:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I know I said I'm going to on the computer mainly for music and going online, not blogging.
But! I can't resist it!
Anyway, I've been a good girl and I've already done my homework.

& I've finished my Maths homework and I'm gonna prove to the Teacher that I did my work and NOT THE WRONG ONE.
& at least doing the wrong one is better than not doing at all.
But, the Teacher says, doing the wrong one, is as good as not doing any and I might as well not do any!
But at least I did right!?
& she'll still have to go through the one I did right?
Forget it, I'm going to do more Mathematics later to prove to the Teacher.

The rest of the day wasn't good except POA.
I finally know how to do the Journal Entries, correctly!
& I actually know how to do the changes!
Maybe, all along I knew how to do.
It's just that I want or not.
& while doing, we were making so much noise till MrPoon said we are not even doing our work. Please!
We WERE doing our work.
Just that we talked a little too much.
& so what even if I was talking?
At least I did my work and it is correct!

& I think Teachers have something against us/ ME!
For Maths, the Teacher said that if I do the wrong work, it's as good as not doing and I might as well not do it.
But I remembered clearly the Teacher said to do Paper 2 from 2001 - 2003. So I started with 2001. People who think normally would usually start from 2001, followed by 2002 and lastly, 2003. But, God knows why she decided to start with 2003 first!!! >:(
That's why she said those things to me!

& during POA, we just got a little too high and started talking our lives away. & 'Dearest' MrPoon just had to say this 'I think the 4 of you at the back are not doing your work' Hey, we were just talking and doing our work right? & plus I got it right, besides for that little calculation error!
& while I was correcting my error, other classmates were making much more noise than us and he didn't even said anything to them but instead, continued letting them make the noise! So I don't have the right to distract/disturb them while they're doing their work but they have the right to distract/disturb me while I'm just correcting my tiny little error?!

See what I mean!? The teachers either have something against us or Me!
What have I done wrong besides talking a little too much?
But at least I did my work correctly right!?
Better than those who talk and do their work wrongly or those who talk and don't even do their work!
Dear Teachers, please leave me alone and not have anything against me!
I only have a year left.

& by the way, SmallFriend got her wallet back, lucky shit!
How I wish my cybershot can come back to me too!
She's done what her Mummy asked her to do and she's got it back!
So I'm gonna do what she did and pray hard that I'll get back my cybershot!

I got my VCD already!
In another week's time, I'll be able to get my CD.
Then, I'm officially going to start saving for my white PSP.
& within 4 months, I'll be getting my PSP!
Unless, the VCD for 18 禁不禁 comes out!
Cannot be missed, must buy! :D
Anyway, person who took my cybershot, please do not eye on my PSP okay, you've already gotten my cybershot! )':

& wow, I sure do have 'cute' classmates!
She thinks that I was angry with her because she broke my friend's <3!
Hahahaha, funniest thing I've heard of the year okay! Okay, initially, I was. But not for long. & all this while, she thinks that I'm angry with her. Yes, I do get angry occasionally but not for long, maybe not even a day? & besides, anything that has got to do with me, I hardly get angry.
Let alone this matter, which doesn't even have anything to do with me!
Hahahahah. So classmate [y'know who], I'm not angry with you.

I'm not being thick skin but I'm a very happy child! :D
365 days a year, accumulate all the times that I get angry, it's less than 30 days? & accumulate the days I get sad, less than 20?
Yes, I'm that happy.

I'm going to stop using the computer from Monday to Thursday.
& I'm gonna do this all the way till N's are over.
Maybe I will, but mainly for the music and to go online only.
Okay, I'm going out! :D

Instead of studying, I went to create a new Neopets account.
I've got too many pets in the old account.
& I just sent one of the old account one to holiday -.-
Now, I'm gonna play games to get those points back!

I forgot to mention,
Mrs Kong came into our class to gave us a talk.
Omg, so tired and boring okay!

I'm determined to stay home the whole day.
Play games and study!

Happy Birthday Judy Tan, Sucker! :DD
Suckerrr, I doubt you'll be reading this anyway.
I remembered your birthday and you'll get your present soon.
So, don't forget mine!
Anyway, enjoy your day! :D

SmallFriend's back in school!
Nothing much la.
But it was rather good laughing.

& last Sunday, I went ECP to fish! -.-
The air-con was spoiled so my hair was SO messy!!

On the way there.


I don't know why Sister smile like that. She's only good at making funny faces!
The only 2 fishes that we caught, waste time.

I think there's some misunderstanding between me and some people.

I reckon that she thinks I've got something against her, when I so don't.

Probably because of some stupid stuff that happened between her and Rachel and she thinks that I am siding Rachel and therefore, have something against her. Okay, I admit I was rather angry when I heard what Rachel said but than, Rachel's my friend and it's only right that I feel a little angry for that awhile right?

Or maybe, it's during PE on Wednesday.

Our group was opposing her group and I was being so rough as usual and ended up pushing her here and there. I mean, if you can't take all these pushing and stuff, you either don't go for PE or be in my group. I can't possibly be pushing people from the same group right?

Haiya, I don't know la.

& worst, I'm not even given the chance to explain.

Hello classmate of mine, I've got totally nothing against you.

& if you think I really have, come and talk to me.

& settle all the misunderstanding! (:

I have that not good feeling in me again.
It's not the same as yesterday and it's worst!

Anyway, school wasn't good.
I was so sad till I've got no mood to disturb people.
I mean, just very sad over some reasons that I feel very embarrassing if I were to say it out. No one will understand, forget it.
Nothing was good today.
Maybe except the last few minutes of SS and the last period.
I'm not going for tomorrow's preview anymore.
I'm going for the actual one!
I've got no mood.

Oh yes.
They say you get sued if you blog somethings about someone.
But hello, what's a blog for?
It's like a personal diary.
People wanna read, they read.
Don't wanna read, forget it.
Why must they read and when they know it's something about them, they kick up a big fuss and want to get the person sued? Lame or something?
& unless the full name is stated, how sure can they be that the person in the blog is referring to her? If it's some kinda not good actions, than by kicking up a big fuss and everything, aren't they like admitting that they've done that shameful thing? Haiya, stupid la
If you get sued when you blog, why not just close blogger down right?
Than people won't get to blog than others won't see it and the person won't get sued lor.

Okay, I don't know why but I'm just venting my anger.
Moodswings /:

RED is a very nice colour.

My aim for today was 1 chapter of Geog and 2 chapters of Bio.
But, I'm only half way through Geog! Wanna die already.
I'm gonna study this weekend.
Library anyone?
SmallFriend came school for less than an hour and went home.
FEVER ATTACK! /:

PE was darn hell GOOD! :D
Lessons are as usual, boring.
PC was ultimately boring and fucking gross!! >:(

Lunch with TWIN! :DD
Chocolates!!

FnN's tomorrow! /:
Yucks la, 4 periods.
But than again, I can disturb people! (:

I feel that emo is on the way cause now, I'm feeling so totally no mood.
I'm sad luh.
Maybe it's not sad but I don't know how to phrase it.
Okay, I can phrase it but I don't wanna say it out cause it's soo embarrassing! /: Jealousy.
Yucks, this feeling is so not good.
Everytime I think of certain things, I just have that not good feeling.
I try my very best to get closer to you.
But, I always end up doing the things that irritated the hell out of you ):
Sorry.

We were made to sing the National Anthem THIRCE!!!
Omg, insanity /:

PE wasn't very good today.
That teacher who took us, was plain crap.

Apart from all the shit, school has been GOOD! (:
Just that I haven't got to talk to Fer.
& I haven't passed the note to her yet.

I said that I need to stop msging like 3 weeks ago?
BUT I'M STILL MSGING! /:
Besides the whole week when my phone got stolen.
But I think, all the msges accumulated, was used within 3 days?

I think I might be going for the NPD preview this Saturday! :D
(I just replied a msg again)
I GOTTA STOP!!

