more like victims than suspects because she twist and turns her words so fast that we don't even know which is real and which is not. We're the real victims okay.

"Oh, my mother said more about Xuewen because she knows what Xuewen's character is like."
"My mother said more about Geraldlyn. She say very little about you only"
This 2 sentences were said to 2 different people asking the same question.
Really la. I think where this matter is concern, she is the victim and we're the suspects la. No need to investigate anymore okay. Shit it!

"I told my mother it's all my fault. I don't wanna get you all into trouble but instead, she's gonna get Mrs Kong and Mdm Jenny to talk to me."
Please. When you've already got us into this deep trouble, you come and say you don't wanna get us into trouble! Funnaye!

"People usually say the wrong thing when they're under pressure"
Under pressure? Omg, come on. When we were all so scared about what's gonna happen to us, not only did she not ask or concern about us. She was laughing and even went telling we forced her too.

Why did i even get involved with a 'friend' like that?
I must have really done something real bad in my previous life to deserve something like that. Omg, I'm not gonna do anymore bad things from now on and I hope by doing this, I'll deserve something/someone better my next life. Really, I want a better life, more better friends[not like they're not good enough now] in my next life.

whatthefuck!

I don't like LJ.
I don't know how to use it la. Omg.
Where is NIKE warehouse?!
Omg, is there even one?!
I wanna go!!
I feel and don't feel like going to school.
There's so many things i wanna buy.
EW! I wish I've got this machine that gives me nothing but money all day long.
So much money that i don't know what to do with it.
The very first thing I'll do is to go shopping.
& buy what I've always longed to buy. I'll seriously buy everything! Omg.

I WANNA GO TAIWAN!!

I shan't say anything about what happen.
Omg, it's damn i funny la.
It was even funnier when Mrs Kong said those things.
Omg, my mother and i were laughing like mad okay.
& I realised my mother is super steady. Omg, she's practically not afraid of anything/anyone.
I bet your mom was feeling guilty because her dear daughter told a lie. She was so ashamed that she walked off without even talking to my mom, what she initially wanted to do.

PTC was omg.
Nothing bad lor. Never kena scolding. Failed one but the passed marks are just boreder line. Not good enough. Time to study, Geraldlyn (:

The day wasn't bad la. Despite what happened. Actually what happened was funny. I can't stand it la. I was laughing with Dayang and Xuewen over the phone than, my grandma just had to use the phone whenever i'm having fun. Omg, i'm calling her back now. It's damn funny la.

it's so true that you're a liar

I like school.
So much fun things and stuff. & most of all, laughing (:
Miss Chan is not here for math lesson today and nobody knows why.
MT, we got back the female teacher already la >:/
Recess /:
ohmymama, CHEM today passed fast and i don't know why(:
PC, okay. something very funny happened but i can't type it out and say la. Must verbally say than can.
& i like the nike bag at Sportslink >:/
WO YAO!!!
But it's damn it ex la.

remember the look in my eye

first day of school /:
my eye lids felt super heavy la.
recess was !@#$%^&*()_+
well. that was how i felt la.
okay. so i think i'll fail only maths and science.
But i have a feeling i'll fail more than that.
OMG. i feel like dying!
&& i went popular after school today and!!!! (:
nvm. only jiaping knows why but she's not allowed to say it out :D
i may considering going to livejournal.
see how la.