I seriously feel that my privacy is INVADED!!
Leave my privacy alone.
I don't even have the right to talk?
Everytime I try to talk to ANYONE, you'll stare and stare in our direction.
What's your problem?
Today, during English, I was just trying to tell SmallFriend, nothing related to you or Jannah, you stared and stared. Omg, I'll dig out your eyes one fine day. I bet, alot of people will feel happy if I really did that! (:
Never mind, I'm just saying cause if I really do, you see if your mother comes after me with a CHOPPER! /: Hurrs.
Give my privacy back to me! >:(

I feel appreciated, thank you! :D

Yesterday's shopping was described as, I rather stay at home!

Stay home day, yucks.
I did abit of Math.
I'm doing Bio later.

I seriously can't wait for school! :DDD

I shan't talk about people today.

I've dig out all my books and pile them up nicely and they're all waiting for me to fill up the blanks in them.
But here I am, updating blog instead of caring for the books, omg.
I'm sure letting the books down, lame!

Mummy says we're going shopping but till now, we're still at home thanks to the SISTER, Cause she's having TUITION, and here I am, fingers on the keyboard, instead of holding the pen/pencil.
& I bet by the time her tuition ends which is like 1.30, it'll be pouring cats and mice! I told mummy that we'll have to reach home early today cause I've got a show to catch. & her reply was, you can go home first if you've got a show to catch!
But, it starts at 9/9.30 la. I think we won't be home that late.

I miss school although I've gotta wake up at time as early as 6!
But, I can't deny that school has been indeed very AWESOME for the whole week!
Besides the fact that there are certain irritants!
I predict that Monday's gonna VERY GOOD.
There's PE and 4 TORTURING periods of languages!
But, English's gonna be more torturing than Chinese.

I think it's time for a new bag.
N's are nearing which means bringing home more books.
Crumpler and adidas can't really fit many books.

& I guess, my cybershot won't be coming back to me anymore.
It's been more than a week! ):

I want to get a new pencil case.
But than, if I were to get the metal one, I'll make ALOT of noise.
I'm kinda sick of the zip type.
But! I still love my Starwberry Shortcake one! :DD

Shopping aim of the day,
Bag and Pencil case!

True enough, it has already started raining.
But not pouring yet though.
Honestly, I hate shopping on rainy days!

<3!

School was effing funny! :DD
Bio and English was like the funniest okay.
I'm just gonna like blog about it briefly.
Come to me if you wanna know the expression and all.

During Bio,
Me:melissa, water.
Rachel: fine la you don't want mine.[i was told that her water taste weird]
Melissa:*pass the water to me*
Me:*drink until very happy* [i was super thirsty, mind you]
Someone:Geraldlyn! kuai dian!!
Me:*look around casuse I didn't know who called me*
Rachel:*stare and stare at me!*
Me: WHAT?! [irritatingly] *than look around to find out who called me*
Rachel: *give me the stare that looks like I stole her sweetheart*
Jannah:*smile and smile*
Me: Oh, wait la. *looks at rachel, bleah*
Rachel:*WHAT THE!!!!*
Me: Nah *passes the water to Jannah*
Alot of eye contact!

Omg, she was effing jealous okay.
& Jannah could look at me like Rachel simply deserve this, mean la.
Her look totally looked like she was gonna kill me for being the third party which I so wasn't being one. & btw, everything happened very quickly you know. That's why I say if you want the better version, come find me! :DD

During English,
Debra:Rachel! I want to see the magazine, pass!
Rachel:*passes it to Jannah*
Jannah:*pass to Debra* I WANT GO WASH HAND ALREADY!!
Me:*laugh and laugh cause just nice Jannah was looking in my direction*
Jannah: DEBRA! I GO WASH HAND HOR!!

Omg, it's fuck hilarious!!
:DD

You know, I think you value Jannah more than us, your closest friends in class. I mean like, we're like your friends for like 1 year plus and almost everything we tell you. & now, just because you like her, you totally left us aside. & do you know that you're so fucking rude! Ever since you started liking her, everytime I talked to either anyone or Jannah, you'll just look and see what I'm trying to tell that person. Don't you have any manners at all? It's privacy, hello. & I remember while I was trying to tell Rebecca something after Chem on Wednesday, you just suddenly came up so close, right behind us. What are you trying to do?! Don't I have the right to like talk to people? If everything I say, you have to know, isn't it better I be mute?! It's all about manners and privacy la okay. Don't you know how rude it is?! Okay, you know I've been msging her and you so wants to know about the content. But think again, does that gives you the right to listen to my conversation with everyone? & even if the content is nothing much, why must I show it to you? I have every rights not to tell you, I really do. On Wednesday after I showed you one, you wanted to take my phone and see. It's the same again on Thursday. You even asked me to tell you about the content in a forceful way. Hello, do you know how rude it is? Even my mother does not like wants to take my phone away to see the msges okay. What right do you have? My mother doesn't go listen to conversations I have with friends over the phone too. & you, you try to like just go up close behind me everytime I talk to someone, just to know the content. Please, respect my privacy!
& everytime we ask you to help us with something or go somewhere, all you know is make noise make noise. When Banu they all ask you to, you do it without making any fucking noise! I wonder, are we even your friends. Take today for example. After English, we really have nothing to say to you. You started being all emo and stuff and show the 'oh, i never do anything but they don't wanna talk to me. I'm so sad' face. Hello, if this is the way you gain sympathy and pity, let me tell you. You're pathetic! Telling lies to gain sympathy and pity is pure pathetic. You've got to resort to this kind of ways to gain sympathy and pity. You may think it's nothing but to us, it really reflects alot about what kind of person you really are. & you even resort to ways like telling the wrong thing to make it seem like we're totally in the wrong to gain pity and sympathy. Pathetic la, plain pathetic! And, even you can tell me that it's against your religion to tell a lie or whatever. But, you're doing it! Forget it la, you know what exactly happened and what you've been telling is enough. There's no need for others to know the truth from me or anyone. You know, I know the truth alone, is enough. If you feel that it ain't against your conscience telling people all the fake stuff, fine with me. As long as me, smallfriend, elainetan and jiaping knows what's going on is enough. & rest assured, we won't go round telling tales like you do. Cause, you alone knowing the truth and those tales you've been telling is really enough. Sorry if your eyes hurt again, I really can't keep this to myself anymore.

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You know, nothing else can make me sad or angry now.
Except the above mention person.
I'm like as happy as can be!
But I'm not gonna share it cause it's like super lame!

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Omg, I think I am seriouly going mad.
One moment, I was feeling all angry and everything but now, I feel ultimately happy! :D
I can't stop smiling and laughing okay!
Omg, I am going mad!!!

Fer, I'm sorry okay.
I may tell you why I'm like so happy now tomorrow la.
But now, I'm not gonna tell you cause it's like embarassing to the maxx!!!
and you're gonna laugh at me for more than 10 years.
I promise I'll tell you soon. :DD

500th post.

Anyway, I'm sad + angry + happy.
Tell me what kind of feeling is that.

Roll wasn't in school today. ):
Not really used to it la.
FnN was sucha chore!
Esp when roll isn't around.

I had this conversation at the locker which I find it very interesting.
she:what is she doing here?!
me:how i know?!
she:WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean, how do I know what is she doing there right? Lamee!!!

People complained that my yesterday post was rather difficult to read.
If you want the easy version, copy and paste on words and make it as big as you like. Isn't that the easy version.

Oh my,
I never thought that you'll become like this. So we're like not your friends now la. I mean, do you even treat us as your friends? Or, did you even treat us as your friends before? Or are we, all along just your fair weather friends? I mean, Monday Tuesay you followed us but from wednesday onwards, you've been following debra. I'm both sad and angry la. sad is because why are you like this and angry with myself for treating you as one of the good friends in class all along. how stupid was i. so, from now on, even if you have stop liking her, you can also stop being our friends la. i'm so not gonna be sad. but it's like i i were to tell you all these face to face, you'll start crying your eyes out than people'll be like what happen what happen. than you start crying more and without even asking, it becomes MY fault again. crying is like your weapon la okay. once you cry, you fucking win everything and people with no fucking brain will start believing you without even knowing what happened just because you cried, you're thin and skinny and all the weak things are on you. i mean that's how realistic the world is. once you're close to this certain group of friends in the class, you were talking to them before you cry or became sad or angry or anything, the fault goes to your friends because you're like crying and all and you're so skinny and thin and and you look oh-so-innocent trying to gain pity, you win it! simple as that. just because you're weak, skinny and thin, you win everything. people's pity, trust and everything. i get all the blame from people and i will blame myself for not being skinnier and thinner and weaker than you. even if it's small friend, you'll still win it cause you're not small, you're skinny, thin and weak. i blame myself for being so healthy. that's all. too much, people's eye will pain. example, fer.hahahah

It's been rather long since I'm sad about this kinda things.
Now, the feeling's back. Damn it.

The whole day was crap okay.
PE was alright la.
Chem was also okay.
Half of SS was okay, the other half wasn't.
My mood just went from like 100 happiness to -100 happiness.
Maths wasn't good either.

Fer, I guess you don't need anymore clues. Hurrs.

I know I've said before that I'm not gonna talk about anyone in my class anymore but I can't stand this!

Hi bitch,
lie more la. and I thought after the hair cut incident, maybe you'll like
stop lying but that isn't the case. you took us, for granted and went on
lying and telling tales. i just wasn't in a mood since SS lesson and you
went to tell everyone that i vent my anger on you, when I WASN'T EVEN
ANGRY. and you even said i threw my tys at you. please check uo your dictionary and find out the difference between THROW and PUT! Even if i did throw, it's not AT you but ON the table. please get the difference before you go around telling tales. nonsense la. i know you're like thin and skinny but that doesn't give you the right to go around telling tales and all okay. or maybe, what you want is just pity from people. than because you're oh-so-skinny, everyone believes you and thinks that i'm in the wrong when they didn't even hear my part of what happened. oh in fact, nothing happened. it's just all your dumbfuck tales. and what do you treat us [ me, xuewen and jiaping] as? your spare friends? and ever since you like jannah, you've been going to debra and banu every single day okay. you think we don't know, you just wanna get close to her la. and they listen to you mainly because you're telling them and it doesn't harm them knowing few more gossips. when are you gonna stop being such a naive kid? please la, liking her so doesn't give you the right to like tell tales to gain pity and wahtever shit okay. wake up girl. it's not like you can go around telling tales and i just stupidly get the blame okay. you think i don't know how to go around telling people the TRUTH? please okay. i'm no longer the one who keeps quiet and takes all the blame. i can go and tell the person straight in the face, telling them the truth. than it's up to them if they want to believe it or not. but, most people without brains will choose to believe you cause you're all small and thin and skinny. & yesterday during the math tuitorial, we were talking about E.C and we keep you in our conversation cause we take you as our friend. who knows that as soon as we walk out of the damn class, you went to tell E.C straight away! sometimes, i wonder do you even take us as your friend? if yes, i didn't know this is how you treat your friends. sadness.

Give me back my CyberShot, please.

I was just at Debra's and it's hell noisy.

School was alright! :DD
Maths after school was kind of a torture la.
I hate maths, period.

SmallFriend's has like the coolest phone now okay.
Her screen has like, stripes!
Hurrs, actually, she dropped it.
Than, she threw it on the floor again during Maths cause I told her it may help. Lucky it didn't get worst.

I wrote Fer a note during Chem cause I was like uberly bored and Roll left me to be high by myself again. When I passed the note to Fer, she was like super happy cause she happily thought that I wrote what I wanted to tell her, hah. But actually, it was only 3 lines of crap.
Anyway Fer, here's your 2nd clue:
She's in the same level as us.
I don't know how many more clue I'm left with la.

Oh, it's raining now la!

Omg, I'm having stomache! /:

There's Geog tomorrow, yucks.

Orals was alrights la.
Quite scary at first.
While waiting, what else, talked to JudyTan again.
Not very high today though.

There's lunch this Thursday! :D
Excited!

I feel like going for the night study thing but I think, I'll end up getting very high even if Jiaping cannot be bothered with me! Omg.
But I think it's gonna help more than staying at home!

I got something to tell Fer!
But since she wants clue, Fer here's your first clue.
* She's someone you and I know! (:

It's a wonder how certain people can say things at times.
Example, 'You have to accept the fact that your phone is stolen.'
I mean, I've already accepted the fact that my phone is officially stolen but it's just sad and anger. It's hardly a week, oh wells.
& what do you mean by 'Ask your mother to stop making noise'?
Like if you got your daughter[if you ever have one] a brand new phone which cost you like 300+ and it got fucking stolen in less than a week and no bags check was conducted? Wtf.
I shan't go on about it.

I'm going to watch TeeVee in like 25 minutes time, hurrs.

Oh!
I saw someone when I followed my mtother down to the market this morning! If I had my damn phone, I'll msg RachelNg first. She's gonna be like hell jealous.

Phone, please find your way back to me!!
I'm still oh-so-fucking-sad over my lost/STOLEN phone.
I really can't think of anyone I've offended or laugh at okay.
Myabe except XiaoNah la.
Ahh!!! GIVE MY PHONE BACK TO ME!
It's hardly A WEEK!!!

Yesterday was :DDDD
I forgot to mention!

Anyway, please give me back my phonee!!!
Or anyone see somebody else having k810i in their hands, please tell me! The phone in their hand may belong to me!!

My phone got fucking stolen!
Best, it got stolen during PE and I have got not even a single fucking clue of who stole it!!
Ahh, fuck!
Other people also got new phone, fuck!
I'm angry, sad, depressed, frustrated!
It's not even a fucking week!!!!!

I think this is happening to me causae I laugh at people too much.
I swear/pray to God, if I ever get back my phone, I'm not gonna laugh at people anymore, give my phone back to me!!!

Actually, today in school was alright.
I stayed back for Math and as a result, I missed my show.
& what makes it worst, I did something fucking embarassing!

*Passes the worksheet to Xuewen*
Xuewen: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Rachel*
Rachel: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Jiaping*
Jiaping: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to me*
Me: *Never say anything*
Rachel, Jiaping, Xuewen: You very rude leh!!!!
Me: *Rude right?**SHOUTS* THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!(climax)
*Still no reaction*
*5 seconds later, turn and smile*
Xuewen, Rachel, Jiaping: *Shocked!*
Xuewen: You say until so loud for what!?
Rachel: Yah la, you mad or something?

Her reaction was ULTIMATE!
I swear she totally got a shock okay.
She turned back, stunned for 5 seconds and smile.
& I dragged the ThankYou for quite some time.
I swear she hates me even more now, hahah.
& I bet if she reads this, she'll hate me like no other thing on earth!
You can trust me on the above sentence.

Other than that, nothing else that was funny.
Oh, if you wanna know who the she is, you can just ask me la.
Okay, I'm staying up to watch TV!
Wish me luck for trying to stay up during lessons tomorrow! :D

& the deadline for the SS thing is TOMORROW but, I can't contact those who care about work! Great, and now I can't contact the person who copied the question. What a great thing done.

& it's home tomorrow after school to study for SS test on Thursday.
So, no honey milk tea!

Lunch with Amanda after school on Thursday! :DD
Tofu's lunch date!

Oh! I don't have to take bus to school tomorrow!! :DDDDDD
YAYNESS!!

I got my phone changed! :DD

I' kinda lazy to go into details la.

SYF night was kinda a waste of money and time.
Nothing was nice.
Like seriously.
Okay, maybe only the Indian Dance was not bad.
After that, went Vivo for LATE dinner/supper.
Was suppose to meet Dayang but I think her dearest friend knows that and decided not to go Vivo, shit!
Hey Dayang's friend, [you know who you are]
I've got nothing else better to say to you.

Anyway, people please visit this,
TanWeiLing!
Hurrs, she told me to ADVERTISE her livejournal for her.

I reached home at like 2355?
Omg, I think I'm gonna get grounded!

Oh yes, CLIMAXX!!
My phone is mad, again.
I know I said it ages ago but it was alright after that but now, it's mad again! :DD
Imagine how happy I am!?

Y'know, I plan to like watch the MFBBT at 1 later.
But my eyes are like closing as I'm typing.

Shit!
My nametag broke!
I have to go order new one!! Rahh!!!

4 periods of FnN was kinda difficult.
Bored to the maxx!

Geog was HUMILIATING!
Super I swear.
& since I doubt that person will come to my blog, I shall say it.
me:*shows small friend something* Rachel, I cannot show you. Later you kill me! /:
Rachel:*cannot be bothered*
Me: Okay la, show you want? fine, don't want.
Rachel: I know what is it la.
Me:what?
Rachel: The neoprint you took with Jannah la!!!!
I swear I didn't know where to put my face okay! She said damn loudly please! and she was just infront of us!
The 3 of us totally used our SS book to cover our faces la!
OMG!

SS today was hell funny.
'Did you drop your hair?' Inside joke.
I practically laughed till I teared.
& the place above the stomach there, was damn pain!
Omg la.

I gotta go have a talk with Dayang!
Omg, this is killing me!

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I don't understand some people okay.
Like why do they have to restrict their friendster?
If that's the case, why do they even have it if they do not want to let people view? It's either they have no face to face people or, they want more friends so they make their profile restricted. and when people wants to view them, they've got to add beforethey can view and tadah! the "owner's" wish come true, MORE FRIENDS!
How stupid!

For the whole of next week, I got to:
- STOP MSGING!
I don't think I can archive it. I simply can't stop msging!
Even if the phone is like I never use before, I'll still try my best to msg!
Omg, if this goes on, my bill is gonna burst every month and sooner or later, my phone will be confiscated! /:
I don't wantt!!!!
- Bring books home to study!
- Reach home before 4 DAILY!

Yes, I'm studying again!
Although it's not alot, but better than nothing.
Yucks, 4 periods of FnN tomorrow.

I have something to tell Fer.
Somehow, after much thinking, I think it's still Fer that I trust most.
This happened the last time as well but I didn't knew how to tell her!

I'm so addicted to msging la!
I can't stop! Unless the person doesn't reply me.
Which happened just now!
But I still msged!
I counted, the most I can send each day is like 35.
I've sent like 54!!! OMG!

I've got this sudden cravings for doughnuts/donuts.
CHOCOLATE CINNAMON! <3

I think 4P's got some really hard to satisfy people.
Example, ME!
Holidays, I complain.
School start, I'm still complaining.
Complaining of what? Being bored!
But please, I'm not the only one okay!
I know of someone else who complains abt being bored too!

I've got people to complain about.
But, I'm in a kinda good mood today.
So, I shall talk about her when I'm in a very nasty mood and when I cannot tolerate her anymore!

This is a very wordy post and no, I'm not gonna make it easy for you by colouring them. (:

I'm finally studying!
Although I'm blogging now, stress relieve!

School was :D
Miss Sim wasn't here for Math! :D
The teacher that relieved us was rather good looking, but look too long, /:

Crapped through the rest of the day.
Tiong after school.
Omg, tell me I'm such a lucky kid! (:
The magazine that I bought was oh-my-mama! :DD
Tell me if you wanna borrow it!

I don't know to go for SYF night or not.
I don't know what to wear!!

I think I would be going to Bugis this Thursday!
I wanna go get something! :DD

** READ!!!
[Esp those who think that I've talked about you before]
I shall be nice and stop talking about how hypocritical people are. Cause every human, ARE hypocrites!
Or rather, we say things about that person out of anger/irritation.
In fact we or rather I personally, don't really mean it.
I just wanna say it out cause I find it rather incomfortable to keep it in me and I wanna let the person know. But from now on, I promise I would not say things about anyone I know. But if they show me some fucked up attitude first, don't blame me!
So, to everyone who I've talked about and you know you're the one I'm referring to, I'm sorry, forgive me! :D

Okay, I'm going back to study.
I think I like you.

I'm still doing FnN, rahh!
Mood killer! /:

I don't know to go for the SYF night or not.
I heard alot of people are going.
Should I!?!

My holiday is going to be gone in 4++ hours!
My plan to bake cookies failed because I went out.
& now, I'm rushing my FnN like mad!!!!
Rahhhhh!!!!!!
I shall bake next Saturday or Sunday.

Oh, mummy made this milo agar-agar, yummy! (:
Okay, I sound like someone now, hee :D

Should I catch MFBBT tonight or should I watch the repeat tomorrow?
I think I shall catch the tonight one, if my eyes do not close lar!

I'm left with vitamins and water for FnN, omg!
I'm gonna die soon and my cough hasn't recover although my flu and sore throat has! (:
Yuckss! I got to go do FnN!!!!

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I've decided to delete the links.
Now, what I need help is to bring the thing lower and tadah!
Okay okay, I better go rush my FnN!!!

It's 9 plus and I haven't had dinner, bleahs.
Yesterday, I was so close to having my phone change but we had to wait for like 2 damn hours. So, dream of changing phone is gone.
I think I want it change next week.
I can't decide over 800i or 810i.
So, I think it's a good thing I haven't change cause if I did, I'llbe regretting cause I wanted to get 800i already.

I received a call just now.
I happily thought it was my uncle till I see, it's from MDM LIM! /:
Omg, she said I need to re do my evaluation and do reserach on nutrients, yucks.

It's holiday tomorrow which means sleeping late tonight! :D
& Mummy would start complaining that I consume too much electricity.
Than she would ask me why shouldn't I go study instead of consuming so much electricity, N levels are coming, yadah yadah.

I wanna get a MP3 which is battery operated!
The ipod sucks, battery life dies so fast.
& the worst is, HAVE TO CHARGE!
Rahhh, having an ipod can be good and bad.

I'm going off and I'm lazy to colour my post today.

Omg, I'm so bored!
Okay, okay.
First week of school had been darn good! :D
Laughters! (:

Alrights, I've loade the pictures taken that day at Mel's party.
I know it's very long already la.\
The photos are counted not bad already.

ZAIJIAN! <3

I deleted the previous post cause it didn't looked nice.

Anyway, having all stayed up till now, I decided to give MFBBT a miss and watch the repeat at 4 tomorrow instead cause I predict that tomorrow's gonna be a long day so I need rest. Lame, I know.
Why a bad day?
First, I need to hand up FnN coursework which needs to have AT LEAST 28 pages but I've only got 25!
Second, there's Math /:
Third, it's Friday.
So, things tend to slow down on Friday cause it's the last day of school for the week and you're feeling oh-so-happy that it's Friday and want the day to end faster but things just gotta slow down. Forget it if you don't understand what I'm talking about. I understand can already.

Okay, I may stay up to watch MFBBT. ( There's still 10 minutes! )
And maybe surrender half way cause I've got a splitting headache now! /:
Omg! I think I'm gonna die soon.
Yes, I know although I keep saying AI SI LIAO but I don't mean it!
I don't wanna die so early!
I wanna attend the funeral of people I dislike before I have my own.
I just feel like typing out everything with no paragraph and colour. Read it if you want. Omg, school sucks! Besides laughing at people. Lessons are bleah.
The one a dread most I swear would be Biology and Chemistry cause there's a change in teachers! It's some weird teacher teaching Chem now and Mrs Leaong teaching Bio! Omg la, No talking, no laughing. MADNESS!!

Oh, WW Tui Zhang is like the most ting hua and guai tui zhang ever okay! She does whatever you ask her too! :D
And her personal msg is like : tui yuan make up my smile everyday! :D
Actually there's a iloveyou before that, but I reckon ( 0mg, I'm actually using sucha CHIM word! ) it's for her AIAI or someone special so yeah. I shan't put it infront of that sentence! Kk, it's 5 more minutes to MFBBT!!

Omg, Geraldlyn. It's Friday tomorrow and if you don't wanna rush home like what you did today just to catch the repeat of MFBBT just you slept at hell 7pm and missed it at night, and ended up missing the 11pm one, PERSEVERE! (?)

I intend to colour my post but it's like 1059!!!
I gotta go! Bye! <3

HI! :D

I'm such a happy kid cause...............
I finally found the song I want, 夏日初体验!! (:
Go listen to it, it's :DD
Oh, 甜甜圈 is damn nice too!!
It's :D, <3, (: x1000000000!

I found a new partner today! (:

School had been very good and will be very good! :D

I didn't know there was chinese holiday homework so now, I got to do 4 passages! /: Can die!

There's this conversation I had, hahah
Judy:Eh, tomorrow ____ birthday leh, You going to buy anything for her?
Me: For what? She also never tell me tomorrow her birthday!
Judy: *shocked* Eh, you remember hor! My birthday next month, 27! Must remember okay! I will remind you again!
Ohmy! She so scared no present!

Oh, I talked to LLL online yesterday.
One part, she said
LLL: thanks, member.
Me: You mean TUI YUAN?
LLL: Whatever!
She doesn't know the word for member in chinese!
SmallFriend even best, TUAN YUAN, REUNION!

& so, I think I'm gonna get either k810i or k800i instead of the N73 MusicEdition, although I really love the 2 way camera!

Like, say like.
Don't like, say don't like.
Don't confuse yourself by saying bad things of that person to me than go so close to her. It really gross me out!
& don't criticise her for the sake of it.
D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!
& your friend, she's worst!
Not that I don't dare name her and you out but if I do, I may get sued /:
I remembered you saying not liking my friends!
Like hello?! They're MY friends!
& what right do you ave to criticise them!?
I rememberd clearly, you were the one who asked me to go to the hardcourt cause you had something to tell me! I asked you why you don't wanna go to the canteen? Your reply, I don't like your friends.
& I had to go the the hardcourt although YOUR friend was there.
What makes you think I like your friend?
& when I was at the hardcourt and Mel they all wanted to go, you wanted to leave me all alone there! What fuck la!
You wanted to leave me all alone becasue you were afraid to be lonely!?
Friends indeed!
Omg, forget it!
You're sucha GOOD friend!
Good till I've got nothing else better to say!

MoFanBangBangTang's on now but I'll give it a miss cause I've already watched it. But if I have the time, I'll go watch cause AhBen's the main person you know.
Never mind, you'll never get my point if you never watch!
So, BYEEE!

Anyway, school had been GOOD!

Again, I deleted my previous post and ddecided to blog again!
Plan to stay home for flu to go away FAILED!
But instead, I went to make it worst by eating heaty stuff.
& I ate hell lot of spicy things.
Plus CHOCOLATE ice cream!

I LOVE my ipod now! :DD

School's starting tomorrow, how fast!
I haven't got enough of channel V yet!
I want a VCD/DVD recorder!
Than I can record down all the 模范棒棒堂 shows! :DDD

Anyway, I can't wait for school to reopen.
Just the timing la.
School should start later! (:

Haiyer, I'm lazy to type already!
BYE!

I deleted the previous post and decided to post again!

So, I'm jsut gonna summarise la.
Porridge buffet with my mother! /:
Yucks, NOT NICE!!

I wanna buy 2 Taiwan drama!
Calling out loud for sponsors!! :DD
1. 18 禁不禁!! :DDD

My main and only reason:






阿本!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
OMG, tell me he is CHAO cute okay!! <3

2.终极一班
There's no reason why but I heard it's very nice that's why!

Okay, so I haven't found my cable to my camera yet!
So, I need the help of dearest mummy!
She always manages to find wires, I don't know why!
I can't wait for school to reopen!! :DD
I'm going off to do other things already!
BYE!! :D

Orals = Laughing Session! (:

I don't know why I got so high!
I laughed when in the room and even until when it was my turn, I kept laughing and smiling to MissKoh!
& while I was waiting for time to pass/roll, JUDYTAN came out!
So, I laughed again!
I laughed ALOT today okay!
When I step out of the room, of course I didn't laugh la.
People will think that I'm mad if I laugh to myself!
Than after JUDYTAN step out, I laughed with her till ElaineTan, Yimei, Jiaping, Tia and Wendy is out!
45 minutes of laughing non stop! :D

Tiong with Rachel, SmallFriend and Jiaping after that.
Walked around and decided to go park!
& we were talking abt the last time we went with ------
Omg, nightmare!! /:
So, I laughed AGAIN!
I was told that laughing is healthy.
But I'm laughing so much not because I wanna be healthy!

& I'm having flu nowww! /:
I don't want okay!
Yucks, flu flu going!
Talk abt flu.
I remembered in Sec2, Carmen was down with flu and fever halfway while in school. & after school, we even dragged her to KFC for lunch.
Amanda and I, thinking that we're hell strong, went to drink a bit of Carmen's drink cause we were like very thirsty la.
The next day in school, both of us and got fever and flu as well.
& while Carmen was recovering, both of us were like /:
& last year, I caught a flu, also from Carmen!
Than I passed it to JudyTan than to Liling I think.
Hah! Come to think of it!
If my flu doesn't recover when school reopens,
I think it's gonna spread again!

Yess!! I went shopping with my mother yesterday! (:
From town to Vivo. I didn't get anything though.
I want to get the strawberry shortcake lunch box!!
Dinner at Swensen's! :DD
We wanted to get donuts but the queue was SOO LONG,
we just walked away! >:(
I gotta get down to GWC to clean my earings.
& I need to find the cable to my camera!!

Mother's in a shopping mood these few days.
So maybe later, we're going shopping again!
I want to go Metro and get the games!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SMALL FRIEND! :D
Omg, I thought you were damn angry with me okay!
& holidays are no good cause we're stuck at home and we cannot go out and laugh at people! Esp, XiaoNah!

My hair isn't what I wanted!
& it looks rahh now! >:(
I'm gonna start keeping it!!
Maybe I'll just layer it every month or whenever I feel like it?
I was so afraid if SmallFriend's angry till she msged me today morning! :D
& we're going fun fair this Friday!(:
Tell me I'm lucky to have a friend like her who'll go fun fair with me!
I bet I'll be in a nasty mood now if I asked _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to go cause she'll probably be like see first, cannot go.
I believe, even if she's allowed too, she won't go!
Yes, that's the impression I have of you and what I think of you!
Disappointed? Nah, I don't think you'll be.
Anyway, :D
I don't know why but I feel kinda happy now, -.-

I'm feeling so excited now over the lunch with Amanda and Carmen next Thursday. I know it's still long but I'm just excited la!

&& this matter make me happier.
Friday, after orals, I'm going with RachelNg to get posters!! :DDD

CLIMAXXX!!! :DD
&&& what makes me even happier is!
My phone is going madd!! (:
It keeps offing by itself and it doesn't wanna read my SIM card, I don't know why.
This means I can change phone soon cause there's no more spare phone for me to use for the time being! :DD
& I've decided on N73MusicEdition cause it's black.
Either that or I don't know already.

Yes, I said I'll say more today so here it is.
Everytime ask you go somewhere with me awhile, don't want, see first, don't feel like, not allowed.
Than when you ask me, if I say no, your face'll be blacker than my black tee! So, I'm your slave?
Everytime one okay. Ask you wait awhile, cannot. I wait for you for hours, okay. What shit okay! Rahh!
I'm not in a bad mood now so I have nothing much to say about you.

Yessss!!!!!
I'm gonna cut my hair tomorrow!
I hope it turns out well.
There's orals on Friday.

When school reopens, lunch on Thursday with Amanda and Carmen! :D
Excited!! (:
It's been like 987654321 years since we went out!!

You're one big hypocrite and you come telling me about whose being the hypocrite. Please okay, you were like telling me how _____ and ____ were being hypocrites and you turn out to be the greatest one. Everyone is a hypocrite and that's something that cannot be denied. I used to think that you're the only good(I don't know what word to use) one among all. Seems like I'm wrong. I don't know how to describe you. I'd rather not have a friend like you. I don't expect you to want to have a friend like me too.

& remember you used to tell me things about SuperJunior and others but I showed no interest at all? Let me tell you why. You told me all about them but, you didn't show me any pictures, or hear any songs. You don't expect me to go crazy with you over them when I didn't even see their faces or hear their songs right? & you were darn hell angry when Rachel liked SuperJunior but when SM say she liked as well, you were not even angry. & when you learnt that people from your class and others learnt about SuperJunior, you were angry too.Even if you didn't tell anyone about them, they'll find out by themselves sooner or later okay. & when these kinda things are concern, you do not want to let others know. I mean, what's the point? Are they ever gonna be yours? If you wanna say people copy you like bands that albums aren't realised yet, think again! Other people know it sooner than you that's why it's posted on the net and that's why you'll know about it alrights?! EXAMPLE, if I were to tell you I like SuperJunior, you'll sure jump and hit the roof saying what I copy you and stuff. Means all the Korean, Tiawanese and other people who like them are copying you as well la?! Oh, remember there's once, when Rachel said she liked SuperJunior and she PURPOSELY appear offline just because you were being oh-so-selfish and didn't want to send songs to her. You can say I'm backstabbing you and choose not to tell me things anymore cause I don't give a fuck about that since you ARE already not telling me things. & I think you typed wrongly on your blog, 'I've decided to tell you everything' Nothing you mean? & your promises are never kept unless it's under situations whereby you've got no other choices. I remember during EFL, you said you'll help me burn the Hanakimi shows cause I'm gonna miss 3 episodes. You said okay and you sounded so willingly but than, you said your disc was with your auntie. Yes, I believed. But not for long. I'm not gonna say more about this since it's over already. Promises are meant to be broken. You tell me how how lonely you are, how much you don't wish to talk to _____ anymore but than!? Next day in school early in the morning you can call her name soooo loudly! To think I actually believed that you are lonely. Omg!
'Lonely' indeed!

I've got so much more to say. But, I think I'll continue another day or your eyes are sure gonna hurt!
Too much at one shot may give you a shock!
Oh, it rhymes! (:

I don't know what fuck is my auntie doing at my house!!!!!!!!!!!
I want her OUT of my house!!!!!
Seriously, I don't know why my mother can tolerate people like them!!
She even bought drink all the way from NTUC for them okay!
& my mother walked home somemore, fuck!
If they wanna drink something sweet, they jolly well go get it for themselves!
Or maybe, they can just mixed water with sugarr!!!
Who do they think they are?!
They're not even worth my shitttt!!!!
They think they're princesses and princes?!
What fuck, if they're princesses and princes, I'll be the Queen!
So what even if they are the ones paying for them?!
One fine day, if I ever get rich, I'll change $1000 worth of coins and throw it at them one by one, coin by coin!!!!
Or maybe if they wanna borrow money from me, I'll get the cash, burn it infront of their face!!!!!
Damn it!!!
& talking to RachelNg just makes matter worst!!!
WhatTheFuckkkk!!!!!!

I HATE MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES, PERIOD!

I just checked, N's starts on 05.09.07!!!!
& I'm still not studying, tell me how?
Last night, I even thought of going to the funfair.
Cannot, cannot. Better study!
I wanna buy sooo many albums(:
Anyone wants to sponsor me!?

I need someone to complain too now.
But I seriously don't know who to complain too.
Yucks, I better go study.

& you're telling me you always feel left out.
Hurrs, you expect me to believe you?
Omg la!

Damn!!
I typed out so much and I don't know what happened.

I'm lazy to type back again.
So, I went for maths and someone took my place so I'm going back early tomorrow to get back my seatt!!!

I'm so lazy now, goodbye.

Grapes are <3

So, I skipped Math lesson today.
Oh, it was soo enjoyable! (:
& since I already woke up, I went to meet SmallFriend for breakfast.
Left Macs at 10, wanted to watch movie but there was nothing to watch.
We took 851, wanted to went round but alighted at Central instead.
It was so damn early, nothing was open.
We sat by the Singapore River to chui feng (:
Then thunder came so we went off.
Wanted to take 851 home but we waited for like 24743145764 hours
and the stupid bus didn't come.
145 came so we took it instead but guess what! 851 was just behind!!
Anway, 145 took a big round and it was ohlala! (:
Long bus rides are <3
Tomorrow, we're gonna be good girls and go for Math.
After that, we're gonna take 65 all the way then take back again.
Oh, I remembered one conversation yesterday.
Me: Why still look so watery ah?
SmallFriend:-shocked- Huh!? You call this watery?! Wanna try?
Me:Okay la! -tried- Hah! 'Watery!'
It was watery, not!

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've got a missed call but I refuse to call back.
& for the whole day, I felt like sleeping.

I think I'm not being able to understand you anymore.
You complained abt them and yet,
you can enjoy their company so much.
You call them hypocrites than aren't you one too?
Please, everyone is hypocrites alrights?
We've got to act nice so as to have friends.
Everyones got to do that.

Rahh!
I feel like talking to Carmen nowww!!!
I missed those days when we used to talk like from 11pm to 5am.
There was once we talked from like 10plus till 6am okay!
Those days were the best! :DD

There's chinese MTV later at 5.50!!
Now, I also don't know what to do la.
Bye!

SmallFriend's at my house now!
But she's gonna leave soon.
We baked muffins!
Omg, the first batch was like hah!
So wonderful /:
Then we baked again.
It was so much better(:
We wanted to make lemon cookie but we changed it to cinnamon instead.
Omg, it looked more like Tiramisu cake.
But it doesn't taste abit like tiramisu at all.
Oh, I took pictures but I cannot find my wire so I can't post it up.
Another day, I guess.

Saturday wasn't as good as I thought it would be.
Shopping was bad, BBQ was alright.
Maybe I should get someone else to go town with me another time.
There are so many unhappy things I wanna say but I can't say it here.
Yes, I know it's meant for people to see but nah.
Not today I guess.
Maybe another day?
Actually, I feel like telling someone instead.
But who can I tell?
The person I can complain too isn't online! >:(
I feel like telling Carmen, I don't know why but Carmen lor.

Maths today was like I don't know.
Not very good lor.

Omg, I didn't do any baking today.
& I'm like chao happy now (:
I've got SCV at home!! :D
Try getting me out of house.
& I've got the new S.H.E album.
I got the imported one(:

I've got no time to talk abt BBQ on Saturday.
I'm gonna watch teevee!!! :DD
Byebye!

Happy Birthday, Melanie Wong! (:
Twin!! You're officially 16! :DD
Enjoy your day! <3

I'll be meeting Fer at 2.15 later than we're going shopping!! :DD
What can be better than shopping? (:

Yucks, tomorrow's Sunday than there's lessons on Monday /:
Than there's more on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday!!
Yucks, yucks, yucks!! ):
I DON'T WANT LESSONS!
Yucks, I hate Maths like no any other thing in the Universe!
& to make things worst, RachelVanereneNg will not be going for ALL 4 lessons!! Tell me how bored will I get.
OhMyGod!!
I'm gonna bake tomorrow.
Chocolate Chips Muffin and Cookie(:
Talk about baking, I actually thought of baking a star shape chocolate cake for MissMelanieWong but I was too lazy.
Never mind, I shall give it to her another day.
It's still so longg till 2.15!!
I can't wait to see Fer!! (:

Can you imagine how bored I am now!?
My mum left for town without me!
& I feel like baking all of a sudden again(:
I shall bake COOKIES and MUFFINS on Sunday than I can bring some for maths lessons on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday!
I intend to skip one day of lessons, but I don't know which day.
Tomorrow, I don't know if I should go.
SmallFriend just msged me to remind me that I still need to go print photos. I sooo forgot abt it and SmallFriend just had to remind me /:
Laziness!
I don't even feel like stepping out of my room.
I just wanna msg, msg, msg all day long.
& to people who'll reply, reply and reply.
But I can't msg anymore!
There's only one bar of battery left!! /:
I shall think if I should go tomorrow.
Someone nice would tell me not to go and all the reasons.

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Omg, Fer finally replied me on MSN!! :DD
I can't get any happier(:
& I finally decided to go tomorrow.
I've got sooo many things to tell Fer!!!
So, bye people

It's only 0810 now
I slept at 3 plus, near 4, woke up at 7, just to go for Bio
But RachelNg just had to tell me she's going for guides instead of Bio.
& I can't contact that Jiaping.
Seriously, why do you even have a phone?
You might as well just throw your phone away right?
& since SmallFriend's not going as well, I didn't go too.
I'm meeting SmallFriend later at 9 for breakfast(:
& since I'm waiting for my hair to dry, let's talk abt people:D

You,
you claimed that XiaoNa wants your boyfriends number if you ever break up. Yeah, your boyfriend, only you take it as treasure, alrights?
XiaoNa? Your boyfriend? Want his number? Yeah right!
I think it's just one of your fantasy trying to show people how 'good' your boyfriend is(: Well, I bet the part abt XiaoNa is not real okay!
Yes, her taste is bad but I doubt it'll be bad to that extent/:
Omg.

SmallFriend is not replying me.
Okay, she just did.
It wasn't her.
It's roll.
She just msged to say that she's in Bio now.
Like what's the damn point?
So, I don't know where to meet SmallFriend cause she's not replying me!
Okay, Okay!!!
SmallFriend just replied me! (:
& my hair is not dried yetttt!!
Okay, I better leave now or SmallFriend's gonna kill meee!

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Chem class was C-O-L-D!
Time passed by quite quickly.
Off to opposite bus stop.
Was suppose to go Bugis but I don't know what were we doing at the opposite bus stop. 65 passed but we didn't wanna go Vivo at first.
Wait and wait, 855 came, we got fed-up and decided to go Vivo.
Waste of time.
Headed to Bugis!
Walked, walked, walked, I finally found my heart necklace.
Not really the ideal one though.
Went to get Mel's prezzie!
Than we hopped on to 175 wanting to take a long ride but SmallFriend jsut had to alight at GreatWorld to go to the toilet /:
Walked around and got something else.
Was abt to go home and SmallFriend lost her wallet ///:
So we went everywhere to look but couldn't find.
Than, went to make police report.
SmallFriend came my house.
She left at abt 730 lor.

Omg, I can't decide to go for Mel's or not!?
I feel like and also don't feel like!
It's like, I think I go, only go there be statue(?)
What's the point right? I might as well follow my mother to my aunty's place and msg people.
Haiya, I don't know la.
I 80% don't feel like, 10% feel like, 10% don't know!!
Someone tell me to go or not!
I don't know what's the reason for going and not going.
I'm confused, frustrated and everything except happy.

Yes, I know why my mood was damn it bad last night.
Cause I needed to make fun of/laugh at someone badly.
& everyone that I talked too don't really laugh at people that I like to laugh at that's why.

I was feeling so damn shit till I msged SmallFriend(:
She's the best partner to make fun of people! :D
After I msged her, I somehow felt quite happy(:
Cause I made fun of people!!!

Okay, I don't know why but small friend's not replying me.
& I'm hell bored!

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So, I caught Shrek3 just now.
Nice(:
There's school tomorrow luhhhhh!!!! /:
Afternoon was bored to the maxxx!
I was complaining like MAD I swear.
I love<3 to COMPLAIN! :D
Only Fer and SmallFriend can take it.
Like seriously take it(:
So, I can complain non-stop to them but! Fer has gone MIA!
I don't know where she has gone too.
But, lucky she's replying my msg.
& I wanna go shopping, badly!
Bugis to get shoes and necklace!
Everywhere/anywhere to get Mel's present although
I'm not sure if I'm going.
Someone please tell me if I should go.
Nvm, don't care.
Shopping's priority! :D
I'm gonna ask SmallFriend go shop shop cause Fer has got tuition>:(
Rahh!! I'll go shop for heels, necklace, MelWong's prezzie(:
&&& I just got the news that there's Bio tomorrow at 8!!!
Damn! Till 10 than from 1030, there's Chem till 1230!
I wonder if SmallFriend would still have the
strength and mood to go shop shop with me!!
& I just msged to tell her there's Bio but she hasn't reply.
So I don't know if she got the msg.
&& now, I gotta go find pictures and put them into my memory card ang get them developed!!! URGENT!!!
Omg, I keep having the feeling like ants are crawling all over my legs /:
& I can't find the wire to my cam!! Omg, how?!
My last resort, save in thumbdrive):
and SmallFriend is not going for Bio tomorrow.
O-M-G!!

Holidays are super boring I swear!
& during holidays, my phone suddenly becomes my bestfriend.
It's more reactive than my Bestie, at least.
Feel like watching movie but I'm too tired/lazy to step out of my house.
I shall go study abit now than watch teevee!! :D

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What more can I say?

I don't know why but I find that left-handers are cool.
I think that left-handers are kinda unique.
But there are quite a few left-handers in my class, so no point.
Omg, I wanna be a left-hander too! (:

Every now and than, I don't know why but I'll remember that there's class on wednesday/:
Wo bu yao hui qu!!
I haven't been shopping.
Like really shop la.
Haiya, I don't know what I'm talking about la.

I wanna talk to Dayang.
But she isn't replying me so I don't know to call or not.
I wanna eat HappyMeal!
I want the GingerBreadman toy!! :D

My eyes are damn itchy, how random.

Some people, they think that they're very ren jian ren ai y'know.
No, I'm not referring to anyone.
Like when you msg him/her out of concern, he/she will think that you like him/her. Wtf okay, how stupid!
There are some that is even worst than this!
You look at him/her RANDOMLY, he/she will say that you like him/her.
Omg right?!
Worst, you wanna have better friendship with him/her but he/she goes to tell her friends that you suddenly very close to him/her!
Omg la, but such people do exist!
& I'm not referring to anyone here.
But if you think you're like that and suppose that I'm talking about you, fine with me.

I've spent like God knows how long doing my friendster/:
& now, I can't find any pictures to put up.
I'm gonna stay home the whole day I think.
Omg, sadness!
Bored to the maxx!!
I hope from the bottom of my heart that my mother would bring me out later, or I'll jus be bored to death!!
I realise I love to say the phrase 'I Don't Know' alot.
& most of my answer are usually that.
I feel like cooking but I'm THIS lazy to go out and buy ingredients.
I don't know what to do la!

Rachel told me something today & I was this shocked!
& it's kinda threatening/scary/saddening or maybe, I don't even know what word to use. I really need Fer now but I don't know where is she! )':

Lessons today was like !!!!

Maybe they're right.
But everyone refuse to believe what I said.
Or maybe, it's all reflected on my results?
Even someone not close to me adviced me.
Yes, I know I should do that.
But, I don't know la.
I know just by saying I don't know won't improve this situations.
Forget it, whatever I said, would just be excuses and more excuses.

Fer, where're you?!!?

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This happened on like tuesday but I just wanna bring it up now la.
I mean, Gwen was only commenting right.
& by the way, what she said was true.
We all have eyes to see that it's true.
& why do you have to make a comment right?
Does it even concern you?
& so what even if we're talking about her?
How are you even related to her?
Why do you have to nother when we're talking about her.
Not like we're talking about you right?
I just don't understand, people like you!

I am so bored & I don't know when I'll be getting my phone.
K810i is SOO cute! :D
Anyway, I'm super bored & there's lessons tomorrow!
Yucks, there's nothing worst than having to go back to school from 8 - 3!
& since I'm meeting small friend at 7, I've gottta wake up at 6+! /:
I don't have the mood to go to school.
But there's like chinese orals, so I HAVE to go.
Tell me that's sad.
& I'm not sure to go for Mel's party or not.
Someone tell me to go or not!!

& I've got nothing else to post!

My internet is finally okay & small friend's at my place now.
She's suppose to entertain me but!!!!!!
She's entertaining herself instead, with my phone.
Omg, there's FnN tomorrow la!! [0900 - 1300]Than followed by Chem [1330 - 1530]
&amp;amp;amp;&&&&& we're going breakfast before going for FnN!!
Omg, wo hui hen pa /:
Gonna meet small friend at 0745.
& the holiday like not holiday please.


&&& when my internet spoil, sooo many people not happy with me ah.

&& to you, READ!!!
I think you’re caring wayy too much okay.
Even more than your limits. I mean look, even Superman has his limitations of what to care and what not.
He cares when it concerns a lot of people or even, the country.
But in your case, it’s not country, let’s talk about friends instead.
He cares for country but you care for friend.
Fair enough?
But when there is a family problem which to you, it’s other not-so-close-friend, he wouldn’t interfere in a family problem but you, you’d interfere in every damn problem.
Whether it concerns you or your friend or no one, you’d interfere.
You’re caring more than a Superman should.
You’re like more capable the him?
Omg, I’m like so impressed, REALLY.
Oops, I forgot, you’re not even Superman.
You’re Superwoman wanna-be!!
You wanna poke your nose into every business.
I wonder if your nose is long enough.
Things that you wanna know and people don’t wanna tell you, you’ll find your means to know it.
These are the steps you’d take:
Step 1: Find out what the problem in
Step 2: Try getting close to ‘victim’ & help in whatever way you can
Step 3: Take her side even though you know she’s in the wrong
Reasons: You wanna prove you’ve got lots of friends. You want them to appreciate you. The reasons are as simple as ABC.

& you really think they’ll appreciate?
Yeah, think twice alrights?
I can bet with my life, even if they appreciate it, it’s ‘appreciate’ get it? Not Appreciate but ‘appreciate’
& you poke your nose into people’s business sometimes not because of concern/want more friends but you wanna be up-to-date.
So when people talk about it and when they have doubts, you’ll be the one saying you know everything.
On the good side of saying, you’re up-to-date but on the bad side of saying, you’re KAYPO! Plain kaypo.
& when people you don’t like wants to know what happen, you’d say ‘you don’t have to know’ yes, I don’t have to know but I WANT to know. Get the difference?
Obviously I don’t have to know. It’s not even exams or something, why do I have to know? I just wanna be like you, kaypo that’s why I wanna know.

Even more recent, the Kimberly and her friends thing.
Seriously, I have nothing against her la. & we were just standing at the stairs, talking and doing things but we heard them talking so loudly so we wanted to know what happen.
But you, Superwoman WANNA-BE just have to go tell them we’re listening to their conversation.
Hello? We’re just standing there, talking la.
Omg, stand there and talk also need your permission?
& for your information, normal human reaction when hearing people talking loudly, the first thing human would ask is, ‘what happen ah?’ unless, they’re deaf of course.
& I remember going up to second level & when I was walking down and you’re at the end, I remembered you saying loudly ‘kua si mi?’ [in english, see what see?]
What makes you so sure I was looking you your way?
Even if I was, yah lor, I was trying to see how ugly you are.
Not like I’m pretty, I know.
I know the fact that I’m ugly.
So when people look in my way, I don’t care if they’re looking at me or behind me or what. & even better, I won’t even ask them ‘kua si mi?’
I really wish I can say all these into your face but better not.
Later more trouble. & it’s not worth risking for someone like you.
& if saying all these on my blog means I have no guts, I’m not brave or whatever, so be it.
Yes, I have no guts, but so what?
Yes, I’m not brave, but so what?
Yes, I don’t dare to say all these face to face but still, so what?
Do you really want me to say all these face to face?
& if I say it, will you shut your fucking mouth when I’m talking?
Cause if you know you’d interrupt for sure when I’m telling you all these, you better not waste my time!
Cause once you interrupt, I’m sure to forget what I wanna say next.
Yes, my STM is really that bad.
& if you intend to say back too bad for me, yes I know.
Too bad for me.
I knew that it was bad for me all along.
But what can I do right? My memory is just that bad lor.

&, in your class, you can step in and out whenever you want cause it’s YOUR class.
But my class is not least alike your class.
It’s not for people like you to happy happy walk in and out okay!
Anyone else but you lor.
& usually I talk about people in the moment of anger but you, I’m very sure it’s not moment of anger. Cause in what I remember, I have talked about you in my blog before. I know I’ve got STM but this time, I’m sure of it. Your looks is like WOW I swear, how unique!
& if you’re not happy with whatever I said about you here, too bad for you. It’s my blog, my wish.

I actually have alot to blog about.
But never mind, I shall just write it all out.
Yes, I have no guts, whatever you wanna say.
I don't give a damn.
I have written it all down on paper. If you wanna read what I have to say about her, come find me(:

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Omg, Ferr!!!
Don't sad!! I've read what you wrote on your blog.
Unless you've got another bestie /:
Anyway, don't care about them larr!!
It's like a cycle you know. It's like either she does that or next, it'll be another person who does the exact same thing. & it seems like only 2 person is the best to do this kinda things.
& actually, I also got alot of things to tell you.
But I don't know if i should cause you know,
everytime you walk, there's sure to be someone beside you!
Than I cannot tell you already! & you seldom come online!
haiyoo!!! After exams okay!!! <3

Be my friend (:

Something is wrong with blogger but I don't know what.
Anyway, there's this weird guy online who keeps wanting to web-cam with me! But I don't want!!!
Wtf okay!
&& I'm getting my bag tomorrow if they have the colour I want!! :D

I wanna be your frienddd :D

& even when I look away,
You can be sure that,
I'm thinking of you.

I want her email address!
I want, I want!! :D
Somebody give it to me, please?

Judy Tan wants to know something but she isn't online, so too bad.

After exams are always <3
We'll seat around and play, laugh, eatt(:
& what's more, our class is at ground level! Double loves!

I'm quite a HappyPerson today and I don't know why.
There's a reason why but I'm not sure what it is.
I'm craving for ChocolateCinnamon :D Loves, loves, loves!!
& I think I'm going with small friend for it on Monday! <3333
I don't know how long I've been on this page but I sure know that it's been longggg.

Can I have your email, please?

Okay, I'm outta here(:

I'm in the school lab now, doing the ever so irritating FnN!!
IRRITATING!
Omg x10000
Talk so loud, you think what? The lab is 10 football field meh?!
Know how to say people irritating than you don't know about yourself ah?
Who's more irritating? I agree we're irritating but who's more!?
Forever talking in that kinda loud and high pitch tone! You think people like it alot?
Only those close to you can take it and find it funny la okay! I tell you, it's not funny ay all la!
Everyday 'suan suan suan!!!!' Fucker la. I swear you're irritating the fuck out of me!
So loud!
IRRITATING x100000000000000
IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING, IRRITATING!!!!!!

I'm not even half way through my Bio notes /:
Ohmygod, how am I gonna finish it by examssss!!!!
I've been on this page for like I don't know how long and this is all I've typed.
Goodbye people(:

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Actually I don't really wanna blog but something I saw just made me wanna blog badly.You're taking EVERYONE as a fucking substitution. Bloody shit! Thinking why you haven't talked to Fer for so long and you talk to her just because you wanna knows things. Like i said, you using everyone whenever you like. Who the fuck do you think you are? I cannot stand the way you try to act like people. Omg, people carry their bags high, you wanna carry it high too. In sec2, Rebecca told me after you see us carrying our bags not so high, you lowered your's too. & now, people carry high you wanna carry high too. Thinking that everything suits you. Eh, know your limits, alright? You don't suit everything. The only thing you suit is to be your mother's daughter. & y'know I think the only person who will treat you as a treasure now is prolly ___. Hahah. You go to school for your motive taking her as a dear hard-found treasure but I don't even think your motive takes you as a treasure. Please la. Just to let you know, you have changed since last year and already is like that okay. & you think you looked oh-so-cute in the hair of yours. Oh please. You're sooo damn it good at taking people as a fucking substitute. & those that you treat as gold, I bet they take you as a substitute and others as gold. Everyone can see that your so called motive is like joining for the sake of joining? Or that those people she take as gold don't want her. That's why. You're her gold; a piece of stone coated with GOLD PAINT!
& you do things as though you're a princess. You look more like a maid.
You want everyone to go your way and everything to go your way! You won't listen to others and you actually like a HORSE-look-alike. You wanna try everything without knowing your size. I know I'm not skinny either. But at least I don't try so hard! Omg.
&&& I realised this long long ago! You love wearing clothes that are too tight for you, making your arms look bigger than ever! You wanna change your sense of dressing but you ended up looking like a 'try too hard wanna be' I know you wanna dress like your childhood friends but look! They have the figure but you don't. Ohmymama. When are you gonna be fucking awake! I know I'm not perfect as well but you can't stop me from talking about you! & besides, I haven't mention anyone(:
I'm not gonna say anymore. It's not like anyone's gonna reply me. I'd rather complain to small friend and Fer tomorrow.